Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

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all……

everything……

Cold, painful, burning... incomprehensible energy, disastrous dark purple lines that were almost red were growing and spreading.

Just seeing it is enough to imagine the erosion of pain. Even people who have no understanding of this kind of thing can feel the heart-wrenching pain.

It spread across my body like oil cooking over fire, and the extended purple lines stimulated my nerves like needles, and my body instinctively trembled in pain.

The girl in question still couldn't find any color in her pupils. Her already colorless eyes were filled with dullness...

——Because of excessive information shock.

——Because a huge amount of truth is coming.

It was as if it came like a tide, just pouring everything in, without thinking about how much the dam could hold, or whether the small river could support the movement of the huge waves and the sea water.

"What's wrong... Mei? ! "

……

Lost the arrogance between the words.

The Thunder Queen's voice showed some worry.

The things that happened to the girl one after another have shattered her peaceful and carefree mood. All her self-righteousness and strategic planning have disappeared without a trace.

However, no matter how he asked, he could not get any response. Even if the girl regarded it as another voice in his heart, as before, the dazed man remained dazed and stagnant.

Until the Thunder Queen couldn't help but try to fight for control of her body and wanted to find the reason, until everything finally reached the critical point, the information was finally completely digested, and the unknown energy exploded.

It was like a machine restarting, the precision gears creaking as they worked, the bone was pulled out, and the hand lying on the ground was raised again.

In a trance, as if something was touched, the crimson-purple pupils flashed a dim light for a moment, and the lines that were originally all over the body, which spread with the self-degradation and collapse of will, disappeared in an instant, revealing the white skin again, with no trace of flaws, and inhuman perfection.

All the doubts were explained - the girl who was supposed to be protected touched something she shouldn't have touched at the moment of collapse, and touched everything that was supposed to be touched by another self.

That is the truth of everything. It is enough to fill all the voids in the heart, explain all the previous doubts and dissatisfactions, and cover up all the collapse.

In the true sense, just the feeling was enough to make those extremely dim eyes light up scarlet in an attitude of almost complete self-abandonment.

what……

what……

what……

Is this what it turned out to be like?

Is this what it turned out to be like?

Is this what it looks like?!

No wonder I’m hated... I’m a born villain!

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Mei Raiden also wondered why she was treated so inhumanely and why she was the only one who had to go through so many twists and turns.

It was not that they were in darkness from the beginning, but they were kicked into darkness after being educated with kindness under the light. They had normal moral values, and even tended to be kind and gentle, but what they experienced, encountered, and saw was the extremely dark haze.

Until now, when I gently lift my fingertips, I can see some residual purple traces from the edge, preserving its final appearance like a brand.

There was no pain at all, only comfort and a strange kind of pleasure coming from all over the body, and every cell in the body was craving for more.

The girl didn't understand this kind of thing. No one had ever taught her the relevant knowledge since she was born. However, because her father and her own company had seen it, she had accidentally learned some secrets.

The girl didn't understand anything in depth. She just knew it was called Honkai energy, an energy that every household could not escape or leave, and it was more important than nuclear energy and electrical energy. However, no country or expert had popularized the relevant knowledge, and most people didn't even have the chance to learn about it.

It is also far more dangerous than the above two. Up to now, no energy is more dangerous than Honkai energy.

In the beginning, when I was reading comics, I thought that there was a big villain behind the scenes, and I was like a middle school student for a while, fantasizing that I had great power and was destined to defeat the man behind the scenes in my life.

But not long after that, my father was thrown into prison for financial fraud, and it was estimated that he would never be able to leave for the rest of his life.

Even I cannot be alone. There is no possibility of escape from the malice given to the entire city and the whole world as far as my sight is concerned, just like a lone sail facing all the storms, strong winds, tsunamis and lightning at the same time.

Not to mention fantasizing about being a savior, there is not even room for being a middle school student. Every day, he is bullied or numbly bullied.

Mei Raiden originally thought that she would never have any entanglement with this in her life, until now, until just now, until she finally understood everything.

It is clear that anyone who touches it will die, and anyone who touches it will be reduced to ashes without any residue left. This energy is lethal to any life, including humans, but it stays at one's fingertips and throughout the body like a pet, and can be controlled at will with one's mind.

There was no instinctive sense of danger, no subconscious vigilance, but the body was craving for more of this dangerous energy.

A kind of hunger that only exists a month or two after encountering setbacks, when you have no money and don't know how to work, has come again.

What was reflected in those crimson-purple eyes was no longer the girl's flawless white skin. It was no longer possible to mistake the monster for a human being.

The doubts of the past have been answered. Having been bullied and treated with malice by everyone all along has now become a matter of course and can finally be understood, rather than simply being right.

All the information has been told, including one's own nature, the energy within oneself, and the power of despair and disaster.

Isn't it normal to be hated by humans?

——I am not human.

It can't even be called a normal life.

——I am a monster.

A natural disaster demon that is born to kill humans.

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In the original plot, the girl who should have been sad about her actions until the collapse, felt horrified by the killings she had committed, wanted to commit suicide, and wanted to seek death, so that her kindness could last until the Sinner's Elegy, seemed to be broken at this moment.

Crimson purple... No, it's hard to call it pure purple. Even the tiny arcs like lightning have disappeared without a trace. At this moment, the pupils have turned a corrupt and weird red.

There is still cowardice, there is still sadness, there is still confusion, but these weak emotions are just completely shrouded by deeper darkness.

The delicate lips drooped unhealthily, tearing out a cold arc, and the twisted smile proved that something deep in the heart was completely broken, and water splashed down like a faucet that could not be tightened.

"Ah……"

“That’s really bad.”

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PS: It is well known that the protagonists all have some mental illness. The more normal they look, the more abnormal they are. For example, Banya's symptoms are actually the mildest. Kiana can be calm and steady among the three Valkyries when everything is stable. Among all the Valkyries, Raiden Mei has the biggest psychological problem. After all, one of the references for Mei's character design is the male protagonist of EVA.

Morbid attachment plus yandere, the cultivation of a useless person is no joke, the symptoms are even serious enough that Saint Freya hasn't made much of a difference in three years, things will go to extremes when Kiana appears, and Mei's disease doesn't seem to be cured until the finale. After transforming into the Herrscher of Thunder, she seems to be much more normal, but in fact, she is also falling into darkness.

Especially those in this time period, it can only be said that to some extent, they are more aggressive than the Virgil disease.

Reality: When Thunder Breaks the Sky: 217. The Third Collapse - Advent

It turns out that all this is not without reason.

It turns out that it wasn't bad luck that caused such a series of disasters.

what……

I didn't expect to realize it so late.

It turns out that Jiang Cheng’s departure is so normal.

I sensed in advance that I was coming, and was driven by instinct to leave my room, and I might even have stayed in a hotel that I absolutely disliked.

I even have the ability to avoid monsters. Obviously, those people would only beat and scold me or approach me with cold faces. Only Jiang Cheng would realize my true nature.

Jiang Cheng is still so outstanding, and those compliments are indeed just politeness...

fair enough.

At least I don't have to worry about hurting him.

In any case, the boy never really hurt himself, and even if he didn't like the gifts, he never showed that he didn't like them.

The joy when he got the box, the hesitation and surprise in his pupils, this acting even made me think that the boy was really happy at one moment.

really...

Why work so hard?

I'm obviously just a piece of trash.

She is obviously just the daughter of a financial fraudster, the descendant of a sinner, and a waste that everyone in the world will laugh at.

Why even someone like me has to maintain etiquette, comfort me, make me happy, and then think that even I can touch the light.

If the boy hadn't acted so realistically, would my heart... not hurt so much?

……

'Eh……'

"Mei...Mei?!"

The Queen, who still hasn't kept up with the times, can only show an expression similar to that of Eden, who saw Alicia and Velvet fighting in Paradise, and was even stopped by the "memory" Aili.

??

??

??

Theoretically, someone was born not long ago. Even if she could share knowledge and common sense with Mei Raiden, she was still too young. After countless times of thinking that all she needed was strength, the inexperienced Queen of Raiden felt for the first time that her brain was not enough.

Although compared to the completely incomprehensible and unknown things happening to the girl, a problem that can be more personally experienced has already arisen.

The lightning that was originally moving freely and could be controlled at will, like an extension of the hands, seemed to be stuck for the first time and lost the right to control.

It's not just the thunder and lightning, it's not just the way power is expressed, but the energy itself seems to have been divided up by others, and a lot of authority has been taken away.

what happened.

Why doesn't energy listen to me anymore?

My Honkai energy... my power!

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The night that blocked out the sun was replaced by sunlight that pierced through the clouds. The tender grass had not yet adapted to yesterday's humidity, and the dewdrops hanging on the clear green leaves that exuded the fragrance of the earth were forced to reflect colorful light.

The light transforms from the morning glow to the blazing sun, and its aggressiveness and penetrating power increase greatly in an effort to penetrate all shadows.

Through the treetops, it casts its light unreservedly onto the bed made of leaves, dyeing the fresh green nature with a layer of yellow.

"The smoke from the night has cleared, spring has left its stillness, the rain is ringing in the high house. The jade-green flags on the wall have washed away all the frost, their tender tips touch each other, making them almost as wet as the strings of a musical instrument. The cold has penetrated the pillow, and the insect webs have stuck to the bamboo curtains."

The morning mist suddenly disappeared, and the world was gone.

The young boy was lying alone under a large umbrella woven from thousands of trees. The woven bedding had been slightly lifted by his unstable sleeping posture, and his blue pajamas were blown by the wind mixed with last night's rain.

The incoming spring rain cannot cross the barrier of gravity, but it can mix the moisture from hitting the soil into the air, and blow along with the timely spring breeze.

At least the pure black was tinged with a hint of blue like the deep sea and starry sky, with a few strands of glowing hair that would be fiddled with from time to time.

It has a self-protection instinct like the Star Sea Harmony, which can almost be understood as taking out its own heart and leaving it outside. It is unable to isolate itself from all wind, rain and air, and is unable to drain moisture from the surface without being discovered, affecting or harming anything.

The accumulation of cold air and the refraction of sunlight, these factors that were insignificant to the Herrscher were enough to make the monster, who theoretically didn't need to sleep at all but still felt like a human, open his eyes.

At the moment of waking up, the most confused moment, the trance in the dark blue pupils formed a prism like a laser surrounding a black hole.

Although it was only a second, the blur had completely dissipated, and the eyes and hair, like the light emitted by a lantern fish, were covered with dust again.

The only pity is that when reason returned, the expression that remained was not one of joy or relief.

——is confused.

——is confused.

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