Rebirth of a farmer's daughter

Chapter 259: If You Leave, You Can’t Come Back 2
Hearing Xueer's comfort, Qianjin felt extremely uncomfortable. She always felt like crying, so she choked up and said, "In order not to make me sad, you have to get well as soon as possible, you know? Steward Zhao will be back soon, and the rest of the medicine I've prepared it, and as soon as the Seven Star Grass arrives, I can save you immediately!"

She didn't want to see Xue'er go away like this at a flowery age, and she walked away with regret, there must be a lot in her heart that she couldn't let go...Ruirui, her parents, and everything in the capital, she even didn't even care about her own stigma. She didn't clean it up, and was accused of leaving the capital like this, how could she leave with peace of mind?
When Xue'er heard this, she just showed a helpless wry smile and said: "I have resigned to my fate a long time ago, it's just my daughter...promise me, help me take care of Ruirui, and no one can take him back to the capital..." Ruirui looks like him Dad, if his father saw it, he would definitely not be able to keep it, so the only thing she was worried about was this.

When she left the capital, she told her parents to let them think that her daughter died long ago, so now that she really wants to leave, she doesn't need to let the family in the capital know, and it saves a lot of pain.Only Ruirui, she couldn't bear to part with it, and she couldn't let it go. Only by handing it over to Qianjin can she rest assured.

Seeing that Manman is doing well here, she knows that Ruirui will live well if she hands it over to Qianjin.

Listening to Xue'er's words, as if she was confessing her last words, Qian Jin resisted unwillingly: "I don't want it, Rui Rui is your son, and I'm already too tired to take care of him. If you give up Rui Rui Rui, I will send a letter to the capital tomorrow to have him picked up, anyway, you don’t want him anymore!”

"My daughter... I beg you." Knowing that what Qianjin said was angry, she still couldn't help being worried.

"It's useless to beg me. I can't protect myself now. Don't leave Ruirui to me. I can't take care of you." Qianjin told her very seriously, and then encouraged her by holding her hand: "Xue'er, Ruirui is still young, if he is sensible and knows that he is not loved by his parents, no matter how good Mumu and I treat him, he will not be happy, would you like to see Ruirui sad?"

Tears overflowed from the corners of her eyes because of Xue'er's words, and she broke down and said, "What can I do? What can I do?" She just realized the joy of being a mother, watching Ruirui pouting her little mouth, "Yiyiyaya" Smiling to myself, seeing him changing day by day warms my heart.

This warmth, she was about to give up before she could even recall it.

She is reluctant, really reluctant, but... what can she do?It's not that she doesn't want to stay, but that God doesn't allow it.

"For Ruirui, you have to be strong!" All she could say was this sentence.

That's what I said, but it's really hard to do it.Seeing that Xue'er was eating hard to survive, but all the food she ate was spit out, which made her even more painful.

There is no drip, no potion, if she does not eat, she will starve to death waiting for her, so Qianjin ignores her pain and still makes all kinds of liquid food, letting her swallow, even a little bit, is good.

Two days later, there was still no news from Housekeeper Zhao, everyone's hearts were hanging in the air, and no one knew what to do... Qianjin felt helpless, because the red marks on Xue'er's body had already wrapped around her neck, and in a few days more , It's really hopeless.

"Daughter, don't force her." Zhou Zimu had handed over the digging of the foundation to Zhou Shun these days, and stayed at home with him. Seeing Xue'er in this state, he felt more distressed than anyone else.

The original Xue'er has completely changed, her gloomy appearance is more haggard than Yu's.He also thought that Qianjin would stimulate Xue'er, but this only exacerbated Xue'er's pain. She could only resist, and it didn't get any better.

Seeing Xue'er vomited and vomited, his hard heart couldn't stand it anymore. He only hoped that Xue'er could get rid of it soon and walk more comfortably.

"If you don't force her, why don't you just let her go?" Hearing Zhou Zimu's words, Qianjin couldn't help crying, "Seeing her like that makes me feel bad too, but... Mumu, if I leave, I won't be able to come back again." I'm back!" She also wanted to give up, but...after she died, she really came back, without even a single expectation.

Zhou Zimu hugged the weeping daughter into his arms, hugged her tightly, buried his face in her hair in great pain, and said in a low voice: "I know she won't come back when she leaves, but seeing her She is in so much pain, I really can't bear it..." There was no hope at the beginning, so maybe there is no need to persist so much.

However, after having hope, it brought more disappointment. They have tried their best.

Qianjin tried her best, so did Xueer, and everyone insisted on it. Is this right or wrong?If Steward Zhao still didn't come back in the end, their persistence would become Xue'er's biggest pain.

"Wait another day... just one day." Qianjin's voice came from Zhou Zimu's arms, muffled and a little confused, but it could be understood. "If you really can't wait, then follow Xue'er's wish!"

"Hmm!" came the deep voice, which contained too much helplessness and pain.

The night was late and a bit chilly. Because of Xue'er's illness, everyone couldn't sleep. Even though they were lying on the bed, they were tossing and turning, and it was difficult to fall asleep.

Qianjin knew that Zhou Zimu hadn't slept yet, but several times she wanted to open her mouth to say something, but she swallowed it and couldn't say it.

"Bang bang..." There was a loud knock on the door when Qianjin was sleeping in a daze. She immediately sat up from the bed, only to see that Zhou Zimu had already turned over and got out of bed, without even putting on any clothes, and opened the door directly. walked out.

Qianjin followed closely behind, quickly put on his pants, put on a coat, and followed out.

The members of the Yun family hadn't left yet. When they heard the knock on the door, they were more vigilant than Zhou Zimu. After asking the people outside, they were about to open the door when Zhou Zimu came out.

"Who is here?" Zhou Zimu was nervous, one was worried that the incident of going up the mountain last time would happen again, and the other was thinking that Butler Zhao might be back, so his tone was a little urgent.

"Master, it's me. I'm back." Outside the door, there was Butler Zhao's slightly happy voice.

"Quick, open the door quickly." Zhou Zimu yelled loudly when he heard it.

"Master, the herbs have been found." Zhao Butler rushed to Zhou Zimu's daughter as soon as he entered the door, and said excitedly.

"Let me take a look." Standing behind Zhou Zimu, Qianjin said immediately when she heard what Butler Zhao said.Seeing this, Butler Zhao took out the prepared herbs, but surprised Qianjin. "Why is this herb dried?"

"It was the herb farmer who collected the herbs who told me that the herbs must be dried before we use them, so when we came back from the road, we put them in the sun... Madame, isn't it right?" Butler Zhao explained. , asked with some concern.

"No, it's very good. What I want to use is sun-dried." Qianjin suppressed the joy in her heart, and said to Zhou Zimu: "I'll go to dispense the medicine, and you arrange for Butler Zhao and others to rest. They must be hungry after traveling all night. I'll ask Juan'er to get up and make them something to eat." Seeing that Butler Zhao and the others looked unhappy, it can be seen that they must have spent the entire journey and hurried back.

"Yes." Zhou Zimu still valued the loyalty of Butler Zhao and others.

Qianjin called Juan'er up, asked her to make some food for Housekeeper Zhao and others, and carried Tutu to Yulan, and asked her to help take care of Tutu and Ruirui, so that Tutu would not wake up in the middle of the night when she was not around. arrive.

Qian Jin came to Xue'er's room and told her that housekeeper Zhao was back, and as long as the medicine was prepared, she would be saved.

In fact, the medicine was obtained, but it had to be soaked in wine, and she had already prepared the rest, just waiting for the Seven Star Grass.

When Xueer heard Qianjin's words, a relieved smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, and she nodded silently with Qianjin.She didn't want to have too much hope, fearing that the last thing she couldn't let go of would be the daughter.She tried her best to save herself, if she left in the end, then she would become the most guilty and disturbed person.

(End of this chapter)