Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

——Save me again!

……

The girl's inner world is full of turmoil. Like anyone else in the world with the same psychological trauma, she is always harsh on herself, expecting others but not daring to believe in their salvation.

Think that you are not worthy, should not, and do not deserve it.

But this emotion cannot resonate well with the young man.

At this moment, Jiang Cheng's dark eyes already showed the answer, and he was ready to say what he had already decided in his heart.

There was nothing wrong with Vivi's behavior.

No matter how bad it is to let this happen.

In essence, they all stem from the fragile little hearts that should be supported and protected by others.

The reason why the boy chose to forgive, and why he spoke out loud only at this time, and why he was as tolerant and kind to the girl as he was before, wasn't it because of the beating of his heart?

and so……

"--I agree."

……

"Eh……"

"Eh."

"Eh?!"

Seeing the boy's pure eyes without a trace of impurities, her pretty face, which was showing a sorrowful expression, finally froze suddenly. The sad tone, as if she was about to lose the meaning of life in the next second, finally became a little bit uncontrollable.

"Jiang Cheng you..."

"Promised?!"

"You just agreed to my unreasonable request!"

"--real?"

It seemed that the weight of these words was too shocking, even beyond the girl's imagination.

For a moment, I even lost my voice.

She opened her cherry-colored lips and tried to say something to match the words, but could only make some sounds from her throat that were difficult to even form characters.

"Of course, please enjoy it."

"My promise is not a bubble, and it won't happen under the sun. If the Arctic glaciers want to melt, the temperature must at least be higher."

There was no trace of emotion or concession in the boy's pupils. It was a sincere promise that came from the bottom of his heart and was not influenced by anyone else.

"My dear great inventor, please don't feel inferior to me anymore. This is everything you deserve and it is the reward for all your hard work."

"Back then..."

"——Didn't you save me in the same way?"

……

It was as if the scene of that day was recreated.

The boy once again chose to agree to the disrespectful behavior, and the girl thought she had failed because of the other party's silence, so she fell into the abyss on her own, and even a bystander perfectly replicated it.

——Aliceia.

The fairy-like girl watched everything, everything.

The boy's relationship with Vivi.

There were almost no conflicts, and they cared about each other's quiet daily lives. Occasionally, there was some messy work and Mobius's urging.

Life in Jiangcheng is no different from when we traveled before.

There are even some extra complicated official duties due to work and position.

The plans that needed to be handled, the orders that were issued, and even the distribution of funds that should have been handed over to other departments also needed the boy's overview. Some people's excessive harassment even made Alicia want to take action to resolve it.

If we talk about free time, it cannot be called happiness, nor can it be called freedom.

But the boy is undoubtedly free.

Because those tasks don't have to be completed.

It was simply because Jiang Cheng felt that he needed to help Wei Erwei and help the girl deal with some things that were difficult for her.

This is entirely out of subjective motivation, and no one can urge young people to do anything.

The girl had only seen this posture when she was in the small town.

During the trip, the boy's subjective motivation was almost exhausted without him realizing it, and there was basically nothing he would take the initiative to do.

This was once unimaginable. In the past, when the spring snow began to melt and the flowers were in full bloom, the boy stood at the door of the church with me and gave the flowers he picked to every passerby.

In the sunny season, he is willing to accompany me to the welfare home and weed the orchard with the children there, looking forward to this year's harvest.

In the season of falling leaves, help yourself to paste leaves of various colors into a picture, and then make up a story to read to everyone.

In the snowy season, I draw the shapes of notes on the snow and sing ballads in the winter forest.

No one forced anyone to do any of this, just like the young people nowadays took the responsibility on their own initiative, completely out of their own thoughts.

perhaps……

Freedom is never such a simple word.

What the young man desires is not physical freedom, he may not even need spiritual freedom, he just needs emotional satisfaction.

One that he had never been satisfied with in the past...

——The desire for love.

Alicia's observations have been around for a long time.

Even at the cost of abandoning a journey that is only halfway completed, even at the cost of abandoning communication with everyone, even at the cost of actively giving up the beauty of humanity in one's heart.

This behavior was justified by the ridiculous lie that it was to help observe Wei Wei and prevent Jiang Cheng from being deceived.

But after so much time had passed, there was no trace of falsehood in Weiwei's attitude towards the boy, not even a trace of deception or seduction.

No one could find fault with that girl who was self-deprecating and shy but as obedient as a loyal dog, and no matter how demanding a person was, they could make any demands on her.

A girl as quick as the wind should continue her unfinished journey with the flowers and birds.

But Alicia is still here watching.

Still here with a camera to record everything.

Why on earth should we stay here?

Why should we, as a bystander, a person who does not belong here, forcibly insert ourselves into the lives of young boys and girls and watch and stop them?

--Worry?

No.

This feeling no longer makes sense.

The boy was undoubtedly doing well.

A little bit of busyness can actually add spice to life. Wei Liwei can perfectly satisfy the boy's desire to be needed and loved.

In terms of status, he became the owner of the Spiral Workshop, and at the age of just over 20, he achieved achievements that were unimaginable even for those at the top of the pyramid.

With Wei Wei, she is the only one who can stabilize this extraordinary genius.

Jiangcheng's status will only get higher and higher, and life will no longer be as lonely as it was in the past. It will go further and further in happiness and beauty until it finds its paradise.

The disaster called collapse will force humans to run a marathon with all their might, and genius will become more precious than ever before.

And today's civilization, unless it is really on the brink of extinction, will never truly ignore the thoughts of individuals, especially geniuses.

A young person’s life will only get better and better, more and more fulfilling, and even being busy is a kind of happiness.

So……

Why should I stay here?

Why should I watch all this as a spectator?

Obviously there is no regret anymore.

You should just let go and do what you want to do.

I clearly had never paid much attention to Jiang Cheng before. No matter what ideas I had, in the end they would inexplicably become common, even if it was just a one-person gathering, even if it was just a celebration for Jiang Cheng alone.

In the end, it will become a communication meeting for everyone.

I have clearly done this and am so ruthless, why do I still stay here? Why can't I bear to take my eyes off the boy?

Why……

Broken cameras still need to be repaired.

Why……

I can't accept Jiang Cheng's departure.

Through the camera lens, Alicia saw a little reflection coming from her face. The girl stretched out her finger and touched that place lightly.

——It’s tears.

Silently, tears like pearls, which should not appear on the face of the lovely girl as beautiful as a flower, fell from the corners of her eyes, drawing across her graceful curves and even slightly wetting the ground where she was resting.

A bird chirped over and hovered over the girl's fingertips which were suspended in the air, as if comforting the sad girl.

It seemed as if a light rain had fallen in her eyes, which were as flawless and clear as the shallow sea, and the girl's clarity was reflected in her misty pupils.

She already knew the answer.

I just don't want to face it.

what……

what……

what……

what……

So this is ah.

So this is ah……

So this is ah! !

——I am the one who cannot accept the boy’s departure.

[Even if I understand all this, what's the point? ]

[You have understood it a long time ago, but you just haven't dared to face your own heart, because the moment you realize it, you will no longer be able to resist the truth. If you burst the bubble, even the little bit of beauty on the surface will disappear, and everything will explode and dissipate into smoke.]

[But what can we do even if we face it? ]

[Even if I face it, what can I change? 】

[Let’s not talk about whether the boy still has feelings for you, whether he is willing to travel with you again, and whether he can ignore your past indifference to him. ]

[Will I return to your side under your shameless, despicable and dirty plea, and take this journey with you once again filled with only sad memories? ]

[You really...]

[Can I hurt Wei Wei? ]

[To snatch away the only light from a person who only has a lifeline left, to take away the only thing a girl no longer has in her life. ]

[You really...]

[Can you hurt someone who saved Jiangcheng? ]

[Taking away her most important thing from the hands of a person who is completely unable to leave the boy and whose mood changes with him. 】

[You really...]

[Do you have the nerve to hurt Jiang Cheng? ]

[A young man who has already cut off his miserable life and is experiencing a wonderful new life is dragged back into the painful memories of the past.]