It's a diary

Chapter 131 3.21
Recently, I know why, I have been feeling depressed all the time, and I feel uncomfortable all over.

It feels like I've been sleeping all the time, but I don't seem to be sleeping deeply.

When I came back at night, I looked in the mirror and found that the dark circles under my eyes were so heavy.It’s time to catch up with that silly dog ​​Yu Wan.

It's really, really big. At first I thought it was silvery white.Later I found out that it was a gradient color, but it looked like black and white.

My classmate said that it was very tiring to take the fish ball out because the fish ball was too big, liked to bark, and was always moving around.

Because it is a large dog, every time she takes the dog for a walk, she takes the fish ball to a relatively remote place where few people go.

For example, in a university town or near a park.

Every time Fishball goes out, he keeps barking. It's not scary, it's just silly.

Some curious passers-by will come up and ask: "Why does it keep barking? Is it hungry?"

When I heard someone ask that question, my classmates would seriously start talking nonsense: "No, it's an insult."

This answer always makes people laugh.

There are many things to worry about.But I don’t know what to say, where to start.

I really want to travel, see the mountains and rivers in other places, and enjoy the sea breeze in other places.

I want to calm down.I feel like I'm so annoyed right now.

The weather was good and bad, but my condition seemed to be always at a low point.

A lot of the time, I feel like a fish. ——There is a certain freedom within a certain range, but it is limited to this.

But that’s not why I always feed the fish.

Feeding the fish is just as boring as writing these inexplicable articles.Secondly, I think it’s very interesting how fish schools compete for food.

But after so many visits, only the first time there were many goldfish coming to compete for food.

Maybe it was because it was afternoon, or maybe it was because I hadn’t let go yet.

Now I usually go in the morning.

After waking up and packing up, I went out to take the bus, got off a few stops early, and walked slowly to the park.

Buy a package of fish feed for a buck next to the pond.Squat on the edge or lean on the railing and throw the feed into the water one by one.

But, they don't fight for it.

The reason is simple: too many children come to feed the fish.

So I could only use a little strength to throw the feed into the center of the pond.The fish inside should be new fry that were put in recently, they are very small.The color is not silvery white, orange, etc. I can't recognize what kind of fish it is.

After feeding the fish, we walked back to have breakfast, and then it would be noon.

Take a walk, lie on the grass and feel in a daze, blowing in the wind.I got up and walked again, sometimes walking around the lake once, sometimes twice.

Even if it's just you, that feeling is great.

Now more often, my classmates and I walk together.

I have been in this city for almost a year, and I have visited the surrounding area many, many times.

I am so familiar with these nearby roads, as if I was born and raised here.

Thanks to a local classmate, I was able to learn so many roads so quickly.

I got to know a corner of this city. As for other places further away, I don’t have the strength to go and see them yet.

Now, all I want to do is continue to feed the fish, and then walk over and over again the roads I have walked many times.

I have seen those scenery so many times, but I never seem to get tired of them.

not important.

Time passed so quickly, one day passed and one week passed.Then, a month will pass.

However, how many Januarys can there be in a semester?

Oops, too bad.

When the lychees mature, a new batch of people will graduate.

I will soon become one of those people.

Not me yet, but soon.

It's like, my memory seems to stop at the moment of joy when I saw the first flowering kapok tree in school.

By the time I reacted, the kapok tree in the school was almost in bloom.

Even the thinnest trees have blossomed.

Spring is coming.

Spring is almost over.

(End of this chapter)