Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

[For Jiang Cheng, Wei Erwei was even willing to give up everything she had and take a gamble that she knew was absolutely impossible. She took out her heart and burned it even though it was just weeds to warm the boy up.]

[It is only natural that this desperate feeling, the feeling of sacrificing everything for which one is willing to give up, is rewarded by the boy who walks with him. 】

[——They are the truly normal and correct people. ]

[Are you really qualified? ]

[Are you really worthy? ]

[Do you really have the right to interfere with them? ]

【Just like the prince and princess in fairy tales. 】

[Wei Weiwei and Jiang Cheng have done everything they can, and have endured enough disasters and hardships, and finally walked together hand in hand.]

[You are just a spectator, a character whose position in the story is closer to that of a villain or a vicious female supporting role. How can a demon king be qualified to interfere with the happy life between the prince and the princess in a perfect ending? ]

[Option 1: You can't. You can't accept that you can have the thought of hurting a boy. What kind of person have you become?]

[Option 2: You can't. You can't take away the only straw, the most important treasure of a girl who saved Jiangcheng. Why would you have such a shameless and despicable idea in your heart?]

[Option three: You can't, for no reason, simply because you are no longer worthy. You believe from the bottom of your heart that you are no longer worthy of interfering, and you are no longer worthy of destroying that happiness and beauty, even though it will be extremely painful.]

The options came out.

But in reality there is no choice at all.

Or……

Ever since the boy was invited by Weiwei to the birthday party, he had almost lost all choices and room for change.

——This is a counterattack against all the wrong choices made in the past.

Every time I tried to ignore Jiang Cheng, every time I did what I had to do instead of what I was willing to do or hoped to do, the accumulated emotions backfired.

This emotion has been suppressed for too long and ignored for too long, so that it has been flourishing in the shadows with no one caring about it. It was not until it could no longer be restrained that people suddenly realized the surging waves of this emotion.

——The tall tower built of sand will eventually be blown down by the strong wind.

——No one can stop it at the moment of collapse.

No matter who it was, they could only watch helplessly as the magnificent tower, which was doomed to collapse from the moment its foundation was laid, fell apart.

This is complete empathy, thorough empathy. Rather than calling it a simulation, it is better to say that it is to relive the past life and return to childhood with a more mature attitude and a more distant face.

It seems that we can make up for the regrets, but we forget that when we try to make up for something, we always take our eyes off everything we hold in our hands.

Life has its limits, and there is a limit to what a person's hands can grasp. No matter how hard one tries, one can only grasp a tiny bit.

It is impossible for an individual to take care of every place. If we try to save everything, the final result is often that nothing can be saved.

"did not expect……"

"I was so obviously wrong."

Alicia looked directly at herself in the mirror.

It was the posture of a perfect girl, flawless, pure, with an almost perfect body, perfect looks, and a soul underneath.

I'm afraid no one can find fault with the beauty that can be experienced with just the eyes.

——But the girl was sad.

The blue eyes that should be as lively as a fairy, recording all the beauty in the world, are now filled with only self-loathing and deep sadness.

I already knew it was another life.

I'm clearly looking for a fairy tale paradise.

Instead, he became a part of that dark story and the one who turned away from the paradise.

Obsessed with making up for regrets.

Committed to changing the tragedy that will come in the future.

But it inadvertently created new regrets and a new tragedy.

The fairies in paradise feed on love.

Suppressed emotions can make a pure fairy become distorted.

Not being able to save the next stranger would make the girl depressed, let alone ignoring the most important person in her life countless times.

That was the person who brought me out of the dark forest and sent me to the human world!

——How could this feeling not exist?

——How can I suppress this feeling?

The girl had ignored this point before, and was obsessed with what was happening in front of her. She seemed to have really treated this development simulation as a game, as a tool to make up for her regrets.

Obsessed with the small town residents who have never faded in memory.

Not only did he ignore Jiang Cheng, he also completely ignored himself.

I ignored the sadness that came every time I ignored Jiang Cheng, and ignored my desire to chat and play with Jiang Cheng, and resisted it with the satisfaction of making up for regrets and the happiness of changing other people's tragedy.

He doesn't even care about his own desires.

Even my own requests were ignored time and time again.

Even ordinary people with stains on their humanity will become distorted after being suppressed, and painted black, as dirty as black water.

What about the pure girl?

Where is the pure pink fairy lady?

Can the flower of humanity that seems flawless, seemingly pure, and seemingly without a trace of filth really remain untainted if it grows in a swamp, immersed in repressed emotions that are enough to be called sin?

There is no need to choose.

In other words, any choice will make no difference.

Failed.

A complete failure.

Even the failure in the heart, no matter how much the repressed and twisted emotions are, they can no longer be vented, and can only continue to accumulate and boil.

The girl was sad alone in a place where no one cared about her. She hid in a corner with her back to the light, watching the boy and the girl's beautiful and happy life. She didn't even dare to stand in the sun, and couldn't even tell anyone about her sorrow.

At least……

——Don’t hurt Jiang Cheng anymore.

……

[At the age of 24, this year is still an ordinary year. It seems that there are no changes or waves. The fire-chasing moth is also so quiet. ]

[The only change may be that the three rules have been cancelled. The girl will no longer search your room, because you are officially living together. ]

[Don't worry about whether the progress is fast or not. Even Wei Wei can't accept that the two of you continue to live apart. That night, while you were sleeping, you felt the girl's fingers on yours.]

[After you open your eyes, the girl who was originally sleeping in another room suddenly comes into the room, holds your hands with both hands, and sits on you. ]

[In those silver-grey eyes is an undisguised greed that you have never seen before. The emotions that cannot be suppressed are finally revealed.]

[Perhaps you have seen this look before, and have seen such passionate emotions in the eyes of a seemingly weak and autistic girl.]

[It's just that the girl has always kept such emotions well hidden, firmly suppressed in her heart, not daring to reveal even a little bit. ]

【It is no longer necessary now.】

【No need to suppress.】

【No need to be patient.】

【Release yourself and show yourself. 】

[After experiencing something indescribable, you looked at the blood on the bed and were somewhat silent. ]

[I don't know since when, the impression of Wei Wei in your mind has gradually become extremely abstract, and has turned into a pervert. ]

[——Until yesterday, a cry of pain came from the girl’s mouth.]

[No matter how hard you try to suppress it, you can't avoid making a sound. In order not to hurt your body, the hand on your back even chooses to dig its nails into its own flesh to divert its attention.]

[It was clearly her white and tender fingers, her jade-like palm, but when you held hands again, you could clearly feel the bruises all over her hands.]

[Even the corners of her plump lips were bitten to bleed, she didn't care about her body and her inexperience, and she didn't want to interfere or disturb you. ]

"Feel sorry……"

"I will pay more attention next time."

Jiang Cheng could hardly hide his guilty look, and he dared not continue his abnormal behavior. He didn't even dare to clench his hands. He calmly let go and touched the clothes beside him, wanting to stop this immature farce.

however……

The girl did not choose to give up or forgive as expected, and would come back next time when she was more familiar with and understood more.

The slender and soft fingers gently pressed against the corners of the lips, and the slightly hoarse voice revealed the determination to not give up.

"Do not."

"unnecessary."

The girl didn't want this time to end like this.

Even though this feeling of oppression was not something that could be ignored lightly, and even though it was a first time for both of them, neither of them could hug each other in the most perfect and fitting manner.

Wei Erwei's silver-grey starry eyes were still twinkling and refused to look away, as if a little love was hidden in the moist water vapor.

The delicate, slightly bleeding red lips didn't care about the physical feelings at all.

"please……"

"——Hug me harder."

……

This kind of person is full of the aura of youth, even in his body. The power of youth can be clearly felt on his delicate skin, and a fact that has never been revealed to her ears before is revealed.

This feeling is definitely not a bubble under the sun. Although it is dazzling, it may suddenly explode at any time, leaving only a mess.

greedy.

It's really too greedy.

Obviously at the beginning it would be enough for the boy to talk to her more every day.

Obviously, at the beginning, all she needed was for the boy to be friends with her, even just a trivial friend, a little bit of friendship would be enough.

Less than a few years had passed, but he had become so greedy, so greedy that he even wanted more time with the boy, wanted to spend more time with him, and even refused to stop even after they lived together.

I want more of the feeling from Jiang Cheng, I want to be completely imbued with his scent, and every part of me, inside and out, must be satisfied.

For a greedy person like me, this feeling is most suitable.

"Whatever you do."

"No matter how rough it is."

"Any way you can do it is fine."

"Please try harder to prove to me that this relationship is not something that will suddenly disappear like bubbles flashing in the sun."

——To prove that there is at least one thing that is indispensable about my existence, and at least one thing that cannot be replaced by anyone else in the world.

The Clerk of the Demon King's Castle

PS: "The Secretary of the Demon King's Castle"

Fatalia is a time traveler, a young white-haired succubus, a poor child who fell into the wilderness for unknown reasons, with a useless system in her mind that can only read the panel.

But one day, she discovered another use for this waste system.

When faced with the abyss of paying a price to get a reward, she said: "I want to sacrifice the system."

She succeeded.

(This is a serious story about a succubus assisting a demon king in his plan to overturn the entire world) (Because the label is gone, I want to emphasize that it is Orange)

(A reminder to the front row, the protagonist will grow up, and the mature image can refer to the cover, she will not always be a loli)