Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

He did not run away from his own power, nor did he run away from his own authority. The final result was an ultimate monster that could not even be described as a Herrscher.

This strength itself is proof of hard work.

Although the direction of the effort was misjudged.

This ability itself is a reality that even Velvet cannot deny.

"She really isn't someone who doesn't work hard for anything, doesn't do anything, and only knows the fruit that falls from the sky when one wants it."

"Memory" Ellie carefully touched the answer bit by bit, as if she was testing, but also as if she didn't want to appear so sneaky. There was not even a trace of a fairy's posture. It was obvious that she was tiptoeing and groping carefully, but she threw everything out in one breath.

"Even if you made a mistake, even if you failed to do it, I will at least give you a third chance."

……

what……

what……

Knew it……

No matter how many times I hear it, I still get angry.

No matter how you dissuade yourself, you will feel dissatisfied.

It's already happened twice, and he dares to ask for it for the third time. He is obviously a loser, a thief who doesn't even dare to peek openly.

——So what?

——What can be changed?

——What can I do no matter how much I hate it?

Facing Alicia, who had lived with Jiang Cheng as a relative for more than ten years and who continued to live with him for a long time because of himself, could he really break up with her and stop her from seeing her family?

In the final analysis, I have no idea what happened next. I just had a vague feeling that I didn't leave so quickly after my death, but came to this paradise only after the end of the world.

The question is, what if it is left until the end?

Without complete memories and being unable to see subsequent developments, it’s no different from dying early, right?

It is impossible to awaken the memory of the soul, like in novels, where one suddenly remembers what happened in that world due to various shocks.

If you still stand there like a fool even though the other person has apologized in person and given you a way out, even the boy would feel angry and dissatisfied.

The only thing Weiwei could do now was to nod her head and show an attitude that would allow everyone to save face.

“——That’s fine.”

……

Without being overly angry, the girl endured it and nodded her head to accept it all - even though her whole body was shaking, her chest was heaving violently, and even her white teeth were rubbing against each other and making sounds, and her tender lips were bleeding when they were slightly touched, but in the end she just pulled her hand back roughly.

Although at the same time, it seemed that he accidentally pulled the bra strap through the clothes, causing the fairy lady to feel a little pain in her chest.

Although this unique talent is not top-notch, it is at a level where if it is not well protected, it will shake back and forth when running and cause pain.

Fortunately, I don’t have any special hobbies, or... I haven’t met that boy and have not been aroused, otherwise it would be unbearable. After all, the means were indeed a bit rough and the strangulation was a bit too strong.

This is also normal.

Even that alone is abnormal.

"Memory" Ellie thought she was going to be slapped hard, like another self, leaving a bright red palm print on her face.

This is after failing to live up to other people's trust, and still having to take away other people's most important things with a flattering face, and then participating in a new round of compensation.

How shameless! Anyone with a shred of dignity would be so ashamed of the shame of this matter that they would not be able to speak out.

Even if it was done by her self in another world, it was ultimately caused by a human being, so the lovely fairy lady would still feel guilty.

But this emotion is not a reason not to speak out. We cannot let the possible outcome turn into the worst possible outcome because of our own reasons. The story between three people must not end with the worst possible ending.

Not accepted.

Absolutely not accept.

Even if she was already a memory, even if she was completely dead with only a grave left, "Memory" Ai Li would never accept it.

I have tried my best until the end.

Obviously I have paid so much.

There is still a chance for things to get better.

——The other self is definitely not sitting around doing nothing.

For the past half month, I wasn't just standing there watching Sleeping Beauty fail and bearing the torrent of emotional outbursts. Apart from stopping the research that Mebius wanted to conduct, the most I did was to study and test the me/Alicia in another world.

Whether it is Siwon's power, hobbies, personality... the two people in different worlds are undoubtedly exactly the same. If the memories leaked from his other self in the other world and captured by the isotope are earlier, then there is no difference in all aspects.

Even the other self in the business accomplished what he had not done before, creating an eternal paradise that lasted for at least ten years.

It is not eternal enough, nor long enough, but it is definitely beautiful enough, long enough to shelter those who should not have experienced it from the disaster of collapse.

In terms of strength, even if they are essentially the same, the absolute gap in magnitude can make the girl clearly realize how strong the other self is.

It is an upgraded version in almost every aspect, a future that the Herrscher named Alicia may be able to achieve, a future in which she has the power to fulfill her wishes.

The only change was the boy. In his memory, at least every time the boy appeared in the later period, the flawless fairy would become a big pervert, one who would even use his ability to hide his body in public and declare in broad daylight on the busiest and most crowded streets.

Compared to this, even what Weiwei said about her liking to peep and even occasionally touching the boy's panties were considered normal.

[Memory] Ai Li did not make any accusations, such as thinking that doing such a thing was unworthy of Alicia, and that she was simply a pervert.

Because the reason why the other self became like this was obviously not mental manipulation, hypnosis, or coercion or threats.

If I were to be obsessed with the boy to this extent without any off-field circumstances, then it would be exactly the same even if I were to come.

No matter what, he and she are essentially the same person, homologues in different worlds. They will be happy because of the same things, sad because of the same tragedies, and naturally can be conquered in exactly the same way.

There is no reason to hate yourself.

Differences in experience are not a reason to feel superior.

Isn't it a bit weird that even I am not satisfied with myself?

……

……

"Then let's meet 'me' together." "Memory" Ellie took the initiative to pick up the luggage and pulled the girl towards a room not far away. She seemed to be happy that she had accomplished something again, eliminating hidden dangers and landmines in advance. Even her voice seemed cheerful and as brisk as the wind.

"As long as I can see Jiang Cheng, no matter how much I regret, I can make up for it. Even if I can't match him and can only watch everything happen, at least I didn't die and everyone is still alive and well."

"Unlike memories, what you and the other me have are real bodies. I'm sure Jiang Cheng has the same one."

[Memory] Ellie tilted her head slightly. Both her hands were occupied, so she could only speculate verbally, "Now he didn't come to the paradise. Maybe it's because he also met his own isotope or similar body and was attracted there. It's also possible that something went wrong at the landing point."

"Eh……"

"Could it be possible that something went wrong?!"

The breathing stagnated, the voice pitch rose, and the brows furrowed. All of this happened in a flash. It was almost like an instinct, or even a behavior beyond instinct.

Wei Erwei stared at the only thing she cared about as before, her brows slightly lowered, and her emotions, which had just calmed down, changed again.

The genius who was able to create top-notch weapons from scratch in a very short time and start a monkey war on the island was unable to keep calm on this matter.

……

"Don't worry. The world is not that dangerous now. It won't be full of disasters like before. It is said that it can still remain normal."

Clearly sensing the wave of emotion coming from the girl, Memory Ellie quickly added, "He must be safe now, and his understanding of the world is probably much better than yours, otherwise he wouldn't have been able to find others to help him and send down a meteor to show his existence."

"That meteor obviously came from my power. Even for Siwon, it would not be easy to see the Paradise of the Past."

"It will take at least some time to prepare. Since Jiang Cheng has chosen to do this, he will definitely not stay in a dangerous place."

"And I definitely blessed Jiang Cheng. I didn't choose which ones to give. I gave him everything I could. In this regard, I think my other self must know much more than I do."

"I can't explain what has happened. I can feel that the other me has deep feelings for Jiang Cheng. At least it's really deep now."

The fairy lady pressed her chest as a guarantee, and once again conveyed her emotions in her usual way of looking directly into the pupils - in order to save one hand to show her sincerity, she even made a crystal pillar to help carry the luggage.

The panic expressed in just one sentence made me so anxious that I responded with dozens of times more words, fearing from the bottom of my heart that the worst possibility would happen.

Even if the girl had a phobia of being persecuted in Jiangcheng, she couldn't reach out and hit the smiling man when nothing obvious happened last year.

……

PS: Wei Erwei is obviously a genius, she should be cool and arrogant, but when it comes to things related to Jiang Cheng, she will instantly become the ultimate existence, even worse than a bootlicker... But at least she got the boot, even if it was only for a short, momentary moment.

Reality: When Thunder Breaks the Sky: 203. Social Death of Alicia

"This power is exactly the same as yours, and it also has some gravity-like and meteor-like powers..." Velvet closed her eyes gently, searching her memory for the weapon called the Key of God that she had observed from the database after coming here, which utilized the power of the Herrscher.

Although these designs are a bit crude, under normal circumstances they only have the strength of an ordinary Herrscher, and it is extremely difficult to unlock a stronger posture.

It's like there is no intention at all, or the disability can only be created by chopping a person into eight pieces, each with a flawed personality.

When making each one, no comprehensive consideration was given, either for fun or practicality... Only one characteristic of the Herrscher core was developed, wasting great materials. The Herrscher weapons that could have been comprehensive like the Herrscher became specialized weapons for a specific purpose.

But when the conflict arose at the beginning, when there was not a single card in hand, even those shoddy products were recorded, and some of them did have the divine key that could manipulate gravity.

It was a large-scale attack weapon created by killing the ninth Herrscher called Yan. In commemoration of gold, it was called...

"——The Star of Eden."

"If that weapon is combined with the power of the Origin, it is not difficult to accomplish such a large-scale task. According to the estimation, it is within a reasonable range."

"In this case, there is really no need to worry too much. Although Jiang Cheng can still be hurt in many, many, many ways, as long as I'm fast enough, I should be able to find him before I make a big mistake, right?"

It was clearly something that had already been determined, but there was still a sense of desolation in the words, like dead branches and fallen leaves being wantonly ravaged by the tornado of wind.

Until this moment, my heart has never been at peace.

Still hesitating, wandering, and guessing.

Even if you judge that the teenager is safe, or at least relatively safe, you will still feel panic and worry, fearing that the worst may happen.

The girl, who already considered herself as waste, had no home and could only drift with the wind, being squeezed at will, blown to the left and to the right. In the end, there was no wind at all and she fell into a broken trash can alone.

This is also the daily state that Wei Erwei has long been familiar with. It has truly accompanied her for most of her life, and in theory should have accompanied her for a lifetime, if she had not encountered the greatest luck in her life.

Although he could no longer accept such darkness because of his interactions with the boy, he would probably have died on the spot if he hadn't still had the obsession to get it back.

But if I just hold on for a while, until I find the boy, it should be okay, right?

The loser who has been warmed up will definitely be able to hold on.

Definitely.

Wei Erwei took another deep breath, biting gently with her white teeth, separating the soft red lips like a lubricant barrier between the upper and lower parts, using the slight pain to calm her thinking.

Rescued so many times, searched for so many times.

It's my turn to find it.

……

They set out to head for the room, finally making up their minds to see Alicia again. At this moment, more than a dozen people chose to move forward almost at the same time, guided by Vilvi's first step, breaking the atmosphere of communication and dialogue.

"Alisa... She shouldn't be like this. I've never seen her like this before. This is not normal and it shouldn't be like this."

Grayshure held her chest with both hands and nodded her head gently. She looked elegant and graceful, but she just stared forward blankly, as if she was talking to herself, or transcribing the emotions of others.

It was transcribed that there was a singer who was once Alicia's best friend and was willing to transform into a completely collapsed state just to make the fairy happy.

It was just a gesture of imitation, but it was constantly tainted by other people's colors. When she met the fairy, she even called her sister. Everyone present knew that this elegant gesture like a classic perfume did not belong to her.

"Sister Eden, are you okay? If you have any questions, please tell us." Padofelice walked to the front in two or three steps. After a brief hesitation, he chose to pull the corner of the wine-red clothes that were as gorgeous as classical poetry. "You look so strange now, really, really pale."

"Pado, don't talk about this matter anymore. We can't interfere."

Su, who had always been a doctor healing others and had always been committed to helping others both because of his heart and in his dreams, intervened at the junction. The fingers that had always been used to save and help chose to give up for the first time.

He lowered his head, avoiding the gaze from Mao Mao, and shook his head to convey denial - this was something he truly couldn't and wouldn't interfere with.

"It's because our understanding of Alicia is too shallow. We have never gotten to know her in depth. Perhaps... we are not qualified partners at all. It's just that she has been understanding and helping us unilaterally."

……

This was the first time I saw Alicia, who seemed to be omnipotent and could always solve everything with a smile, begging someone so seriously.