Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

"I knew there were a lot of blind people here, but I still let you, Mei, go face those bad guys alone. I was too careless. I didn't expect that there were so many of those disgusting people here."

The boy only gave a denial, an absolute denial, with some emotion reflected in his relatively oval pupils like those of a human, remaining only on the surface. The expression on his face was exactly the same as before.

That is an absolute rejection, a denial, and even a complete lack of desire to cover up. It is a naked display of one's inner thoughts without reservation, without any self-reservation like a normal person.

Because at least now, only at this moment, all the emotions in my heart are not shameful or worthy of being hated by the girl.

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Reality: When the thunder breaks the sky: 187. This is already the top configuration of the Ferris wheel.

Peace returned once again.

In addition to the countless experiences of being hated, there was another insignificant experience of being hated by adults in front of children.

This is not the first time, even in front of children, in front of seemingly innocent young children, that others have shown naked disgust. This time it even seems a little better, not so bad, not so disgusting, and not so sad.

At least that person just chose to leave, instead of insulting or driving her away, or telling her children in person that the girl named Raiden Mei was the daughter of a financial fraudster and someone she must not approach.

——It is indeed insignificant.

Things like this have happened countless times.

Unless you walk into the shadows, the entire city will be filled with people who will insult the girl, and you can easily gain hundreds or thousands of experience points by just walking around.

With shoes, without shoes.

Wear good clothes, wear messy clothes.

No matter what posture, no matter what appearance, no matter what expression, as long as you meet someone who looks like a human being, you will inevitably be reprimanded. If you don't do it face to face, it will just be a discussion in a low voice.

Her father's sins have been spread so widely that the girl feels as if even a cat on the street might know how evil the Raiden family has inherited and how unforgivable the things they have done.

……

"So where are we going next?"

Before they knew it, the initiative had shifted, and the position of leader once again fell into the hands of the boy, even though it was no longer meaningful.

There was no need for the girl to rush, because all the fun and exciting things in the park had already been visited, and the sky was approaching sunset. The only one suitable for ending in the entire amusement park was the one without a doubt.

"——Ferris wheel."

Jiang Cheng didn't even turn his head, as if he was afraid that the girl would think too much and that it would make her feel a little uneasy, so he added, "Don't worry, this is even older than the amusement park, and basically no one will ride it."

"Look." He pointed forward.

Looking from this side from afar, the Ferris wheel is a huge semicircle, with the bottom of the circle covered by dense black forests, and above it are colorful cabins decorated with various colors, moving in an irregular elliptical shape.

It is a giant that spans the middle of the amusement park, but it does not attract much attention. It just stays there quietly, all alone. It does not have colorful neon lights like other Ferris wheels to attract people, and it does not fit in with the decadent style. It seems that it is not from the last era, but from the era before that, and is even older than this amusement park.

Due to technical limitations, this so-called behemoth is not actually that big. It is just slightly larger than another large building in the park - the Crazy Roller Coaster.

However, perhaps because of the light and shadow, it was magnified countless times in the sunset. The huge shadow was projected on the park, leaving behind colorful traces, and together with the huge sun that seemed to have touched the ground, it formed light and shadow.

Mei Raiden followed the direction pointed, seemingly casting her gaze towards the building in the distance, but her eyes never left the young man beside her - she had completely abandoned her leisurely and contented attitude, and a hint of dissatisfaction could be clearly seen in her eyes and eyebrows, and the condensed depression could not be blown away even by the wind.

Because of……

me?

……

Such an antique may not be able to serve as the perfect ending to a trip to the amusement park, and its height is simply not enough to provide a clear view of the entire city.

But for this moment, this is enough.

If it really was a complete view, it might make Mei Raiden sad, and she would recall everything she had experienced in this city. It would be better to have it lower and shorter so that she could only see the shared memories left by the two of them.

The roller coaster we rode together, the dizzying pirate ship, the leisurely yet somewhat embarrassing carousel, and the haunted house that still exudes a spooky atmosphere.

Compared with perhaps two or three negative things left in this amusement park and this old street, there are obviously more good things.

Perhaps this is also the reason why Mei Raiden chose this place specifically.

In order to prevent good memories from being mixed with bad memories, and at the same time to ensure that this journey will not be disturbed or interfered with by anyone else.

After all, Jiang Cheng had no doubt that if someone he knew saw Raiden Mei somewhere else, they would definitely attack her without any regard for themselves and would hurt the girl with words or even actual actions.

——This is terrible.

Because if something like this happens, we will have no choice but to go on a killing spree and use the Star Sea Harmony to kill all those who dare to do this one by one.

This will obviously reduce a lot of development time, and it will be impossible to vent emotions comfortably. It is possible that the next time the simulated superimposed memories and the same feelings as the real ones will cause major problems.

Although as long as it happens too often, it shouldn't be hopeless. It's okay to choose to be more extravagant when necessary, instead of ignoring the bullying of people who are important to you by others.

He has no endurance to see the bigger picture, and cannot allow the people he cares about to be hurt for the so-called best outcome... Jiang Cheng is just an ordinary person anyway, an ordinary mortal with obvious joys, sorrows, anger and happiness.

Anyway, I haven’t hit the wall yet. If I really want to make changes, I’ll have to wait until I hit the wall.

It is still relatively safe at this point in time. There will be people like Kevin who will take the lead later. Simulate once, adjust your mood, and then simulate a second time. As long as you accumulate like this, you will become a top-level combat force one day.

It is also safe, has no sequelae, will not drive you crazy, will not go mad, and has the ability to change the ending by becoming a plaything of Honkai.

What we need to do now is not these - Jiang Cheng gently holds the girl's hand, step by step, starting from ticket checking, boarding the Ferris wheel, choosing a blue cabin, wiping the seat with the paper they carry with them, and then quietly waiting here for the day to come to an end.

Mei Raiden was sitting next to him. Even though she had let go of his hand when he came up, in order to make room to tidy up the seat, it was not just a matter of wiping it clean. She also needed to ensure that her skirt was close-fitting and flat, with her hips pressed against the skirt instead of directly touching the seat.

Although the seemingly thin clothes do not seem to be able to isolate the cold, the soft flesh squeezed by the weight at least does not leave a direct mark on the seat, showing the appearance of the firm and soft flesh being pressed into a butt pancake.

It just makes people wonder how much space this body that doesn't look like that of a high school student can take up in this seemingly thin fabric.

Is the workmanship of this dress really sustainable?

I'm afraid there is no one who would not want to ask such a question?

Although there is not the slightest bit of excess fat and there is no excess part on her body, as a natural holder of the stigmata, her excellent innate genes and her acquired swordsmanship training allow this girl's figure to remain just right in slenderness despite being quite voluptuous.

It is still difficult to suppress one's doubts about what the plump thighs with the firm and soft flesh will look like on the seat.

At least the boy is not a pervert. In a sense, the almost real feelings in the simulation have made him immune to them.

It won't be as difficult to control your gaze as it was when you first met a pervert, and it won't be difficult to control your thoughts and delve into things that you shouldn't delve into.

This slow-moving antique took half a minute to raise their two-person cockpit to the highest point. From here, one could even have a panoramic view of the entire old core city area, including the outer areas that were already flat. Only the new core city area was covered by high-rise buildings. Even at the highest point, one could only see the shadows of the buildings.

……

"In a sense, this is also the first time I've ridden a Ferris wheel in my life."

The boy sat on the soft leather chair, feeling the sense of déjà vu that he had become so familiar with that he couldn't get any more familiar with it. He leaned back contentedly and leisurely, with his hands crossed upwards and his back bent, stretching his sore body.

Although she was no longer excited about the Ferris wheel - perhaps to make up for her past regrets, or simply because she felt that the shabby decorations she had prepared were a bit embarrassing, in the later stage of the second journey, Alicia would ask me to ride the Ferris wheel with her whenever she had the chance.

They watched the world from a shaky height, going up and down to experience different observation decks. The same scenery changed from near to far, from big to small, even though they were Herrschers and could fly.

This slowly rising Ferris wheel really can no longer provide any fresh experience, even if it is a trick, it can't do it just emotionally.

Because it was not the first time that I was in a cabin of the Ferris wheel with a girl of similar age... roughly, enjoying the beautiful scenery of the city.

"I'm sorry, it's obviously the first time, but I can only let you stay here..." Raiden Mei lowered her head unconsciously, along with her eyebrows, and her slender fingertips subconsciously entangled on the hem of her skirt.

I had clearly planned everything about the trip in advance by staying up late, but I found that I still missed a little bit at the end and failed to make everything perfect - or rather, this is all I can do.

This antique street is the least populated place that can accommodate a date.

This is the only way to avoid being disturbed.

As long as you don't actively insert yourself like before, the possibility of being recognized and hurt by others should be reduced to less than three times.

Even if the planning process can make an amusement facility that is only barely passing the test achieve a high score, it is impossible to make a Ferris wheel that does not pass the test at all surpass two specifications in a row and reach a dream level.

But before she could finish her sentence, she felt an inexplicable pressure on her lips, as if someone was stopping her from speaking. The girl subconsciously turned her head and saw that the boy, who had been keeping a suitable distance from her, had suddenly moved closer without her noticing, and even their breath seemed to be close at hand.

The dark eyes proved his identity; the distant and mysterious pupils were intertwined with the soft gaze, as if actively conveying the peace from the heart.

——It’s Jiangcheng.

His fingertips gently pressed against the girl's soft lips, so simply and easily sealing the denial of herself that was about to be revealed, and unexpectedly dispelling all the brewing negative emotions.

"Please don't think this antique is too inferior."

"——I already have the top configuration of the Ferris wheel."

……

Eh?

The sound she made subconsciously was a sign of distrust. The girl did not resist the inexplicably cold fingertips pressing on her lips. She just adjusted slightly to allow the sharp canine teeth on the side to bite a corner of her lip flesh.

Unconsciously, this way of reminding myself with a little pain and preventing myself from speaking inappropriately has become a habitual posture. Every time I feel that I shouldn't speak or should think more soberly, I will gently bite my lips.

There is no doubt that this is a white lie.

How could anyone not care about being number one?

"Do not……"

Jiang Cheng shook his head gently, expressing his opinion by moving his head over and over again, as if he wanted to use this clear body language to strongly prove that deep down in his heart he didn't care about the matter.

He didn't care at all about the so-called first time.

Or maybe it was wonderful enough that I wasn’t alone when riding the Ferris wheel for the first time.

"The essence of a Ferris wheel is different from that of a carousel or a roller coaster. It doesn't have the leisure of a carousel for children, nor the excitement of a roller coaster. It can't be compared with a haunted house, which has its own audience."

"Even if you want to find a place where you can overlook the entire park, there are still many things you can do. At least it's much better than the Ferris wheel that swings up and down and needs to be viewed through glass."

"The reason why the Ferris wheel was built, the essence of its creation is to be with important people and to enjoy the scenery in a place where there are only two people." His voice was soft and inexplicably distant.

Those pupils were very bright and flickering, like the morning star at night. In the cold and lonely darkness without a trace of light, they lit up the direction of hope and love for the travelers in distress.

"The point is not to see the scenery, but to have companions. After all, there are only a few people in this world who can climb high and see far alone. Most humans cannot resist the horror called loneliness and cannot bear the loneliness of one person."

"It's just like when you sleep in until the afternoon, and when you open your eyes and see that it's already dark outside, you feel scared."

"In primitive times, this means that no one will come to wake you up, but someone will wake you up when you are in danger or when you are migrating, and leave together."

……

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Reality: When Thunder Breaks the Sky: 188. Mei: Please accept my gift

At least in Mei Raiden's eyes, there is absolutely nothing in this world more dazzling than those eyes and more dazzling than the young man in the afterglow of the setting sun.

It is not a thing, but an existence. That radiance cannot be described by things. Any description that is not admirable is an insult to it. No object in the world can ever compare to it.

There is no comparison, it is difficult to compare.

There is no matching or comparison, and there should be no contrast.

How could anything be brighter than this?

In this hopeless world, no matter how dazzling and beautiful something seems, it is impossible for it to emit a single ray of light. So how can something that cannot even emit light be called precious?

Just like no matter how many eggs are piled up, they cannot break a stone. If you want to be qualified to compare, the minimum requirement for fair competition is that the values ​​are equal. If they are touched, they will break, and even if you try your best, you can't cause the slightest damage. Such a battle is meaningless no matter how many times it is fought.

Things without light are doomed to be meaningless. Even precious gems will be no different from stones on the roadside if they are not seen.

"what……"

"I……"

……

"There's no need to rush into chatting. Just take a good rest first."

"Even if I talk a lot to myself and you don't say a word in reply, I won't feel rude. It's terrible to keep looking for words to say and respond to in order to maintain friendship even though I don't want to chat and can't join in.

"Chatting between friends should be a relaxing thing. If you can't make two people relax together, then chatting alone is enough. At least you can't make one person relax while the other person is nervous, right?"

"That would be pure taking. It's not like we're friends who should share weal and woe. At best, it can only be seen as one party exploiting the other."