Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

"Stop crying, okay?"

"It would be a shame for a beautiful girl like you to have your makeup ruined by crying."

The girl raised her head slowly, her pupils sparkling with tears and trembling. The little bit of expectation that had risen in her was already consumed until there was no light left.

I've been through so much that even my emotions are about to be exhausted. Even the last bit of emotion that could be squeezed out of this body that has been battered by countless tragedies has just been used up.

It seems like the self is wearing away.

To disappear completely from the world.

The boy was still the same as before, with empty eyes, and could only feel the vastness of the starlight, but at this moment, there seemed to be more worries.

"I can sense that you are sad."

"But I don't know where this sadness lies, and it seems that if I stay here, I will make you sad. If I choose to leave, I will also make you sad. But if I want to hurt you, my heart will hurt constantly."

"You are the only person whose memory is clear in my mind. Perhaps even if you become the Seventh Herrscher, the instincts of this body have not disappeared."

"I don't want to see you like this, so I won't hurt or bully you. I will just feel your sadness, and my heart will hurt as well."

"so……"

The young man was silent for a moment, and a little starlight appeared in his eyes as before.

"Can you tell me what I can do?"

……

……

……

The boy hadn't changed at all.

Alicia can confirm this.

The feeling coming from those eyes was still the same as before, as if looking directly at the stars in the sky, bright and eternal, but lonely and inhuman.

There should be no emotion.

It should have become a tool for collapse.

Why……

Why is this happening?

Why can we retain some emotions?

Jiang Cheng's remains had been completely corroded by the Honkai energy, and only the basic appearance was preserved. At least it would not become as dilapidated as Wei Erwei.

Perhaps there are indeed organs in the world that can preserve some emotions and some habits.

Such a crippled body would not be able to influence the Herrscher.

The girl's delicate, slightly sharp ears, like an elf, seemed to once again hear the faint whispers coming from the boundless pressure under the deep sea.

Empty, dull, it was an overly distorted sound.

"Your [Wish], Your [Rule]..."

……

what……

what……

what……

So that’s it.

I couldn't speak anymore and felt as if I was suffocating. In an instant, I fell to a depth I had never been to before, without even a chance to react or adapt.

"Woo..."

"Woooooooo..."

Even the sound was difficult to organize. The once gentle tone could not utter even half a word, and all that was revealed was a cry of sorrow that was similar to falling.

The tears had completely stopped flowing, and even blinking seemed to drain all her strength, making it impossible for her to maintain her superficial gentleness and softness. Tears streaked across the girl's flawless face like pearls, fell to the ground, and splashed tiny ripples.

No matter what tragedy he had suffered, no matter how much torture he had endured, no matter how numb he had been inside, he had never shed a tear.

Only at this moment.

Just at this moment.

This is a time when you should be happy, when you should be smiling, when you should be holding the hand of the boy who belongs to you and strolling in the beautiful paradise that you have finally arrived at and cheering.

That definitely does not belong to the flawless girl, the fairy longing for paradise, or the herrscher who brings disaster.

——It’s just ordinary human crying behavior.

Jiang Cheng wanted to say something to comfort her, but he had no idea what to say. He could only use the method buried in his memory, which he would use every time the girl was hurt or sad before she was ten years old. He reached out his hand and tried to touch Alicia's long pink hair in an immature way.

The soft long hair is like the most luxurious silk. The moment you touch it, you will feel comfortable. From top to bottom, it is smooth without any obstruction.

It really is like a flower, with an alluring fragrance.

I don't know why, but I was so flustered even though it was a simple action - as a Herrscher, it is impossible for his body to make such a simple mistake.

"I'm sorry, I think I said the wrong thing."

"I'm really sorry, I... didn't know it would be like this."

……

"No...it's okay."

——It’s obviously me who should apologize.

It was me who caused all the tragedies, and it was because of my arrogance and stupidity that you appeared in the world in such an embarrassing state as you are now.

These self-blaming words and stuff.

——The girl couldn’t say it at all.

Because those eyes were so empty and slightly cold, compared to the cruelty at first glance, deeply buried in them was the boy's gentleness that penetrated deep into his bones.

If you say that, he will definitely be worried.

Even if you no longer have feelings for each other, you will definitely be worried.

Even if it's the body of a Herrscher, it will still hurt.

Why……

Even after losing love, she can still be so gentle.

"Since everything is alright, I can only comfort you in some ways that I think might be okay. If there's anything wrong, please bring it up in time, otherwise I'll feel a little pain in my chest."

"In fact, I have never hated you. I can feel you. Every memory I have does not contain much resentment or anger towards you."

"I know you are a gust of wind that belongs to no one, and the free wind should not be restrained by others."

The young man smiled gently, his words were still a little stiff, but his eyes like the starry sky had lost the strangeness of their first meeting.

——Jiang Cheng never resented Alicia.

Whenever.

No matter what time

He picked up the girl from the forest. He knew how special she was better than anyone else. He understood better than anyone else in the world how beautiful she was that did not belong to this world. The starry sky was pink that day because a meteor tore through the sky, bringing a beautiful glow to the dim night.

Just like the appearance of a hero in myth and legend, he is destined to have an extraordinary future. A great man cannot be confined to a small mountain village.

The isolation of travel is merely the price of personal pursuit, an ordinary mortal attempting to follow in the footsteps and journey of a hero.

——Isn’t this itself the problem of that ordinary person?

The charm of a girl can drive countless people crazy. Her smile will make flowers bloom and birds will land beside the fairy.

Everything is proof of being extraordinary.

——Alisa is definitely not an ordinary person.

Although limited by human emotions, we will still feel sad when we are ignored, and we will still feel lost and lonely when we cannot get more attention and can only chase blindly, hiding in the corner and looking at the colors of others.

After all, these emotions represent immaturity, and ultimately they can only represent the selfishness that has taken root in the heart. In fact, after meeting Velvi, these complaints turned into blessings, blessings for Alicia.

Although the memory of the girl named Weiwei has disappeared, the blessing hidden deep in her heart still shines brightly.

……

"actually……"

"Vilvi didn't have to die."

"I was there that day. I have been spying on your lives. That day I could have saved Vivi. I had a chance. I could have done it."

The beautiful pupils of a beautiful girl, which were once pink and full of beauty and joy, turned ashen. At this moment, she looked at the boy without fear, and confessed all her sins stiffly and numbly.

"what……"

"That's it."

"I knew that you were the one who saved me. I thought I was wrong."

The young man just nodded as if he knew it in advance, the curve at the corner of his lips did not retreat, and the gentleness in his eyes was the same as always.

"I could have saved her."

"I was only one step away."

Alicia collapsed in an instant, biting her rosy lower lip tightly, not caring even though the soft lips were oozing blood miserably.

I can't accept this anymore.

I can no longer accept this tragedy.

I can no longer accept the calmness on Jiang Cheng's face.

"——It was my inaction that killed Wei Wei!"

……

The hysterical madness makes it impossible to see the beauty of the past that was on the high platform. It simply vents out everything that was buried in the heart in the past, and vents out all the emotions hidden under the numbness of the past.

Jiang Cheng watched this scene quietly until the girl's movements eased a little, then he reached out and gently pinched the girl's delicate fingers.

The pink, deathly grey pupils and the star-glittering, dark blue eyes switched places at this moment, and the corners of the calm mouth were just raised in disapproval.

"This body no longer has any memory of Velvet."

"I just know you're trying to save me."

"——Isn't it?"

……

It's really that amazing. .jpg

PS: Wishes, rules...

In a sense, this also satisfies the possibility that Weiwei most hoped for.

I was forgotten, abandoned, and trampled upon. Then, Jiangcheng could move towards a new beauty, without having to indulge in the sadness caused by my own death.

That girl is always so gentle.

Chapter of Stars and Moon: 80. Alicia: At least... Jiang Cheng only remembers me

what……

what……

what……

What on earth did I do?

I actually pushed such a young man out.

I actually insulted such a young man.