Wanqingsi

Chapter 171 Sleeping
Consciousness fluctuates, and there seems to be a lot of noise in my ears.My eyelids are so heavy that no matter how hard I try, I can't open them.My body is very light, light and fluffy, as if lying in the clouds and floating in the sky.There are strange sounds in my ears, but I can't really hear them.It seemed like a long time passed, and it seemed that only a short moment passed. I heard a sharp cry, and my heart seemed to be hit hard by a hammer, baby?The consciousness of floating and sinking slowly settled.Where am I?where is my babyWhere is Yun Zheng?The strange voice in the ear gradually became clear, as if there were many people talking, what were they talking about?
"Bleeding, quick, get a cotton cloth..."

"Why is this happening? Help her stop the bleeding, help her stop the bleeding..."

"Master Zheng, calm down..."

"Mr. Fu, you must save her, you must save her..."

Bleeding?Is it me?No wonder I have no strength at all.She thought that Wei Lanxue's slender body had already taken care of herself these days, but it turned out that she still couldn't bear the burden of giving birth.It should be the evil result of premature birth, right?Modern hospitals are often unable to save pregnant women who are bleeding heavily, not to mention that the medical level in ancient times was so backward.Hemorrhage, he must die, right?

Yun Zheng's frightened cry made my heart ache.Am I dying?So tired, so tired, must be dying, right?Yun Zheng, don't be sad, I won't die, I can hear you, don't worry, I just gave birth to a baby, I haven't watched him grow up, I haven't watched you recover, we still have So many good days to live, I will not die!

"Mr. Fu, how is Miss Ye?"

"It was caused by some residual blood and flesh in the body. The young lady gave birth in the wild, and her body was not treated cleanly. In addition, she was exposed to cold, so the blood flow continued. Now she needs to be cured, and the bleeding must be stopped..."

"No matter how many medicines I use, I must wake her up..."

Even the old man came here, and I wanted to laugh, this great-great-grandson is so proud of me.The hand was tightly held, and I heard Yunzheng's suppressed sobs, like a wounded little animal.Yun Zheng, are you crying?I was shocked!Don't cry, don't get excited, don't trigger the poison in your body, has your Gu been cured?I became anxious and opened my eyes desperately, but I couldn't break free. I wanted to move my fingers and tell Yunzheng that I was fine, I was fine, but I couldn't exert any strength.I was so anxious that my throat was sweet, and a mouthful of blood escaped from the corner of my lips. Yun Zheng's broken scream and Mr. Fu's trembling roar were all lost in the boundless darkness.

I don't know how long it took, a trace of sweetness slipped into my throat, and my consciousness came back floating up and down again.Someone was whispering in my ear, I tried hard to distinguish that voice, what was that person reading?
"Wife, how long are you going to sleep? You are so lazy, you don't want to get up after sleeping for so long, wife, get up, get up and look at the baby, he sees mother sleeping and ignores him, crying all the time..."

My heart throbbed with pain.Yunzheng, Yunzheng, I'm awake, I'm already awake, I just can't open my eyes, I just can't move.Yun Zheng, don't worry, don't be sad, have you cured your poison?Does the baby have milk?tell me, tell me quickly...

"Young Master, Ning'er, I beg you, please rest. Young Madam has been sleeping for three days, and you have been sleepless for three days, even hard-core people can't bear it..."

three days?Has Yun Zheng guarded me for three days?How could his body bear it?I was so anxious that I tried desperately to open my eyes, but I still couldn’t open them. My body was more like someone’s bone was pulled out, and I was limp without any strength. I wanted to speak, but my lips seemed to be stuck, and I couldn’t speak at all. A little sound.what's wrong with me?Am I a vegetable?There was a burst of fear in my heart, what should Yun Zheng do?What about the baby?I couldn't think about it, anxious and afraid, and suddenly fell into a coma.

In this way, I was awake for a while, and unconscious for a while, and I learned some information intermittently.On the night I gave birth, the old man found seven or eight nannies overnight and brought them to Aoxue Villa, but I don't know which one he finally settled on.The baby was crying all the time when I was in a coma, and Yun Zheng stayed by my bed all day, so he had no time to care about him.The old man was afraid that the golden grandson would not be well taken care of on the mountain, so he had already taken the baby down the mountain to live in Hou's mansion.Knowing this information, I am a little relieved. With the old man here, he will take good care of the baby. It is very cold on the mountain, and the baby is premature and easy to catch cold. In addition, Yun Zheng and I are weak and the other has no intention to take care of him. Let him live in Houhou The government is also good.

The old man originally wanted to take me and Yun Zheng back to the Hou Mansion, but Mr. Fu said that it is not suitable for me to move my body now.The old man sent more guards from Aoxue Villa, besides the old man who came to see me, An Yuanxi seemed to have also been here, but I didn't hear him speak, only heard what Ning Er and Xin Er mentioned when they talked, and I also heard them mention it. Ming Yan seemed to have woken up a long time ago, and Yun Zheng let him live in the villa.In addition, Yu Die'er has not received my Feige letter to report her physical condition for many days, and she also came to see me on the mountain.

I don't know how long it took, it should have been seven or eight days, because I have been groggy, so I don't know the exact time.Yun Zheng is still guarding me every day, his Gu poison should be almost cured, right?Because I woke up once and heard Shen Yan's voice.On the night of giving birth, I bled profusely. Yun Zheng sent someone to invite Yi Shenwen to come and work with Mr. Fu all day and night to save my life.Yun Zheng already knew that I had begged Shen Fan to help me give birth, he was such a detached and calm person, when he heard Shen Fan talking about it, the hand holding me was shaking all the time.These days, his mood has calmed down a bit. Although he still kept talking in my ear, it was no longer the fearful tone he had in the first few days, just like talking to me normally.

"Ye'er, Ning'er served snow fungus soup, I only added a little bit of rock sugar, it won't be very sweet, can I feed you?" Yun Zheng whispered in my ear.I wanted to say "yes" to him, but I still couldn't make a sound.Yunzheng's lips fell on mine, sealed tightly, and fed me the sweet fungus soup.My throat doesn't seem to be my own, and I can't swallow. These days, whether it's bitter medicine or soup for body, Yun Zheng feeds me with his mouth and slides into my throat.

"Brother Yun." Yi Chen's familiar voice sounded suddenly, and I knew he was bringing me medicine.Mr. Fu is in charge of detoxification, and Shen Wen is only in charge of diagnosing and treating my body. "You told Mr. Fu that you don't need to decoct the medicine tomorrow, right?" Yi Shen's tone was tinged with reproach.No decoction?What medicine not to cook?

"En." Yun Zheng responded lightly.Yi Chen took a deep breath, and was a little angry: "You know that you have to take the anti-gu medicine for half a month, and you can't stop it for a day, otherwise all previous efforts will be wasted, why did you stop the medicine?"

Withdrawal?Drugs to stop dementia?There was a thrill in my heart.Yun Zheng, what do you want to do?After a moment of silence, Yun Zheng whispered: "Shen Fan, you said that if Ye'er doesn't wake up today, she will never wake up, right?"

I was dumbfounded, the air seemed to stop flowing, deathly silence.After a while, I heard Yi Shen's voice: "I said so, but..."

"If Ye'er doesn't wake up today, why do I need any more medicine?" Yun Zheng interrupted him, and whispered, "I'm going to give her medicine, Shen Fan, you go out."

What is he saying?if i don't wake upHe doesn't take medicine?Is he going to die with me?There was an evil fire in my heart, the baby that was conceived with great difficulty, the afterbirth that was obtained with great difficulty, he just let me waste it like this?Didn't I tell him that?There is hope in life, am I not dead yet?He dares to stop the medicine for me?Yun Zheng, you bastard!I was dizzy with anger, the blood in my whole body was boiling, screaming and running around, the strength that had disappeared for a long time seemed to come back, my fingers moved, and I tried hard to open my eyes.

"Ye'er, it's snowing outside again today, did you hear the sound of falling snow? They say that people who can't see have better hearing than others." As soon as the weight on the bed lightened, Yun Zheng seemed to go over to fetch the medicine .I tried my best to open my eyes, and they finally opened a slit. The sudden light made my eyes sour, and then water mist floated up.I closed my eyes, and then I felt that the edge of the bed was sinking again, and Yun Zheng sat back up again.After the mist in my eyes dissipated, I slowly opened my eyes, and saw Yunzheng sitting by the bed, holding a medicine bowl in his hand, stirring the medicine juice with a spoon and bowing his head.I haven't seen him these days. I know he must be having a bad time, but I didn't expect him to be this bad. He was already thin, but now he has lost a lot of weight. His face is haggard and pale, without a trace of blood .My heart twitched heavily, my heart was sore and soft, my eyes became astringent, and the anger that aroused me just now disappeared without a trace.Yun Zheng lowered his head and stirred the concoction in the bowl. He didn't notice that I woke up, but he was still talking to me: "Don't you like to see plum blossoms wrapped in ice? There is a plum blossom wrapped in ice hanging outside the window. .Can you hear it? If you can’t hear it, open your eyes and see, is Xuemei or Mei more beautiful?”

"How do you compare different things? 'Mei Xu is three points less white than Xue, but Xue is less fragrant than Mei Yi Duan'." I looked at him tenderly, and my voice was a little hoarse after not speaking for so long.Seeing that his whole body was shaken suddenly, and the hand stirring the medicine was also stiff, he said softly: "It is the snow that complements the plums, and it is also the plums that reflect the snow."

The medicine bowl fell from his hand to the ground and shattered into porcelain flowers.He sat there in a daze, without turning his head, hesitantly and cautiously confirmed: "Ye'er...?"

I raised my hand with difficulty and held his hand: "Fool, I said that nothing is more important than life. As long as people live, there is hope. Never give up hope. Have you forgotten?"

He turned his head to look at me, squatted down holding my hand, and didn't respond to my words, with a smile of joy on his lips.I suddenly had a little realization, maybe he said those words on purpose?Yun Zheng, you actually know that I can hear you all the time, don't you?I squeezed his hand tightly and said with a smile, "I'm back, husband."

He raised my hand to his lips and pressed a kiss lightly.The black eyes as deep as the sea stared at me deeply, as if to engrave me in my heart: "Welcome back."

Oh, my Yunzheng...

My body is getting better day by day, and I eat all the medicines and supplements that are brought to me every day. I want to finish my confinement soon and go down the mountain to see my baby.The old man went up to the mountain to see me a few times, but he never brought the baby, saying that he was afraid that the baby would catch the cold. Although I missed the baby very much, I couldn't say anything, so I had to keep the miss in my heart, but every time the old man came, he brought Jin Sha They are three little ghosts, and I asked them about the baby's situation.Did you sleep well?Is the nanny's milk enough?Is the nanny a good character?Do things meticulously?How many times does the baby drink milk a day?Do you hiccup after eating milk?How many times did you pee the bed?Is Xi's poop dry or runny? ..., every time I asked, the little ghosts turned blue. They used to love to cling to me, but now they ran away when they saw me, and then they stopped going up the mountain altogether.The story of Yongle Hou Xintian's great-grandson has already spread. I heard that the old man set up a running water banquet in the Hou's mansion for three days and three nights, and even hired an opera troupe to sing in the Hou's mansion for three days. , The congratulatory gifts from the Empress Dowager and the Emperor were also sent to the Hou Mansion, so the daughters of Ping An, Su Ling, and Luo Shang'er all came to see me, and they also brought a lot of small toys for the baby.The days went by so blissfully and plainly, the baby is safe, I am safe, Yunzheng's poison has been cured, and I have nothing to worry about. With less meat, Yun Zheng is very happy.

"Husband, let me go out for a walk." I took Yun Zheng's hand and acted like a baby. I have been locked in the room for almost a month. Every day, Yun Zheng only allows me to move around in the room, and I am not allowed to step out of the room. , Said that I was afraid that I would blow the wind.Not only was my body almost moldy, but my whole body was also stinky, because I couldn't take a bath, wash my hair, or even comb my hair. I just wiped my body with a warm and wet towel every day.All the things I want to handle must be warm. Yun Zheng and the two little maids watch me meticulously, and if I deviate slightly, I will be reprimanded and almost suffocate me.

"No, just bear with it for a few more days, and you'll be fine after confinement." Yun Zheng hugged me and coaxed me softly, and he didn't think my whole body stinks.After countless failures, I was still perseverantly preparing to persuade him: "Actually, in our hometown, after giving birth, it's not that women can't take a bath at all, and it's not that they can't leave the room at all..."

"Do as the Romans do, you have to follow our rules now." Yun Zheng was unmoved at all, and I was a little angry.Ning'er walked in and said with a smile: "Master, Master Ming came to see the Young Madam."

Mingyan is here?I hurriedly said: "Let him in quickly." Ming Yan has been living in Aoxue Villa, before I fell asleep and he came to see me every day.But he doesn't have the memory of Mingyan, and his knowledge of me is only Miss Ye from "Tianjinxiu" in Cangdu.Yun Zheng knew about Mingyan, maybe because of the weird incident that happened to me, he didn't think it was too incredible that this boy was a "fairy".After I woke up, I regarded him as my righteous brother, and Yun Zheng didn't object at all. From then on, the whole family called him Master Ming.

"Sister..." He came in, and seeing Yun Zheng was there, he felt a little uncomfortable.Yun Zheng stood up and said with a smile, "Talk to your siblings, Ming Yan, help me watch her, don't let your sister go out."

I made a face at Yun Zheng, Yun Zheng pretended not to see, turned around and went out.I smiled and beckoned Mingyan to come over, and held his hand: "Tell my sister, what did you do today?"

His face was slightly red, and he said shyly: "Brother-in-law helped me find a few books to read." He didn't resist my touch and calling him "Ming Yan" as he did at first.After Mo Xiuqi's death, he was completely at a loss, as if he had lost his purpose in life.The hand I stretched out to him is like a piece of life-saving driftwood to him, right?But after being a servant for so long, the inferiority complex in his character can't be eliminated in a short time.I don't know why Pluto instilled in him the memory of being a servant for more than ten years. Even if he wanted to punish him by erasing his own memories, there was no need to forcibly instill in him some memories that did not belong to him?Is this the punishment?
"Do you understand?" I saw that he was still wearing a hat, and I knew that he didn't want others to look at his white hair in surprise, and felt a little distressed.His personality is not as bright and sunny as in my dream, Ming Yan, how can I help you to end this punishment as soon as possible?Is it to help you restore your memory?He couldn't explain why the men in black chased and killed their masters and servants. He only said that when he left Cangdu that day, Mo Xiuqi took him to some places, and finally went to the capital to make a living. Unexpectedly, he arrived in the capital not long ago. Just met that inexplicable man in black and wanted to kill them. He and Mo Xiuqi fled all the way to Yuxue Mountain. When they were desperate, they met me.I believe his words, because he is Nether Flame recognized by Black Dragon Jade.Yun Zheng had asked Deacon Yin to investigate what happened that night, what the two men in black were trying to do, and the Yun family couldn't let Yun Kun's death be unclear.

"Understanding." Ming Yan nodded.I thought for a while, twisted the black dragon jade around my neck, and said softly: "Ming Yan, do you still remember this jade?"

He glanced up and shook his head.I'm not too disappointed, not being able to recognize it is expected, anyway, the days are still long, I will slowly find a way to open his memory in the future.

——2007, September, 3
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