Lord, your mask fell off

Chapter 931
"Murong, do you know what you're talking about?"

Cheng Yanluo looked at him and said, disbelief written all over her face.

Hearing her mournful questioning, his heart felt as if a knife had been twisted, but he heard himself speak coldly and ruthlessly.

"Xiao Yan, although I feel very guilty for doing things that hurt you in the past few years, I have traveled far and wide in the past few years, and I seldom think of those years when I was in the teacher's school. I still have the impression of you in the past , After so many years, we have all changed, and I am no longer the big brother in your mind."

"I used to practice medicine and save people with compassion, but now my hands are covered with blood, and I have broken my teacher's oath. If we still treat each other at this moment as the one we remember, then we will live a very painful life."

"Rather than that, it's better to let go as soon as possible and let each other go."

Cheng Yanluo involuntarily took two steps back, feeling that she was about to lose her footing.

She managed to muster up the courage and took a step towards him, but she got such a response.

I don't remember the past.

You are no longer what I am happy about.

We don't agree with each other.

Having said so much, I just want to express these cruel meanings.

She felt that there were countless tiny needles pricking her heart, which was so painful that she was numb.

If she had the temperament of the past, she would definitely step forward and slap him, and then turn her head away first, leaving behind a handsome back.

But at this moment, her feet seemed to be nailed in place, and she wanted to turn around, but she couldn't do so.

In front of outsiders, how decisive, how strong, and how meaningless she is is just because the person who hurt her doesn't matter to her.

However, in front of his beloved, the solid armor is like a bubble, and it shatters with a light touch.

"Then you still care about me for so many years, why?" She looked at him in despair, and there was a voice in her heart, telling her to turn around and leave, so that her heart wouldn't hurt anymore, but she still wanted to Ask, she is not afraid of embarrassment, just want to ask clearly.

"Because I owe you something, I wasted your great youth time, failed to make you happy, but made you sad again and again. I blame myself, so I want to make it up to you." He said Look her in the eyes and apologize sincerely.

Cheng Yanluo chuckled, as if she felt it was amused, but also as if she was laughing at herself. With a trembling voice, she stared at him sadly, "Murong, do you think I'm the kind of person who needs to be made up for? You know I want to What do you want?"

Her eyes were too clear, so clear that he could see the unreserved love inside.He didn't dare to look directly into her eyes, so he moved his eyes away and persuaded her.

"Little Yan, don't always live in the past, it will be very painful, I have come out, I hope you can live again."

What do you mean he has come out?

What does it mean to let her live again?

Why, she is still the same person, but she can't understand a word of what she said.

Yanluo, don't panic, ask the question clearly.

She held hands tightly.

Cut off the back road, regardless of everything.

"Murong, let me ask you a question."

He looked at her.

"If my heart is still the same, would you still want me?"

Kong Ling's eyes were gloomy.

The sun is so bright that it hurts the eyes.

"Xiaoyan, I'm sorry."

At this moment, he didn't know what else to say besides this.

Cheng Yanluo looked up at the scorching sun, thinking vaguely in her heart that the sun was too big, causing her hallucinations, auditory hallucinations?Or is she in a dream right now?
Why it came out like this?
"I don't want to hear I'm sorry, you didn't apologize to anyone. The words you heard today, just think that I was begging for nothing. After today, just forget it!" She no longer knew what to say. The mood faced him.

"Xiao Yan, the battlefield is not as simple as you think, you should go back to Jiangnan."

"Okay, when Qingyan's injury is fully healed, I won't stay any longer to obstruct your eyes."

His heart finally relaxed, but his mouth was extremely bitter. He pulled his lips and continued to smile slightly, "Although you can't be a lover, you will always be my junior sister, my dear friend in this world."

She looked at him again, the light in her eyes shattered bit by bit.

Sadness is greater than death.

She tried to bend the corners of her mouth, "If you can't get along with each other, let's forget each other in the rivers and lakes!"

If she was not immersed in great pain at this time, she would have noticed the trembling and vain voice of the person opposite, as well as the blood that was punctured and shed from the hands tightly clutching the herb.

"Okay." He also tried to smile back at her.

Cheng Yanluo smiled lightly, but there was no smile in her eyes.

She turned around and walked towards the busy street like a ghost.

Even though there was a lot of noise and excitement around her, she felt that all the voices were far away, and she was the only one left walking alone in this world.

Little girl, I tried my best, but he doesn't care about me anymore.

The tears she suppressed finally flowed down uncontrollably.

Kong Ling watched her back slowly disappear into the sea of ​​people, the smile on the corner of her mouth disappeared little by little, and the pain seemed to be enveloped by boundless darkness.

The sleeves were pulled lightly.

He bowed his head, it was the kid just now, "You haven't come home yet?"

"I'll go back later, Brother Kongling, don't you like that beautiful sister?" The child asked curiously.

"No, I like it very much." He smiled sadly.

"Then why did you say those hurtful things to that beautiful sister?" The child was very puzzled.

"Because I want to protect her and keep her away from dangerous places."

Originally, when she was with the army, although he objected, it was undeniable that she was by his side. His heart was very peaceful, and he didn't have any fear in such a life-and-death situation. , he clearly recognized the fact that if she stayed here again, her life would be threatened, and he was powerless to protect her.

Picking herbs this time is just a wake-up call for him, not every time he can get away with such a lucky escape.

He had to make up his mind to push her away, even if it was against his will.

"Brother, I don't understand." The child scratched his head and said.

At this time, thunder roared, and dark clouds spread across the sky.

He raised his hand and touched the child's head, "You will understand when you grow up, but my brother hopes that you won't experience this pain. It's going to rain, so go back quickly!"

The child nodded with a smile, then trotted away.

Just before entering the alley, he turned around and looked back at the handsome big brother. The child felt that the big brother seemed very sad, very sad.

Ethereal's footsteps were vain, aimlessly walking in the opposite direction of her.

The pattering rain fell from the sky, fell on him, and stained his eyelashes like crystal tears.

Xiaoyan, this time, we finally have no turning back.

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