Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

If Velvet could maintain their friendship forever without anyone interfering, Mei Raiden would definitely not be able to accept it.

Feelings that don't change, friendships that rely entirely on a little bit of communication, and complacency over a tiny bit of sunshine that could disappear at any time - this is not something that Mei Raiden would agree with at all.

They seem to be the same type of girls, but in fact, if the former's inferiority complex is about 90%, then the latter may be only 50%.

Self-denial is not everything in life. With help, you can live like an ordinary person and appear healthy.

Even though she seems to have no confidence in her own abilities, if one day she really needs to use her own strength, then it doesn't matter if she turns into darkness and falls into sin. As long as she realizes that she has the ability and that she can change something if she tries her best, the girl will never fall into a state of denial because of dissatisfaction with herself.

Even until this moment, I cannot find even a single good point in myself, except for my appearance.

The girl named Raiden Mei has never given up all hope. Her crimson-purple eyes stare at the boy without hesitation or reservation.

Even when waiting for the moment to reveal my true feelings, anxiety has never taken over and completely overwhelmed hope. It is just a struggle in my heart.

Yes.

It’s truly a tightrope walk.

Even if there is a possibility of falling at any time, it is much better than hanging on the edge of a cliff for life, where you may fall down in the next second, or may take a while to fall down, wandering endlessly and in endless panic.

Compared with the clean and quick cutting in half, lingchi can be classified as a form of torture because the mental torture is so severe that it is beyond death. At least the former only requires one to open and close one's eyes before one can fall asleep peacefully, but if it is the latter, then every day of being cut into pieces and the flesh being cut piece by piece, every day of being alive will make one regret why one can't die quickly.

What the final result will be is still unknown. Before the final conclusion is made, who can give a correct answer for sure?

At least Jiang Cheng has never been in love. In a place like Shenzhou, students can only spare a little time for platonic relationships in their limited time.

……

The emotions can almost be seen with the naked eye. No matter how silent she is, she will not be discouraged at all. She just quietly waits for the final outcome. Even if she chooses to refuse, she will not scream and fall into collapse. She will just quietly return to the shadows and choose to self-destruct. How can such a sincere feeling be trampled on? !

and so……

impossible.

Can't do it.

Maybe some people can, maybe those who can really accomplish great things can completely accept ruthlessly trampling on the emotions and love of others, and treating individuals and everything that is sincere and precious to them as garbage.

But at least Jiang Cheng at this moment is absolutely, absolutely unable to do this even if he dies on the spot, even if he is faced with a life or death decision.

Because the biggest characteristic of ordinary people is indecision. They are unable to eradicate their emotions like heroes and tyrants who can really accomplish great things. They can take advantage of other people's kindness at will and trample on the feelings of others.

Jiang Cheng is an undoubtedly ordinary person, the kind of person who would have spent his life like a weed if Tang had not traveled through time and had no system.

She does not have the same natural talent as Mei Raiden, and she cannot be compared with her in terms of appearance, ability, or family background.

I have never been educated about conspiracies and intrigues. Although evil is encouraged everywhere in life, what I first came into contact with in school were the explanations and guidance from gentlemen and moral role models.

You cannot easily discard the kindness of others, you cannot treat those who sincerely help you as playthings and garbage, and you cannot easily use others as ladders or stepping stones, stepping on them mercilessly and then kicking them away.

Those who can become the Herrscher, at least the individuals who can become the Herrscher at this moment, are never emotionless, steadfast, resolute and unyielding people.

If this is the case, I am afraid that even the minimum requirement of becoming a Herrscher - causing a Great Disaster with extreme emotions/love and hate - cannot be achieved.

With Mei Raiden's awareness, even if she wanted to leave, even if she could make up her mind to escape, she would inevitably encounter an ending called the Sinner's Elegy.

Even if her hands and feet are broken, they must be taken back and chained, not allowed to move at all, and locked in the basement, and she must not leave - the person named Raiden Mei has the potential to become the most extreme yandere.

Maybe I am not prepared to stay away from the plot, but if I do that, even the qualification to stay away will be completely lost. Those disasters, those calculations... everything will fall on me.

Including Otto, who is so despicable and shameless that he has no bottom line at all. He can easily abandon Theresa and treat her as a tool for his goal.

Even someone as powerful as the First Herrscher, with the support of three hundred thousand people, is simply an extraordinary force, and can even directly use the authority to simulate the Key of God.

As soon as he was severely injured in the battle, he learned the secrets of the Herrscher of Death as if he was cheating. Without first copying the Black Abyss and White Flower, he directly repaired himself and recovered completely in an instant.

In the subsequent battle, he even disguised his fist as Judas and punched Otto in the face, who was using the body of the Soul Steel Valkyrie at the time.

As a perfect, natural Herrscher, he was the first generation who did not need to consider adaptability at all, and could understand and copy the Herrscher of Reason almost instantly.

His fighting power is not comparable to that of the second generation Walter Yang or Bronya before she transformed into Truth.

It can even be said that when Kevin is sealed in the Quantum Sea, Joyce even has the ability to kill his way through the entire world by himself.

Otto's fighting power has never been at an advantage. He relies entirely on sneak attacks and is unable to defeat his opponent in the first encounter. In terms of pure combat power, it is impossible for him to have a second chance to actually defeat the enemy.

At that time, even the Soul Steel body had not been fully debugged, and the strongest body available was the Valkyrie with most of her body replaced with Soul Steel.

His own body had long been destroyed in time, so naturally there was no way he could touch the greatest gift to mankind, the power of the Stigmata Gene.

Even in this situation, Otto was still able to use conspiracy and Joyce's kindness to kill the Rulers of Reason, who already had an absolute advantage, by launching missiles into cities with at least millions of people.

Even Kevin has ways to confront and persuade, but Otto can only confront, because it is impossible to have any degree of trust in Otto.

No one can be sure when he will abandon his teammates.

This kind of thing happens too many times.

He would do anything to revive Kallen, but the problem was that there were many prerequisites for Kallen's resurrection. The final result was that the combat power of the pseudo-god was countless times greater than the constraints. The Herrscher, who originally only needed to find a way to fight against the barrier to be defeated, became an immortal god who was still powerful even after the barrier was broken.

Originally a skipping machine left over from a previous civilization, it was designed to fight against the constraints of the new generation after being fixed and against Judas' ending. However, in the process of fighting against the false god, it can only serve as an important prop.

From this we can see how powerful the false god is. Otto doesn't even have the slightest freedom, and I'm afraid he can only provide some information guidance.

Even the freedom of speech requires death, when the power of imaginary numbers is shaken by Kiana and the theoretical immortality is distorted.

As the undisputed ace of the civil war and the MVP of the Honkai side, Otto will definitely be restrained and special attacked as long as he has not lost all his humanity - but will he choose to reject the feelings of others just because of this?

Do not……

no way.

How could I choose to reject someone else's sincere feelings for such a ridiculous reason, and choose to reject the end of a date that Mei had prepared for a whole day.

No matter how much internal war Otto has, the Phantom God can crush him with absolute hard power. As long as he doesn't care about the lives of ordinary people, a lot of problems can be avoided. At worst, he can be directly killed by the Great Honkai Impact 3rd by transforming into a Herrscher.

Just out of fear of the civil war phantom, he chose to escape.

——Never accept it.

……

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Reality Chapter: When thunder breaks the sky: 191. Mei: What happened to me?

Not just to prove myself.

It's not just about expressing yourself.

Even if all the positive and negative buffs were eliminated, even if this gift did not mean anything, the boy would never choose to refuse it.

Because it's a gift.

Never refuse a gift from someone else.

This was also one of the aftereffects of the simulation. In the early stages, he was ignored by Alicia and never received a gift in person on his birthday. All the things he had were just given to the perfect fairy in his name. Not a single minute belonged to him. It was also a side effect caused by the past because it was not designed for his own use.

If they had designed it a little more carefully, at least it would have looked like it was prepared for themselves, but it would have been more suitable for Alicia and she would have been able to barely accept it.

But I am too lazy to even do this superficial work.

This is something that cannot be tolerated in any way.

Because the one traveling with the perfect fairy is not a brave man or a wise man, but just a jealous, selfish, and greedy mortal.

All this is acceptable.

This is all understandable.

Even my own disregard to a certain extent is understandable, because a person named Alicia is just that kind of person. As a good person who gives love and help to others, only a big bad guy would feel dissatisfied.

But so what?

What if I accept it? What if I don’t accept it?

No matter how much we accept it, the dissatisfaction from human nature, something more obedient and uncontrollable than the body and mind, is still at work.

Ever since he attended those birthday parties, the young man named Jiang Cheng would never refuse a gift that was given with love and enthusiasm again.

What's more, this was a gift from Raiden Mei.

A souvenir after a trip/date.

"Mea Yi..."

Jiang Cheng gently uttered the name that he had become so accustomed to calling out without knowing when, the name that after spending half a month together and chatting with him, he subconsciously felt that this was the companion that would always be by his side.

This is what she gave.

It was a gift from her.

No matter how expensive or precious the gift is, or even if you don’t need it for the time being, you cannot refuse it if it is given by an important person.

It’s nothing more than giving some corresponding reminders or help when returning the gift later. Direct denial is the most rude behavior in the world.

The more tolerant and kind you show, the more unfathomable hypocrisy you will bring to the other party, as if they do not exist, like the air in nature, a fleeting breeze, or the warm sun, which can never be caught or touched.

There is no need to recall the matter of Weiwei. Just the feeling of seeing that fairy-like girl at the beginning of the simulation is deep enough. It is a real personal experience and personal contact.

Alicia... in the beginning, she was as unfathomable as the wind. No matter how hard you tried to catch her, you could never grasp a wisp of her. She was supposed to travel around the world, bring joy and happiness to everyone, dispel the scorching summer heat, and allow more people who were in the heat to feel the coolness in their hearts.

The wind can never be caught. Even if one wants to place one's emotions on something, one cannot find anything to place one's emotions on. One can only watch from afar and remember it.

He remembered in his heart the ripples of the lake, the rustling of leaves, the swaying grass on the ground, and the fragrance of flowers far away. This was what he thought of as a fairy at that time.

Judging from Alicia's attitude later on, her heart was so heavy that it was almost as heavy as Vilvi's. This initial evaluation was objective without any deviation, and perfectly reflected the consequences of unilateral rejection.

——The wind does leave no trace and cannot be caught or held firmly, but the water surface where the wind blows will leave ripples, the leaves blown by the wind will rustle, and the wind will also bring the fragrance of flowers from afar, telling everyone the arrival of a new life.

——Because half of Alicia belongs to the sky, and the other half belongs to the sea. In simple terms, Alicia will always belong to freedom.

This evaluation was the definition he once gave to the girl. If possible, the boy would never want to be thought of this way by others.

It is really too inaccurate. It may seem romantic, but in reality it is just forcibly imposing the prejudice in one's own perspective on others.

Even Alicia's starting point is different from the original story, so how could she be the same flawless girl in the future?

But that attitude was so deceptive that until he chose to leave this journey, he didn't even realize that the girl actually cared about him.

I considered myself a passerby, an insignificant person in Alicia's eyes, just like someone who was hit by a brick on the street - this was really how I felt at that time, without any falsehood.

In a sense, making requests and accepting gifts are also acts of deepening the relationship between the two parties. Refusing this is refusing to deepen the relationship.

To a girl like Vivi, refusing to deepen a relationship is, in a sense, more desperate than death.

When this happens, the ending can almost be declared a foregone conclusion, and all that's left is for the girl who has lost everything to run into problems herself.

Jiang Cheng would not make the same mistake twice in a row. Even if a fool saw a banana peel and stepped on it fearlessly, after falling miserably, he would not step on it foolishly again next time he saw it.

After all, these fantasies are meaningless, or the sequelae of simulation are too great, and I may even unconsciously think about the consequences of rejection.

Originally it was just because my mind was at a standstill because of the first time I received a gift from the opposite sex in real life, but in the end, so many messed up things emerged.

It’s not like I don’t want to collect it.

It’s not like I don’t want gifts from young girls.

really...

What’s the point of daydreaming?

It's too embarrassing for a time traveler to be scared by Otto.

"——Of course I chose to accept it."

……

Jiang Cheng calmly and carefully took the gift from the girl's hands. The slender fingertips that touched her accidentally were as soft as the most delicate petals blooming in the spring, accompanied by the breeze that brings all things back to life.

The dark pupils expressed her joy without reservation, and she was grateful for the gift given to her by others - there was no need to hide it.

Why should you pretend to be unhappy when someone gives you a gift?

Don't you think it's too depressing?

Gifts are meant to be exchanged and given to others to bring joy. The most necessary and cheapest response to helping others is a smile itself.

Jiang Cheng is not a proud and arrogant fool. At least in this matter, he is not stupid enough to lose face in front of the self-abased girl.

In other words, when facing a girl like Mei Raiden, one should show more of his joy and satisfaction.