I just want a single ending

"After a while, once you've thoroughly mastered composing, you'll surely be able to compose a better song for Deng's lyrics. Then why should I bother composing music?"

It was because of this future and the limits of his own abilities that Shiina Riki chose to give up.

Although she felt extremely uncomfortable, she had already gotten used to it.

Because my sister is also a genius, I have been living and growing up under the aura of my sister's genius since I was a child.

Smart, beautiful, gentle, elegant... these complimentary adjectives can all be used to describe my sister.

The achievements he has made are countless and have received countless praises.

No matter what I did, I couldn't catch up with my sister.

Whether in school or in life, her name is not Shiina Tatsuki, but Shiina Maki's younger sister.

Do you resent your sister for this?

Why hold grudges?

It's clearly my own lack of talent, what does it have to do with my sister who has always been taking care of me tenderly?

I'm just not as good as my sister, what's there to worry about?

I am just not as good as a genius, what is there to worry about?

So, just admit your shortcomings and don’t worry about it.

Anyway, as long as we are a little patient, the band will be able to have better development.

It's not a big deal.

She's used to it.

"Have you completely given up composing for the band?"

Kamikawa Suku didn't expect to hear this answer from her mouth, and confirmed it again in disbelief.

"Yes."

Shiina Riki nodded vigorously.

Now, no matter how he blames or questions her, she can accept it.

She can belittle herself and admit her shortcomings as much as she wants.

All he needs to do is take over the responsibility of composing music and help compose the lyrics for Takamatsu Deng.

"Even though I'm a composing genius, you can still compose music for the band!"

Even after receiving clear confirmation, Kamikawa Suku still tried to persuade.

"Do you think that's possible?" Shiina Riki said bitterly, "My composing skills are not even qualified to be compared with composing geniuses."

"but……"

Kamikawa Su was still not giving up and was about to say something, but Shiina Riki seemed to have made up his mind and said seriously:

"If I tell you everything about my experience composing music recently, can you stop trying to persuade me and just take over the composing duties?"

"Are you sure you want to tell me?"

Kamikawa Su naturally wanted to know.

Because only in this way can we better understand Tatsuki Shiina.

And only then can we try to solve the problem at hand.

"Sure, as long as you agree to my condition." Shiina Riki's request was very simple.

"Well, go ahead."

Kamikawa Suku chose to listen without hesitation.

Because he could clearly see that at this moment, Shiina Riki's heart was dead.

In this situation, you can't worry about unnecessary things.

We must know what is going on and why it has developed to this point.

"Is such that……"

So, Shiina Riki began to tell the story in a low voice.

It’s called telling, but actually, it’s more like confiding.

Kamikawa Su listened attentively, then sat down next to her, asking questions that concerned him from time to time, trying to obtain some additional information as much as possible.

In this way, Shiina Riki revealed information about his sister.

At this point, Kamikawa Su finally figured out what was going on with her.

The answer is actually very simple. Shiina Riki is just inferior, or has a sense of inferiority.

Originally, she had been suppressing the inferiority complex caused by her sister towards Shiina Riki, but she herself ignited the initial spark as a composing genius.

Even though she managed to adjust herself, Lenai just added fuel to the fire.

The final inspiration disappeared, which directly caused a huge explosion.

The inferiority and feelings of inferiority that she had suppressed so deeply suddenly burst out.

What made her become what she is now is what she calls facing reality.

If you want to solve Shiina Riki's problem, you must solve the inferiority and inferiority complex in her heart.

Otherwise she will only get deeper into trouble.

Kamikawa Suku turned his head to look at Shiina Tatsuki who had finished describing his psychological changes.

He felt that she was no longer herself.

Crumbling and extremely fragile.

If you compare her to a little hedgehog, she usually shows her sharp spines, but now she has turned over and exposed her softest belly.

It was only in this special situation that he could hear her truest thoughts.

I really don’t know whether this is a good thing or a bad thing.

But for Kamikawa Su, this is really a bad thing.

He would rather not know Shiina Riki's true feelings than see her become like this.

"Okay, I have nothing more to say."

Perhaps feeling that the silence was too long, Shiina Riki spoke again.

"From now on, you will be the one responsible for composing music for our band."

"Are you sure you want to give me the role of composer for the band?" Kamikawa Suzu asked her.

"determine."

Shiina Riki's answer was very firm.

"Then after I become a composer, it doesn't matter what kind of music I compose?"

"of course."

"Even if the music I composed is good, you wouldn't mind?"

"The better the tune, the better for the band, so why should I mind?"

"You really don't want to be the band's composer anymore?"

Shiina Riki said in annoyance, "I've told you countless times that I've given up composing. Stop asking me over and over again."

"sorry."

Kamikawa Supo apologized to her and took out his cell phone from his pocket.

“There’s a tune I’d like you to hear for this.”

"What song?" asked Shiina Tatsuki in confusion.

"I have a friend who is very talented in composing music, even more talented than me. When I was chatting with him some time ago, we talked about composing music. Then he had nothing to do, so he composed the music for "Ishizuku Sora" and also arranged the music."

Kamikawa Su found the song he had composed a few days ago and added another source to the origin of the song.

That’s right, his friend refers to himself in the learning card state.

I'm so tired, so alone

"Better than a composing genius like you?"

When he heard this, Shiina Riki's body trembled instinctively.

She couldn't even compare to the talent of the composing genius Kamikawa Suku, let alone someone who was even more talented than him.

"Yes," Kamikawa Su replied affirmatively. "Since you just said that the better the music, the better it is for the band, then you wouldn't mind listening to this piece and giving your opinion?"

"OK."

Even now, Tatsuki Shiina has given up composing.

But she still wanted to know what kind of existence could surpass the level of genius.

"sorry."

Before the broadcast, Kamikawa Supo once again apologized to Shiina Tatsuki.

Before she could react, he clicked play.

Then, the whole room was filled with the "Ichi Shizuku Sora" produced in the learning card state.

To be honest, Kamikawa Su had never expected to listen to this song with other people.

Especially since that person is Tatsuki Shiina.

After all, his original intention in producing this song was to keep it privately for listening to alone.

As mentioned earlier, when Shiina Riki heard the song "Ichishizuku Sora", it was a murder against her self-confidence.

And this is exactly Kamikawa Su's purpose.

He "killed" Shiina Riki's self-confidence with his own hands.

If she still has any.

From the conversation and situation just now, we can draw a conclusion.

That is, Shiina Riki seems to have accepted the reality that he is a mortal.

His persuasion was of no use at all.

He also expressed his inner journey in a self-destructive manner.

In other words, ordinary methods have no effect on Shiina Riki.

Therefore, he had to do something ruthless.

Since she said she accepted reality, how would she react to hearing this song?

If she doesn't react at all, it really means that she has truly accepted the reality.

I can only find another way.

But if she reacts in an inappropriate way, it means that she has not actually accepted reality as she said.

In other words, he picked up a gun and fired a shot in a seemingly empty place.

If the shot missed, nothing would happen.

But if it hits Shiina Riki, then everything will be uncertain.

Although I don't want to admit it, sometimes you have to break down before you can build up.

"Kill" her self-confidence?

No, it is to "kill" the ordinary Shiina Riki!

He has already thought of a solution.

As long as Tatsuki Shiina hasn't given up composing, it can be saved.

Soon, the song ended.

"..."