I'm writing a diary in Zongman

Fujiwara Chika nodded decisively.

She didn't know much about things like mysteries, so it was obviously the right thing to let Amemiya talk to Kaguya at this time.

After saying that, Fujiwara Chika pushed Amemiya towards Kaguya.

He pulled Hayasaka Ai, who looked stunned, out of the room, leaving behind a sentence:

"Amamiya, you need to enlighten Kaguya."

"It's just a mistake, don't take it to heart."

At this moment, Shinomiya Kaguya, who had just been staring at Fujiwara Chika with resentment, has regained her clarity. Where is the trace of resentment in those eyes?

Even faced with this sudden change, there was a hint of inexplicable surprise on Kaguya Shinomiya's face.

It was at this moment that Shinomiya Kaguya once again confirmed the fact that she and Fujiwara were good friends.

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Chapter 178 "The Past"

The two of them sat in the room speechless for a long time.

Amamiya Ren tried hard to take the initiative, and then he spoke:

"Shinomiya-san... do you like me?"

The sudden zero-frame start caused Kaguya Shinomiya's brain to temporarily crash.

"Amamiya-san, why do you suddenly have that idea?"

At this moment, even without looking in the mirror, Kaguya Shinomiya knew that her expression was definitely very stiff.

"Hmm... Actually, I just thought of that."

When Amamiya Ren looked at Shinomiya's expression, her suspicions about herself became even stronger.

"Before this club activity, you weren't affected by any emotions."

"Based on my knowledge and understanding of your personality, you definitely won't be overly excited in your first battle."

"You have unimaginable talent, and you also have enough conditions to test your abilities."

“You may not know your upper limit, but you can control your lower limit.”

Amamiya Ren has some knowledge of Shinomiya, so he can give a very affirmative answer.

“If you can’t control your maximum output, you will keep the output within your controllable range.”

"But at the end, you lose some control."

"This is not your level, so I think someone must have influenced you."

Finally, we got the original conclusion of 337.

Amamiya Ren looked at Shinomiya Kaguya who was dodging around because of her guilty conscience.

"The only answer is me and Fujiwara."

"But I'm sure it won't be Fujiwara!"

This gave Kaguya Shinomiya an opportunity to talk nonsense.

"Amamiya-san, why do you say it couldn't be Fujiwara?"

These words made Amamiya Ren look at Shinomiya Kaguya even more strangely.

"Because I'm very familiar with the relationship between you and Fujiwara in the story."

"Although Fujiwara often affects your mentality and often makes your brain crash, it's not just her who is causing this. It's through her interaction with another person that she has a huge impact on you."

"Now I'm the one interacting with Fujiwara."

"And you're still affected by this... Actually, I wanted to play dumb, but I'm really not very good at acting."

Okay, forget about this!

Shinomiya Kaguya's eyes went dark in an instant.

She didn't know how she came off in the story, but she had never reacted like that in front of Guild President Shirogane before.

But who knew that kind of reaction would be replicated in front of Amemiya-san.

No wonder he reacted immediately.

"I……"

At this moment, Kaguya Shinomiya really crashed, just like a stuck typewriter, she could only type one word countless times.

Seeing this, Amamiya Ren also knew that this was her own problem.

Although he really didn't know what kind of behavior had melted the iceberg of Kaguya Shinomiya's shell, the current situation seemed to be like this.

Amamiya Ren walked forward and came in front of Shinomiya Kaguya.

"Shigong, let's talk about this issue."

Faced with Amamiya Ren's sincere invitation, Shinomiya Kaguya finally responded even though her computer was down.

"Ah."

The two found a chair in the room and sat opposite each other.

The two people sitting opposite each other were speechless for a moment.

"Shigong, how did you fall in love with me?"

"Eh?"

Shinomiya Kaguya's emotions and facial temperature, which had just stabilized, showed signs of rising again.

"Calm down first, I'm just a little curious."

"I personally don't have a very good opinion of myself, which is probably due to the 16 years of my life in my previous life and this life."

Amamiya Ren first stabilized Shinomiya Kaguya's emotions, and then began to talk about her own affairs.

"In my previous life, I was just an ordinary person. My appearance and height were probably average."

"My mom always said I was very cute when I was little, and she even took wedding photos of me when I was little, but I don't see what was so cute about it myself."

"In middle school, high school, and college, I was always the one who was easily bullied, so I wouldn't cause trouble for myself, otherwise I would be the one being bullied."

"After leaving university and entering society, I didn't have any so-called special skills. I wasn't good at studying, and my abilities weren't up to par. Plus, I didn't like talking."

“There was almost no place in society at the time for an introvert like me, so I stayed home.”

"Although I stayed at home, during those years of studying, I still developed an interest in writing erotic novels at school."

"I was thinking about writing a novel."

“And then I just kept going down this road.”

Amamiya Ren couldn't help but miss her past self.

Shinomiya Kaguya also listened carefully. This was the first time that Shinomiya talked about her past life.

“The first time I got paid for something I wrote, I was really happy.”

“It’s just that because I always write about things I like, my audience isn’t very large.”

"Because I've been on this path, I have less contact with the outside world."

"I can't remember exactly when I died in my previous life."

"Maybe it's because the dead don't know if they are really dead."

“But when I was alive, I knew it very clearly.”

"When I opened my eyes, I already had self-awareness, and I could feel the cold. I even realized that I was a baby."

That was truly a magical cognition and feeling. Amamiya Ren now felt it was truly magical, but also helpless.

"The feeling of panic and helplessness made me feel very uncomfortable. Any sound I made would turn into crying."

"Until I can no longer make any sound, I can only accept that I am a newborn baby."

"I was raised in an orphanage, and I remember everything."

"When I was 10, the orphanage closed down. At 11, I started looking for jobs somewhere between permitted and prohibited, looking for bosses who would sympathize with children."

"I should say I'm pretty lucky. I've always been treated specially."

"Perhaps that village in the countryside isn't such a restless place."

"After I made some money, I started renting a house in the countryside and lived, worked and studied at the same time."

"Although I'm not very good at studying yet, I still have some foundation from the past, so I can probably use it to cope with the subjects at that stage."

"I lived like this until I was 15, when I got the diary."

“The ordinary me began to come into contact with the extraordinary world.”

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Chapter 179 This is what Amamiya thinks

Amamiya Ren seemed to remember the day a year ago when her mind went blank the moment she saw the diary. She couldn't imagine how an ordinary person like her who was lucky enough to have a chance to be reborn could continue to be favored by luck.

"My mind was completely blank at that time. I couldn't imagine how someone as ordinary as me could be blessed with luck a second time."

“So, I didn’t use it at first.”

"As someone with only ordinary consciousness, I don't believe there are any benefits that fall from the sky in this world."

"It took a year to settle down, and that was the time when I was going from junior high school to high school."

"There weren't any good high schools in that small village, so I came to a big city closer to the village, Beihua City, in the suburbs of Tokyo."

"This is a city with a high incidence of homicides. Because of this, I've heard that rents are very cheap in some parts of the city."

"It was only after I arrived in Beika City and found my current house that I noticed the name of the school I was enrolled in was Teitan High School."

"That's when I realized I had been reborn into an incredible world."

"At that time, I was wondering if there was any involvement from other worlds."

"And then just randomly searching the internet, I found a lot of stuff."

"All those first and last names that were once just in the stories are now there."

"After deciding on the name of Sanqianyuan, I knew this world wasn't simple. That's why I turned my attention to the diary that has been with me even when I'm not with it for a year."

The world of the God of Death is very scary. If you don’t have any ability, you might be dragged into it one day. But it is obvious that the trouble brought by the surname Sanqianyuan is even more serious.

Therefore, in order to protect yourself, you still have to make a choice.

"So, it wasn't about Miss Maori's story..."

Shinomiya Kaguya remembered that the diary said it was to avoid being involved in the story of the Shinigami elementary school student, but who knew it was because of Sanzenin.

"No matter how much the Death God Elementary School student gets up to, there's a limit to how much trouble he can cause. But the situation behind the indebted butler is a bit much."

“Although it is the future; although it is possible.”

"But if necessary, it's better to get a certain level of strength to fight in advance."

“That’s when I started to think about it.”

Amamiya Ren admitted that it was his own anxiety that caused him to have some wavering thoughts about the diary, and he did not believe that everything could move in a good direction.

Sometimes, if you hold your own power, you can also hold your own destiny.

Of course, it is also possible that your diary controls your destiny.

But it's a choice.

The choice is whether to be swept away by the diary or by the so-called fate.

In the end, he chose to be swept away by the diary.

"I chose to use the diary without knowing if there was anything wrong with it."

"Boldly revealing my position, exposing myself to the maximum extent, testing the limits of the diary."