As a result, it is possible to achieve success.

I don’t feel annoyed with them, nor for any other reason. I just feel that because of my hypocrisy, I have even affected my parents’ normal work, and I feel so sorry for them.”

"The more your family cares about you, the more pressure you feel."

Heiyang concluded: "Is this what you mean?"

"Um...ah no, no, I'm not blaming them or anything, it's just, it's just..."

Hong Qiao whispered, “My parents hope that I can get over it sooner and get back to the way I was before, and I also want to be like I was before.

But words like “get well soon” and “get over it quickly” always make me feel like there’s a countdown above my head, as if I have to adjust my mood within a specified time, otherwise I’ll cause trouble to my parents…”

"Feeling sorry for them?"

Heiyang continued tentatively.

"Ah."

Hong Qiao nodded moodily.

"I understand! I know how to solve it!"

Hong Li raised her hand and replied: "Let your uncle and aunt hang you on the roof and beat you a few more times, then you won't feel sorry for them... Ouch!"

"Black Sun!"

Hongli turned her head angrily and shouted, "Hit me again!"

"Ah."

Heiyang showed his dead eyes and said, "Do you want me to hang you on the roof and beat you a few times?"

"whispering sound."

Hong Li curled her lips: "I'm just giving you an example. If you have the guts, go ahead and beat me. I don't believe you can do it..."

"did you see it?"

Heiyang pointed at Hongli, turned his head and looked at Hongqiao and said, "You should learn from your sister how to be fearless when being favored. Well, learning one-fifth of it should be enough to solve your current anxiety."

"Tsk, tsk, tsk."

Hongli curled her lips in dissatisfaction and looked at Hong Qiao.

"Don't listen to him, Heiyang is good at speaking with hidden agenda.

If you listen to him, you will make mistakes all the time!"

"No matter how good others' advice is, it's just suggestions and guidance. You still need to try to get over your psychological problems on your own. Just treat it as a test!"

Hong Li put her hands on Hong Qiao's shoulders and said seriously, "Too much preaching will annoy people, there is nothing much to say to my brother and sister.

What I can tell you is, just go for it, and wait until you really lose before you think about other things. Before that, as long as you don’t change your original intention, we will always support you unwaveringly! ”

"Well, Xiaoli's meaning is what I mean!"

Hong Qiao walked into Yang Li's house in a daze, and walked out in a daze.

When she reached the door of her house, the sun had just risen and it was early morning. It seemed as if the conversation she had had with her brothers and sisters before was just a dream, which she would wake up from at dawn.

But only Hong Qiao herself understood that compared to herself a few hours ago, she was now more determined and confident, and less timid and uneasy.

The essence of her anxiety comes from responsibility. Responsibility is pressure, but it is also motivation.

My anxious heart is still beating.

Following the beat of her heart, the girl who wanted to grow up began to try to walk out of the drumbeat of her own life.

Even if she loses in the end and will regret it and cry, at least she has started...

Any moment moving towards your dream is worth remembering.

I hope that many years later, there will be a time when I can look back and still want to cheer for myself!

……

“I never thought I could give lectures to people.”

Hongli couldn't help but sigh out loud.

"Thank God you didn't mislead the young people. Childhood probably has the greatest impact on a person, followed by adolescence..."

Heiyang said casually.

“People who usually look optimistic and strong often collapse in just a moment.

I had a classmate who was always laughing and joking, and never looked serious. He would not care about anything that seemed annoying to us. We all discussed it in private, wondering if he had no temper at all.

“And then it collapsed.”

Hongli could easily guess what would happen next.

"You suddenly broke down over some insignificant thing, didn't you?"

"Yes, crying and laughing, with tense muscles and a face full of pain..."

Heiyang said dimly, “Later I realized that he has a people-pleasing personality. He would also get angry when others get angry.

In fact, he was the type with a bad temper and often liked to sulk by himself.

Over time, it finally accumulated to a certain limit, and then... boom!

He later transferred to another school. I wonder if he still cares so much about what people around him think, or if he is still trying to please others somewhere?"

"Let me ask you something first."

Hongli whispered: "The classmate you are talking about should not be you, right?"

"Is it possible that I can't guess it?"

Heiyang said in an unhappy tone: "You tell me if it's me. If you guess wrong, you're done. I'm telling you."

"Ah this..."

Hong Li's mouth twitched, cold sweat dripped down her forehead, and she laughed awkwardly, "Haha, ha, that shouldn't be the case."

"Well, no."

Heiyang seemed to hear a sigh of relief, and said, "I'm busy doing my homework, so I don't have time to socialize."

"Ah this..."

Hongli had a complicated expression and whispered, "Xiaoyang is so pitiful, come here and let mommy hug you again..."

"Don't move."

Hei Yang said speechlessly: “Don’t worry about those things, I will tell you later when I have time. Let’s get back to the topic of my cousin.

She is actually only a year younger than us, and we don’t have much more life experience than her. What we think is right may not necessarily be right, so I said I was afraid of misleading young people.”

"What about me? What about me?"

Hongli's eyes widened: "Hongli's childhood was dominated by you, and then her adolescence was also dominated by you, and after that... my entire life was ruined by you!

Why don't you think about misleading the students, you damned fellow!"

"You don't count..."

Heiyang whispered: "You have never been on the right path at all..."

"Humph!"

Hongli snorted: "Nonsense, sister has always been on the right path!"

"Black Sun Avenue?"

"Not straight enough?"

"Positive! So many positives! Positives all over the body!"

"Grass."

Hongli almost couldn't catch her breath.

"Climb, climb, crawl!"

"Tsk tsk..."

Heiyang chuckled and said nothing more.

"Besides, you don't have to worry so much about what Qiao Qiao said."

Hong Li shook her head and spread her hands, saying, "This kid isn't someone without his own opinion. He just walked into a dead end and turned around to get out."

"That's not necessarily..."

Heiyang paused, frowned and supported Hongli's arm.

"I told you not to move. Stand still and let me measure your size. Do you still want new clothes?"

"Okay, okay, I'll do as you say. So have you measured it?"

Hongli stretched out her arms and said to her boyfriend behind her with a look of despair: "You just made clothes for me a few days ago, and now you want to measure my measurements again?

Haha, I suspect you just want to take advantage of me!"

"Don't be so mean, do I need to make excuses for taking advantage of you?"

Heiyang showed a disdainful expression and patted Hongli: "Turn around."

"Ow."

Hongli curled her lips and turned around to face Heiyang: "So what? Have I grown bigger again?"

"Why worry about size all the time? I don't think there's anything wrong with that."

Heiyang patted Hongli's head and said casually, "It's fine as long as it's convenient for you. The right one is more important."

"what……"

Hongli had dead eyes and didn't believe it at all.

"If you don't mind the size, then why do you keep measuring this side? Ha, man!"

"Is it necessary to lie to you?"

Heiyang remained calm and said, "I was careless last time. There were some problems with the size, otherwise it wouldn't have been torn.

Practice makes perfect. This time I made a slight change. Well, it won’t look any different.

But it should be much easier to use later, and you won’t have to worry about it getting torn.”

"whispering sound."

Hongli showed disdain: "Don't blame the uneven road for your poor performance, just be clumsy."

"Oh, yes, yes, my hands are clumsy, my hands are clumsy."

Heiyang snorted, "Then you, Xiaoli, who is very skillful, should make the clothes yourself. After all, my hands are too clumsy. If the clothes I make are too big and don't fit, it will be a joke and bring shame to you."

"whispering sound."

Hong Li showed a disdainful expression, bowed her head and admitted her mistake: "I was wrong, Brother Heiyang, don't bother with me!"

"not enough."

"I'll cook for you in a bit and give you a meal as a reward!"

"make a deal!"

Heiyang agreed decisively.

"But then again."

Heiyang was a little confused: "Do we have food reserves at home?"

"Yes, yes. I helped my mom stuff a bunch of stuff into the storage bag in the kitchen, but it's useless."

Hongli sighed, “Okay, I admit that I’m a little craving for a proper meal myself.

After the first month of the lunar year is over and my relatives have gone back to their own homes, I will go back to my parents’ home to have a meal! "

"You can actually cook three meals a day at home."

Heiyang made a funny expression: "By the way, do my share too."

"Don't even think about it. Three meals a day, is that going to kill you?"

Hongli decisively refused: "I can still consider it if I eat every three days!"