Wanqingsi

Chapter 174

After the Zhou ceremony, the guests who came to congratulate would have to drink and feast before leaving with the gift in return. I really didn't have the energy to entertain those occasions, so I took Nuo'er back to my room to rest on the grounds that I was unwell.Pushing open the door of Yunzheng and I, no one has lived in the room for more than a year, and the room is still clean without a trace of dust.My hand gently caressed the blessing I pasted on the furniture, remembering that time last year, I held the blessing upside down on Yunzheng's chest, and my throat choked.I closed my eyes and waited for the mist in my eyes to dissipate. I felt Nuo'er twisting her body excitedly in my arms. Looking down at him, I saw him pointing in the direction of the dressing table and widening his eyes: "Mother, mother..."

I couldn't see what he was pointing at, so I glanced at Xiaohong: "Xiaohong, what does Nuoer want?"

Xiaohong didn't make a sound, went to pick up the things on the dressing table, and walked in front of us: "Sister, there are two dolls."

Nuo Er happily hugged her, and poked the doll's face with her fat little hands. My chest suddenly twitched, and I stared blankly at the two dolls in Nuo Er's hands. The wedding doll, the pain that I thought had calmed down, spread out again.

"Baby..." Nuo'er lifted "Xiaozheng" in front of me and smiled happily, "Mother, baby..."

"It's not a baby." I shook my head, looked at "Xiaozheng" obsessively, and said softly, "Nuoer is the baby, this is Daddy." Since Nuoer started talking, I taught him to say various things. Calling: mother, sister, grandfather, uncle..., but never taught that word, daddy.I'm afraid that he has learned to call him Daddy, but he won't be able to find someone who can respond to him tenderly.

"Baby..." Nuo'er insisted on calling her name, and concentrated on playing with the doll. I turned my face away, feeling sad for a while.Xiaohong said beside her: "Sister, take a rest when you are tired, I will play with Nuoer."

I shook my head, this room is full of sweet memories between me and Yunzheng, how can you let me rest peacefully?After a while, Ning'er came in and said that the old man came to see me, so he stood up quickly, the old man had already come in, seeing this, he hurriedly said: "Girl, sit down."

Hui Niang carried Nuo'er out, Nuo'er was holding the doll in her hand, and she didn't cling to me anymore, and obediently let Hui Niang carry her away.The old man and the others had all gone out, and then he smiled and said to me: "Girl, it's rare for you to go down the mountain, so stay in the Hou's mansion for a few more days."

"Grandpa..." I looked up at him, he was sitting opposite the soft couch, I could barely see his facial features, "I..."

"I know, you don't want Zheng'er to be alone on the mountain, but you are Nuo'er's mother and the head of the Yun family, so you can't live on the mountain forever." The old man looked at me seriously and said gently, "You are mourning The period is almost over, and after Zheng'er's anniversary festival is over, let's move back to live. It's not a problem for a family to live in two ends for a long time. Girl, come back and help grandpa take care of the house, and grandpa will enjoy a few Tianqingfu..."

The mourning period in Tianzhao Kingdom only needs one year, which is different from the ancient times in my previous life, but whether it is one year or three years, to me, there is not much difference.Being able to live in Aoxue Villa quietly, with Yunzheng and Nuoer growing up, is my only hope now.I also understand in my heart that it is impossible for the old man to let me live in the villa all the time. The old man's health has become worse recently. He is also a sick person. After Yun Zheng left, the old man will not be less sad than others, but he He's a man, he's the head of the family, he can't act willfully like me.

"Grandpa, isn't uncle able to help you now? I am a woman, and my eyesight is not good. I just don't make trouble for you. What can I do for you?" I smiled.When An Yuanxi was the general manager of Xiuzhuang, I knew he was capable of doing things. Now the old man has entrusted him with many business matters. I heard that he is more than competent. Over the past year, he has given full play His ability in business and his ability to handle affairs made the deacons have nothing to gossip about.

"But Nuoer is the eldest son, and you are his mother." The old man shook his head, "Nuoer is still young, you mother should take care of him, how many years can I, an old man, take care of this family? In the end, you still have to pick it up to make it..."

My head started to hurt, and I was a little distracted.The old man is actually satisfied with An Yuanxi's ability to handle affairs. On the surface, he also trusts him and loves him very much, but in his heart he still has some lumps about his status as a concubine, right?Coupled with the entanglements of the previous generation, the old man refused to hand over the power of the Yun family to him.But, do I have the ability to manage the Yun family?Not to mention that I'm a half-blind person with no mind, even if my body and mind were healthy back then, maybe I'm not as good as An Yuanxi now, right?If he let An Yuanxi be in charge, wouldn't everyone be happy?I'm quiet, An Yuanxi can also display his talents, and the old man doesn't have to worry about who will threaten Nuo'er's status in a hundred years. He can live in peace, so why make the situation so difficult?After guessing for a long time, no one knows what the old man is thinking in his heart. The old man always has his intentions in doing this. He has been shrewd all his life, and the only one who is wrong is probably the current saint.

"Girl?" Seeing that I hadn't responded for a long time, the old man called out to me. I came back to my senses and heard him say, "This matter is decided..."

"What? Grandpa?" I asked in a daze.The old man was startled, and sighed: "Girl..."

I immediately realized what the old man said, and smiled: "Okay, I will move back when the mourning period is over." I can't be too selfish, how long can the old man see Nuo'er?And my nostalgia for Yunzheng will not be reduced by half because I don't live in Aoxue Mountain Villa. After all, I am too paranoid.

"Okay." The old man seemed to breathe a long sigh of relief, looked into my eyes, and said gently after a while, "Girl, your eyes, Mr. Fu said that the congestion has already dissipated, and it should have been healed by now. Why are you still Can't see clearly?"

Is it?So it's not my eyes that can't see it, it's my heart that doesn't want to see it, right?Or I have been evading subconsciously, evading the obligations and responsibilities that must be borne.After the old man left, Jinsha and the others came to see me, and the children were getting older. Maybe there were a lot of things in this year, and they were not as chattery as before, and their temper gradually calmed down. The children accompanied Nuo After playing for a while, Nuoer started to feel sleepy. I asked Hui Niang to carry him to sleep, and the children also left in a sensible manner.The room fell silent, and the boundless silence seemed to overwhelm me.I stood up, Xiaohong immediately came to support me: "Sister, where do you want to go?"

"Has the rain stopped outside? It's a little stuffy in the house. I want to go to the garden to blow some air." I said softly.Xiaohong hurriedly put on a brocade fur coat for me and helped me out.Walking into the garden, she sat on the bench by the pond. The chair was a bit cold, so Xiaohong hurriedly said, "Sister, I'll get you two cushions when I go back to the house. Don't wander around."

I smiled, where can I go?Lying sideways on the back of the bench in the water pavilion, with her face pressed against the back of her hands, her eyes closed, feeling the moist air after the rain, she felt that the tightness in her chest gradually disappeared.Someone seemed to be coming beside me, I didn't open my eyes, and said softly: "Xiaohong, did you bring the mat?"

The visitor didn't answer me, so I said softly, "Hurry up and bring it here."

"Sister-in-law, it's me." An Yuanxi's voice sounded in his ear.I was stunned, opened my eyes, and looked towards the direction of the sound, a hazy figure appeared in my hazy eyes.I turned around and sat up straight: "It's Uncle, I thought it was Xiaohong who came back."

He didn't make a sound, just stood where he was.I didn't hear him speak for a while, and turned to him: "What's the matter, uncle?"

"Oh, Qiaoqi brought the guitar that my sister-in-law sent to change the strings, and I'll bring it to you." An Yuanxi seemed to have just recovered, and handed me the things in his hand.I took the guitar he handed me and fumbled to remove it from its case.Some time ago, I found that two strings of the guitar were broken, and I sent someone to Qiao Qi to change the strings. I think I heard that I went down the mountain to hold the Zhou Catch Ceremony for Nuo Er, so I sent the piano here.I touched the strings with my hands, fumbled for tuning, and tried the changed strings, and there was no problem.Smiled: "Uncle Lao."

"Sister..." Xiaohong came back and met An Yuanxi, her voice was a bit cold, "I met the second young master!"

He ignored Xiaohong's indifferent attitude, and only bowed to me: "Sister-in-law, I'm leaving."

I nod.Seeing him walking away, Xiaohong said angrily, "Sister, what is this idiot doing here?"

"He just sent over the guitar that he took to connect the strings." I smiled, "Don't call him an idiot, he is now the second young master of the Yun family, and he is not dull anymore."

"I don't care who he is? Even if he becomes the emperor, he is a heartless, heartless and ungrateful thing!" Xiaohong curled her lips, spread the cushions on the chair, asked me to change seats, and said, " Anybody can send the piano to my sister, if you want him to come and do nothing, he must..."

"Xiao Hong!" I gave her a warning look, and she heard the reproach in my tone, so she shut up resentfully.I said calmly: "This is Yunfu, don't say anything that will cause trouble to you."

She didn't make a sound, thinking about it, she was still not convinced, I sighed quietly: "Go back to your room, I want to stay alone for a while."

Xiaohong walked away awkwardly. I hugged the guitar and stared at the front unconsciously in a daze. The breeze was blowing on my face.The hair on my forehead trembled leisurely with the wind, and I stretched out my hand to feel the misty rain that was blowing in the wind.Yun Zheng, are you back?Is it you who came back to see me?
The rain gradually soaked my hands, and my fingertips were icy cold. "Sister!" Someone grabbed my hand, and angrily wiped off the rain stains on my arm with my sleeve: "Sister, why are you so disrespectful to your own body?"

I smiled slightly, and let him cover my hand that was a little red from the cold in his palm: "Ming Yan, I'm fine."

He looked at me, frowned, and said nothing, just rubbing my hands for me.I smiled: "Ming Yan, what new tricks did you learn today? It made Nuoer late for the Zhou Catch Ceremony."

A year ago, the Yun family didn't find out anything about him and Mo Xiuqi being hunted down for no reason, and the two ninjas have since disappeared.After Ming Yan lived in Aoxue Villa, Yun Zheng asked the iron guards to teach Ming Yan a little self-defense. The original intention was to let Ming Yan have something to do, and he didn't expect him to learn martial arts well. It's over.Unexpectedly, Ming Yan was very smart. He could master the moves taught to him by the iron guards after reading them once, and they played well.The iron guards all said that he was a prodigy in martial arts, but it is a pity that internal strength cannot be obtained overnight, unless a master with deep internal strength or someone proficient in medical science helps him to get through the two veins of Ren and Du, and he can obtain internal strength overnight.I don't really believe in such legends. I asked Mr. Fu once, but I didn't expect Mr. Fu to be very interested in Mingyan's intelligence and talent. He insisted on accepting Mingyan as his apprentice, and said that as long as Mingyan agreed, he would help him open up his meridians and improve his internal strength.I can't wish for such a good thing. Mingyan worshiped his teacher like this. In addition to practicing kung fu every day, he also learned some strange things from Mr. Fu. Only then did I know that Mr. Fu is not only excellent in medicine, but also Know some tricks.After thinking about it again, it suddenly dawned on me, if Mr. Fu didn't know these unorthodox techniques, how could he have the ability to suppress Yun Zheng's Gu poison?It's a skill for the old man to take such a strange person as Mr. Fu for his own use.

"I'm sorry sister, I rushed here as soon as possible. I went to see Nuoer, and he is still sleeping." Mingyan stuck out her tongue embarrassedly and said with a smile, "Sister, today the master taught me the 'casual phrase', It's interesting." His personality has gradually become cheerful over the past year, he may have learned some skills, regained some confidence, and is much more lovable.

"Catchphrase? What is it?" I asked in surprise, "Does Mr. Fu still understand Buddhism?"

"It doesn't mean that. Random phrases are a small spell." Ming Yan said excitedly, "Simply speaking, what you say is what you say. For example, I accidentally said that you will pick up a wallet today, and then you picked it up on the road. ,That's what I mean."

"So miraculous? Isn't that a spell that makes all wishes come true?" I was a little excited, and grabbed Ming Yan's hand, "Then, can you bring Yun Zheng back to life?"

Mingyan's smile froze on her face: "Sister..."

"Can't? Isn't it?" My smile also froze, "I'm sorry, I was confused..."

"Sister..." Ming Yan's eyes were full of worry and apology.I withdrew my hand and landed on the strings of the guitar, making a slight muffled sound, Mingyan changed the subject: "Sister, I've never heard you sing before."

"Do you want to hear it?" I glanced at him.Ming Yan nodded and sat beside me.The hand plucked the strings, and the sound of the piano was sobbing in the wind, Yun Zheng, everyone knows that you can never come back, I am the only one here whimsical.

The white strange street, the bitter wind blurred everything.

Fog rises by the window, in the heart and in the corner of the eyes, making it impossible to recognize the cold night.

The snow is falling outside the window, and everything feels farther and farther away.

No temperature, no you, no missing, all fires have been extinguished.

The snow is falling slowly and the night is still dark. This is a world that belongs only to giving up.

The wind and frost all over the sky have become my parting, and my heart is as cold as snow.

I trembled so strongly as the wind blew across my face, and my tears were ice shards scattered in the wind.

Love and hate are ignored in the wind and frost all over the sky, say goodbye to the night in a foreign country.

It is in this season, picking up a fallen leaf, on that white street, you make me feel close.

It is also this season, the heart is like a broken thread, and I don't want to get together again.

The snow is falling slowly and the night is still dark. This is a world that belongs only to giving up.

The wind and frost all over the sky have become my parting, and my heart is as cold as snow.

I trembled so strongly as the wind blew across my face, and my tears were ice shards scattered in the wind.

Love and hate are annihilated in the wind and frost all over the sky, saying goodbye to the night in a foreign country.

Yun Zheng, my love.The world without you is still running, and I am still alive without you, but my heart is empty and I was taken away by you.When will I see you again, return my heart to me, and fill the void in my heart.

——2007, September, 3
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