Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

The distant dusk, the slanting breeze, the green forest, the flowers blown by the wind - a gently falling green leaf is suspended in the air with the direction of freedom, brushing against the stream that seems to be connected to the sky, causing ripples, and as if at some point its fresh body full of dew has turned into a mirror, reflecting the sunlight with crisp colors.

The world seems to have never changed. The environment is basically the same. Even after 50,000 years, it is easy to find countless alternative products.

Most things in this world can be replaced at will, and the so-called independence that people possess can also be a product that can be trained.

Only the missing shadow tells us that this is just a cover after all.

I couldn't find the real key part anyway.

No matter how similar they are, it is meaningless.

Because the environment is just a foil.

There will no longer be Alicia in this world, and there will no longer be that girl who belongs to him alone, the girl who doesn’t look like a fairy... but more like a succubus.

Weiwei didn't have it and didn't dare to ask for it, because unlike the fairies that could still be found in the paradise of the past, the scholar had killed herself long ago.

The disgust and denial of myself made me choose to fall asleep, precisely because I did not really exist fifty thousand years ago - if I think so, did I also achieve something by simulating myself this time?

Ah……

A happiness that lasted only a few years.

The birth of tragedy...

?

Perhaps in the simulation he intervened in the girl's coming.

As a result, what the flawless Alicia saw at first sight was not an image that could better represent the public, but a boy who was more inclined to herself, a boy who could be replaced by a prince knight in fairy tales in the heart of the fairy lady who loved fairy tales and all beautiful things. This has laid the foundation for the main theme of tragedy in this simulation.

Most of the tragedies in the world are often caused by incompetent people being forced to take a path that does not match their talents and do things they cannot do.

In this world, in the next world, in both eras combined, there is no one who can be regarded as a prince wholeheartedly by that fairy lady.

Whether it is the power to rewrite all the tragedies in the world, the handsome appearance and the talent to overcome all crises, these are skills that only the handsome and perfect prince charming in fairy tales can possess.

In comparison, I am such a loser. Even with the addition of the entries, I am just so-so. I spent the entire first simulation clinging to others.

At first, he traveled together holding onto Alicia's thigh, walking around the world without any danger, which was the cheapest way to broaden his horizons. The second time, he hugged onto Vilvi's thigh. The level of intimacy turned an ordinary imitator into someone who could even carry the talent and wisdom of a genius.

The third time... If the fairy hadn't chosen to resurrect himself, I'm afraid this simulation would have ended in a hasty manner and nothing would have been gained.

In essence, he does not have the talent of a Herrscher at all. He is a time traveler who suddenly appears. His resistance to Honkai Impact 3rd is comparable to that of the Chinese national football team. He is a loser with almost no intelligence, charm or talent.

The reason he was able to become a Herrscher, and even become such a powerful Herrscher who was on the verge of his limit before his death, was entirely because of Alicia’s actions.

Without sufficient combat power, protection from the Key of God, and peace of mind, he naturally had no sense of security, let alone dating Miss Mei. I'm afraid that when he saw the girl, he would choose to run away or avoid her, and would not dare to contact her again when he knew that many people were watching her.

It is precisely because of the ability that we have the courage. Knowing that we can solve the problem, we can choose to approach danger with ease.

The proof is that you can focus all your attention on the date instead of being suspicious throughout the whole process and afraid that you might be targeted by others.

Otherwise, even if he walked a little closer to Mei Raiden and gently sniffed the fragrance of her purple hair with the tip of his nose, he would have to worry about whether he would be accidentally affected by the Honkai energy overflowing from the girl, and with his extremely weak resistance to Honkai energy, he would undoubtedly die.

……

The young man did not stay any longer. He slightly activated the Star Sea Harmony and his figure suddenly disappeared in the dense ash forest that no one cared about.

I am not as anxious and worried as before, and I am not in a hurry to calm down my inner emotions and reconcile with my obsessions and the regrets deep in my heart.

In order not to hurt Mei, to ensure that when she sees Raiden Mei the next day, she will not think of another person, will not be interfered with by other people, and even to ensure that she will not think of Weiwei and the others when opening the gifts, the gifts were even carefully placed on the table and not opened for the time being.

Flying at this time is just like walking in the air. It does not pursue speed, but floats freely like the wind. Instead, it seems to leave enough quiet space for contemplation.

Let the young man quietly look at this world which is completely different from the desolate and dilapidated world in the simulation where only disaster and pain remain, and there is still vitality in it.

……

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Reality: When thunder breaks through the sky: 210. Raiden Mei: Don’t I deserve happiness?

From another more direct perspective, look at the mountains you have climbed, the streams you have walked on, the rivers you have watched, and the extremely romantic hillsides with flowers blooming everywhere, like roses falling into the sunset and kissing the fading stars.

Not until the dusk faded away and the boundless night enveloped the entire world did the boy walk out of the woods and witness the scenery under the hill.

Small towns are scattered along the winding highway. Some of them were the memories of Alicia and the boy's childhood. Even if they lost their feelings and memories, they could not be erased. It was also the proof of countless battles - using the unreasonable authority of the Herrscher to hide their figures and do things in public. Usually, the girl would choose to become invisible unknowingly, reducing the breath of the two with the stepping of her toes.

Sometimes, even when the boy himself was not noticing, or while he was helping others or buying things, the evil-minded fairy lady would lean over to him. Jiang Cheng almost screamed the first few times, and even needed to rely on and depend on the emotionless lady.

Unfortunately, it is gone now. There is not even the slightest resemblance to the past. Even this hill is fundamentally different from the mountain behind. It is just a place nearby that barely resembles a mountain.

The real mountain has turned into a lake, and the location of the town has been replaced by barren land, which is even a wasteland that has never been mined.

On the contrary, the school, which should have seemed a little remote in memory, was the most eye-catching building in Liao Liao's eyes. Even though only the dim darkness was left in the fading dusk, it was enough to see that the campus had not yet been closed.

The campus is quiet and noisy at night, with the towering buildings shrouded in a hazy black veil, and the basketball team still noisy on the playground.

It was as if I had stepped from fantasy into reality. The overly real and overly strange world once again cleared away the shadows of fifty thousand years ago.

The obsession should have been almost eliminated, and the regrettable promises made in the past have been fulfilled.

I shouldn’t be bothered by hallucinations anymore.

In theory, the simulation can now be continued.

It's like a potion with a little bit of poison. Drinking it can make you stronger, but there are some hidden dangers. Drinking it once or twice won't cause any problems, but as long as you take the time to eliminate the hidden dangers, you can drink it again.

Maybe the day after tomorrow or the day after tomorrow.

I'm not free now.

Jiang Cheng's footsteps stopped here, and the Star Sea Harmony appeared again with a faint light, not by flying, nor by calling the stars. Instead, it was like killing a chicken with a butcher knife. The small amplitude of gravity gathered the fresh leaves and flowers, and drove away the dew and any dirt and hidden dangers, but accurately left its soft self, as if it had just fallen from the tree, delicate and beautiful.

Countless flowers and leaves formed the bed, and with a little hair borrowed from nearby animals, the difficult weaving was completed in a flash - it only had to last one night anyway, so it didn't need to be so delicate.

He tidied his clothes slightly, except for taking off his shoes, freeing his feet from the restraints. His arms, which had returned to their flesh-colored state, were carefully placed aside and padded with soft hair. The invisible gravity field extended outward, ensuring that he could deploy his medium-sensitivity stance in the most concealed manner possible.

fell asleep.

When the state is restored tomorrow and the collapse energy dissipates, I will accompany Yan Ya for a day and prepare the gift without any interference.

Belongs to Raiden Mei.

It also belongs only to Mei Raiden.

No matter what, it should at least be comparable to the first gift I received in this world in terms of price and thoughtfulness.

In a sense, this is also Jiang Cheng’s first proof in this world. If we don’t treat it well, it would be too unappreciative.

With both hands, she lifted the briefly woven quilt and gently pulled it up. She squeezed her shoes off and put it inside. She listened to the various chirping sounds that continued at night. Her dark eyes gently closed, and the world completely lost its color.

good night.

Macabaka.

……

……

cell phone……

My phone...

Mei Raiden, who had just been deliberately bumped into, had not yet recovered from the shock of the collision. Her crimson-purple pupils looked helplessly at her empty hands.

Although this sudden impact was nothing and couldn't even make a well-trained warrior fall, the slightest tremor only proved that the girl, whose combat power had actually reached at least the level of a B-level Valkyrie, was so happy that she didn't even observe the surrounding environment.

But in the first moment, the loss of the mobile phone made the girl stunned for a few seconds. When she looked back again, the man had blended into the crowd and could not be found. Only the mobile phone that was thrown on the ground was left.

Regardless of strength, no matter how sharp your eyesight is, you can't find someone you met by chance without even glancing at them among countless people who look exactly the same and even the color of their clothes is covered by the sky.

The girl is a human being, not a monster or something, at least not yet, so she could only look at the broken phone on the ground alone.

I had just exchanged greetings with the boy on LINE, and was still worried that I would be considered rash or cheap if I started chatting him just a few minutes after we parted. I didn't even check whether I got a response or not. My cell phone, which was almost the cheapest item on me, had died gloriously.

what……

Jiangcheng...

Has Jiang Cheng already seen the greetings I sent?

Has Jiang Cheng replied yet?

Is Jiang Cheng wondering why I didn’t reply to him?

If I don't reply for a long time, will he think I'm very impolite, or even think that I'm very cold to him and don't consider him a good friend?

It was clearly me who started the topic, but after I sent so many greetings, he didn't say a word or respond when it was his turn to reply. This impoliteness must have made him very dissatisfied with me.

what……

what……

The heart is trembling, the brain is buzzing, the reason is echoing, the thoughts are constantly revolving - the huge waves that arise in an instant, the lake that has just circulated a little, and is no longer completely stagnant, has rolled up a huge whirlpool.

Mei Raiden was almost shocked into chaos at the first moment. Her head was filled with sounds as if it was about to break. The structure called thinking was already crackling and could collapse at any time and anywhere.

This point about good friends can be ignored, but the other possibilities, even if I just think about them, I will feel a sharp pain in my heart and I will not be able to form a picture. Because once I form a picture, the sadness from deep inside my body will completely swallow up everything, and even my thoughts will temporarily fall into stillness.

No...absolutely not!

No! Absolutely! Absolutely no!

But this kind of thing is absolutely not allowed!

I’ll have to wait at least thirty years before Jiang Cheng will dislike me... no, maybe fifty years.

I never thought I would really fall to this point. I expected that even if I could make some repairs, I would have to stay with the boy for at least the rest of my life.

If what I imagined really happened, I was afraid that the next day I would have no choice but to kneel on the ground and beg the boy, saying - I will do anything.

Need to fix it quickly...

Her slender fingertips subconsciously reached into her handbag, and without any hesitation, she quickly took out her wallet from her pocket.

However, the ability that the aloof young lady had been forced to hone during this period, which allowed her to judge wealth by thickness without looking directly or spending a long time judging, failed for the first time - because her wallet was now so empty that she could hardly find even a single bill.

Mei Raiden seemed to have not realized this yet. She still opened her wallet as usual and naturally reached into it to take out the banknotes.

Eh……

Eh……

“Hey hey hey——!” The girl’s crimson purple eyes suddenly became clear. She struggled to move her fingers, but they slid through the air without any resistance. “Why… why is it empty?”

"Is there... not even the last bit left?"

……

It was as if I was torn away from this world in an instant, with the noisy sounds of wind, thunder and rain lingering in my ears, neither still nor quiet.

Mei Raiden lowered her head and loosened the fingers that were reaching into the wallet, but it was as if her fingers had been withdrawn long ago. Her palms were empty from the beginning. She just indifferently tried to find a clear focus for her eyes.

They are clearly slender, white and tender fingers with distinct joints, but they always feel illusory and fake like flowers in the mirror and water.

The body seemed to be ripped apart from the bones in an instant, and even standing became difficult. The slender and plump thighs were unable to support themselves and seemed to have turned into gel.

Subconsciously, I held onto the edge of the wall. The rough wall wore away my fingertips. It was inexplicably smooth, and the particles made of rubble were unable to exert any strength. I could only repeat it over and over again, trying to support myself.

Until now, the girl who was immersed in fantasy and sweetness suddenly remembered that she had used up all her money to buy ice cream for the boy, which had become the cheapest treasure that he could only buy once a day to defend himself since that day.

Even if I work hard, I will have to eat instant noodles for at least a month, and I can only eat two bowls a day, so I have to limit the amount.

This wouldn't have been a big deal, as this level of suffering was still manageable for a girl, but now it happened that her cell phone accidentally fell to the ground and became scrapped.

It was as if the malice of this world saw that the girl, who in his judgment should be extremely miserable and struggling in endless darkness, had found happiness, so he became furious and doubled the endless misfortune and disaster on her, determined to make the miserable girl completely despair and sink into the deep sea without a glimmer of hope and light.

At least the pair of eyes that had finally flashed with a little light were once again deprived of their color, and they gradually stopped trembling and sadly.

Oops……

that's terrible.

Without the money to repair it immediately, there would be no way to reply to the boy's message in time. The only feasible way was to find him tomorrow and explain the situation clearly - but this would require at least one night of waiting, and the boy would be stood up for no reason.

I opened the conversation, but before I could even comfort myself from the emotion of the previous second, something new bad happened.

what……

what……