I just want a single ending

She believes that the prerequisites for her to create such a song are time and a burst of inspiration.

She had plenty of time, but no inspiration at all.

In other words, she is now destined to be unable to compose a song that can reach the level of a composing genius.

Afterwards, Shiina Riki thought of the bold words he had said in front of everyone in the band not long ago.

'I want to compose a new song!'

Since you're going to compose a new song, you should at least come up with one that's as good as the previous version, right?

Otherwise, what’s the point of re-composing?

But the problem is that she lost her inspiration, and the songs she composed were not even as good as that version.

The moment she realized this problem, Shiina Riki had to face a problem that she had always wanted to avoid.

That is, the limit.

The limits of being a mortal.

As we all know, music composition can be based on inspiration.

Shiina Riki agrees with this statement.

But the problem is, even if I had inspiration, the music I composed was still easily modified by Lena.

In other words, that's her limit.

No matter how hard I try or how inspired I am, the music I compose still doesn't reach the threshold of a composing genius.

At that moment, Shiina Riki faced the reality.

My own efforts are of no use.

She can work hard and can work a thousand times harder than others.

As long as there is a direction and hope, it's fine.

However, Shiina Riki couldn't find the direction to work hard.

Continue to study composition, hoping to surpass Kamikawa Suzu one day?

impossible!

If I can study hard, then can't he study hard too?

And he's a composing genius!

I don’t know how many times faster he is at learning than me.

In other words, as long as Kamikawa Suzu is still around, she will never be the one responsible for composing music for the band.

The gap between geniuses and ordinary people is too big.

As for hope?

That is not hope at all, but despair.

It gave her inspiration and made her feel that she could catch up with the composing genius.

However, the song he composed was only at that level.

I wanted to keep working hard, but the inspiration disappeared.

Instead of this, it would be better not to give her inspiration in the first place.

That way, I can find an excuse.

You say you have no inspiration and that's why you can't compose a suitable song. You are just continuing to deceive yourself.

But now, she had no excuses and no reasons.

We can only accept this reality.

Shiina Riki's eyes finally dimmed completely.

She was not hit by anyone; what really hit her was her own ordinariness.

It made her fully understand that she was just an ordinary person.

After playing the song he composed during a burst of inspiration again, Shiina Tatsuki closed the composition software and uninstalled it.

Anyway, her purpose of learning composition was to use it when she formed a band in the future.

Now the band has been successfully formed, and the band also has the composing genius Kamikawa Susumu in it.

Then why do I need to learn composition again?

Deng wants to form a band for life. If I continue to learn composition with the idea of ​​using it for forming a band in the future, doesn’t it mean that our band will disband?

She didn't want that to happen.

Therefore, it is better for me to give up composing.

From now on, let the composition genius Kamikawa Suzu compose the lyrics for Deng.

The lyrics of Lamp deserve the best.

Since I can't do it myself, I naturally have to hand it over to someone who can.

I will continue to play the drums just like when I was in crychic.

As long as I can be in the same band with the lights, that's fine.

Composition or something is not important at all.

But why did she feel so uncomfortable?

After turning off the computer, Shiina Riki lay weakly on the bed, completely unaware of the mobile phone that was constantly receiving messages.

'When we meet next time, I'll tell everyone that I can't compose a better song.'

'Then I'll hand over the composition to Kamikawa Suzu.'

"I also want to apologize for the mistakes I made during practice."

As she was planning her future, the doorbell suddenly rang.

The sound kept ringing, which made people feel extremely irritated.

Shiina Riki, who was disturbed, stood up, walked out of his room and came to the door.

'A salesman? Or a mischievous child?'

Thinking of this, Shiina Riki looked out the door through the peephole.

"Eh?"

After seeing who was coming, Shiina Riki opened the door with a puzzled look on his face.

Looking at Kamikawa Su, who looked particularly anxious standing at the door, she asked in confusion, "Why are you here again?"

"I'm here to help you."

After looking her up and down, Kamikawa Su said as a matter of course.

Hopefully he wasn't too late.

Chapter 217: How to turn a mortal into a genius?

"help me?"

Hearing his answer, Shiina Riki was very confused.

What is he talking about?

Is there anything I need Kamikawa Su's help with?

She was a little surprised.

"I'm sorry, maybe that was a little abrupt," Shangchuan Su explained in detail. "I'm just a little concerned about you not being okay these past few days, so I wanted to ask what's going on and help you solve the problem you're facing."

"I'm fine... I didn't encounter any difficulties."

Shiina Riki's denial speed was quite fast.

If it was before, she might still need a little help.

But now she has given up composing.

So, not only is there no need for help, but even the difficulties disappear.

What's more, even if I let him help me, how can I make up for the gap in their talents?

There is no way in this world that can make a mortal become a genius.

"Then why didn't you go to school this week?"

Kamikawa Susumu shared the information he had just obtained from Hachiman Kailing.

"Did Hai Ling tell you this again?"

With the experience from last time, Shiina Riki naturally guessed what was going on.

"That's right. After all, you didn't go to school last week, and you haven't gone this week either. It's really worrying." Kamikawa Su admitted directly. "And you even wore your school uniform to practice to prevent us from knowing you skipped classes."

Shiina Riki had nothing to say about Hachiman Kailing's "informing" behavior, let alone blame her.

She told Kamikawa Su that she didn't go to school because she cared about herself and wanted to know what was going on.

After a moment of silence, Shiina Riki made way for the door: "In that case, please come in first. I also have something to tell you."

She had originally planned to wait until the next practice to tell him that she had given up composing.

Now that he has come to you on his own initiative, you should tell him in advance.

"excuse me."

After saying this, Kamikawa Su walked in and followed Shiina Riki to her room again.

Her room was almost unchanged from the last time he came.

It's just that there are more books about composition on the table.

Kamikawa Su looked away and looked at Shiina Tatsuki who was sitting on the bed.

While he was choosing his words, she answered first: "I didn't go to school this week. I stayed at home composing music. I didn't do anything else."

"I can probably guess that's the case. The question is why did you skip classes? And why did you even come to rehearsal in your school uniform without letting us know?"

Kamikawa Su raised his doubts.

"You were planning to write it slowly before, weren't you? But now your actions don't match your words."

Shiina Riki promised: "Don't worry, I will go to class on time starting next week."

"That's good."

Just when Shangchuan Su was about to take the opportunity to ask a few more questions, she continued, "Then, the composition of our band will be handed over to you, and I will just continue to be the drummer."

"What do you mean the composition is left to me?"

Kamikawa Su was a little confused by her words.

"Literally, I'm not going to compose anymore."

Shiina Riki stated this fact very calmly.

This was something she had already thought about and was just telling him now.

"Are you kidding me?" Kamikawa Supo was a little incredulous. "Didn't you say last week that you wanted to compose again? How come you're giving up composing in the blink of an eye?"

"Because I can't compose a better song. The previous song is the best I can do."

Shiina Riki tried hard to pretend that she didn't care and said these words that made her feel uncomfortable.

"Is that the only reason?"

Kamikawa Su vaguely guessed something.

But there is no way to be 100% sure, and further verification is needed.

"Do you need any other reason?" Shiina Riki asked as if it was a matter of course. "You're a composing genius, right?"

"Yes." Kamikawa Suku did not deny it.