Loneliness and Rock and Roll with Band Observer

But with just an apology like this, I don't think you will understand what I mean.

"Please tell me what Su Shi is thinking, please help me!"

withdraw.

"I want you to accompany me, senpai. Can you spare some time? Any time is fine!"

withdraw.

"I'm sorry, it must be annoying to see so many withdrawn messages. Actually, there's nothing wrong. I just..."

It was not sent out and was deleted directly.

"Anyway, please call me back as soon as possible. This is really important to me right now."

withdraw.

"I like you, senior."

withdraw.

"I like it, like it, like it, like it."

...withdraw. Like a pervert.

"I feel like my whole body is going to burst. You know that scene where little angels and little devils pop out of your head, right? I feel like that right now."

"Because I don't know what to do. I really don't know what to do."

Withdrawal, and then withdrawal.

"I like you the most, Senpai."

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that. I didn't even accept your confession at that time."

"It's really too much to say that now. I'm sorry."

Withdraw withdraw withdraw.

Too much.

unacceptable.

What on earth do I regard my seniors as?

Call them in when you need them, and call them away when you don't. This is too much.

"like."

withdraw.

"Do you still like me now, Senior?"

withdraw.

“It would have been better if I had agreed to it.”

withdraw.

This time I sent something that looked like garbled code.

This of course has to be withdrawn.

Then send.

Withdraw again.

send.

withdraw.

Repeat the above process several times.

The whole screen is filled with "Message Withdrawn" prompts.

It's like a graveyard of news.

"..."

Chihaya Aine locked her phone screen and threw it on the sofa.

"..."

She stood up with difficulty like a stiff corpse, walked to her bed, and then fell down.

He reached out and touched the switch beside the bed, and the room suddenly fell into darkness.

I don't want to think about anything anymore.

Go to sleep.

Chihaya Aine closed her eyes.

Then I remembered that I seemed to have forgotten to take off my glasses.

He fumbled for it and placed it on the bedside table, then closed his eyes again.

Go to sleep first.

When you fall asleep, you don't have to think about anything.

I like seniors the most.

certainly not.

I'm only saying this because I'm in trouble and want to rely on my seniors to solve it.

I don't like my seniors at all, because this kind of thought doesn't deserve to be called liking.

But I still like it.

certainly not.

I just selfishly wanted to get something from my seniors.

It can’t be called love.

senior.

What are you busy with?

It's about work.

Or are you accompanying other girls?

If it was just that, Sunbae would have answered the phone. Just like the last time she was with Sushi.

It should be work.

But what if it’s not?

For example, I am doing something with Goto-san and don't want to be disturbed.

Ah, what am I thinking? Senior is clearly...

Senior, senior, senior.

I feel like I'm breaking down.

Is it so painful to not have seniors?

Aine opened her eyes suddenly, but everything in front of her was still dark.

Then.

Should I...

Chapter 144: Qiu Hui Can't Find the Point

"Wow, isn't it already the second day?"

Looking at the clock, Qiu Hui found that she had been working very late without realizing it.

The clock was just past twelve. In the past, she would not have considered this very late.

But now, because there are always people around her, asking her how she is doing and reminding her to go to bed early, her living habits have gradually changed.

It’s so late, isn’t it time to get ready for bed?

Thinking of this, Qiu Hui picked up her phone and planned to set an alarm to check if there were any calls or new messages during the time she was concentrating on working...

"Wow! Why are there so many?"

A missed call from Chihaya Aine.

Many.

When I opened the call records, I found that the longest interval was only a few minutes, and the shortest was only a dozen or twenty seconds.

All call records are concentrated in the same time period.

Togawa Aie's scalp tingled. What on earth had happened?

There are also message records, the time is after the series of missed calls. It seems that the person realized that the other party might be busy and couldn't answer the phone, so he switched to communicating through messages.

"Are you busy, senior?"

"Please call me back when you are free."

“Please…”

"..."

"...Does she not need me at all?"

That’s the content of the message.

It seemed that she was troubled by Su Shi's affairs. This was within Akie's expectations.

But after that, what she saw almost made her heart beat out of her chest.

"Chihaya Aine has withdrawn a message."

"Chihaya Aine has withdrawn a message."

Withdrawn message, and then, withdrawn message.

One after another, filling the entire page.

When Qiu Hui saw the large number of missed calls, she was already mentally prepared.

But what she saw at this moment still made her shudder.

Why were so many messages sent, and every one of them was withdrawn?

What on earth did she post?

Precisely because she couldn't see anything, Qiu Hui was unable to stop her imagination from sliding in a negative and even terrifying direction.

Putting aside other things, the fact that she sent a lot of messages and then regretted and withdrew them all may be enough to judge her mental state... at least it's not very stable, right?

Akie didn't even give herself some free time to blame herself, but immediately called Aine.

Did the incident with that band have such a severe impact on Aine?

I actually didn't notice it at all, and was thinking that this matter could be considered and discussed slowly...

Qiu Hui held the phone with one hand and tapped the table nervously with the other hand subconsciously.

The reminder tone waiting for the call to be connected made her feel distracted, and the worry and self-blame made her feel a little breathless.

I had set up an automatic reply in advance, but that kind of thing can't even do the job of perfunctorily responding when the other party really needs me to do something.

If I hadn't entered the Do Not Disturb mode, Aine wouldn't have gotten to this point...

Her fingers were hurt by the recoil from the table, but Qiu Hui had no intention of stopping.

If the two's positions were reversed and Akie became the one demanding the other, then she would not pursue the responsibility for Aine's absence.

But at this moment, as the one being asked, she always felt that she had an obligation to at least make a minimum response.

Although during that training session, Akie made an agreement to consider herself more when they were together, the unconscious mentality of thinking that she had some kind of obligation would inexplicably resurface once she found an opportunity.

I don't want Aine to feel pain because of this. So, I should have put more energy into the problem of that band...

Just as Qiu Hui was thinking about these things, the prompt tone waiting to be connected turned into a busy tone.