Re:Zero: Starting from the Great Transformation

Just sitting next to me, waiting silently for me to speak.

I spent three minutes thinking about this.

Then I had no choice but to give up.

No, I can't calm down and think.

Because Sarah was sitting next to him, his heart was beating fast.

It's also strange to say.

Obviously, we had had opportunities like this before to be alone together and so close, but my heart never beat as fast as it does now.

Is it because my brain has changed?

No, now is not the time to think about that.

Anyway, let’s lay our cards on the table.

“…Sarah.”

"Ok?"

"Um...when I said I was leaving soon, I actually lied to you. At the time...I hadn't thought anything through and rashly used that excuse to get away with it. I'm truly sorry."

"..."

Sarah was stunned.

I didn't wait for her response and continued:

"Actually, I've been vaguely aware of your feelings for me before, but I wasn't ready to accept anyone back then. It wasn't until recently that I realized my thoughts had changed. I've developed feelings for you that go beyond friendship, probably because you're so charming... But even so, I still feel like I can't reciprocate your feelings."

"……Why?"

Sarah asked hesitantly.

I pursed my lips.

"Because I have an unknown mission. One day... I'm not sure why, nor when, maybe even decades away. But if that day comes, I'm afraid I will choose to leave you behind."

"In other words..."

"I can't promise you that I'll be with you forever."

"Besides, I have a special physique. If you stay with me, you might not be able to have children."

"So I……"

The more I spoke, the drier my throat became and the hoarseer my voice became.

I feel like I'm really shameless.

He clearly knew his own situation but still came to say such things to Sarah, leaving her with a difficult choice.

This is really outrageous.

But even so.

Love between two people should not end in vain.

Even if the final result is disintegration, it should be decided by both parties.

I can't deny it.

Even at this point, I still have expectations in my heart.

I hope Sarah can accept all this unreasonableness and continue to treat me kindly...

at this time.

Sarah's hand suddenly fell on the back of my hand.

The soft and cool touch made me subconsciously look up at her.

Then he met her clear blue eyes.

Eyes facing each other.

My heart was beating faster and faster.

It was beating so powerfully that it seemed to burst out of my chest.

Not just the eyes.

And the nose, lips, cheeks...

I couldn't help but look at her.

Especially her rosy lips, which gradually enlarged in front of my eyes, as if getting closer and closer...

"—"

When I came to my senses.

I had already gathered Sarah into my arms.

Sarah lost her usual reserve and kissed me passionately.

I closed my eyes and responded to her feelings.

As my hands subconsciously wandered over her soft and slender body, she began to twist restlessly in my arms, as if trying to release endless passion and desire.

No one spoke, and no one needed to speak.

Before I knew it, the buttons of my clothes were undone.

Jacket, shirt, underwear, pants, shoes...

Sarah's and my clothes began to fall to the ground.

suddenly.

I held Sarah's hand, my voice hoarse and dry:

"You can...you don't have to take off your socks."

"..."

Sarah rolled her eyes at me.

Her seductive eyes made the flames in my heart rise.

So I couldn't hold it in any longer.

soon.

The only sounds in the room were my and Sarah's increasingly heavy breathing.

This continued until dawn.

Adventurer Chapter: 41, Today's Magic University

The Kingdom of Ranoa.

The magical city of Shalia.

In a separate room at the Ranoa University of Magic, a girl with long black hair was lying in front of a workbench, concentrating on studying the precious documents she had obtained from Pergius.

She had been in the same position for several hours.

I do not know how long it has been.

suddenly.

A gust of cold wind came in through the gap in the window.

"Ah sneeze——!"

The girl couldn't help but sneeze.

The girl looked up in a trance, and then she noticed that the sun had set and the air outside had become a little cold.

The girl walked to the window, looked at the scenery outside and muttered to herself.

"Another day has passed..."

Research remains difficult to advance.

Several months have passed since I arrived at Ranoa University of Magic. I originally thought that with the knowledge of Perkius, there would be new progress, but the difficulty was far greater than I imagined.

Difficulty 1: Summoning to another world is different from any existing summoning magic.

So far, no one has been able to summon anything from another world, let alone humans, who are forbidden by summoning magic.

Even if one has the basic knowledge of summoning magic, wanting to use it to research summoning to another world is almost like building a castle with bricks. It is feasible in theory, but it will take more than a day or two.

Difficulty 2: Summoning magic requires the use of magic power.

The Seven Stars themselves have no magical powers.

It's more like even if there is magic power, it's not enough.

The amount of magic power required to continuously perform summoning magic was terrifying, far beyond the capacity of a single person. Furthermore, since the research on summoning magic had to be kept secret, hiring someone was not an option.

The only way is to purchase a large number of magic crystals.

For this reason, Qixing had to find a way to make money.

He used the knowledge from his previous life and combined it with magic research to form a patent. He cooperated with the magic workshop to create magic tools for sale, and obtained a corresponding status in the magic guild, earning enough money to support his research.

Every single thing is enough to make you anxious.

However, Shizuka Nanahoshi has to persevere alone.

The research has proceeded to this stage.

She was almost certain.

You are on the right path.

As long as he continued his research in the current direction and achieved results with the help of Pergius, one day... he would be able to truly create a magical device for transferring to another world.

Then you can...

Went home with Ron.

Leave this inexplicable world and get your life back on track.

At best, it was just a somewhat strange experience. Maybe one day in the future I will recall it, but I will never want to do it again. Let everything that happened in this world remain in my memory...

Oh yeah, and Ron.

Nanahashi Shizuka couldn't help but think.

When we return to that world, Ron and I should still be in touch, right?

Although everything that happened in this world will pass, the three years of daily companionship between the two of them are truly real. Even if we return to that world, we should be able to keep in touch...

Perhaps there will be further developments...

Thinking about it.

Qixing felt her face getting hot.

Speaking of which...

I wonder what Ron is doing now?

Although it's already night, given that guy's diligence, he probably won't go to bed so early.

You should still be practicing swordsmanship, right?

Maybe when I see him next time, he will have become super awesome and will even proudly show off to me the achievements he made during the time we were apart.

Then, I can't fall behind either.

Qixing patted his face and cheered himself up again.