Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

"Don't worry, I will definitely treat this first gift from a girl well. Thank you very much, my best friend."

"Although this isn't the first time I've received a gift, it's definitely the first time in my life that I've received a gift on anything other than my birthday."

……

what……

what……

what……

Accepted.

The gift was accepted.

The fingertips were touched.

I could feel something as heavy as Mount Tai in my hand being gently lifted up. It was the gift I had prepared being accepted by the young man.

I could feel the boy's fingertips gently touching my own fingers. The coolness was so cold that it almost didn't belong to this world. It was like looking directly at the starry sky or putting my hands into a stream. There was no mistaking the feeling.

Those pupils were staring at something that should have been high up in the sky, gazing at everyone, but now there was only one person.

--it's me.

It is not the result of excessive ego.

It’s not some megalomaniacal delusion.

I just described what I saw truthfully, without any additional modifiers or descriptions, nor was I so arrogant as to directly assume that I had occupied everything.

……

"I agree..."

"Jiang Chengjun, accept my gift."

Do not……

Can't get excited.

No opening of champagne at half-time.

Now we have only given out the first gift. There are still many steps to go. Today’s date is just the beginning of the first day.

It’s time to move on to the next step.

Be prepared with what you will say when the teenager finds the photos.

She almost trembled as she uttered the characters that were distorted to the point of being difficult to hear clearly. However, when the girl subconsciously wanted to take the next step, she found that her lips could not even move and her whole body was stiff.

for……

why?

What's wrong with me? !

……

It is incomprehensible and no one can respond.

Even her pupils could not move. She could only stare at the boy in front of her, watching him smile, watching him hold her gift with joy, watching the best result unfold as she had expected, but she was unable to make any response, any move, or prepare for the next step.

What on earth happened to me?

Why can't I move my body?

Move!

Even though I have struggled with all my might in my heart, I am trapped in a cage made up of countless mud and sand. I cannot even stretch out my hand once. The act of breathing seems to be difficult after being prohibited by layers of restrictions.

There was something sticking to my back, my hands, and every part of my body. It was as if the blood flowing in my blood vessels had suddenly stiffened, transforming from a flowing liquid into a solid object as hard as reinforced concrete.

His hands, feet, neck, including his spine and neck, were unable to perform any operations. The body that once belonged to him was stripped of control at this moment and remained in place as if frozen in time.

Perhaps it was because what he was about to come into contact with was too violent.

Perhaps it's because the things to be learned are too exciting.

Perhaps it's because there's so much to understand.

It was not until the moment when this doubt was realized in her heart that the truth of everything was finally poured into the girl's mind.

recognized ...

The brain is twitching, the thoughts are stagnant, and in the infinite reel, it seems as if chaos is coming. An overwhelming flood is falling from the sky, bringing unimaginable and incomprehensible violence and madness, fiercely impacting the delicate self.

The mind was unable to even process what was happening in front of it at the first moment, as if too much information was added to the brain in an instant.

A crappy calculator cannot open and run top-notch games. Even if it can barely handle it, it will hover endlessly between smoking and on the verge of exploding.

The processor is heating up like crazy, the graphics card is hot enough to cook instant noodles, and the fan is spinning at a sound almost like a wail, serving continuously.

Although this seemed to be just a simple response, just an ordinary act of simply acknowledging the gift and choosing to accept it, but for the girl, this was a shock that surpassed everything else.

Even Mei Raiden did not realize that the impact was so great that she had never imagined it when designing it, which was enough to make her mind crash for a moment.

Because it's been too long.

Been in the dark for too long.

Hanging on the edge for too long.

It's like trying to pull out a towering tree that has been rooted in the soil from the beginning. Even if you have the power, the moment you pull it out, the soil will be destroyed.

Because all buildings are built on a foundation that has not been recognized by others, even the act of completing it will cause a drastic impact on the entire building.

Even her father was too indifferent. She had suffered too many losses in her life. She lost her mother when she was young, and her father was obsessed with work. The girl, who was kind by nature, could not become willful, cruel, perverted or bloody because of the emptiness in her heart. The lack of foundation would only force more load-bearing columns to bear more pressure.

Until it cracks completely, until even the seemingly tough steel is bent, until one day you have to make a choice between self-destruction or madness.

Hurt others.

Hurt yourself.

If one's character cannot be twisted outward to form spikes, then it can only grow inward and hurt one's own soul - kind people always have to bear a higher price, even if it is the fault of others, they have to bear it themselves.

In a sense, even if there had not been the earth-shaking changes she is experiencing now, the love-deprived girl would have been moving towards death step by step.

Because Raiden Ryoma, who thinks he is protecting his daughter, will never tell his daughter who he is or what he is doing.

……

Reality: When the thunder breaks the sky: 192. What Mei Leidian lacks is peace of mind

Because the disaster called Honkai was too terrifying, and because what Mei had experienced was too cruel, and because he was worried that his daughter might be hurt by this past, he chose to conceal and suppress it.

Clumsy tenderness.

Clumsy love.

As a result, this straight-forward love that the girl dared not give, this love that could only be hidden in secret and could not let the girl herself know, gave rise to distortion.

Love is something that should be shown to the people you love. If you cannot show it, if even the people you love don't know about it, then most of the time you cannot change anything except to comfort yourself.

The ultimate result is that Ryoma Raiden, who is trying to make up for his daughter, devotes his energy to his career. In order to get revenge one day and give Mei Raiden a better life, he is extremely emotionally deficient and has almost no direct giving at all.

He clearly wanted to protect Mei Raiden, but because he kept moving forward, he forgot to stay where he was and wait for his daughter.

So what if there is the Sword Saint Houm?

I don't dare to face my daughter honestly.

One even has to put on a hypocritical mask before helping.

Being obsessed with the so-called shadow, the so-called identity, and being unable to realize it on the surface is ultimately a drop in the bucket.

The responsibilities of a father cannot be replaced by a so-called suit. Only a true relative or savior has the ability to rewrite all of this.

The person who is saved can be of the same sex or the opposite sex, can be an elder or a younger generation, or even not be a human, as long as he is intelligent. The only thing he cannot be is a person hiding behind a suit.

Because this is the minimum condition and minimum requirement for salvation.

——It’s peace of mind.

The source of the problem is that the foundation is not solid and the love of family is not experienced. If this cannot be filled, then pushing left or right will only be a meaningless act of procrastination, just like a person hanging on the edge of a cliff with only a straw. No matter how much strength he replenishes, it is meaningless if he cannot climb up.

The steel bars alone cannot support the building itself, because the bending caused by the heavy load is meaningless even if you push it in the normal direction. It may even cause metal fatigue, forcing the heart that is originally completely desperate to hold up a weak and tiny hope again and again.

Perhaps compared to this torture and struggle, choosing to fall and sustain it can allow one to last longer, and perhaps hiding in the shadows can be more comfortable.

After all, if it just bends in one direction, it will at most be crushed and broken. If it falls into metal fatigue, its essence and foundation will rot.

This catastrophe and disaster did not come on the first day. On the contrary, it was the long-term torture that caused this disaster to be so cruel when it came that it destroyed the capable girl.

The use of force without exception may not be very useful in a society that only maintains basic order on the surface. Some laws and rules still need to be followed, and at least it can ensure that not many people dare to use force to resolve issues privately.

On the surface, this place still belongs to the Far East branch of the Mandate, even though Theresa's control over this place is not as good as a beggar's control over his own street.

Even though the Raiden family was weak, as the daughter of the head of the family and the only heir, if she had been a little tougher, she would not have been destroyed to this extent.

Even if Ryoma Raiden did not reveal his true identity and the truth about the world to his daughter, the future of the family business must be inherited, and it is absolutely impossible for Mei Raiden to know nothing about the company she owns.

Even if the conservatives have encountered endless incidents, and are on the verge of collapse due to the surprise attack, as long as Mei Raiden, an important party involved, has the will to resist, her stupid behavior of making a big news can give her the possibility of being rescued.

No matter what, you can make yourself feel better.

So as not to be bullied by those jokey trash.

Cocolia actually doesn't have high demands for the torture of Raiden Mei. The current situation is more of a chain reaction after Raiden Ryoma was sent to prison, a desire that comes from the evil nature of human beings and to add insult to injury.

In fact, the Herrscher can be forcibly created. The requirements are not high. By releasing a large amount of Honkai energy, the Herrscher can be forcibly created through the body.

It was such a simple act, but it took an outsider until now to solve it. If it weren't for the boy, he would have to wait longer and longer, until it was completely broken and was saved by Kiana.

It is still a little bit in time now. Without even the girl herself knowing, her original plan to attack Jiang Cheng was mixed with selfish motives. In essence, it was to thoroughly conquer the boy, but it inadvertently gave him the opportunity to fill in his missing foundation.

With a recast sense of security.

Reliance gained by trampling on oneself.

Closer and more able to touch the figure that should be far away.

The man named Jiang Cheng suddenly broke into the darkness like a meteor, emitting his own light. Even at this moment, he still expressed his emotions with his face, staring at the dazed girl with undisguised joy.

"——What's wrong? I don't look like someone who would refuse a gift from a friend."

"Do I look hateful, despicable, and shameless? Do you think I am a beast who likes to play with the feelings of young girls?"

……

The dissatisfied complaints were closer to banter between friends, and the overflowing arc did not contain any trace of dissatisfaction. It was better to say that it was too good to be true, so good that one would not be able to feel at ease if he did not do so.

For people who are soft-hearted and cannot tolerate tough situations, the most painful thing is to accept gifts from others without being able to make any response.

A shock must be "returned" completely, a surprise must also be "returned" completely, the bad must be "returned" back, and the good will naturally also be returned.

Although Jiang Cheng does not feel uneasy when taking someone's things, on the contrary, it is natural for some bad guys to take their things. If they cannot get them or steal them, they will feel depressed.

At least for friends, gifts received for no reason should naturally be responded to accordingly, so that the waves in your heart can be calmed.

For an individual, and an ordinary mortal who is quite self-aware, the only thing he can do is to make himself feel at ease.

"Such silence... Well, it can't be that this gift is actually very expensive and you feel very regretful after giving it away. You don't want to give such an expensive gift to a friend like me, so you want to take the gift back?"

"But there's no time for you to regret now. The gift is already in your hands. Even if you want to take it back, I will never let it go, okay~?"

……

The act of repairing the foundation has caused vibrations throughout the body, countless branches have been born as a result, and thoughts are running wild in the mind - at this moment the brain does not need to deal with the overloaded junk information, it only needs to capture the only thing that really needs to be remembered.

——The gift from the person named Raiden Mei was accepted.

As a finale to a date.

As the beginning of the second stage.

As a selfish motive that absolutely uses the boy's most unfamiliar and untouched areas to forcibly occupy his heart, Date A Live is on the right track.

There were no sudden interruptions, nor was there any hard work like before when I tried to invite my father to a family dinner like an ordinary family, but when I went on a trip, he would always reject me mercilessly on the grounds that he was busy with work.

Will never leave, will never lose.

As if it were a mark engraved on the soul, the gift held in the boy's hand seemed to constantly prove the depth of the bond between the two people.