the last witcher

There is a saying in "Zhuangzi. Autumn Water": "If you gain but don't like it, if you lose it, you don't worry about it. Knowing the impermanence of parting."

The meaning of this sentence is: you don’t have to be ecstatic when you get honors, honors, etc., and you don’t have to be brooding and sad when you lose them. The boundary between gains and losses will not change forever.All the fame and wealth are just a fleeting moment of gain and loss, and it often happens that the lost and regained. If you realize that everything may change due to the change of time and space, you can see through the fame and fortune, and don't care about honor, disgrace, or reputation.

During those days, Jiang Xiaohan was sympathetic to me on the one hand, sympathized with the relationship between me and Nannan, sympathized with everything I suffered for it, sympathized with my broken heart; Material conditions, I am distressed why the woman I first met was not her; I am distressed whether I can still live the life I hoped for in the future.

I could see the emotional change of the other party who was divorced but reluctant, but at that time my heart was not on it at all, but I put all my energy on the wedding business, hoping to use this industry to make money. Take huge profits to make up for the shortfall in the lawsuit.

In the end Jiang Xiaohan chose to stay by my side, even without those expensive little gifts in the past, even if she stopped going to her favorite Cantonese restaurant for morning tea, even if she didn't give her anything, she would still sleep with me.

At a wedding banquet I organized, Jiang Xiaohan met a photographer who came to support the groom.That person was the groom's younger brother, and he was just acting as a photographer for free at this wedding.He is said to be a photographer, but in fact, his net worth is over ten million, and photography is just a hobby.Looking at the long lens like a cannon, plus the full set of photography equipment, you know that this guy is definitely rich.

For some reason, Jiang Xiaohan left contact information with the other party, and then started texting, and then talked on the phone. It was in the late stage of development, and even flirted with the other party while guarding my face.

"Who, is it bothering you to say those nasty words?" I sat lazily on the sofa and questioned Jiang Xiaohan angrily.

"It's just a friend, you're really jealous, really." Jiang Xiaohan covered the phone, and answered me with a blank look.

"Ordinary friends can say anything." I licked my chapped lips, sat up straight, and warned the other party word by word.

"What's bothering you? I didn't sleep with him." Jiang Xiaohan hung up the phone in his hand and asked me back.

"Why are you like this?" My voice raised an octave. "What's wrong with me, I'll be by your side whether you have money or not, what do you want from me?"

"Unreasonable!" "What are you talking about, who is unreasonable, please explain clearly to me, Jia Shu?" Jiang Xiaohan pushed me down on the sofa when he came up, pinching my waist with his hands, insisting on forcing me to speak clearly.

"I know who that person is, and I know that he is rich. If you think that the other person can give you everything you want, you can go to him, and don't show me with a bad face." I couldn't bear it any longer. , something hurtful.

"What's wrong with being rich? Is it a crime to be rich? Aren't you working hard to make money now, trying to become a rich person as soon as possible? Is it wrong to know more rich people?" Jiang Xiaohan asked countless rhetorical questions in succession, asking me sincerely Big fire.

"You have changed too much, you are completely different from the old you." I stared at Jiang Xiaohan for a long time, and squeezed out this sentence through my teeth.

"You are not the same as before, do you not cherish it after you get it?" Jiang Xiaohan retorted.

Even though Jiang Xiaohan still stayed with me that night, we were together for the good memories of the past, and lost the original purity and beauty. The physical friction alone cannot produce spiritual resonance. of.

After that night, I went back to the way I used to be, lingering in nightclubs every night, with different women, but I kept the bottom line and didn't touch it.

And Jiang Xiaohan rarely contacted me anymore, I think our relationship is over.

When Chinese New Year was about to come, Jiang Xiaohan found me and asked me to accompany her to Tongerbao to look at furs.I was so surprised that my jaw almost fell to the ground. The other party’s monthly income was less than 00 yuan, and he dared to go to see the fur.

And Jiang Xiaohan's answer left me speechless, "I have a class reunion in the next year, and I want to dress more stylishly, so that those classmates who used to despise me in private will shut their mouths obediently."

I especially hate women who are greedy for vanity, and Jiang Xiaohan at this time is on the list that I hate.It is said that girls in the Northeast can sell their houses to buy mink fur coats for the sake of face. This time I have really learned.I really miss Jiang Xiaohan who was happy for a week because of a hugging bear, but I haven't told Jiang Xiaohan until now that the price of that hugging bear is really not cheap.

In the end, I went to Tongerbao with her, because I was too busy.Although I don't plan to buy anything for the other party, deep down I still hope that the other party can return to the way it used to be.

During the days when I didn't see Jiang Xiaohan, I kept guessing whether the other party would find that man. I had mixed feelings about meeting this time.The happy thing is that I should not have gone to that man, otherwise she would never have come to me to accompany her to look at the fur coat; the sad thing is that now I don't have that kind of financial strength, at best I can only carry bags.

In the business hall of Tongerbao Fur World, Jiang Xiaohan went shopping tirelessly, trying one after another, until a short silver-white mink coat appeared in front of her eyes, and she stopped. Such a crazy move.

"This one fits well, how much is it?" Jiang Xiaohan twisted her body in front of the mirror, and I was particularly annoyed by that condescending expression.

"You have a good eye. This is the latest model, and our house is still on sale. If you want to buy it, you can get a 40500% discount." The shopping guide lady praised Jiang Xiaohan while calculating the price with a calculator. "The discount is [-] yuan!"

"Oh!" Jiang Xiaohan replied as if no one was around, and then fixed her eyes on me.

"I'm just here with you." I politely rejected the other person's eyes asking for help.

"Then let me take a look." Jiang Xiaohan reluctantly took off his mink coat, glared at me, and left the shop on his own without saying hello, and then returned to Liaoyang alone.Even when I sat next to her in the car, she didn't say a word to me.

I thought our relationship was over, but I didn't expect Jiang Xiaohan to stay in my shop that night.

I haven't had sex for a long time, and I was extremely brave under the provocation of the other party. I was so tired that I didn't even want to move my fingers, so I lay down on the bed and panted.

Jiang Xiaohan mischievously put his earlobe in his mouth, and whispered, "Jia Shu, you lied to me so hard!"

to be continued