Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

[——You and Vivi are not that compatible? ]

【…】

[That’s right…]

【Yes. 】

【Yes! 】

[You haven't gotten close to Wei Erwei yet. Maybe that girl is not suitable for Jiang Cheng. She just helped the boy just right.]

[You made a decision, a decision that went against your character, but definitely not against your heart.]

This is pure fantasy. It can't even be called fantasy. It's simply speaking in a sarcastic way, and even denies one's own rationality.

What does it mean to be just the right amount of help?

Being able to accurately sense the difficulties encountered by the teenager and provide help is essentially a proof of the compatibility of personalities. What's more, this is not just personal help, but mutual help initiated by Jiang Cheng.

Help each other in times of disaster and lend a hand when the other person is in trouble.

This is almost a perfect relationship that only exists in fairy tales.

Deny something so obvious.

This isn't something you should do.

A lovely girl should not interfere with other people's emotions. What she should really do is offer her blessings to beautiful and pure love.

Those eyes, which had also lost some of their luster and looked sad and dim, did not seem strange.

No one can be calm and at ease with this sadness and depression.

"did not expect……"

"Did I make such a big mistake?"

The girl's fingertips gently touched the abundant fruits, and even through the thick bulletproof layer she could still clearly feel the pain coming from her heart.

Complete empathy, able to perfectly experience all emotions and repression.

This feeling is real and without any reservation.

No matter how stupid, foolish, or arrogant you are, you can't always ignore your own feelings, or ignore everything you have experienced, everything you have seen, and everything you have experienced.

[Option 1, you observe Jiang Cheng and Wei Erwei silently from a private perspective...try to erase your own influence, do not hurt the boy again, do not contain any emotions, just simply watch everything he does.]

[Option 2, you observe Jiang Cheng and Wei Erwei from a private perspective... wholeheartedly hoping that the boy will not encounter setbacks in his life again. He should never be ignored or sad again in his life.]

[Option three, you observe Jiang Cheng and Wei Erwei from a private perspective... waiting for the other party to show that they are not compatible, so that you have a reason to approach the boy again, and maybe, have a chance to make up for your past mistakes.]

【请选择——】

Exactly the same options.

It was just that for the first time, the choice was made without reservation, and it was filled with the selfish desires of a young girl, the first burst of greed in her beautiful heart.

Once you have tasted loss, you will never expect to lose again.

There is an inevitable hole in my heart, so...should it be filled?

--have no idea.

Even Alicia, who was watching all this, didn't know.

Because the last fig leaf has been torn off.

The joy of reuniting with those with whom he once had regrets and making up for the unfinished life in the small town can offset the worries in his heart about Jiangcheng.

By rewriting the inevitable disaster, he hoped that he could use his willpower to delete the empty and cold zeros in the casualty figures.

You can ignore the expectation of wanting to walk side by side with the boy.

You can transform a birthday party that you have prepared with all your heart into a gathering where everyone can enjoy the party.

however……

what else?

What else now?

What other emotion can resist the pain of loss?

What kind of willpower and awareness can resist the greed that has been suppressed in the heart for ten years, which is almost pathological and even gives rise to greed that should not belong to beauty.

already……

We shouldn't interfere with them anymore.

The boy now has embraced his new life as a hero. A hero who has lived up to everyone's expectations has met a true friend.

It's just that a person who has done everything wrong and chosen all the wrong options greedily wants to catch the young man who should be running towards freedom and happiness.

The girl's slender, white and soft fingertips gently pressed on option one.

If you have to choose, if you must interfere in the life of a young man, then please... don't disturb this potentially happy life.

[At this moment, you have made your choice. No matter whether the outcome is good or bad, at least this time, you may not regret it anymore. ]

[It was not out of love or hope, but the flower of humanity that should have been eternal and flawless was tainted with the evil side of greed and selfishness.]

[Even if the imprisoned birds have found happiness and are about to fly to the vast sky that belongs only to them, they are unwilling to let go. ]

【If you make a mistake, you should make it again and again. 】

[The daughter of God has fallen into the mortal world because she has experienced the loss of people. ]

[But despite this, despite the repressed and painful emotions that never ceased, despite the loss of an existence as important as the sun, and the loss of a boy who never disappeared from memory and left his presence in every important fragment. ]

[You still have the last bottom line. ]

[I don't want to interfere with the boy's happy life because of my own desires, and bring new chains and cages to the boy who should have escaped from the sea of ​​suffering. 】

【Just watch. 】

【As long as I can see Jiangcheng again. 】

【As long as I see his happy smile. 】

Chapter of Stars and Moon: 46. Alicia becomes a bystander

[You only need to see these and that’s enough. You won’t crave for more, and you won’t demand more. ]

[You put your hands together and pray in your heart, but you inadvertently begin to whitewash your own behavior and become the person you once hated the most. ]

[Finally, you picked up the camera and did not use any high-tech, but decided to rely on this classic way of recording to observe everything. ]

[Once you could completely ignore your location and just follow your heart. Wherever you go is your destination and the direction you want to pursue. ]

[“Where to? That’s a good question. The answer is, of course, I don’t know either~”]

[“Because I always go to a place that can be considered my destination. Anyway, as long as I don’t stop, I will always find a place where I can stay for a while. For me, this is enough~”]

[I don’t even care about the scenery along the way - at least verbally, I enjoy my trip with Jiang Cheng, appreciate the scenery along the way, and communicate with passers-by. ]

[Now your goal is clear, your eyes are not as pure as before, holding a powder blue camera, sneaking into the Spiral Workshop. ]

[Relying on the familiarity with the boy that has never been separated from you since the moment you were born, I have never really been away from you for even a day.]

[These distances are nothing to you. Even if they are thousands or even tens of thousands of times farther away, you can still find the boy accurately.]

[I have not accepted my own identity, nor my own power, and I have not even understood my own essence. I have never known that my innate ability still has the potential to rewrite everything.]

[On the surface, his physical fitness is beyond imagination, so he would be perfectly qualified to call himself a little superman. 】

[At least for peeping at the moment...]

[Although it's a waste of talent, it's absolutely suitable. There is no more hidden peeper than you in the world. 】

[Although it seems that the purpose is just to check whether the two people are compatible in terms of feelings and personalities, the moment you set up the camera, you can't help but turn your lens towards the boy with the familiar smile.]

[The boy who has never been separated from you, and you have never imagined that you will be separated from him one day. 】

[The boy already belongs to someone else, along with his smile and gentleness. 】

[You peeked furtively, as if the boy had never left, as if this could cover up the wrong things you had done.]

[Until you see the young man gently push open the door of the room and the young girl lying on the bed working. ]

[“——Is that the hat you prepared for me?”]

To face...

Is this such a powerful enemy?

The emerald eyes widened inadvertently, and the cherry lips opened slightly, revealing white teeth and the rosy tip of the tongue that had lost its agility.

The hands holding the camera unconsciously dropped down, crossing the obstruction of the transparent lenses, and the pupils captured everything in front of them with extremely strong vision.

I have seen things that were beyond my imagination in the past.

A posture that I had never seen in my life in the past ten years.

It doesn't matter whether Velvet is a pervert or not.

Stealing the boy's clothes and panties would only make the girl despise him from the bottom of her heart, and wonder when someone sneaked into the tent.

But the gentle boy also showed an unprecedented and unimaginable appearance.

Even if I search through every corner of my memory.

In the spring, summer, autumn, winter, youth, adulthood, morning, noon and evening that she spent with the boy, she could never find Jiang Cheng appearing like this in front of her or in front of everyone.

Perhaps Jiang Cheng did not lack a sense of humor, nor was he so taciturn. It was just because he was always with me that he seemed to talk less. I almost never took the time to chat with young boys before.

But when the girl in the distance was hesitantly searching her memory, the camera that had been open recorded the boy gently reaching out to Weiwei who was lying on the bed, with light in his eyes and a gentle and happy smile on his lips.

"you will not……"

"You thought I didn't even know that?"

The somewhat awkward atmosphere changed in an instant.

The boy continued to speak, explaining everything, saying that his actions just now were essentially just to comfort in a better way and to pull himself out of his emotional exhaustion.

Wei Erwei also raised her head seriously, and her rosy lower lip was bitten lightly inadvertently.

A certain kind of reflected light from the eyes was completely received by Alicia in the distance. It came from true happiness and the emotional comfort brought by helping each other. She affirmed the boy's actions in a way that she had never done before.

"I don't dislike it... I would rather ask for more of this in the future."

"Please be a little rougher."

"My only master."

……

It has reached a level that is beyond comprehension.

So sincere.

The sincere emotion on the girl's face represents the undoubted truth, even to the point of impatient anticipation.

It was the complete opposite of her previous attitude, a love so heavy that it was almost unimaginable.

I'm afraid that even the towering mountains would seem too frivolous and too small compared to that heavy love.

For this girl who doesn't know what love is, perhaps the best way to treat the one she loves is to open her heart and give it to her lover, giving away everything she has.

Whether real or imaginary, whether it is a physical chain from reality or a more vague rein on some spiritual level.

——It shouldn’t be so bad, so unbeatable.

How can one find a way to fight against the heaviness that has given him everything he has?

The girl subconsciously denied it, trying to fight for growth space and soil for the greed, reluctance and unwillingness in her heart, which she hated but could not contain or truly suppress, and which she could not suppress.

The filthy emotions that were born from a heart as pure as a flower really lasted until the next scene arrived.

The lovely, talented girl gently pulled back the covers.

She bent down her slender body without any care.

Keep your body completely pressed against the floor.