As a result, it is possible to achieve success.

Heiyang shook his head helplessly.

"After all these years, which year have you not gone back?

Well, to be honest, I still miss you very much at this time before."

"Wow, that's like saying I don't miss you!"

Hongli looked sad.

"You know how terrifying it is to be treated like that. Is that something a person can endure?"

"I understand very well, but there is nothing I can do to help."

"Who said that?"

"Ok?"

Heiyang looked at Hongli in confusion.

Hongli stared at Heiyang and spoke out her thoughts.

"Well, Heiyang, you come with me this year. As long as you are by my side, you can share half of my pain!"

"Ah, what's the point of me going to your house..."

A question mark appeared above Heiyang's head: "I have no relationship with the Lan family, wait..."

Heiyang's eyes suddenly widened: "I'm your fiancé?!"

"Hmm, now we are related!"

Hei Yang: "..."

(End of this chapter)

Chapter 271: From this morning till now, I have received words of scrapped manuscript. Sad...

In the room, on the bed.

Hongli closed her eyes, lazily lying in Heiyang's arms, mumbling softly: "It's agreed that you will go with me when the time comes.

When you see grandma and grandpa, just call them directly. Call them what I call you."

"I know, I know. Don't worry, I'll do the job."

Heiyang placed his palms on both sides of the girl's head in his arms, and gently massaged her temples with his fingers, sighing softly.

"I just don't know if it would be awkward for me to go there. Most of your relatives are familiar faces, but I can obviously tell that I'm new here..."

"Oh my, this kind of thing is very normal..."

Hong Li said indifferently: "Every year, there are cousins ​​who bring their girlfriends, or cousins ​​who bring their boyfriends back. You never know when there will be a few new faces. It doesn't matter.

Some even have children, holding their own babies to bring four generations together. To put it bluntly, they are just joining in the fun. They probably think that more people means more festivity..."

After a pause, Hongli suddenly thought of something and sighed.

"I suddenly remembered that if nothing unexpected happens, Mom will probably bring Xiaohuo over to meet people as well.

If that's the case, our family has four generations living under one roof.

Actually, I still like those little brats who can barely walk, not because they are cute or anything, but simply because they can attract most of the relatives and friends and help share the pressure. "

"Well, it does sound lively..."

Heiyang sighed: "I just don't know if the relatives over there are easy to get along with..."

"It's OK, but too enthusiastic."

Hong Li also sighed: "Come to think of it, when you were in that world before, didn't you have to spend the New Year dealing with all kinds of relatives?

Although they are relatives, in fact, the relationship is very distant. You can just brush off many things with a silly smile.

Because in fact, many relatives are not very familiar with each other, so everyone greets each other just out of courtesy and just responds.

In comparison, they still like to gather around grandpa and his friends, or chat in groups of two or three... Who would have nothing better to do than to deliberately target you?"

"That's true, that makes sense..."

"That's for sure, but I am... huh?"

Hongli suddenly opened her eyes and felt the two hands beside her head move away. She looked at Heiyang with dissatisfaction.

"What's going on? Why did you stop all of a sudden? Where's the massage you were supposed to have? Huh?"

"We agreed to hold you for 20 minutes. I've already massaged you for 10 minutes longer. Is that not enough?"

Heiyang showed dead fish eyes, and he held the girl's waist with his hands, lifted the confused Hongli in the air, and said faintly: "Don't be too much, everyone has a share of potion and chocolate, everyone should take a step back, I have already massaged your head, you still want me to massage you for a whole day?"

"Aha?"

Hong Li also struggled twice but failed, and smiled guiltily: "Actually, it's not impossible. If you are really so enthusiastic, I can't refuse it, right..."

"Climb, climb, climb. I'll drill two holes in your head all day long."

Heiyang rolled his eyes and put Hongli down. The latter looked at him blankly.

"so……"

Hong Li asked curiously, "What do you want me to do for you?

I'm warning you, if you go too far, I will retaliate!"

"Massage your legs for half an hour."

"Okay bro!"

Hongli looked like a well-behaved little wife. She stretched out her two little hands to Heiyang's legs, rubbed her boyfriend's legs through his trouser legs, and suddenly made a sound.

"By the way, when you were sleeping at home before..."

Hongli asked faintly, "Are they all dressed so tightly?"

"Nonsense, that can't be good..."

Heiyang rolled his eyes, stretched out his hand to the five gift boxes in front of him, and said casually: "We are not in a harsh environment like the wilderness. In my own home, I will definitely take off my clothes when I sleep!"

"Aha?"

Hongli raised her eyebrows and tugged at Heiyang's pants: "So you don't consider this place your home?"

"Don't be embarrassed."

Heiyang calmly tugged at Hongli's tightly wrapped shirt and glanced at the latter, and everything was said without words.

"Ah, here, I..."

Hongli's expression froze.

"What are you talking about? You are strict with others but lenient with yourself?"

Heiyang opened the first gift box and purple light overflowed. Well, it didn't perform well.

"As a couple, this is normal, and there's underwear inside, which is also a psychological comfort.

But we both know that we can just find excuses to delay it after we get married. We are afraid!"

Heiyang said softly, a man and a woman alone in a room, those who understand will understand.

That is to say, the monks have stronger willpower and are not so easily controlled by hormones such as dopamine, but they cannot fake their love for each other.

"I don't like Xiaoli", let alone saying it out loud, Heiyang couldn't even recite it silently in his heart or think about it in his mind, nor did he want to do it.

When facing Hongli, Heiyang is always consistent.

His heart was far from being as calm as his words expressed; quite the contrary, the tiger in his heart was craving for love and roaring non-stop, but he was afraid that his sharp teeth and claws would hurt the people he cherished, so he forced himself to stay where he was.

This feeling is actually not very painful, but rather somewhat magical, making Heiyang realize all the time that there is someone whose every frown and smile touches his heartstrings.

If I have to describe this feeling, it would probably be itchy.

Just let it be, it will happen sooner or later...

The two of them convinced themselves in this way, pretending not to care, but they acted a little childish and ridiculous. The immature love made people feel a little overwhelmed.

Heiyang quietly savored this feeling. He knew that this was also a beautiful memory in his life, and he didn't think there was anything shameful about it.

When children grow up and look back at their own "dark history" and "middle school remarks", many people will feel ashamed.

Heiyang didn't feel much ashamed, maybe because he was still childish, or maybe because he was looking at himself from the perspective of an outsider.

It is also possible that he never thought it was something to be ashamed of. He used to think he was very handsome like that. Now... Ha, I was so handsome before!

When we were children, our imaginations were so rich and the world in our eyes was so colorful. Whatever we did was unconventional and whatever we said was creative and pioneering thinking.

A group of people who have been defeated by reality and whose hearts have gradually become numb have lost their "unrealistic daydreams" and the ability to fantasize. How can they have the nerve to turn around and laugh at others' "middle school immaturity" and "naivety"?

“You have to face reality”

“You know this is impossible.”

“This is complete nonsense.”

Because his own imaginary kingdom has collapsed, he wants to knock down others' as well, so that they can be exposed to the so-called cruel reality like himself and accept the so-called beating of society.

Train the tiger cub into a sheep and then throw it into a pack of wolves.

It’s just because I have seen too much white since I was a child, so when I first saw gray, I thought it was the extreme black.

If the price of maturity is the loss of happiness and imagination, then what is the purpose of maturity?

Do your part to make the world a better place?

But because of my existence, there is one more unhappy person in this world, isn't it?

Wandering like this, those who tore down other people's kingdoms tried to build new houses to resist the coldness of reality and called it faith.

……

Heiyang believed that since his life was still flowing, he should enjoy everything in his life with all his heart - and suffering was added later.

Two pairs of dull, lifeless fish eyes, as if they didn't care about anything, as if they didn't pay attention to anything.

But in fact, they are the most sensitive people. They don't want to move their bodies, but their minds can't stop wandering.

They approach and explore the world cautiously, afraid of offending others with every move, and the unfamiliar environment makes them feel uneasy.

So they choose not to do it and they won’t go wrong. They won’t take a single step forward before their comfort zone collapses.

Even continue to reinforce your comfort zone and make it unbreakable.

The price you pay is that it is difficult to grow. Without change, even after many years you may still be the same as you were at the beginning.

Heiyang didn't want to think too much, he just wanted to be happy.

He could have found some high-sounding reasons, saying it was hard to move to his hometown, saying he had never forgotten his original aspiration, saying he had a pure heart...

He was too lazy to find excuses, so who could he tell?

So, I lay flat, motionless, without any ambition...

Ah, now that I think about it, Tao Yuanming seems to be a lazy person too...

He couldn't change that era, and he couldn't change the world, so he might as well go back...

Arrogant thoughts popped up in Heiyang's mind, extreme self-conceit and extreme inferiority kept alternating in his heart, but the expression on his face remained unchanged.

Yes, he cannot change the whole world, but he can change another world. For example, the girl next to him is his world.

Heiyang was in a state of confusion and could only distract himself by opening the gift box.

Ah, the second one is also purple. My condition today is ridiculously bad...

"actually……"

Hongli rubbed Heiyang's legs and suddenly squeezed out a word, speaking in a low voice.

"Actually, you can give it a try. I'm wearing a bra and all... There's nothing to be shy about, right?"

"Ah, yes..."

The corners of Heiyang's mouth rose slightly, and all thoughts in his mind disappeared. He could feel the girl's soft hand on his leg, hear her beating heart, her breathing, and the sound of blood flowing. The warmth around him made him feel at ease.

The third one, gold, is a little more normal.

The fourth one, gold, the feel is gradually returning.