Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

Looking at the boy who seemed to be slightly lost in thought and had shown some anger, he was actually just thinking about whether being isolated in the simulation counted as being isolated.

Mei Raiden felt that she could no longer simply wait like this, doing nothing, burying her head in her shell like a turtle.

……

……

Did I say too much just now?

The boy looked slightly at the girl who suddenly moved away, and the lively conversation suddenly became cold, as if it was blown away by the cold winter wind.

Mei Raiden is indeed not as autistic as Vilvi, so it might be a bit too radical to use the same magnitude to correspond to the Three Thousand Great Techniques.

In a sense, too much sense of substitution is not so good. Not only will you share the sadness, but some habits will also be unconsciously inherited.

I have experience in dealing with people with severe inferiority complex and social phobias, but I have never dealt with people who are in between the two and are more like ordinary people.

This elusive hesitation lasted until the girl's voice sounded in his ears again.

"what……"

"Mr. Jiang Cheng."

……

"What's wrong."

Jiang Cheng looked at the girl who seemed to have moved a little closer without him noticing, and his expression, which should have been sad, unexpectedly became a little serious.

Is it really because we acted too intimate?

It was completely impossible to understand the girl's mild symptoms.

I can only think of the worst possible outcome.

however……

Mei Raiden did not behave as expected. She just bit her rosy lower lip lightly, as if she had made up her mind about something.

The slender fingers pressed heavily on the plump chest, and the purple pupils lost all their leisure - in the boy's dark pupils, reflected was the posture of Wei Wei who was about to step down from the throne.

"I'm so sorry for saying something inappropriate!"

"My emotions might have been a little off just now."

"If you can, please don't take it to heart."

……

Um?

?

?

?

??

Seeing the pure eyes of Raiden Mei without a trace of other emotions, the seriousness that in his memory was only revealed when she sang the Sinner's Elegy, Jiang Cheng's mouth twitched and he could no longer maintain his original seriousness for a moment.

"what?"

"That's it."

I thought it was some big deal.

It turns out that the development is the same as that of Weiwei.

Does everyone in the world who has some inferiority complex like to use a very serious expression to talk about a very small and insignificant thing?

……

"so……"

"You don't mind?"

The girl's voice still contained some fear that she was not sure of, it was slow and gentle, and her heart was so tense that she didn't even dare to blink.

"It's just a small matter. It doesn't matter. Strictly speaking, I have had such an experience. Maybe that's why I'm chatting with you."

Jiang Cheng didn't have any big taboo about this and continued to lean under the shade of the tree, chatting idly while waiting for settlement.

Even though he is studying in the Far East now, he is still essentially the same ordinary person with no distinctive features as before, who is so miserable that he is beaten into a pulp by a Gundam incarnated as a dump truck when he finally goes out.

There wouldn't be so much self-esteem and offense for such a simple thing.

Ordinary normal people are not that psychologically sensitive and extreme.

"Thank you for forgiving my offense."

Mei Raiden lowered her head slightly, with an expression of gratitude that could almost be described as undignified, but she was still constrained by the struggle of her inner emotions. The strong sense of inferiority that she had developed during this period of isolation was restraining everything in her heart.

I want to be closer and talk more, but I'm also worried that I might say something wrong and be hated. I even rehearse the future of being ridiculed in my mind in advance.

As her body posture changes with her mood, the girl's figure is revealed from more perspectives to the boy who is standing close to her.

Although she tried to cover and stretch the hem of her skirt with her arms, the natural limitation of the Far East short skirt school uniform also made a small part of her plump thighs exposed.

The mysterious absolute territory seemed to have unconsciously revealed some lace decoration that should not belong to students as the skirt swayed.

Some buttocks that were completely inconsistent with their age also caused the grass, which should have been straight, to be pressed down into an ungainly dent when it came into contact with the grass.

I don’t know what kind of pressure the fabric between the grass and the underwear must have to fit tightly against the girl’s hot and soft flesh.

Just by looking at the extent to which the grass was pressed down, and the poor plant trying its best to bend down and be flattened, you can feel how excessive that body shape is, with all the fat placed in the right places.

Although this degree is limited to the girl's body type.

Not as full as Alicia and Mebius.

Even the former Vivi couldn't compare to her, not to mention that they already had a formal life between a man and a woman. This was enough to make Jiang Cheng feel physically weak, and he was even forced to seek help from Mobius to recuperate in order to barely hold on.

Even so, Mei Raiden, who is just a high school JK, can barely be considered plump.

"It's just a trivial matter. It's true that being isolated by others is not pleasant, but you don't have to hate yourself because of it. This kind of thing only means that there is something wrong with other people, not your fault."

"Expecting yourself to be loved by everyone is... an extremely foolish thing to do, except for someone in a fairy tale. I'm afraid it's just a pipe dream."

"Like I don't have any friends here either, even though I don't really care."

"Even if I'm alone, it doesn't seem so bad."

……

——This is not a lie, it is the truth in the true sense.

It's not just because I traveled through time that I don't have time to make friends. I didn't have a single friend in my previous world.

The core reason is that no matter which society or era, the social atmosphere that is essentially created is somewhat pathological.

Nowadays, most people are only children. Who can tolerate their life being arbitrarily interrupted by others and interfering with the peaceful life that originally belonged to them, and who may also have a completely incompatible personality with them?

Many people are not born with any expectations. They are not even born into the world with love and expectations by their parents, let alone being told that it is great enough for the child to be alive.

Spend your whole life chasing conditional love.

In order to set one goal after another and move towards the future, I got the first place in my grade and the first place in the whole school. I passed the Level 6 piano exam and the Level 4 English exam.

Maybe many times the children cannot do what they want and will not receive physical punishment, but the parents will never be lenient in psychological punishment.

--like.

Control through restrictions on love.

If you can't do that, you won't get love.

The seemingly gentle competition, without any harm or cruelty, will only reward the successful ones and not punish the losers, and will make you fall deeper and deeper into the trap.

It seems that as long as you work harder, be more serious and meet their requirements, you can get love. It is not a difficult thing.

The problem is that in this world, this gentle reward mechanism only rewards the most brutal competitive advantages.

It seems to reward everyone fairly, but in fact, only certain dimensions of characteristics are rewarded, such as how much money one can make, how useful one is, how much fun one can bring... Those pet-like and tool-like characteristics are all rewarded, but human characteristics will not be rewarded under this system.

It may seem that you won't be punished physically if you don't do anything, but it just means that no one will love you. However, human life cannot be without love.

In order to chase the one who might actively swing a knife at you, a conditional love will tame people into obedience.

Jiang Cheng had seen many people with extreme emotions on the Internet. Some were extremely irritable, while others were extremely well-behaved and obedient.

It seems that the family members who should give the most selfless love did not give this expectation. Instead, they used this love like a carrot hanging in front of a donkey, forcing those people to wear themselves out in order to chase this carrot.

They must be the children who have not been expected by anyone since they were born.

Because normal people will never go to extremes.

Sometimes not communicating with others is a good thing.

People who are not held to expectations, who do not have selfless love, who can only be disciplined under conditional love, and who are gradually worn down by this gentle trap, essentially do not have the ability to love healthily and normally.

Instead of forcing yourself to get along with unsuitable people, it is better to be alone and enjoy the loneliness and tranquility, which is more comfortable.

At least after the boy experienced irritability and opening the box himself, he was no longer so eager for the word "friend".

……

……

Just then a breeze blew by, causing the grass to all point in one direction, causing the girl's skirt to unconsciously reveal a hint of white thigh, which spread downwards and finally came out from the knees where a circle of firm flesh was squeezed out by the tight student-style black stockings. Her purple hair, which was combed into a ponytail, was gently lifted up in advance by her slender white fingers to avoid covering up her eyes which were rarely in a state of calm.

The white school uniform top was also blown by the wind, but unfortunately, unlike the skirt, the chest remained motionless in the wind, and the white fabric only made it appear too large, which was inconsistent with her age.

Such leisure time is indeed similar to the normal youthful life on campus.

Teenagers should never be spending their time studying, sitting down late and taking cram schools.

This made Jiang Cheng not hate this kind of life so much anymore.

No wonder Kiana, who was able to run from Siberia to the Far East alone, could quickly degenerate into a brainless paramecium after spending two school experiences at Qianyu Academy and St. Freya Academy.

Such a leisurely life can indeed make people feel satisfied.

——If the system in front of me doesn’t interrupt.

[Dear host, you are playing a resurrection match with the Herrscher of the Stars. The settlement will be temporarily terminated. You may re-enter the simulation. ]

[Please select whether to enter——]

"what?"

"The settlement has stopped?"

Jiang Cheng looked at the line of large characters that suddenly popped up. At first, he found it difficult to understand those seemingly simple characters and his face was full of question marks.

The settlement has not yet come for such a long time, and even the plot and progress are still advancing, as if this simulation has not ended yet, and it must be brought to the end of human civilization.

Now I have to terminate the settlement and re-enter the simulation. I, a dead man in all senses of the word, have to play a resurrection match with the Herrscher of the Stars.

Why not play a revival match with Abe?

And the biggest problem is...

——Aren’t you already dead?

He allowed the Honkai energy to severely erode his body, and even his life was burned out like a candle flame. He also rejected Mobius' request for the transformation of the fusion warrior, and galloped all the way towards the end of death, even riding a motorcycle.

A few minutes before death, even the blood of this body was completely transformed into a strange purple color, which can be used as high-purity Honkai energy.

At least in the test, it is comparable to the Honkai energy liquid that can be extracted by the most advanced human technology, and its corrosiveness may be several decimal points higher. Even Mobius could only shake his head after seeing it.

——Which god can save me?

Even if it were to collapse, it could only turn living people into Herrschers.

Could it be that there is some super expansion that is difficult to solve?

If we happen to encounter something extremely rare like an Easter egg, it would be a pity for this simulation to end so simply.

【——Agree to enter. 】

……

"Sorry, I need to go to the bathroom."

"It's getting late now. If you have time, let's chat here tomorrow."

Compared to the idle chat with Raiden Mei.