queen i love you

Chapter 90 It's Not Him, Then Me (2)
Ji Mengxi understood the essence of Jiangnan dialect, but she just couldn't figure it out. How could Bo Nanfeng know about the wounds she burned deeply in her heart?Jiang Nan said that she was afraid, and she no longer wanted to be the one who was abandoned.Just a moment ago, Bo Nanfeng also told him that this was the greatest cruelty to her five years ago, and it turned out to be this!

Jiang Nan said that too many things have changed in the past five years, and only he knows what hasn't changed. She is still straightforward, and refuses to say even a lie.

"Why did you say it so clearly? Since you don't want to be with him, why don't you hide something from me. If you don't say something, I will never think about it."

Jiang Nan hit the nail on the head: "It's not that you don't think about it, it's just that you don't know how to ask. But, Ji Mengxi, a person like you can't guess anything. I recruited myself, but I don't want to deceive myself, let alone you." She sniffed : "In fact, I wanted to say it as early as when it happened. I couldn't find a suitable opportunity, so I put it off again and again. Now I finally have the opportunity to tell you the whole story. Although the ending of our reunion is as sad, but I said I came out, and I feel much happier. No matter how you look at me, there is nothing. I deserve it. In fact, I owe you, just to make myself feel better, just thinking that I have loved so hard before You, treat us as even this time." Rolling in the world of mortals, unrestrained men complaining about women, it really is hard to be perfect.

Jiang Nan wanted to say that she was fine, but her nose was sore and her eye sockets were hot. The last thing she could do now was to act as if nothing had happened.This is not a good place for her to vent her emotions, she wiped away her tears before standing up.Because her face was upright and she didn't even put on makeup, she couldn't look embarrassed with makeup.

"I'm going to eat, let's go first, goodbye."

As soon as she turned around, Ji Mengxi reached out and grabbed her.At that time, the parking lot was already crowded with people, and their joys and sorrows were staged really quietly.

Even Ji Mengxi didn't expect how he could be so calm.The Adam's apple twitched: "Since it can be anyone other than Bo Nanfeng, why not me?"

Jiang Nan froze for a moment, then turned to look at him.

Ji Mengxi tried his best to smile, but he was still very gentle.

"It's my retribution if you say that you will reap the consequences. I have been away from you for so long, what right do I have to ask you to stay with me forever? It was already so cruel when I turned around and left you where you were, how could I expect you to stay here forever?" No movement. Jiangnan, you said that too many things have changed in five years. I admit it, but some things will not change. Just like I love you, I will be attracted by your emotions, all of which are exactly the same as five years ago, like It is a destiny that I will never be able to resist. As you said, we are even. Yes, it is indeed even. The first time I fell in love, I turned and left first. This time you are mine, but you want to be with me One shot and two parts. Let everything clear to zero, and we start over. Many years ago, you would have loved me, and many years later, if I treat you as always, you will still love me after all, right?"

In fact, he was terrified of saying goodbye from Jiangnan's mouth, no matter how incomplete it was, he was responsible for it all.Jiang Nan has always believed in fairy tales. She used to be such a beautiful and innocent woman, but in the end she lied to herself for too long.It was really nothing good, he still let go of Fairy Zixia's hand, at that moment he felt more hurt than abandoning God.

Ji Mengxi thought clearly about everything, so she was confident to convince her too: "I don't care who you love in your heart now, but I believe that in another five years or more, you will slowly fall in love again Me, no matter how many years, I can wait. You know me so well, and I treat you too, is it better than a stranger? And I love you, you know that. I have feelings that other people can't match The basics are recognized by even the elders. Since it can't be him, then choose me. What to say to leave? Is it you or me?"

Of course it was him, Jiangnan's earliest setting was the result.She is sure that she may end up empty-handed, neither fish nor bear's paw, a typical chicken-and-egg fight.But she never expected that such a proud person as Ji Mengxi would say such words without leaving herself any time to hesitate.

All of this came too suddenly, the time and place were too different from the scene she imagined, she didn't expect to say it now, squeezed into a day with the lawsuit in hand, and it was in the parking lot of the middle courtyard.If he hadn't seen Bo Nanfeng suddenly appearing and beating someone, Jiang Nan felt that he would not lose his mind, and was so speechless that he was calm about everything to both parties. Ji Mengxi's avoidance is related to Ji Mengxi, and he will make things worse.

Ji Mengxi has a head and a face, and he can't stand such a commotion, and besides, he can't be blamed for this matter anyway.Of course, she didn't blame Bo Nanfeng, there was nothing wrong with it, if she said something wrong, it was her fault.So I wanted to make a break, not to drag the two sides to be unclear, the fact of the relationship is not suitable for dragging the water, and the temporary calm is really not a perfect solution.

Jiang Nan stood alone in a hot shabu-shabu for too long, and the broth was boiling, but she didn't even drop a vegetable leaf.

Bo Nanfeng left, but Ji Mengxi said he would stay forever.Although things started unexpectedly and the process was very obscure, the result seemed to be very successful.Bo Nanfeng was in danger, and finally the danger was resolved, and Ji Mengxi was indeed thousands of times better than strangers, this time fate was finally not kind to her, Jiang Nan thought so, but shed tears in panic.

Can't even tell why.

The clerk really couldn't bear to look at her, the pot of soup was about to boil dry, so she took the initiative to come over and add soup to her.I couldn't bear it, so I asked one more question: "Miss, are you okay?"

How can it be all right, all internal organs are empty.She grabbed the material of the clothes indiscriminately, suffocating badly in one place.Originally, Ji Mengxi wanted to be with her, but she was upset and said that she wanted to come to eat hot pot for a while, but she had a lot of troubles in her heart, so she ate like this.Shaking his head: "It's okay, I'm just starving to death."

The clerk was speechless, and it was not easy to ask again.People who are hungry and crying have seen it before, but this is the first time they have seen such a big one.This is really a new era of rapid change and rapid development.

"You don't have to pity me. In fact, it wasn't your fault that you left five years ago. You don't have to make up for me like you are now." Before leaving, Jiang Nan knew it was incredible despite his heartache, so he told him so.

Ji Mengxi stood in the afterglow of the sunset when the tired bird returned home, and his words clanged: "As long as you don't leave me, there is nothing I am not willing to do."

Jiang Nan took out the napkin and stared blankly at the busy traffic in the dark night outside the window, thinking that this is fine, nothing is worth heartbroken.

The phone rang twice before she remembered to answer it.

It was Sun Qing, who opened his mouth and asked her, "Are you busy?"

Jiang Nan sat there for too long, and he had already regained his composure.

(End of this chapter)