Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

It was amazing that he was able to think of all this so early and set up a strict and appropriate plan to ensure that the boy would definitely have that happy ending.

No matter whether I will have myself in that beautiful ending belonging to Jiangcheng, no matter whether I can have a place in that beautiful ending.

It doesn't matter.

It doesn't matter.

It doesn’t matter if I am there or not, as long as Jiang Cheng can live happily, as long as Jiang Cheng can live a good life.

No matter whether I am by his side or not, no matter whether the shy, autistic but somewhat talented girl will still be the one boarding the Ferris wheel with me.

This is normal and understandable. It is also in line with Weiwei's talent, the awareness that she can give and sacrifice everything for the young man since she was rescued and given a sense of security and love.

Alicia's body was a little stiff, and the sadness in her heart did not subside much. There was still a drizzle in her pink eyes.

——Will Weiwei really not feel any regret?

——Is it true that Weiwei won’t feel angry?

She was obviously the one who loved the boy the most, and she was obviously the one who snatched the boy away from her, but in the end she still begged herself... like a loser, begging herself to snatch Jiang Cheng away from her.

do not know……

Alicia doesn't know...

The girl didn't know what Velvet's true character was.

Hidden beneath that fool who is a little inferior, a little autistic and a little talented, what is the true self of Weiwei like?

What kind of turbulent inner world could deprive a genius of even the opportunity to display his talents externally?

How finely divided and trivial the heart should be.

I'm afraid Jiang Cheng is the only one in this world who can understand. Only Jiang Cheng knows how sad and painful the heart is hidden under that attitude.

It is so sad that under the tide of the times, individual thinking is so neglected.

——Even if that person is a genius.

Even this genius is hard to understand.

At least Alicia didn't think she could know.

She could only have the most basic empathy with the girl, which was something that every intelligent life had, even the Herrscher of the Scourge was no exception.

That's all.

Even this empathy is mostly due to the common point of the young man.

Because she has the same passionate feelings for the boy, she spends a very long time, even ignoring the differences in personality, trying to understand him, making people with completely different personalities become confidants in a sense.

Fairies who walk like humans can never understand the amazing wisdom of the fool who is as great as a god, which can be called a talent that can control the world.

But at this moment.

Only at this moment.

The girl accepted all the sadness behind these words.

Velvet's expectations, worries, sadness, and pain...Alicia took them all in.

The girl pressed her chest hard, feeling the little heart that had been avoiding and fearing, and even the last bit of courage had been worn away.

I have seen and felt too much. In theory, I no longer have the courage or guts to accept or acknowledge it all.

Not to mention meeting the boy in person, not to mention taking over Wei Erwei's identity to protect and hug the boy, even looking at him from a distance was not allowed, and even getting a little closer would make her feel ashamed and self-loathing.

After the boy was invited by Wei Erwei, she chose to escape. The most courageous thing she did was to pick up the camera and use it as a pretext to approach Jiang Cheng.

After experiencing the boy's confession to Weiwei, the warm and happy daily life and daily hugs, she could only watch and envy from the side.

After feeling the kindness of the boy's gift, she mustered up a little courage and wanted to atone her sins and apologize for the wrong things she had done, but because of her hesitation and not wanting to meet Weiwei, she missed the opportunity to fight against the Law Enforcer.

Just because of this selfish, incompetent and stupid idea, the boy lost the person he loved most and even his legs were paralyzed.

The body was severely eroded by Honkai energy.

The life span is less than a few years.

On a psychological level, they have lost all desire to survive and are actively squeezing their own lives just to stop living in a lonely world.

In this cruel world, there is no one else who is willing to hug him, love him, and give him the warmth that comes from life.

Even if we call it sealing the heart with cement, it would still feel like it's too shallow and too relaxed to describe the boy's current state of mind as cement.

This sadness of having experienced beauty and happiness but disappearing in the blink of an eye like bubbles in the sun... is really heavy.

All these disasters were caused by her.

Having never done anything right successfully, it will always only bring disasters, and will always only bring suffering like... no, just like the Herrscher.

Even the last period of your life, at least the last bit of your life as you consider it.

Determined to sacrifice yourself.

Exchange this meaningless life for a happy ending for the young man.

She mustered up the courage to do this because she hoped not to die with regrets, but she only approached the boy quietly while he was asleep, using a mean, dirty, and malicious heart to make some small contacts between Wei Wei and Jiang Cheng that were not even considered daily romance.

Until the very end, when he was about to sacrifice himself, to exchange his life, which was born to be a demon that destroyed others, a ruler that hurt the world, and had destroyed the boy's happiness countless times, for a happy ending.

This should have been the ending of the story, the highlight, the only possibility to rewrite everything, allowing even a Herr-like person to experience a moment of beauty.

However, because of the emotional fluctuations in his heart, he did not check his weapons in advance, and the resurrection process was interrupted by the audio left by Weiwei.

Even this last chance to rewrite everything is gone.

As long as you put your heart into it, as long as you work hard, as long as you succeed, everything will be fine.

Every choice he made was wrong, and every time his mistakes would lead to the saddest and most desperate ending for the boy.

Even earlier, the choice between the residents and the teenager in the town, the choice between the tourist and the teenager on the journey.

It was obviously Jiang Cheng who picked up the girl, and it was obviously the boy who blocked the wooden stick, like a hero, like a prince.

It is obvious that the boy is the closest friend, the most inseparable relative, the most closely connected friend, and the only companion in the long journey.

The girl's whole life was spent wavering between various hesitations. Every time she mustered up the courage, every time she tried to do something, she would encounter something worse, as if fate was playing tricks on her and a despicable hand was controlling everything.

Every choice you make will inevitably lead to the worst and most desperate outcome.

Countless, repeated, bad accumulations, repeated accumulations of mistakes can even bring beautiful things to the brink of destruction.

This should have been perfect, and the real prince and princess ended up with an ending that did not belong to them.

but……

Should we give up because of these?

Are we going to let Jiangcheng fall into the abyss just because of these past failures?

Are we going to repeat the same ridiculous mistakes again and destroy the possibilities and hopes of the young people with our own hands once again?

It is obvious that Weili is even willing to sacrifice herself, it is obvious that Weili has become Ikaros, and it is obvious that she has already prepared the final backup plan.

Even if everything about you is trampled underfoot.

Even if the person you once hated the most becomes Jiang Cheng's partner.

Even if I give up everything I have, even my dignity, even all my love, even everything I have experienced with the boy, it will all become a stepping stone for others.

Wei Liwei would never be able to accept that the boy would live alone and sadly like this. She would never be able to accept that the boy would fall into despair and grief and would never find someone in his life who could hug and care for him.

How heavy and great it was, just like the first time the girl saw all the soldiers leave their seats when she was a bystander in the past.

I don't care about my own dignity, my own face, my own body, or anything I own or embrace.

This kind of emotion, which could not be created or written even in a light novel, is now completely laid out in front of the girl.

and so……

Is this determination going to disappear so easily?

Are we just going to ignore this feeling?

——Because of my own stupidity.

——Because of my own incompetence.

——Because of my own indifference.

It is necessary to allow the tragedy that has been staged countless times to be staged once again, and to once again give up the possibility of creating a happy ending.

Do not……

No.

Do not! !

[No matter how many times I have experienced it, no matter how many times I have been hurt, no matter how depraved I have become, no matter how inferior I feel, that delicate heart that pursues beauty will always beat and shout out that only ending.]

[——Are you going to accept it just because of this? ]

【How can it be! 】

[——You absolutely won’t accept this ending.]

[So what if you are human, so what if you are not human, so what if you are the Herrscher who destroys the world? You are standing on this land right now.]

[Wei Wei is right in front of you. These are the girl's last words. Jiang Cheng is not far away. She is still lonely and needs help from others.]

[You have always been saved and helped, and you finally have the chance to change everything. ]

[Option 1, at least...]

[Option 2, at this moment...]

[Option 3, “I…”]

"——I won't hesitate any more!"

Alicia would not hesitate any longer. The drizzle that had partially covered her eyes, which had turned pink at some point in time, had stopped, leaving only the awareness that sparkled like a gorgeous crystal.

There is no choice, and there is no need to choose. The heart that is beating at this moment and the emotions flowing through the body through the blood will never lie.

The heart has told everything.

If you have never made the right choice, if you have never done the right thing.

So……

Just follow the only right direction.

……

[On this day, you finally came to your senses and decided to bear all your sins, the will of the person you once hated the most, and the awareness of taking the boy away from Velvet, who had transformed into Ikaros.]

[Accept all of yourself, accept imperfections, accept meanness, filth, accept... this world is not that beautiful. ]

[Just like the climax of any story, the girl decided not to hesitate any more. ]

[You will never escape or stay away again. ]

[Even though nothing has ever been accomplished.]

[Even though no problems have ever been solved.]

[Even if the meaning of your existence may only bring disaster and terror. ]

【You are also determined to truly pursue your heart. 】

[No matter what, the heart beating in my chest will never lie, and that inexplicably warm feeling is the only proof of my true self.]

[What follows should be like the happy ending in any fairy tale.]

[Although the process was tortuous and bizarre. ]

[Like the little mermaid, she suffered all kinds of hardships and turned into foam. ]

【Even though the enemy is difficult to match. 】

【Like Little Red Riding Hood encountering the hateful Big Bad Wolf. 】

【Although danger may come at any time. 】

[Like Snow White being tricked into eating a poisoned apple.]

[But eventually the little mermaid will ascend to heaven and have her own immortal soul, Little Red Riding Hood will be rescued by the hunter and finally reunited with her grandmother, and Snow White will open her beautiful eyes again under the kiss of the prince.]