I'm writing a diary in Zongman

"I've read similar novels in my previous life, and I know that sometimes revealing too much information can be detrimental to yourself."

"But I also know that if I don't reveal excessive intelligence, I might not get the so-called benefits."

"You know everything that happened next."

Amamiya Ren paused here.

"Looking back on my life, I don't think I have anything special about myself, except for my diary."

"I would only describe myself as ordinary, common, quiet, and lucky."

"As for the rest..."

He really found it difficult to summarize his own situation, because he felt that he had summarized himself clearly.

Suddenly, he thought of Sonoko's judgment of him.

"In this life, maybe my face will be okay."

"I personally don't know of anything else I could be noteworthy for."

After hearing this, Shinomiya Kaguya finally understood why Amemiya said these words to her.

It turned out to be the case.

That’s why it was said at the beginning that it was an intersection of fate.

That was not what he meant at that time, but the diary.

The so-called intertwined fates mean that they will be together for a long time in the future, and there is a possibility that some special relationship will develop.

However, this relationship is not absolute, and it is possible that it is simply for the sake of diary.

At that time, Kaguya Shinomiya thought that Amemiya was talking about the first part, but after hearing what Amemiya said now, she truly felt that Amemiya was talking about the second part.

This is how Amemiya judges himself.

It was not until this moment that Kaguya Shinomiya had a clearer understanding of Amamiya Ren.

From the very beginning, he had no intention of having that kind of connection with us.

However, there is one exception.

"So, what about Ms. Suzuki?"

"Sonoko? Well, Sonoko's words are an exception."

"Why is Miss Suzuki an exception?"

"Sonoko started chatting me up before she knew about the secret. At least I believe her relationship with me wasn't because of the diary."

“But she pursued it.”

"Well, she pursued it."

Shinomiya Kaguya looked at Amemiya and did not refute, but she did not say anything else either, which made her helpless.

It seems that Amemiya is sure that Miss Suzuki did not establish contact with him for the so-called mystery.

So that's the exception?

The nature of the interests between me and Sanqianyuan is too great.

Besides, Sanzenin is too young. Even if it were, it would probably just be regarded as a childish affection.

So, I went there for the mystery... Is that how you judge it?

So this was Amemiya's initial judgment.

Shinomiya Kaguya took a deep breath.

"I do not deny."

"When I first read the contents of the diary, I was more curious."

"But after that noon in Dorobiga Paradise, I came up with the idea of ​​using the diary to gain more."

Amemiya Ren nodded slightly. This was the Shinomiya Kaguya he knew.

"But, Amamiya-san, don't you think too little of yourself?"

These words made Amamiya Ren slightly stunned.

"I...have?"

Seeing that this person had absolutely no self-awareness at all, Shinomiya Kaguya felt like all her anger was gone.

This person really has a very poor understanding of his own self.

"A diary is a diary, and Amemiya is Amemiya."

"Even though I went for the diary at first, that doesn't mean I didn't go for you."

"Eh?"

Shinomiya Kaguya's words completely stunned Amamiya Ren.

PS: I’m looking for some information on the new book being released.

Chapter 180 The "Rights" of a Diary

"Like you said yourself, maybe it was the diary that created the connection in the beginning, but then it became fate."

"Even I know that interactions between people are not entirely driven by interests."

Shinomiya Kaguya also has every right to say this.

"Just like Hayasaka."

"No matter what, she was the one who betrayed me, but it wasn't something she wanted to do. It was just something she had to do because of her status and family background."

"According to my character, betrayal is unforgivable."

What she tolerates most is betrayal.

After experiencing the feeling of being betrayed by someone you thought was your friend, you never want to experience the same feeling again.

Betrayal is the bottom line she can tolerate.

Well, this was the standard for Kaguya Shinomiya in the past.

"But, Hayasaka, I forgive you."

Shinomiya Kaguya said frankly.

"That's not my kindness, it's just that my bottom line is not the same as Hayasaka's, so I just gave Hayasaka a way out."

"It's not about any kind of benefit. It's just that Hayasaka and I have known each other for a long time, and my connection with her started very early."

"Amamiya-san, according to what you said, my fate and hers were connected very early on."

Then, Kaguya Shinomiya looked straight at Ren Amamiya.

"Amamiya-san, the relationship between you and me started out as a diary entry, and also a relationship of interest."

"But, you are also the only one for me, Kaguya Shinomiya, the special one."

The memory of being kept like a canary in the cage called Shinomiya slowly emerged.

However, the cage was cracked by the ice, giving the canary inside a chance to escape.

"The diary gave me more than just strength; it was an opportunity."

"The Fourth Palace has always been a cage weighing on me. As long as the Fourth Palace exists, there will be no freedom for me."

“Even life is controlled by the fourth house and used as a marriage for the fourth house.”

"Of course, I also know that this is the price I have to pay as a princess."

Shinomiya Kaguya is not completely unaware, nor does she have any intention of taking responsibility.

"It's just that if I could have the opportunity to control my own destiny, that would be the best."

"But I absolutely can't do it myself."

This is a very pity.

As a canary kept in a cage, the canary itself does not have the ability to break out of the cage.

“A diary is a hope that breaks through my daily routine.”

“So I was hoping for more.”

Regarding this, Kaguya Shinomiya did not deny her thoughts.

"But I haven't forgotten who brought the diary."

Hearing this, Amamiya Ren reacted.

"Is it... me?"

Shinomiya Kaguya looked at him as if it was a matter of course.

"Of course it's you."

"Who else could it be if not you?"

"Amamiya-san, you are the owner of the diary."

"Only you can bring the diary to us. Even if it's not distributed according to your own will, we will have the rights only from the moment you write it."

Only the person who wrote the diary can grant the right to read it.

"Also, don't forget one thing, Amamiya-san."

"Everything we have now is because of you."

"I?"

Amamiya Ren pointed at herself in surprise.

In fact, Kaguya Shinomiya only realized it after exploring and thinking about the diary.

She nodded slightly and explained:

"Everything started after Amamiya-san reminded us of the lottery feature."

"Before Amamiya-san informed us, there was no so-called lottery. Even after we read the original diary entry, the diary didn't give us any reminders."

"So, the diary never intended to give us anything from the beginning."

"It's only because Amamiya-san mentioned it in her diary that the diary responded to us."

I don’t know if other people noticed it, but Kaguya Shinomiya did.

“So, I knew it from that moment on.”

"It was Amamiya-san who gave me the opportunity to escape from Shinomiya's cage."

"At that time, if Amamiya-san had concealed something, then the diary would have only revealed our future, not been a channel for us to gain benefits."

Shinomiya Kaguya's words completely stunned Amamiya Ren.

he does not know.

He really didn't even know that such a thing existed.

"I did it?"

Amamiya Ren covered his face unconsciously. He had thought about the reward mechanism of the diary, but he never thought that the diary gave Shinomiya and the others the lottery function because of him.

"I think this should be the right of Amamiya-san alone..."

"Due to Amamiya-san's unconscious actions, the diary carried out your orders."

"This right was given to us, who only had the right to view the diary."

Kaguya Shinomiya does not think that she and others have the right to gain benefits by reading the diary.

What you gain and what you give are too disproportionate.

How can you give people benefits for no reason?

Therefore, what Shinomiya Kaguya thought of was that Amemiya-san had inadvertently delegated her power.

This is how they met their end.