Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

This genius who does not belong to this era at all and should not be confined to this planet is still the top one even in the study of human hearts.

The reason I don't show it is simply because I'm worried that the person I love the most will think too much about it.

"You don't care about Jiang Cheng at all, or you don't care about the boy's emotions at all. You are just doing what you like."

"You looked caring, but you actually showed a lot of indifference. You even turned the birthday party into a discussion meeting, leaving me speechless. You almost made me, the only one who brought a gift, look like a clown."

"But I even have to thank you for this. It was you who made it possible for Jiang Cheng and I to meet. It was also because of your indifference that Jiang Cheng had plenty of time to chat with me and accepted my invitation in the future."

"In this regard, if we use the words of Shenzhou, you can be regarded as the matchmaker between Jiang Cheng and me. Without you, I would have no chance of getting Jiang Cheng."

"Thanks……"

Those were obviously extremely harsh words.

Sarcasm and contempt from a superior position.

But when it turned to this moment, it turned into deep gratitude, the deepest and most extreme gratitude from that voice and that tone.

Even schizophrenia is no more than this.

Emotional changes that normal people cannot understand.

……

"No...you're welcome."

Alicia responded in an awkward manner, her eyes that had lost their luster drooping again.

The girl had never felt how difficult it was to speak. Every word Weiwei said was like a knife stabbing deeply into her heart.

If it weren't for the fact that the girl was constantly "self-abusing", denying and belittling herself.

Now it is possible that he will have a mental breakdown because of facing the truth.

"To be honest, there is a big gap between your personality and your performance. Even I haven't studied it thoroughly. If there is a chance, I really don't want you to meet Jiang Cheng. I want to avoid it as much as possible even if it's just a meeting."

"Contradictions, only contradictions. You seem to know something by nature, or realize something, but you don't know the specific reasons or how to avoid it. You can only blindly do some work that you think is useful."

"You come to this world to see how flowers bloom, how water flows, how the sun rises, when the sun sets, to experience interesting things, and to meet unforgettable people, but in the process of chasing, you lose sight of the purpose."

"How can there be such a fool? He was born with everything, but in the pursuit of everything he has, he gave it all away."

"If I ask you to take care of Jiang Cheng, you will not be able to take good care of him. He will definitely be careless and do something wrong."

"But even so, I still hope you can stay with Jiang Cheng after I leave."

"There is only one reason..."

The audio from the weapon paused for a moment, and the firmly controlled rhythm was interrupted, as if Wei Liwei, who was recording the audio, did not want to say this sentence.

Even if it was just a possibility, even if it was just a backup plan, the girl was absolutely unwilling to send her beloved boy away in person.

No.

Only this one doesn't work.

But this time I have to suppress my emotions.

because……

"——You are the only one left in Jiangcheng."

……

"I am the only one left in Jiangcheng?"

Alicia repeated every word, but the confusion in her eyes did not dissipate at all. Everything she had experienced in the past strongly denied the girl's last words.

Obviously, I should have a very bad image in front of the boy.

Why do you say you are the only one left?

I was the one who abandoned the young man and treated his enthusiasm with indifference and disregard.

"Because Jiang Cheng is a perfect good person."

"Compared to you, the so-called flawless fairy, he is the truly kind one who deserves happiness and should be admired by others."

The audio clip left by Wei Erwei was extremely proud - the only ups and downs so far. Even when she was talking about her abilities earlier, her tone was extremely calm, but at this moment, she showed pride as if she was being praised.

Alicia could almost imagine how proud the smile on the other person's face would be when he recorded these words, and how excited he would be when he spoke.

"I don't know how you and him met for the first time, and I don't know why Jiang Cheng likes you so much. Even though he has treated you as an important relative for such a long time, there is no doubt about his feelings for you."

"The first time we met..."

The girl's memory was brought back, and she seemed to be back to that day under the ash forest. It was a perfect spring day with lush trees and fragrant flowers.

Like a hero, like a prince, he faces the light, the leaves, the flowers, the flying birds. In the shadowy bushes, he steps over the thorns, cuts the weeds, stands before the depth wrapped in the dense forest, and blocks the dark shadows.

The distant dawn, the slanting spring breeze, the green forest, and the flowers blown by the wind.

And most importantly, care about your own teenager.

It was indeed a very dreamy scene. It was also the first time the girl felt the existence of paradise, before she saw the fairy tale book given by the boy.

what……

So that’s it…

It turns out that from that day on...

It turns out that there is only one person who truly escapes and truly hates others.

Why……

why.

why?

Why didn't I realize this?!

Why does Wei Erwei need to tell me even this one thing? !

Why am I staying alone in Jiangcheng like this!!!

The excruciating pain, which almost made me collapse, flowed through every nerve and every inch of my skin. My whole body felt as if it was pierced by countless needles at the same time. My heart seemed to be cut and torn apart, and I really wanted to stop breathing.

What a stupid thing she had done?

"Jiang Cheng and I have a very good relationship, very close and intimate, but perhaps too close. Apart from me, Jiang Cheng has no other close friends. Although there may be some overthinking factors, I can't help but think, if I die one day, what will happen to Jiang Cheng?"

"In the end, we came to a very cruel conclusion... The cruelest thing is that Jiangcheng doesn't even have anyone who can be called a good friend except you and me."

"Ah... What a perfect pity."

"Jiang Cheng and I are each other's only one. There will be absolutely no one else interfering, and there will be no third party or light bulbs in our relationship."

"If my departure had not caused the young man to fall into the same miserable abyss as I did, I would have really wanted to be very Versailles in front of you."

"You are an extraordinary person. Compared to what humans would say, I feel that you are more like a Herrscher. Your authority is like charm. You can easily gather a large number of followers and have almost inexhaustible energy and vitality."

"As the boy's last relative, the person he once cared about the most, his first love who occupied almost his entire childhood, and a not-so-perfect girl."

"If it were you, you would definitely be able to take my place in Jiang Cheng's heart."

"If it were you, you would definitely be able to save Jiang Cheng from falling into the abyss after losing me and becoming the inferior me he once was."

"Please, the person I hate the most."

"Alicia."

"please……"

"——Save Jiangcheng."

……

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PS: This is Wei Liwei’s last performance. You should all know that. After all, how could the girl not prepare a backup plan when she knew Jiang Cheng would be sad?

You can always trust Teacher Weiwei at any time.

It doesn’t matter if you are trampled upon, it doesn’t matter if the precious memories are thrown into the trash can, it doesn’t matter if not even a vague shadow is left, it doesn’t matter if the love that belongs to you is ultimately ignored and unknown, and can only be buried in the corner of time, allowed to weather away and disappear from the world.

——As long as Jiang Cheng can be happy.

Weiwei's feelings have always been so heavy, and she has given so selflessly, even though the girl herself has already received enough in return.

Chapter of the Moon and the Stars: 67. Alicia: I...will not hesitate any longer!

request.

This was Weiwei's request to the person she hated the most.

Ask the other person to make the person you love the most forget about you, forget the good memories of the past, and create a new and beautiful future with the other person.

Trample everything you have under your feet and let everything that is real to you turn to ashes.

It would be best if it were completely forgotten and thrown into the trash.

Only when you lose a real person, will memories truly appear, because as long as you are alive, life will continue to create a new future, just as there is no time to stop on the highway.

Continuing to chase a dead person will only make the living stop and fall into the abyss.

If one day she really encounters the extremely low probability of death, then she must become the forgotten person.

Otherwise, Jiang Cheng would definitely be very sad and would not be able to accept all this. I'm afraid that even when he returns home, he would fall into depression because of the sad scenes.

We must never interfere with the boy's happiness, and we must never let him stay in the past and become like the person he used to be.

Perhaps it is not necessary to choose such a decisive attitude, it is not necessary to sacrifice everything, and it is not necessary to push the boy you love most to others.

Perhaps with the girl's wisdom, she could create an identical self to accompany the boy in the event of her death.

In this way, 'Wei Wei' can accompany Jiang Cheng forever, and Jiang Cheng will never belong to anyone else.

She actually really wanted to do this.

--no.

No.

You can't be so selfish.

No matter how realistic it is, no matter how similar it is, what is fake is always fake, and an imitating machine can never become a real person.

Leaving behind someone who looks exactly like her would only cause the surviving boy to fall into endless grief.

There is even a similar her who is always making her presence felt in front of the boy. He can feel her loss and her existence every minute and every second, and the scars in his heart will continue to be torn and even become eroded.

The real her in the memory is dead. Then the machine in front of me, the machine that speaks the same words and feels the same, is just a monster that will tear open wounds endlessly.

But because of the feelings and love in my heart, I cannot blame or deny the machine.

Emotions cannot be completely dissipated, they can only be transferred. If you don't vent them on others, they will only turn into a sharp knife that stabs you.

——She didn't want to see this scene.

Wei Liwei's life was extremely bleak before she met Jiang Cheng. She could understand how desperate this psychological blow would be.

This is definitely not something pretentious, or some difficulty that can be easily overcome by oneself. This is a real disease, or even a terminal illness.

and so……

Even if it means trampling on everything that belongs to you, making yourself a stepped step and an abandoned memory, it is so sad that you can't even leave a shadow.

——Wei Weiwei definitely doesn’t want to see this scene.

——I definitely don’t want to see Jiang Cheng sad or upset.

——I absolutely don’t want to see Jiang Cheng become the same as I used to be.

……

really……

Is he really a genius?

Had you thought of it so long ago?