Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

Chapter of Stars and Moon: 57. One-day date with Weiwei

"Yes."

"No matter how many times, I will prove it."

There was no need to say that he was the one who was worried about being abandoned, as this had become a meaningless thing at this moment.

Why bother to spoil the fun?

Why waste this wonderful time?

Isn't this the best opportunity to give Weiwei a sense of security and give the girl warmth from the heart?

[No matter how it performs...]

[The essence of a girl has never changed. ]

[Or maybe it is because I care too much about you that I allow my mind, which should have been filled with wisdom never seen in human history, to do one thing after another that seems stupid and abstract.]

[No matter what happens to me. ]

[It doesn’t matter if I have a bad reputation, it doesn’t matter if I give up on myself, it doesn’t matter if I get hurt. 】

[——As long as you are happy. ]

[Even if you made the most solemn promise. ]

[Even if you have sworn that you will never leave the girl. ]

[Wei Weiwei still cannot change her love for you. She still regards everything she has as inferior to you. You are the only supreme one.]

[No matter how urgent or important the matter is, it cannot compare to your random thoughts and needs. ]

[The pain and hurt she has endured have made this girl feel more clearly that your existence will not disappear suddenly like bubbles.]

[In a sense, it has become a close contact that is on the same level as hugging, kissing, ○○XX, and smelling, or even higher. ]

[Until now, the girl still cannot change her mind and get off the seat. 】

[No matter what problem I encounter, I will want to apologize to you in such a way that is undignified and shameful. ]

[Sometimes it’s not just for apologies.]

[There are some more fancy uses that are hard to describe. ]

"Didn't you say your favorite part is the buttocks?"

The girl's cute face was full of innocence, her silver-grey eyes were as flawless and clear as the shallow sea, and it seemed as if a light rain had fallen in her eyes, and the mist reflected her pitiful expression that made people pity her.

The rosy lower lip slightly bitten by the white teeth makes it look delicate and pale, and the tearful posture makes it impossible for anyone to harden their heart.

No matter how demanding a person is, he can't ignore the tears in the eyes of a girl who only has eyes for you.

——If Velvet’s posture wasn’t so weird.

——If you don’t hold the mosaic object in your hand.

"My preferences are similar to those of normal people, and there is absolutely no way that I can develop anything radical because of it."

"I can't possibly cause you any harm just for my own selfish reasons, for this meaningless and meaningless little habit."

"I've already said it..."

Jiang Cheng finally couldn't hold it anymore. His eyes, which had never fluctuated in his previous journey with the flawless fairy, were as deep and silent as the boundless sea. They had surged and roared countless times.

The indescribable girl who had to lower her head to be seen and stood tall seemed to be the perpetrator.

"——I'm not a pervert."

……

The girl's love was indeed heavy, so heavy that she didn't even care about anything about herself. All she thought about was how to help the boy.

We were only together for a short time, but everything I experienced seemed to be countless times the love I received when I traveled with Alicia.

When did it start...

He gets startled every day.

It is completely impossible to maintain the calm appearance of the past.

In a sense, such a fulfilling life is not bad.

At least compared to the loneliness I once had, some noise seems to be better.

It’s hard to really make a straightforward assessment.

[Especially knowing from the girl how much effort she put into this mosaic object, how many days and nights she spent.]

[If this time and energy were spent on weapons research, I'm afraid the entire human weapons system would have to undergo a major innovation. If it were spent on the manufacture of new energy, a new industrial revolution would be just around the corner.]

【And the problem is...】

[——Vilvi has been so busy lately, isn't she doing this kind of thing every day?]

[He obviously possesses the most outstanding talent in the entire human civilization, but he chooses to waste his talent and time on such meaningless things. ]

[Perhaps it is not incomprehensible that those scholars with white beards treat you like Daji or Meixi. ]

【ah……】

【ah……】

[I have completely become a spit-satisfied person. 】

[Even Alicia might not recognize you. ]

[People are indeed changed by their environment. Just like your past environment made you depressed and autistic, your current environment makes you... a little abnormal?]

[If I leave out Wei Weiwei, my life seems to be worse than before. ]

【At least you used to look more serious. 】

[The only good news is that the relationship between you and the girl will never be affected again - because it has been locked at the full level for a long time, there is absolutely no possibility of wavering or separation. ]

[You are by no means a born political monster. You are not a heartless, cold-blooded, or ruthless person.]

[You can't ignore everything the girl has done for you. ]

[That is why the love I give you must achieve a mutually symmetrical result, or at least do my best.]

[You are beginning to show the true essence of this simulation.]

【——Develop. 】

[You may not be able to help the girl with anything in terms of wisdom. ]

[But in other places, if you have had the experience of traveling with Alicia, you only need to learn from that girl's attitude and solve many problems with a peaceful mind, as long as they don't make trouble maliciously. ]

[You begin to increase the weight of you and Velvet in the Fire Moth as much as possible.]

[Although the weight is already heavy enough. ]

[In this genius concentration camp, he is the only outsider who can be considered superior. ]

[The salary he holds is at the ministerial level.]

[But you don't want Velvet to be someone like Mobius who is famous, powerful, capable, and talented, but is despised by others because her behavior is too different from that of a normal person.]

[This is too sad and ridiculous.]

[As the ceiling of the subject, I am actually hated by my successor. 】

[There are very few such things in history, right? ]

[In just one year, you can feel that the doctor's reputation has dropped by at least half. At least some people still respect her, and some younger scholars will try to learn from her.]

【So now, Mobius is no different from a real poisonous snake. 】

[——How could a human approach a snake? ]

[Although compared to the morality here, Dr. Mobius's behavior logic is indeed a bit strange, at least it is too straightforward. ]

[No matter how terrifying the temptation of truth is, if it were to face a snake, you would probably not be able to say a word before being swallowed by the snake.]

[Most people do not recommend making deals with demons for knowledge, provided that the knowledge can be obtained.]

[——This ending cannot be entirely blamed on others. ]

[Mobius himself doesn't care about other people, let alone their opinions, and he never hides the fact that he uses experimental subjects.]

[There is nothing wrong with the words being full of arrogance, but if they are coupled with ruthlessness and indifference, then there is a big problem. ]

[No one will accept that a cold-blooded and talented person can perfectly display his talent. ]

【This is an instinctive fear.】

[What most people call admiration for the strong is more of a superiority and a feeling of "it has nothing to do with me". If they were really placed in front of those despicable and cruel strong men, their first deep thought would definitely be to run away as fast as possible and they would never want to appear in front of the strong men.]

[Most people's superior attitude actually comes from the distance of not caring about the matter. 】

[In this case, even if her assistant Blanca tried her best to redeem her reputation, how could she possibly defeat the doctor's behavior? ]

[Even he himself does not care about his own reputation and image. 】

[Originally he was one of the founders of Fire Moth. 】

【The most prestigious doctor in the entire world. 】

[If there is anything missing from the research, we can meet all the requirements with just a little trick, and even the leaders of the big countries dare not ignore it. ]

[To this day, even my own research funding is easily blocked, and when I upload an experiment, I am asked whether it has harmed innocent people.]

[Even the normal behavior of using death row prisoners to conduct a final experiment after the incident was over was constantly scrutinized, for fear that Mobius would use the names of death row prisoners to abduct innocent children.]

【If the other party continues. 】

【The reputation will only get worse. 】

[You don't want you and Velvet to end up like this, even though the girl's nature is completely opposite to Mobius's.]

【certainly. 】

[These are just some random thoughts that come out of boredom. Even if you really encounter a disaster, you can run away with the girl, move back to the Spiral Workshop, and continue to live a leisurely life.]

[Compared to these messy things, maybe you and the girl would rather spend time with each other. ]

【For example, try shopping together and make an appointment to leave the room. 】

【When going out, choose a place with few people at night. 】

The world is still brightly lit, with a dazzling array of neon night scenes. Various night markets have lit up colorful lights, various snack stalls have begun to operate briskly, and various izakayas are emitting boiling aromas, which arouse the appetite and make people salivate.

——It’s brighter than daytime.

With the boy's support and standing beside her, the girl no longer dares to go out as she used to, her heart crushed by the malice of the world.

As long as you hold the boy's hand, you can move forward confidently even in a crowded place.

It doesn’t matter how noisy it is, it doesn’t matter how chaotic it is, all I need is the company of young people around me.

Only hands are needed to catch the boy

All you need is your eyes to still see the boy.

As long as she can still hear the sound and smell the scent, the girl will not be afraid no matter what it is.

Face the crowd calmly, meet the tediousness calmly, and accept calmly the gazes of others that only appear in your heart but you never truly feel.

Being exposed to too much sight from other people is not a good option either.

On the contrary, it will make you more dependent on the people around you.

The reason for going out together is to help the girl get rid of her self-loathing in all aspects, and at least live more like a normal person.

If life outside is the same as life in the room, going out becomes a meaningless thing.

Jiang Cheng's footsteps moved towards a more sparsely populated area.

The street on the other side was very quiet. It was past twelve o'clock, and a large number of students who had just finished school were still pouring out. The rush to get off work had passed, and only a few people hurriedly passed by quietly. The sound of their footsteps echoed loudly, creating an indescribable tranquility.

These are the quiet and peaceful atmospheres that cannot be felt in the bustling neighborhoods.

Although there was no lack of such peace in the boy's life.

Sometimes it's even too calm.

Just like the trip I took with that girl in the past.