As a result, it is possible to achieve success.

But the reality is, if I only rely on my own talent, it will be difficult for me to be selected by the Five Elements Sect to become a disciple - I was stuck at the first step of the plan!

If there is someone blocking me or hindering me, I just need to remove the obstacle.

But the problem lies in talent, and I don’t even know how to make up for it!

I know that because of your face, Sister Hongli, Aunt Hongling told me that entering the Five Elements Sect is not a difficult thing...but what about after that?

I am unqualified to begin with, so even if I get in through connections, the gap will probably only get bigger.

Sister, you become the leader in one year, but I might be persuaded to quit or be at the bottom in one year.

Waste my time, accomplish nothing, and then go home and continue to rely on my parents for support... I would feel so guilty!

But my parents said, it’s okay, just be happy! We can support you!

This is not the point!

The key is that I also want to give back to them!

Otherwise, what was the point of all my efforts over the years?

Have the past ten years of my life been meaningless?

Should I just accept my fate and admit that I'm not cut out for this?

I don’t want it! I don’t want it! I don’t know!

But I can’t do it. I really can’t do it. I’ve tried so hard for a long time but I still can’t do it!

But the nicer they were to me and the more open-minded they appeared, the more pressure I felt.

It would be better to be scolded, that way I would feel better...

I am very confused now and have a lot to say to others, but when my parents try to talk to me and find a solution, I become extremely resistant.

I felt like I was trapped on an uninhabited island, constantly sending out distress signals and throwing out bottles, hoping that someone would see and find me.

As a result, when I saw a boat passing by from afar on the island, I panicked and hid in the bushes...

I want to be saved, but I don’t want to interact with anyone. I feel very conflicted. I feel like I’m being pushed into a desperate situation by myself…”

Hong Qiao put her arms on the table and buried her face in her arms. Hong Li sat next to her and touched her cousin's head.

"So, you came to your sister to rescue you?"

"I don't know...I really don't know..."

Hong Qiao said in a trembling voice: “I can’t sleep, I haven’t been able to sleep for a long time.

There seemed to be a sound in my ear, like some music. After listening for a long time, I realized it was a meaningless auditory hallucination.

When I close my eyes I have nightmares and my mind is filled with negative emotions.

I knew I was sick, and I thought if anything happened to me, my parents would be sad...

The more I thought about it, the more anxious I became. I was about to go crazy...

I even began to imagine things that hadn’t happened, and started to scare myself, like my realm suddenly regressed instead of improving, or that I suddenly became seriously ill, and everything went to waste just like that…

In fact, some time ago I felt heart pain, my heart was beating very fast, I felt short of breath, and I was sweating...

I was terrified because I often heard people say that the heart is a very important part of the body. Even if there is no problem with it normally, it can be fatal if there is one. I am afraid of death!

I cried and went to my parents, and they took me to see a doctor. The doctor said that there was nothing wrong with my heart, it was just a heart disease...

My parents were relieved, but I felt like I had caused unnecessary trouble to the family.

I...I...I..."

"If Heiyang had half of your understanding and hard work..."

Hong Li showed her half-moon eyes: "I just treated him as a parasite, and was happily kept at home by him without moving..."

"elder sister……"

Hong Qiao raised her head, her eyes red with tears: "What should I do? I feel like there is no way forward in life..."

"That's not something you can say. How old are you?"

Hong Li frowned and said, "Don't be afraid, I have my sister. In the Qi Refining Stage, you can just use resources to accumulate. In the Foundation Establishment Stage, the comprehension of supernatural powers depends on your brain. Talent is not the determining factor.

And I heard there are also natural treasures that can improve talents, I can help..."

"But in this case..."

Hong Qiao sobbed and said, “Won’t it just cause trouble for my sister?

In this way, wouldn't it be that I'm no longer relying on my parents but relying on my sister? What's the difference? So I'm still a burden!"

Hong Li: "???"

This is yesterday's...

(End of this chapter)

Chapter 275: There was a pot of boiled water on the table less than three meters away from me, but I almost died of thirst

"nailed it?"

The moment Heiyang appeared in the room, Hongli noticed him.

She looked at her boyfriend, who hummed.

"The other party is relatively easy to talk to."

Heiyang sat down opposite Hongli and Hongqiao and nodded in affirmation.

"Everyone exchanged polite words, and everything is fine now."

"That's it..."

Hongli raised her eyebrows, I understand.

"what happened?"

Heiyang turned his head to look at Hong Qiao, who was in a bad mood. Although he already had a general understanding of the situation, he still wanted to show some specific concern.

"There's nothing that can't be said."

"Oh, let me tell you."

Hongli waved her hands helplessly, and after a few words she explained everything to Heiyang.

"That's it."

Hongli glanced at Hongqiao helplessly.

"Sister, what can I say? I don't feel like I am in your shoes at all. I don't know how to help you..."

"or……"

Hongli whispered: "I'll brainwash you?"

Red Qiao: “???”

"Uh……"

Hongli explained weakly.

"That's right, you know, soul-searching techniques, puppetry techniques and so on!

Well, your personality is still your personality, and I can help guide your attitude towards this matter a little bit, so that you won’t be upset!

Think about it, isn't psychological counseling essentially hypnosis and brainwashing?

Well, I still have a channel here to contact you with a memory erasure expert, just a spoonful of it... ah!"

"Black Sun!"

Hongli covered her head and looked at Heiyang indignantly: "Why did you hit me on the head!"

"Then who told you to tell nonsense and scare other people's children?"

Hei Yang rolled his eyes, looked at Hong Qiao who was full of question marks, and consoled her, "Don't listen to your sister's lies, psychological counseling is not what she said.

Well, your problem is actually very common. Many children your age have this kind of confusion. "

"Tsk, tsk, tsk, you act like you know so much."

Hongli rolled her eyes and said, "If you can do it, go ahead."

"Tsk tsk..."

Heiyang laughed helplessly. The anxiety in this child has been taken back. Now, it is the part that she originally had.

"How should I put it? Actually, I do understand a little bit..."

Heiyang laughed and retorted: "At least you know more than Mou Li, well, a long illness makes a good doctor!"

"Eh?"

Hongli turned her head to look at Heiyang and blinked, knowing that he was talking about another world again.

As she knew Heiyang's past very well, she could probably guess what happened after hearing this.

I heard that anxiety is more common in that world, and that it is an emotion that can be sold for profit...

"Actually, it's because I haven't been beaten much, everything has been smooth sailing since I was a child, and I don't have the ability to withstand setbacks..."

Heiyang sighed, thinking about how he used to be at the top of his class but his grades had not improved for a while, and it wasn’t even a big exam, the result made him feel like the sky was falling.

"But no one can have smooth sailing. If one is too comfortable when young, and then encounters difficulties, he or she may become devastated and useless..."

"Nonsense!"

Hong Li couldn't help but say, "I wasn't at ease when I was a child? Why didn't I have such troubles?"

"what?"

Heiyang turned his head and looked at Hongli with a puzzled look.

"Haven't you already been destroyed by me?

A dead pig is not afraid of boiling water, why are you so anxious? You are just joining in the fun! "

Hongli: "..."

【Hongli: You are dead.】

【Heiyang: Oh.】

【Hongli: You are already dead.】

【Heiyang: Oh.】

【Hongli: Wait for me! 】

【Hei Yang: Looking forward to it.】

【Hongli: You...】

"Uh, Brother Heiyang, so..."

Hong Qiao secretly glanced at Heiyang's sister who suddenly glared at her with gritted teeth, smiled awkwardly, pretended that she saw nothing, and tried to ask Heiyang, who seemed to be a professional, for advice.

"In that case, should I get beaten more often? Experience more setbacks or something?"

Hong Qiao pointed out: "Just like you and sister Heiyang, you survived in the wild under the cliff for nearly a month in order to save us!

That kind of training and frustration should be able to easily make people grow! "

"Ah, you're still talking about the cliff!"

Hong Li's expression froze, and she said speechlessly: "It's not easy to grow, it's easy to reach the end in one step."

"Well, that's not what I meant. It's a bit too much to ask for trouble..."

Heiyang held his forehead helplessly, his hand slipped down, and he looked at Hong Qiao with his chin in his hand.

"In the final analysis, it's my own shortcomings, coupled with the concern of my family, and the contradiction between wanting to do well and not doing well, isn't that right?"

"Well, that should be it..."

Hong Qiao hesitated, a little unsure, but nodded.

"I was obviously depressed during this period. After my parents noticed it, they even temporarily put aside their work to accompany me...