Teacher Daxiang, let’s form a lifelong band!

fine......

However, Yutenji Ruomai, who was crying silently, did not notice that Lu Lian, who was holding her, had a strange expression on her face at this time.

Although he had been comforting Yutiansi Ruomai with his hands, there was no warmth or tenderness in Lu Lian's eyes at this moment, only indifference and hatred.

Sister Miao Meng, of course I want to stay with you.

If I didn't stay by your side, how could I have seen the regretful expression on your face after you found out that your elder brother was married to someone else?

If I don't stay by your side, how can I witness your helpless and miserable situation in the future?

If I don't stay by your side, how can I have the chance to push you into the abyss with my own hands the moment before you are on the verge of collapse?

You said, right?

(PS: Updates before 10 o'clock will be counted as the th.)

Volume 4: Chapter : Huang Mei Finally Lost (K)

[Huang Mei did win, but you didn't lose either.]

You spent four years trying to warm up a block of ice, and you succeeded, but you didn't expect that there was a large piece of stone hidden under the melted ice.

"Goodbye, Miss Yutenji."

【You broke up with Yutenji Wakamugi. 】

You thought breaking up would make you very painful, but when you actually said this, you realized that all the pain was actually built before you said this.

【"it's over."】

You bought a train ticket to leave Tokyo overnight. After packing your things, you boarded the train silently without telling anyone.

[Tokyo no longer has any meaning to you. You plan to spend your life somewhere else.]

[Of course you knew the feelings that Toyokawa Shoko and Yawata Kailing had for you, but it was precisely because of this knowledge that you decided to leave quietly.]

[After all, you've been blinded once. Before, you were devoted to Yutenji Wakamu, and rejected the love of these two people. Now you are just a failure in love. You don't think you are qualified to seek love from these two people again.]

On the train, you sent a message to your sister, telling her that you were planning to live in seclusion in the countryside of Kyushu, and then you looked out the window.

The drive from Tokyo to Kyushu is long enough to allow you to slowly admire the night view along the way, to slowly reminisce about many things, and to have enough time to completely forget Yutenji Wakamugi.

The train slowly moved along, and as the sky turned pale, this journey, which had been incredibly long yet so meaningful to you, finally came to an end.

You've arrived.

Arriving in the countryside of Kyushu, you quickly used your savings to buy a ready-made property. Kyushu is quite remote, and since you specifically chose the countryside, the house wasn't expensive.

You spent the better part of a day tinkering with the property issue, and finally, at dusk the next day, you finally finished sorting out the mess.

After taking a quick photo of the countryside outside the window and sending it to your sister, you, tired from the day, closed your eyes and lay down on the floor of the house.

The floor of the old-style house is covered with a woven straw mat. It's a bit old, but it's very comfortable to lie on.

Having not eaten all day, you had planned to lie down for a while before getting up to get something to eat. However, as soon as you lay down, you were overwhelmed by sleepiness. The country breeze blew through the house and hit your face, and you seemed to fall asleep.

[While you were half asleep, you seemed to hear ethereal music ringing in your ears. The song is called "Tomoe Sora"]

You had a dream, a very long dream.

In your dream, Yutenji Wakamai didn't choose her path as a diva, and she didn't lie to you. She and you came to this countryside together, and you opened a mediocre restaurant. Yutenji Wakamai took over your pen and became a writer in your place.

[Yutenji Wakamugi's writing may not have been very good at first, but as time went on, she gradually became a very capable writer.]

[You don't pursue a life of luxury, you no longer need to seek recognition from others, and you don't have to worry about trivial matters. In the quiet countryside, you and your lover spend your life peacefully and happily. You and she are young together, grow old together, and finally accept death together.]

If so, that would be great.

[But at the end of the dream, you saw from a third-person perspective that it was all just a movie, just your beautiful fantasy, just the last bit of emotion you retained for the person you once loved.]

[Some people, once missed, will never come back. This dream is your final farewell to Yutenji Wakamu.]

[In your dream, you waved goodbye to your dream self and Yutenji Wakamu.]

【Goodbye, Sister Miaomeng. 】

【No......】

[It should be Ms. Yutenji Wakamugi. ]

Goodbye, Miss Yutenji, and my cowardice.

【梦醒了。】

You slowly open your eyes. What you see is not the ceiling you imagined, but a beautiful face.

【"woke up?"】

【A gentle voice reaches your ears. 】

【"?"】

[Seeing this face, you were stunned for a moment. This face that appeared before you should never have appeared.]

"Did you sleep well? Did you feel uncomfortable?"

【Are you feeling uncomfortable? 】

You paused for a moment.

[It was then that you realized that the pillow you were resting on wasn't the straw mat you had before you slept on, but something softer.]

"How long have I slept?" you asked softly.

“I don’t know. You were asleep when Xiangzi and I arrived.”

"When did you get here?" As you answered, you smelled a delicious aroma—the aroma of food.

"I just arrived this morning." Hachiman Kailing answered truthfully.

[“Morning?” You paused for a moment, then looked out the window. Only then did you realize it was already dusk.]

“Did I sleep all day and all night?”

"Yeah." Hearing your mumbling, Hachiman Kailing nodded.

"That's really lucky. No one else came to our house during the whole day and night. This is what the countryside is like," you sighed.

[No wonder that dream was so long. It turns out you slept for a whole day and a whole night.]

"Sleeping all day and night without locking the door after moving in is definitely something you, Lu Li, would do." Seeing your expression improve, Hachiman Hailing laughed along with you.

"How did you find this place?"

[Now that she's awake, you're naturally embarrassed to continue resting your head on Hachiman Kailing's legs. But just as you were about to change the subject and get up from her lap, she held you down.]

"Lie down for a while. Xiangzi is cooking. It will be ready soon." Yawata Kailing said softly. Then, she answered your question: "Ren told us. She also showed us the photos you sent. We found her based on the photos."

[No wonder you could smell the delicious aroma. It turns out Xiangzi was cooking.]

"It's hard to find, isn't it?" you said.

Because you didn't give your sister a specific address, you just told her you were in the countryside of Kyushu, and then gave her a photo. With just that, you really couldn't have imagined that Toyokawa Shoko and Hachiman Kailing would come looking for you.

Hachiman Kailing looked at your face and said seriously, "It's difficult, but it's not hard either. As long as you really want to find it, no matter how difficult it is, you can find it."

Hearing the hidden meaning in Hachiman Kailing's words, you were stunned for a moment, then you smiled: "If you found me so easily, wouldn't it be pointless for me to hide?"

"I don't think it's meaningless. After all, we proved that we would come, didn't we?"

【“…”】

[You are silent. 】

"I'm not worthy of you." You sighed.

"I've decided to stop writing. I don't want to do any of that anymore, whether it's composing lyrics or light novels. I'm tired."

You are really tired. If you weren't tired, you wouldn't have left Tokyo.

【"Stop if you're tired. We'll be there for you."】

"Even though I'm a loser?" Your voice was filled with self-mockery.

Hachiman Kailing shook her head: "You have never been a loser."

How can liking someone, loving someone, be described as failure or success?

"Lu Li, do you still remember what I said to you on the day of Miss Youtian Temple's concert?"

“Yes, I remember.”

[Of course you remember that sentence. Hachiman Kailing said that she hoped you would be happy. And at that time, you also swore to Hachiman Kailing that you would definitely be happy.]

"I'm sorry, Hailing, I wasn't able to live happily with Yutenji Wakami."

You apologized to Hachiman Kailing because you did break your promise. You didn't live happily with Yutenji Wakami as you had promised her.

"Yes." Hachiman Kailing nodded and asked, "Do I win? Now can I make my request?"

"Alright, but didn't we say before that the loser has to agree to the terms?"

"Since it's an agreement, if it's broken, there should be a penalty, right?" Hachiman Kailing said matter-of-factly.

"Yeah, that's true. So, even if I lose, I'll give you a condition. Tell me what you want. Besides returning to the band and writing light novels again, anything else is fine." You replied with a smile.

"Really? Anything other than returning to the band and writing light novels again?"

"Yeah, really. As long as I can do it. Of course, if you ask me to commit seppuku, I will refuse. I don't want to die yet." You joked.

"I see..." After hearing your words, Hachiman Kailing seemed to be lost in thought.

After a few seconds, Hachiman Hailing asked, "Lu Li, do you want to return to Tokyo in the future?"

【Return to Tokyo?】

You were stunned for a moment when you heard this question, but then you realized that Hachiman Kailing was asking if you were still missing someone.

You shook your head: "I can't go back, and I don't want to go back. I already said goodbye to her in my dream last night."

"Well, now that we've said goodbye, shouldn't you turn around and look at the person behind you?"

[You know what Hachiman Kairin meant.]

"I can't give you anything, and you have your own band and your own life. It's not worth wasting your time on me."

[You know, Toyokawa Shoko's band is already very good. Although it hasn't reached the level of Yutenji Wakami, it is already a successful professional band. Both Toyokawa Shoko and Yawata Kairin are excellent women. As someone who lost half to Huang Mei, you don't really have the qualifications to touch them.]

"Whether it's worth it or not is up to us to decide. Besides, isn't time meant to be reserved for the ones you love? If you can give Miss Yutenji five years, we can naturally give you five years as well."

"But you gained nothing in these five years." You sighed.

What you didn't expect was that Hachiman Kailing's tone was incredibly firm: "But we still have a lot of five years to gain!"

【“Will there be?” You were stunned. 】

“It will happen.”

[Hachiman Kairin nodded, and then, while you were still trying to react, she took the initiative to move your body towards her, and you lay in her arms.]

Hachiman Kailing lowered her head, her eyes meeting yours, her tone inexpressibly serious: "The five years you lost, Xiangzi and I will spend countless five years helping you regain them."

"Is this a promise?" you ask.

"Okay." Hachiman Kailing nodded.

"So how do we resolve this agreement?" Your tone became much more relaxed.

Noticing the change in your expression, Hachiman Kailing gave you a gentle look: "Don't give up on this one, we'll both win."

[After Hachiman Kailing said this, you and Hachiman Kailing smiled at each other. Then, just as you were about to say something, suddenly, another voice came to your ears.]

"Hai Ling, Lu Li, it's time for dinner!"

[Your gaze converges on the source of the sound. You see Toyokawa Shoko, wearing an apron. She's holding a spoon and smiling at you and Hachiman Kailing.]

[Seeing Toyokawa Shoko appear at this time, you realized that she must have been peeking at you and Yawata Kailing from the corner.]

"Xiangzi, what are we having for dinner tonight?" Feeling a little embarrassed, you quickly sat up from Hachiman Kailing's arms and stood up.