Young lady, she is poor and stingy

Chapter 1188 It's Difficult to Live

It's just that the two people compete for favor in different ways. When is a childish provocation like an adult who has not yet fully matured, while Hua Sha is a silly girl who has never made friends of the same sex.

This feeling is like those naughty and ignorant little boys in school who especially liked the little beauties at the same table, but instead of loving and caring, he bullied the little girls everywhere to win her attention.

Hwasa is like that.

Hearing He Xiaoran describe Hua Sha in this way, Yu Shuiyuan and Hua Zhen didn't say a word, because they also felt ashamed when they mentioned this.

The family attaches too much importance and attention to their daughter, which leads to the lack of bodyguards around her all year round. It is also because of this that it is difficult for her daughter to make friends of the same age.

Because other girls would dare to get close to Hua Sha when they saw the five big and three rough bodyguards around her?
Young girls are supposed to be good friends with young girls, but Hwasa has never had such an opportunity and knows how to get along with her peers.

Other good friends had friction and quarrels, and there was a process of reconciliation, but Hua Sha had never experienced such an experience.

This is also what Yu Shuiyuan and Hua Zhen owe to Hua Sha.

He Xiaoran had lunch at Hua's house.

In addition to Yu Shuiyuan and Hua Zhen's couple, Hua Moyan Brothers and Hua Sha accompanied her.

Originally, this was Hua Moyan's family portrait, but it was supposed to be an extra pair of twin daughters, but now there are only four of them.

If you think about it, it's no wonder that Yu Shuiyuan and Hua Zhen feel sad every time they mention their lost daughter. Who wouldn't be sad for such a thing?
Among other things, just her rice grains and Huohuo, she would go crazy if she lost any of them.

"The people in our family are not picky eaters, they can eat anything, and I don't know what you like to eat, so we have prepared some of everything. If you see what you like, we can add food temporarily."

Yu Shuiyuan was a little careful when talking to He Xiaoran, because she didn't know if Xiao Ran liked it or not!

He Xiaoran looked up: "I'm not picky eaters, I'll eat anything."

What He Xiaoran said was the truth, mainly because when he was in the orphanage, it was already great to have something to fill his stomach, how could he be qualified to choose the taste?
At that time, she could grab food, but she had to give it to her two younger sisters first. After all, He Miao and He Shi were as thin as a bean sprout at that time. When the two of them were full, He Xiaoran felt at ease. Great way to fill your belly.

Thinking about it this way, He Xiaoran thinks that Zhou Huohuo is quite amazing. In a place like Liuli Island, such a small thing, but also makes herself fat and fat, and knows how to hide food secretly. She deserves to be her big brother girl.

Yu Shuiyuan obviously also guessed the reason why He Xiaoran is not picky eaters, she lowered her eyes sadly and said: "I guess you should have suffered a lot, but I never imagined what kind of suffering you have suffered .”

"When Mo Yan gave me the materials, it was impossible for the higher-ups to write down what you ate, what you drank, and what kind of crimes you suffered. They didn't see it with their own eyes, and they couldn't write it out... "

"But you don't have to think about it, I can figure it out. How scary would it be for a little girl to be brought in that kind of place and forced to learn this and that?"

As she spoke, Yu Shuiyuan's tears fell, how could she have thought of that!

He Xiaoran knew that Yu Shuiyuan had already taken on the role of mother in advance, so she had already begun to feel sorry for her.

Although she is the object of distress and the person involved, He Xiaoran's heart is very calm, even if she thinks about the past, she does not have too many emotional fluctuations.

how to say?

When she was in that environment, when she got used to that environment, and got used to that environment, she didn't have the slightest fear or uneasiness.

Before leaving the orphanage, she even felt that everyone should be in that environment. No one brainwashed He Xiaoran, but the surrounding environment treated her PUA.

To be honest, He Xiaoran feels like a fish in water in such an environment, she always knows what method is best for herself.

If she felt any big touch, it might be the first time she saw the little monster protected in the corner, with a big head, a small face, white and almost transparent, seeing anything They all looked terrified, as if they were so thin that they could be kicked to break their bones.

For the rest, she really didn't feel it.

"It's actually okay," He Xiaoran said sincerely, "I'm a person who can go with the situation. To put it bluntly, I enjoy endless blessings and endless sins. No matter where I am in Han Jing, my only principle is Just live."

Hua Moyan said suddenly: "But it's hard to live."

He Xiaoran nodded in agreement, "Yes, the standard of living seems simple, but it is actually very difficult, because many times, in order to survive, one needs to abandon people's conscience and morality. In extreme circumstances, those things are cumbersome. So at that time, I couldn’t care less about my conscience, after all, living is the most important thing.”

She said it lightly, like saying that yesterday I ate fish, ate meat, and ate ribs.

He Xiaoran thinks that Yu Shuiyuan should think of her experience in the orphanage too tragically. He Xiaoran thinks that she has not reached that level. She spent the longest time in the orphanage, ate the most, and everyone was skinny. When she was young, she still thought that her own skin was rosy and rosy, at least she thought so.

The environment is a bit worse, but it is not difficult for her to live.

Hua Moyan glanced at He Xiaoran, "I think you have been punching for a long time? Is that the result of training at the Liuli Island base before being sent to the orphanage?"

After He Xiaoran heard this, he suddenly smiled "hehe" in embarrassment. The main reason is that she studied well, but the study time was really short, and she was too young when she studied, and many of them were hers. She figured it out later, anyway, she doesn't need to participate in any competitions, the core is to defeat the opponent.

As soon as she fought against Hua Moyan and Hua Xuan, she already felt the gap. After years of experience explored by her predecessors, as well as every move and style left by tradition, it is indeed more reasonable, more scientific, and more powerful.

But there was no way, she couldn't study systematically when she needed it most, and at that time she only wanted to win.

He Xiaoran has always known that there is a gap, but she rarely has the opportunity to meet orthodox martial arts learners.

Of course, He Xiaoran also believes that human beings have unlimited potential, and those who struggle to survive in a desperate situation are different from those who earnestly survive in a superior environment.

If one day she is faced with a critical moment of life and death, even if she faces someone stronger than her, she will never back down.

(End of this chapter)