queen i love you

Chapter 89 It's Not Him, Then Me (1)
Bo Nanfeng grinned, but there was no smile in his eyes.Staring at Jiangnan without blinking, his Adam's apple moved, wanting to hold her hand.I feel that the price has dropped, what will I say if it gets involved?Beg her, don't let him leave?
But Jiang Nan dodged it all at once, took a step back, and almost squeezed into Ji Mengxi's arms, not even giving him this humble warmth.He looked coldly at the world: "Let's go, don't trouble him again in the future. I have already made it very clear that your approach has caused me a lot of trouble during this period. Now that I have made everything clear today, I can say it clearly." Be more thorough. Whether you treat me or Ji Mengxi, those actions really annoy me. You go!" Jiang Nan was a little excited, and his voice was too loud, breaking his throat.

In the end, Bo Nanfeng couldn't even laugh, his lips were tightly pursed into a line, and he turned and left in the next second.

The movement of turning around was like a slow motion, played back in Jiangnan's heart over and over again, like a movie that ended in tragedy, and the sad atmosphere was always there.No matter how fast Bo Nanfeng walked, she felt slow, like the next moment she couldn't help reaching out to pull him, saying that she was duplicity, that she was cowardly...

This period of romance is like a lawsuit in her hands. In fact, no matter what the truth is, the direction of her defense has been set, and she thinks that is the best way, even if the truth is not like that.

As early as that night when she was fighting with herself, she had already thought about it. No matter how much she loves someone in her heart, she can't be too self-willed. There are many responsibilities for a person to live besides liking someone, so she is willing to go against herself. The truth of the heart.

Bo Nanfeng's car sped away, such a proud person would never turn around again.

Jiang Nan sucked his nose tightly, tears still fell down his eyes, and big ones fell down.Everything was too sudden, without even typing half of the manuscript, it was already cut off.Withdrew from Ji Mengxi's arms, squatted down on the ground silently, and buried his whole face in his knees.

Even though she didn't make a sound, Ji Mengxi still knew that she was crying, she couldn't get rid of that problem even though she was old, she cried like a child, her shoulders twitched and trembled non-stop.

He followed and squatted down, it was hard to imagine that this was the Queen of Law who had just seen in court a moment ago, her eyes were shining like a bright pearl.

Ji Mengxi's heart softened into water, and he stretched out his hand to embrace her, knowing that her sadness was not for him, and he was also very sad.

"Jiangnan..." After a long ending, he couldn't say anything more.What do you say?Say you like it and go find him?How could it be possible to speak out!

Jiang Nan didn't look up, and spoke with a strong nasal voice, but he could hear the desertedness.

"It's okay, I'm just a little sad, and I'll be fine soon." Since he made up his mind not to be with Bo Nanfeng, he would have to go through this calamity sooner or later. It's better to die early than to stay alive.I choked up for a moment and raised my head: "Ji Mengxi, I never wanted to lie to you. I should have told you frankly that I actually had a relationship with Bo Nanfeng. If you want to leave, just leave."

Ji Mengxi's limbs were cold, he had never been so embarrassed at this age, and wanted to run away.If you are afraid of something coming, if you want to come, you can't hide it.

He clasped her arm tightly, wanting to ask more.

No need for him to ask, Jiang Nan also planned to confess, muttering to himself: "Yeah, I thought I would love you for a long time, and I will still love you until I die. But that lonely road was too difficult to walk, and only then did I realize that my body and mind have been tempered. When I was in the cocoon, it didn’t hurt so much, and in fact I didn’t love so much anymore. I hoped that you would come back, you would come back... But it seemed that there would never be such a day. After a long time, I couldn’t bear to lie to myself anymore. So what if the cloud came? He still failed to take Fairy Zixia away to give her happiness. I finally realized that it was a fake, nothing in this world will last forever. So I imprisoned my heart and locked it in a dark corner that no one can touch , I thought it would be like that all my life. It turned out not to be, but the light I encountered was not bright enough, and none of them could shine into that corner. But Bo Nanfeng shone in, and he was like a beam of the strongest light, lighting up my heart every corner of the

When talking about Bo Nanfeng, Jiang Nan laughed while crying, really happy and sad at the same time.

"When I'm with him, I will become brave, and those soft and discarded things in my bones will become hard and full of vitality. Many things I want to do but never dare to do, as long as he affirms me in words, I can be convinced. Be cowardly When the unbearable can become a belief, you can’t deny his deep-rooted existence. Even if you are unrestrained, you still look so good. You will think, why have you never seen such a person when he was his age? Ji Mengxi, I don’t want to lie You. It’s not that I fell in love with him, and then I stopped loving you. It’s that when I didn’t love you, Bo Nanfeng appeared. This person has that kind of ability, and quickly penetrated into my life like a quicksand storm. It’s just I figured it out late, it made everything so complicated. When I cut my hair short, I should have understood that the upset at that time was actually an emotion. When you said to start again, I waited for you so long , but not as happy as I imagined, and I didn’t even know why. It was only later that I gradually realized that five years were neither too long nor too short, and too many things had changed.”

The pain in the heart was severe, Jiang Nan pressed hard, and found that the pain still could not be relieved, he raised his arm and bit it, the fishy and salty mouth filled his mouth, suppressing the pain, he felt that he was going crazy.When the body hurts, the heart will feel better.

Ji Mengxi's sadness suddenly reached the extreme, and he pulled her arm pitifully, and put his own on it.Jiang Nan has always been afraid of pain, and he would not be cruel to himself unless the pain was severe.

"Bite me, I came back late."

Jiang Nan sobbed, the time to get off work was getting closer, and there were people coming and going around, and he didn't even dare to pretend to be heartbroken.She thought it was nothing, so she wanted to finish talking to him calmly.

"Actually, I don't blame you at all. I understand your difficulties. It's just that your abandonment five years ago has become a lesson in my life. Because I was afraid, I don't want to be the one who was abandoned. If I With Bo Nanfeng, I think I will never be the one who will let go. But compared with Bo Nanfeng, what advantage do I have? Everyone is in a weak position, which makes me helpless. Ji Mengxi, the most sorry thing for me is to let I have become very cowardly. I believe in you. I have never trusted a person so much. In the end, I have no trust in Bo Nanfeng, but my love is not less than that. It makes me feel scared, I am afraid that in the end It’s even dilapidated and embarrassing than it was five years ago. Just make up your mind that you can’t be him with anyone, it’s not that love comes, I’ll do it, but happiness, it really likes to play tricks on me. It’s always not the right time to come.” Or ignorant Ignorance, or the vicissitudes of life, there will never be any chance of winning.

It is true that no woman in this world wants to be defeated again and again. There is no comeback in a woman's youth, only a crushing defeat.It is good to be able to settle down, even if life is plain.

(End of this chapter)