Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

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Reality: When the thunder breaks the sky: 200. Ai Li: At least I am the only one who knows about the abnormal behavior

The fairy lady even felt that she could see the starlings flying around her. The hoarse and inexplicably sharp sound was like the sound of dead branches and leaves, which was repeating and announcing the complete death of "Alishia".

The soul is screaming, the body is wailing, and even the softest part of the heart seems to be distorted bit by bit.

Explored places no one has ever been before.

Being hurt in a place where no one has ever hurt me before.

Even if he chose death, even if he saw Kevin's tears at the ball, even if he knew that an era had come to an end, human civilization had once passed away, and only a few of the heroes of the past were left.

Because those are regrets, sorrows, the struggles of fairies who want to be human beings, and the regrets left by the deceased who claimed to be human beings.

A person who has already died in memory cannot be killed again. A person's loneliness can also be erased by the memories of other dead people, other graves, and other tombstones left over from the same era.

Until today, until this moment.

The girl, who had thought that she would never die again no matter what she saw, understood for the first time what it meant to die clearly.

It is even countless times more severe than physical death. Even when one chooses to sacrifice oneself to try to break through fate, there is no new pain.

Yes.

Alicia is over.

It's over in a social sense.

Not only did he die physically 50,000 years ago, but now, 50,000 years later, when no one in the world remembers him, even his reputation died with him.

[Memory] Ellie took as deep a breath as possible and ran her fingertips over the soft fruit, gently touching and stroking the place that was so big that it began to tremble at the slightest touch, over and over again, assisting the breathing process.

The eye-catching softness was also fluctuating violently, as if even the dress on her body could not contain the snow-white warmth that was about to overflow from the edge of her chest with just a simple act of breathing.

This was almost the first time that she showed such an embarrassing posture. Even at the last dance, she looked graceful. But it was not caused by any enemy, because even the Herrscher could not make the Goddess of Origin look like this.

The only thing that can comfort myself is that, perhaps, there are only three people in the world who know about this. Even if heaven and earth are included, there are only five people. I have not yet experienced social death in the true sense.

what……

Fortunately.

This was the second time that the fairy, who had always loved the hustle and bustle since birth, longed for quietness. Even in 50,000 years, this only happened twice.

If there weren't a few pairs of eyes peeking out from the broken gaps on the wall not far away, with pupils of different colors flashing different emotions.

"What on earth did Ai Li go through?"

"This doesn't seem like something the vice-captain would do, does it?"

"Could it be a mistake? Minister Weiwei from the other world recognized the wrong person."

"Ah? Is this really Sister Ai Li?"

"..."

"grass!"

……

Gold, different colors, blue, green... Only here, people who have never been united before, are working together for the first time.

While the two were communicating, other heroes who had been attracted by the meteor and were fulfilling their guarding duties had also gathered here.

Perhaps it was because the two were too engrossed in their conversation. Everyone's emotions were pulled, and they had no energy to observe the surrounding situation, so the rest of the Yingjie stood by without being noticed, eating melons by themselves.

Even Eden, who had been waiting by Alicia's side and should have paid more attention to the girl's unusual movements and opened his eyes, was attracted by the communication between the two.

Although the main reason was that Alicia only opened her eyes once and then closed them again, and her mental state was somewhat regressed compared to before.

Eden, who thought he was powerless, would think of looking for "memory" Ellie and Velvet from another world to inquire about the situation.

It is not a good thing to stand aside and eavesdrop on other people's private conversations, stupid things they have done, stupid things that another self has done, etc.

Even if we ignore the title of Yingjie that was never established until the end, and do not consider ourselves heroes, as colleagues, superiors, and subordinates, we should not be so sneaky and spy on the ugly deeds of the goblin.

Eden even has a mission to find out the reason for the arrival of the meteor, the reason that caused Alicia's unusual behavior.

This matter is extremely important. If it is found out, perhaps it can cheer up Alicia, a living Herrscher, and cheer up again.

Out of the duty to protect the world and out of concern for friends, the most important thing to do now is to step forward to interrupt the conversation and inform them of the matter.

I shouldn't, shouldn't stay here and eat melons like a gossip.

——But I couldn’t help it at all.

Apart from the daily accusations, there is almost nothing to worry about Alicia. The girl behaves so elegantly, too perfect and flawless at all times and in all places. It seems that no one can see when the fairy is really in trouble. So when something really unrelated happens, the attraction she creates is so great that even the savior cannot resist it.

Kevin even had the urge to open a bucket of instant noodles and eat while listening - in fact, his body, influenced by the instant noodles, had already subconsciously opened a bucket. Thanks to the data characteristics of the Paradise of the Past, he could even pinch a pair of chopsticks with his hands.

It goes so well with rice that if you don't eat something while listening to the story, you will even feel guilty, as if you have failed the story.

Although as the story gets more and more on track, the interactions between friends and lovers at the beginning become more and more perverted and more and more inappropriate.

Although Weiwei's tone was restrained, at least in her expression, so that the private details would not be heard or captured by others, and although she was aware of the obscene parts, the bystanders present still felt a little embarrassed and didn't know where to put their hands.

……

"Sister Ai Li...are you such a perverted person?" A certain cat felt like he had eaten more melons than he had ever eaten in his entire life in just half a month.

"Even I know this for the first time. It turns out...she has to hide herself all the time when she is with me?"

For the first time, Eden's golden eyes showed such a feeling of pain. It was because he was abandoned by the person he thought was his closest friend. It was when he thought he was qualified, but he found out that the other person had always been accommodating him.

"Miss Eden, you don't have to be so discouraged. Everyone has their own unique little hobbies. Even if they are relatives, it doesn't mean you have to drag everything out."

"And as far as I know, Miss Alicia has never shown this attitude. Perhaps this unique hobby is limited to only one person, only to another world, because it appeared only because of the person named Jiang Cheng."

Su, who was slowly coming over, said words of comfort that he didn't even believe, but he was too lazy to close his pupils that were as gorgeous as a peacock.

A person who is exactly the same in essence, only has slightly different experiences. Even the memory can capture some details from the other party because of the same characteristics. Such character and habits rooted deep in the soul will never change. Just like a person who is evil in essence, no matter how much he tries to hide it, he will always feel inner emptiness and fall into endless pain because he will never be satisfied.

Innate nature cannot be changed by acquired factors. If it can be changed, it only proves that the characteristic itself was shaped by acquired factors.

The only thing that can be done is to suppress, to cover up, or to use other ways to divert and direct one's innate nature.

Just as even if one becomes a Herrscher or loses one's self, some people still have their own unique habits that even Honkai cannot completely erase.

If the other Alicia was just pretending to be like that, then there was no way that Complete Velvet, who had never divided herself, could not see it.

Besides, what else in this world could allow that pure and beautiful fairy lady to act so perverted and shameless for so many years?

There is nothing in this world that deserves this kind of treatment, and it is absolutely impossible for Alicia to make so many unilateral sacrifices just for love.

"This... maybe."

How could Eden not know this?

How could a best friend who was willing to fill a part of Alicia even if he had to give up his own life and this memory not be able to understand the situation in such a simple matter?

[Memory] Ai Li didn't even deny it, she lowered her head silently, and became like this just by receiving a few fragments of emotions.

Not to mention Alicia, who was lying there, the one who had truly experienced everything in this world.

It's just self-consolation.

Comforting herself as an important friend of a flawless fairy.

I don't crave too much attention, at least not to be unable to tell my true feelings. I don't know the true nature of Alicia after being together for such a long time.

Watching silently, the communication between the two people was about to end - after all, Wei Wei only looked at the boy, and even if she had a little glance at him, it was impossible for her to know everything clearly.

I have told you everything I know.

Without leaving any face.

At least not in front of Memory Ellie.

Anyway, it was essentially the 'Alishia' that she hated.

……

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"The problem between you and my other self came from Jiang Cheng. The whole reason for your anger was because of the inappropriate treatment of that young man."

"In fact, I have been targeting the wrong person, and have directed the conflict more towards you two." There was an inexplicable tremor in her voice.

It would be better if the conflict was actually caused by someone between Alicia and Vilvi making a huge, unrecoverable mistake. Isn't it strange that the reason for such a mess was actually because of fighting over a man?

what……

I thought that the other me was suddenly faced with the end, and everything I cherished, loved, and even the paradise disappeared.

There was no way to resist, and even if I tried my best, I couldn't change the outcome. That's why I became so devastated, hopeless, and convinced that I couldn't win the end, so I just started to give up.

Is this the reason?

Is it because of such a joke?

In silence, breathing, with only the sound of air being gently exhaled, Alicia pinched her fingertips, almost forcing herself to look up.

"I almost understand some of it, so...it's my turn to start telling the story."

……

It tells the story of how the happy life of the princess and the prince was broken, and then the big bad guy who had been standing between the two of them got the opportunity to take advantage of it.

Not much, not much at all.

Even if they are essentially the same person, even if they have gained a little empathy, even if they have heard all the previous stories from their other self.

All of these combined and the vaguely felt weight of the story from another self in the world are still as stupid as comparing a glass of water to the vast ocean.

But it's the only thing that can be done.

This is the only atonement for Alicia.

Apart from some things that might cause Vivi to think wrongly, some things that were too disgusting to look at and could not be said directly, and which made "memory" Ellie blush to death after seeing them, and she could not understand why her other self played so many tricks, all the sadness and pain were expressed.

However, as expected, after Vivi got all the truth, she began to rush to prepare to end the story and let the prince and princess meet, but it did not happen. Instead, she seemed to be on the verge of collapse. Her slender fingers pressed on her shoulders again, and even her pupils were trembling.

"——Even if you have only received a little information, can you/Alixia feel everything in Jiangcheng better than me?"

……

As a genius who cannot be compared with another in the world, the complete form of Weiwei, compared with those who are equally valued, even wants to slap her in the face immediately.

Even though he knew that he was the one who paved the way for the happy life of Alicia and the boy, he still had an urge to kill people, even to kill himself. This was a useless emotion that had to be suppressed, but the most important point was quickly extracted.

Her character of always putting Jiang Cheng first and always being the master caught the most important part of the fairy's words at the first moment.

It is everything about the boy, and is undoubtedly the most crucial part in most descriptions of the boy.

Although in a sense, this was a provocation that added fuel to the fire, even the girl felt angry and was once again filled with dissatisfaction.

"So what you said actually means that I must take that damn guy, the piece of trash who can't take any responsibility, to find Jiang Cheng, because only she can find Jiang Cheng the fastest."

……

“The other me has actually been through a lot…”

……

Reality: When the thunder breaks the sky: 201. Jiang Cheng is really a man with many sins.

“The other me has actually been working very hard.”

Ai Li's "memory" silently pointed out a hidden truth that had been subconsciously ignored, which was the insistence of the fairy lady - even though her voice was very weak as an isomorph in another world.

After all, compared to Wei Erwei, who cannot be described as a love-brained or womanizing person, the other me is really too lame...

some?

what……

There's no way to refute that.