As a result, it is possible to achieve success.

[My diary didn’t have enough pages, so I tried sewing a new one in. My diary became twice as thick, and I can continue to write in it! ]

"Well……"

Hongli didn't comment too much. She just held her chin and turned to the next page with her tender white hands. Sure enough, traces of stitches could be seen. No wonder Heiyang's diary was so thick!

[In order to let me blend in with everyone and the surrounding environment, my parents started to take me to visit other people’s homes and play with my cousin Hei Hui, my cousin Hei Xiaoqi…]

"Hey, what's going on, little brother?"

Hong Li dragged her long voice, and said with a displeased face: "Why haven't you come to my house yet?

If you continue to act like this, I will feel like I am missing out on your life!"

[Mom and Dad’s plan to visit our family was not as smooth as we had imagined. In my opinion, they were just a bunch of kids and we couldn’t play together.

To be honest, when I'm with my innocent cousin Heihui, I feel like I'm her uncle, worrying about her all the time.

Hei Xiaoqi, who pretended to be a little adult, stammered and couldn't say a few words when facing me, and then went to my uncle and others to complain, saying that this brother was not well behaved, and she wanted another one that was better behaved. 】

[This is the fifteen-year-old Heiyang. Later, after having a younger brother, Heixiaolong, Heixiaoqi finally understood what it meant to be naughty. It made me laugh to death. Is it really all about comparison?

However, Xiaolong seemed to be only keen on bullying his sister. His attitude towards me, his cousin, was not only as close and dependent as that of his cousin Heihui, but also somewhat admiring. This surprised me a little, but I didn't take it too seriously.

In my opinion, they are all relatives, and they are all equally lovely. 】

[My parents took me to visit the Five Colors Family, which further confirmed my thoughts: I really have no common topics with these little brats who cry and make trouble, have moody personalities all day long, do things without knowing how to control their severity, and whose true thoughts are completely unpredictable. Some of them even play in the mud with their butts naked and peed! ]

[However, there is an exception. The Hong family has a little sister who is three days younger than me. Her personality is much quieter than other ordinary children.

When she was surrounded by a crowd, she always liked to hide away secretly and didn't want to get involved in the arguments of those children.

In her eyes, I always feel a little familiar. Thinking about it carefully, that girl looks like me once.

He doesn't like socializing and prefers quietness. His every move always reveals laziness and fatigue.

But her big, lively eyes, which were constantly exploring, were sparkling again. That was a child's instinctive curiosity and exploration of the world.

Those eyes look so out of place on this girl. I really want to extinguish the light in her eyes! (crossed out, wrong!)

I felt that I should help the child in the dark, so that her future life would not be filled with pain and sorrow! (Yes, right!)

Oh, by the way, her name is Hongli, which is a very nice name. 】

"What the hell did you cross out? How can I still see it after you crossed it out, you bastard! So you've already been a black-hearted bastard at such a young age? I'm so unlucky to have met you!"

Hong Li couldn't help but complain loudly, but suddenly she let out a long sigh and smiled in relief: "Hehe, it's finally time for the hero to appear.

As expected, I knew it would be Xiao Hongli who would save your miserable life, Heiyang! "Oh ho ho!"

(End of this chapter)

Chapter 131: We can’t go back to the past (sad)... Hey, I was just kidding, Le!

[The little girl disappeared as soon as she went out of the house. I was too lazy to look for her since we weren't very familiar with her.

My parents were talking to Uncle Hong and others. I said hello to them and got up to leave.

I walked through the street, which became increasingly remote and difficult to walk on. I simply found a relatively clean large rock, sat on it and began to write my diary for today.

Ah...I am in a daze...

The weather has gradually turned cold recently, and winter is about to come again. When it is cold, it is even harder to climb out of bed.

How could this happen? I remember that I used to get up early and go to the classroom to study. I was almost always the first one there and never paid attention to the rise and fall of temperature. Why have I become lazy now?

Ah, mother was right, her spoiling spoiled me.

However, I was so curly in my previous life, I was indeed a little tired, just like my favorite food, I would get bored if I ate too much of it, and my favorite music would get bored even if I set it as a wake-up bell. In my previous life, did I get wounded?

In just a few years, I will complete the journey of the next few decades, and in the next few decades, I will repeat the days that I can see the end of. The word "progress" has almost nothing to do with me. I just don't want to disappoint my parents.

Forget it, this world of comprehension is not as scary as I imagined, maybe the cultivators here are indeed immortals.

I have never seen an immortal, so I won’t make any comments. Being content with the status quo is my current label, and the greatest happiness is to avoid accidents.

Look at the red maple leaf in the distance. The colder the weather, the redder it becomes, like a burning flame, trying to resist the tyrant called severe cold.

But when winter comes, it still falls slowly.

It has been green, mature, and burning, but finally it died. The maple leaf is like this person’s life, and also like my short previous life.

But now I have been reborn, but where are those maple leaves?

Can it transform into a spirit and continue burning after falling to the ground?

Suddenly, a gust of wind blew up the maple leaves all over the ground, and the sky was filled with a fiery red color. In a trance, I seemed to see a little man jumping out from the maple leaves. Did he really turn into an elf? 】

"Well……"

The petite figure seemed a little scared, but in the end her curiosity overwhelmed her fear, and the girl summoned up the courage to ask, "Little brother, what are you doing?"

He seemed to be of the same age, but this boy seemed a little different from the other children. Xiao Hongli seemed to have seen him at home just now, which alleviated her fear a little.

"Ah? It's Uncle Hong's..."

Xiao Heiyang was stunned for a moment, and then he could see the little person in front of him clearly against the light: "Yes, is your name Xiaoli?"

"Eh?"

Little Hongli climbed onto the boulder at some point and leaned forward curiously: "Brother, do you know me? Well, it could be my younger brother, but I think it's more likely that he's my older brother."

"You should call me brother. I remember they said that my birthday is three days earlier than yours."

"Huh? It's only three days away. That means if I was born earlier, I could be a big sister!"

Hongli sighed: "What a pity..."

"Ah, this is nothing..."

Heiyang subconsciously turned the diary in his hand away, looking at the girl's cute little face like a porcelain doll with some doubts rising, and explained awkwardly.

"My brother is writing a diary. You can't let anyone read it."

"What is a diary?"

"That is, write down everything that happens every day. But you don't have to write it down every day."

Heiyang closed the diary, supported himself with his hands, looked up at the late autumn sky, and said with a bit of sorrow: "If I write it down, I won't forget who I am one day."

"Hmm, I don't seem to understand..."

"No matter what you do, you have to go through the process of understanding and then not understanding..."

"There are many things that are not true, for example, babies cry as soon as they are born..."

"You are quite a capable little girl."

"What is a "bar"?"

"it means……"

"..."

"So that's how it is. Brother knows a lot."

"Ha, this is nothing to brag about. But why are you here?"

"Well, it's so embarrassing to say..."

"Haha, it's okay if you don't say it. Don't look so embarrassed."

"Oh, it's nothing, it's just, it's the old lady who sells juice in the city, um, the best one, does you know it, brother?"

"Do you like the one holding a small fan regardless of winter or summer?"

"Yes, it was that old lady. I wanted to buy some juice, but I forgot to bring money. I wanted to go home to get it, but I was too embarrassed to tell my parents..."

“That old lady is indeed quite old.

I don't know... well... let's not talk about this..."

"Ah?"

"It's okay, if I didn't say it, Xiaoli, don't be afraid to tell her parents, they will definitely not mind this kind of thing."

"really?"

"Uh, I was just kidding. After all, they're not my parents."

"..."

[I seemed to have made my first friend. When my parents, uncle and aunt saw us coming back holding hands, there was a bit of surprise on their faces.

I clearly felt that there seemed to be a fire burning in my uncle's eyes. He probably wanted to burn this bad boy who got close to his girl to ashes!

But uncle really misunderstood. How can a five-year-old child understand too much about the difference between men and women? I just treat Xiaoli as a friend. We can talk and laugh and respect each other. This feeling is pretty good. 】

【…】

【…】

[I went to play with Xiaoli today, so I'll just write this much in my diary. ]

【…】

【…】

[Xiao Li came to my house for the first time today. She was wearing a little white dress and looked very pretty. But she looked a little unhappy. Did I do something wrong? ]

[Oh, it turns out Xiaoli doesn’t like wearing skirts. She is such a special girl. ]

【…】

[It's the New Year. Fortunately, I was prepared and evacuated quickly when my aunts and uncles arrived at the scene.

As expected, Xiaoli is wandering around in a familiar place, I will just kidnap her! 】

【…】

【…】

[Time seems to be getting shorter and shorter, the days are passing faster and faster, and it’s the Chinese New Year again. 】

【…】

【…】

[Today, I discussed life, interpersonal relationships, and our views on the world with Xiaoli. We found that we actually have a lot in common. Some of our views and ideas are almost identical. Is this the so-called other me in the world? ]

[Xiao Li showed great interest in my lazy philosophy. Today we didn’t wander around, but lay on the boulder we first encountered for a whole day.]

【…】

[I am so sorry. Is the light in Xiaoli's eyes dimmed a little? I always feel guilty for leading the little girl astray...]

[Oh, that's not true. This is clearly a healthy lifestyle. Well... that's what I told Xiaoli! ]

[It’s a change of season. Xiaoli’s favorite juice is hard to find these days. I took her to drink some hot milk, and she seemed to like it very much.]

【…】

[We found the inn next door is a good place, not only can we sit still all day, but we can also drink juice and milk. ]

[We have been talking less recently, not because we have a conflict, but because for many things, we can guess what the other person is going to say next without them saying anything, so we really just rely on eye contact.]

【…】

[I'm going to play with Xiaoli, so I won't write for now. 】

【…】

[We started talking more to each other again, but instead of discussing opinions, we just started complaining about things, talking about meaningless gossip all day long. I really like this leisurely life.]

【…】

[I'm twelve now. In the blink of an eye, I've known Xiaoli for seven years. At first, I thought that making friends with Xiaoli would be the starting point for me to integrate into this world, but after so many years, it seems that the only person who can be considered a real friend is Hongli.

Am I integrating into this world, or am I pulling Hongli along to draw a line between myself and this world?

At the two ends of the line are us and them. 】

【…】

【…】

[This is my first time trying to drink alcohol. I’ve never tasted this kind of feeling in my previous life. Because I was busy studying at that time, my parents forbade me to participate in those activities, saying that I would be led by bad kids to become a gangster...]