Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

"so……"

"Just because of this, your life has been completely ruined. All the classmates who used to cling to you have become bastards overnight. The guests who used to fawn over you now all treat you coldly."

Jiang Cheng looked into the gorgeous crimson purple eyes and listened to what Mei Raiden had to say - this girl had trusted him in such a short time and was even willing to tell him all about her experiences and some of her emotions.

Perhaps the time a person has been depressed is too long, so even the strongest heart can no longer bear the loneliness.

All the punishments and penalties in the world are for the sake of pain, to make them remember the lesson and to satisfy their own sadistic psychology.

Whether it is electric shock, skinning, beheading, lingchi, castration, dismemberment by five horses or other cruel punishments that make people feel painful just by watching, they all bring physical pain to those who are against one's own interests.

Amid all the punishments that focused on the physical and corporal aspects of life, there is one punishment in history that stands out for its cruelty and uniqueness.

——Imprisonment.

It is not simply sending prisoners to prison to deprive them of their sense of freedom and suffer the pain of forced discipline.

But even in prison, it is a small dark room that is only used for the worst prisoners who have committed the biggest crimes.

There wasn’t any physical pain.

It seemed like just a casual remark.

The prisoners will not receive any cruelty or punishment.

There was just pure darkness and pure silence. When I opened my eyes, I could only see darkness and hear the echo of my own voice.

No matter what I say or do, no one cares, no one will listen, and I can't find any friends to talk to. The end of my sight is only darkness and my own hands.

Loneliness can really bring a person down, because human instincts, self-limitations, and the desire for love and gatherings make it impossible for human beings to live a truly lonely life.

Even a top genius like Vervi can be completely crushed by loneliness, and even schizophrenia can cause her to play house with herself.

What's more, she is just an ordinary girl, who is called the Queen of Thunder and Lightning and has some talent only because of her decisiveness.

despair.

miserable.

pain.

No one likes this girl, including her once kind friends, relatives who came from afar, company employees who had received favors from her father, passers-by who had met her once on the street, and vendors who could be seen everywhere.

From intimate to ordinary, from noble to lowly, people from any profession and any social class in the world dislike this former noble lady.

Incomprehensible.

Can't understand.

It is normal for relatives to be unwilling to communicate because of the father's fault, and it is also normal for those "righteous" people in school to ridicule and bully him.

Why didn't even a passerby give her a good look, and even a shop owner who could be found on an ordinary street wouldn't communicate with the girl.

It was just like in a light novel, there was a powerful man behind the scenes, intentionally bullying and isolating everyone around the girl.

If those were not just plots in novels, Mei Raiden would really suspect that she had provoked some big shot from the dark side of the world.

This leads to a character similar to the Dragon King in Shenzhou, who blocks his life completely.

Even the act of being bullied has, in a sense, become one of the rare things that can create some waves in an otherwise calm life.

This despair continued until one ordinary day, when I was staying in the woods, avoiding the bullying and ridicule of my classmates, when Jiang Cheng, who claimed to be a new transfer student, broke into this stagnant life.

……

"——What they did was really too much."

The boy made a final judgment on everything he knew, and his slightly furrowed brows no longer concealed his disgust for those so-called students.

"If you don't like someone, you can choose to ignore them or isolate them. It's really disgusting to use this method to motivate the majority to bully one person. What's more, this matter itself has nothing to do with their family."

"At its peak, ME was the richest man in the entire region and a leader in technology. Even if all of them were added together, they couldn't even hope to buy one percent of its shares. Even if the stock price has fallen a little now, it's still far ahead of them. They're talking as if the misappropriation of funds has nothing to do with them."

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PS:

Let me briefly mention this paragraph.

The financial fraud of Raiden Ryuma was essentially a project transfer within the company to develop a new electromagnetic technology, which was used to break through technical difficulties and create a five-star weapon. In fact, for such a large company, it doesn’t matter if it owes a lot of money, and it doesn’t matter if the development fails. What’s more, the new technology was successfully developed and was indeed recognized as a five-star weapon.

There is no way to criticize this point. The only problem is that Raiden Ryuma did not tell the leader about his daughter's affairs and asked the leader for help, intending to solve it himself.

However, Mei Raiden can have the core implanted in her, and Ryuma Raiden can later be sent to prison by the radical Cocolia. Perhaps it is understandable that they do not trust her. It seems that there are only three real old members of Anti-Entropy.

It seems that ME Club will still be the organization's main source of funding in the future.

It's just that the group led by Einstein has changed to the group led by Cocolia.

Chapter of Stars and Moon: 76. Jiang Cheng, do you want to enter the resurrection match?

"The only people in the world who are qualified to pick a fight with Mr. Raiden Ryoma are probably the world policeman in America and the current prime minister of the Far East."

The sphere of influence of these top tycoons cannot be explained by common sense. Perhaps the core area has a range, but the places where their huge influence can radiate are definitely not limited to an ordinary country.

Even if we ignore the so-called high-tech companies and the identities of the anti-entropy executors.

Raiden Ryuma is essentially also a top-level tycoon.

Even if something really goes wrong with an existence of this level, it is not something that small fish or shrimp can take a bite of. Only people of the same size are qualified to share it. Other small guys will probably choke to death if they take a lick.

"The truth is, the more debt you owe, the more powerful you are. If you owe 100 million, no one will take you seriously. But if you owe 100 million, then when you jump off the building, the bank will have to persuade you to do something, and they will even use their own employees as cushions to stop you from dying."

"Yes……"

"Is that so?"

Mei Raiden seems to find it difficult to understand this kind of knowledge that as a girl and an ordinary high school student JK should not be involved in at all.

Obviously, I am supposed to be father's daughter.

Why……

We are both high school students, but Jiang Cheng understands me so well.

"It's not a difficult thing per se. Anyone with nothing to do like me knows it, but maybe not in that deep way."

Jiang Cheng's expression remained calm. He leaned against a big tree, and was completely immersed in the boring daily gossip that he used to do in the chat group.

There is no core purpose at all, and the way we chat is completely based on our mood, which is also consistent with the state when we were lying in bed with nothing to do.

Although the conversation this time was a bit high-end, I once judged it from the perspective of the male owner of Spiral Workshop.

Perhaps because she was in a rare state of relaxation where she could chat with others, Miss Mei was not as reserved as before. She bent her knees slightly and half-sat on the smooth grass.

"so……"

“Is their behavior actually very abnormal?”

……

"It's hard to judge specifically. Those who understand will understand. But regardless of whether there are other reasons, bullying itself cannot be called normal."

"It's not a pleasant feeling to be isolated by everyone. If you are bullied, even a normal person wouldn't be able to bear it for long."

Jiang Cheng could empathize with this feeling of being isolated.

Even strictly speaking, everyone who could be a friend in the simulation, except for Alicia, is isolated.

Mebius, Velvet… the only difference was that the former seemed stronger on the surface, while the latter had fallen into a situation that almost led to suicide.

Mei Raiden should essentially be somewhere in between the two, not so strong - otherwise there wouldn't be a Raiden Queen, but she hasn't reached the point of almost committing suicide either. Now she's more likely to be bullied and isolated by others.

……

"This tone...Have you ever had such an experience?"

Perhaps it comes from the same trauma.

Perhaps it’s because I can feel this faint emotion.

Perhaps it's because this feeling has already penetrated into my bones.

Mei Raiden could keenly sense that there was a sense of empathy in that voice that was not what an ordinary bystander or a classmate just passing by and chatting should have.

This is not just the impact of being bullied and isolated during this period of time, but the empathy that I have never experienced in my entire life.

In the past, the girl had always been struggling for this recognition, including trying hard to learn kendo from the Sword Master Houmu, studying knowledge seriously, and trying her best to maintain the appearance of a Yamato Nadeshiko lady.

These seemingly natural behaviors are actually just for the sake of gaining his recognition and praise from his father.

I've never been sympathized with by others, but why is there anyone I can talk to at this moment?

It was difficult for Mei Raiden to judge whether she was lucky or unlucky today as her shoes were covered with stones and her desk was scribbled on like in the past.

……

Being sympathized by others may be considered a shameful thing for others.

In general light novels, the arrogant young ladies, kendo geniuses or outstanding seniors are all very arrogant people. If they encounter any difficulties and receive care from others, they may not only not feel it, but become very angry.

They will hold their heads high with a disdainful attitude and will feel disgusted by others' comfort.

The girl even saw a knight being conquered while shouting, "Hmph, I'll remember this grudge," on a website that normal girls shouldn't look at.

No matter what, it is a very shameful thing to be seen in such a miserable state by someone who once didn't care about you, or to show concern for someone who once disdained you.

But even though she is a real middle school girl, a former young lady, a kendo genius, and an excellent student, Mei Raiden does not hate being sympathized with and cared about by others. She even secretly expects and desires it in her heart.

It wasn't just during this period that she was bullied and isolated by others, even her father was sent to prison. Even earlier, when her memory was even blurry, the girl could remember that she seemed to be expecting others to save her.

I no longer know what the reason was or what happened, but that feeling has always been rooted in my heart and has never dissipated.

Perhaps the girl grew up to be what she is now...

The essence is to chase after others.

It's not that I like it, it's not that I'm willing to do it, and I don't desire it. It's just to get more praise and be noticed by others.

This inexplicable emotion lasted until Mei Raiden's rationality regained control. She realized that the question she asked was a bit impolite, so she put some distance between them and moved gently on the grass.

The originally leisurely and refreshing atmosphere of pure chatting was suddenly interrupted, and seemed to become a little colder as the distance between the two people widened.

It wasn’t because of my upbringing. My father had repeatedly and seriously warned me not to get too close to strange boys.

She is no longer the Queen of Thunder and Lightning admired by countless people.

Girls nowadays no longer have this luxury.

Just...

——I won’t be hated, right?

Such offensive words were spoken.

Although he was clearly sympathized by others, he wondered if Jiang Cheng had also experienced such isolation, and essentially did not understand his position at all.

Obviously, even if Jiang Cheng was willing to comfort himself and was willing to hate those people in his tone, it didn't mean that he had also experienced such a thing.

If you speculate about other people's lives like this, especially when you first meet them... you're bound to be disliked.

fear.

Scared.

Saying inappropriate words in inappropriate situations will make others dislike you at any time, let alone in the Far East, where independent individuals are extremely required and cannot trouble others in life.

I can't keep thinking like this anymore.

What if even the last person who is willing to chat with me and give me a friendly smile instead of isolating me is hurt by my stupid behavior and no one is willing to continue communicating with me anymore?

unimaginable.

can not imagine.

I just happened to have experienced a little chat.

She just happened to meet someone who was willing to empathize with her.

In a life of complete isolation, he experienced a little bit of contact with others, and even like-minded girls could not imagine that scene.

The desire for light is timeless. Even if one has only slightly experienced the warmth of fire, one will never be able to endure the cold darkness again.