leave this sad place

Chapter 177 Goodbye
As soon as she entered the door, she hurriedly asked him, "What did your class teacher say?"

"I didn't say anything, just told me to go home and think about it, and then go back to school when I figured it out."

"Then if you figure it out, go back to school and go to class." She muttered.

He pretended not to hear, how could he just give up the freedom he had won so hard for himself?He changed his shoes unhurriedly, and roughly told her about the conversation with the class teacher just now.

"Look, I just said that the class teacher wouldn't care about these things at all, especially for those whose grades are not outstanding like mine." After finishing speaking, Ouyang didn't forget to add a sentence at the end.

Thinking of the money that was paid for nothing, he couldn't help but continued: "I feel that this is too dark, I won't go to make up lessons at all, and I have to pay the fee."

"Yes, it's too bad. Why don't you go back to school tomorrow?" She couldn't help but persuade him again.

Ouyang Weiwei was a little speechless, so he just complained a little.However, although what she said was good, it was for her own good, but she didn't want to go back at all, and she had no intention of going back for a long time.If he really went back to school, he would be suffering, and he would not be able to study at all.

"It's better not to mention these things." Ouyang was silent for a while, it's better not to go deeper into such topics.

"Okay." Looking at Ouyang these two days, it seems that he is no longer as silent as before, and she doesn't want Ouyang to become like before again, and as long as he can take the college entrance examination, as long as he doesn't do too badly in the exam.

"Then how are you going to spend it?"

"How to get through it?" Ouyang frowned slightly, knowing that she was afraid that she would not be able to learn at home at all, and finally abandoned her studies.With a faint sigh, he actually didn't know whether he could learn it at home, because he hadn't studied at home for a long time.

"Let's adjust yourself first." He sighed and said, his heart became heavy unconsciously. If he really wanted to study hard, it would actually be harder at home than at school.

"To tell you the truth, I don't even have the intention to study now. Even if I go back to school, it won't make much sense. So what I want is to wait for myself to adjust and recover—— Review it well. And this way you will feel more relaxed, and you won't be so depressed." Ouyang explained slightly that he didn't want to tell her such things, for fear that she would be sad when she heard them.But if he didn't tell her, he was afraid that she would make random guesses.

"Okay." She nodded, feeling unavoidably worried.She said to him a little more solemnly: "As long as you know what's in your heart." After she finished speaking, a trace of worry had crawled onto her face.

"Know it in your heart, what does it mean to know it in your heart?" He murmured in his heart.He knew that she wanted him to do his best to review again, but he didn't say it.

Ouyang glanced at her wordlessly, not knowing how he felt.She still cared so much about her academic performance, he didn't know whether he should be thankful or sad?Didn't she realize that it's easy for her sensitive self to misunderstand?Does she care about herself or her academic performance?If my study is really bad all the time, I don’t need such contradictions and depression.Ouyang felt a little lonely in his heart, such speculations had always existed in his heart, but he just didn't want to say it out.

Now he is trying his best to make himself more relaxed, instead of feeling a little depressed like this.

He knew it in his heart, don't regret it, he thought of what she said again, and became a little heavy.She didn't know that she always put too much pressure on herself invisible, and those seemingly insignificant words made his heart restless for a long time.

"It would be great if I really didn't care about these anymore." Ouyang sighed slightly in his heart.Sighing helplessly, he knew that he was too sensitive to do this at all.

Time passed day by day.

Ouyang tried his best to open himself up, and read novels to relax himself from time to time.

And she saw that Ouyang was not doing business there again, and she hadn't seen him touch the textbook for several days, and she didn't seem to have any intention of reviewing at all, and her heart became more and more anxious day by day.If this continues, won't he be finished?Finally, I couldn't help persuading him: "You should take out the information and have a look at it when you have time."

Ouyang continued to read the novel in silence.He knew why she said that to himself, but he still didn't have much interest in learning.He wanted to relax for a few more days, and after a few more days he would start studying hard, and then everything would be fine.Besides, reading novels is not a waste of time in his eyes, it is related to his future dreams, and now he regards reading as a process of primitive accumulation, and it can also relax him.

Seeing that Ouyang ignored her, she felt a little cold in her heart, thinking that he had returned to the way he was before, and she was full of worries.I couldn't help persuading him again and again, and tried to confiscate his mobile phone several times.

Seeing her like that, Ouyang's heart gradually became depressed again, and his heart, which was about to be calm, became restless and turbulent.He thought that she didn't understand himself at all, and was still worrying indiscriminately, which made his heart uneasy and took time to calm down.But I also understand that she is doing it for her own good after all, but this is simply a disservice to kindness.Several times I couldn't help but replied to her: "I know what I know."

Hearing such words, the worry on her face was so numerous?
He knew that she couldn't believe such words.But it is simply impossible for him to stop reading novels and review them seriously right away.It's okay to pretend like that, but is it necessary?He didn't know how he should explain it to her, he just hoped that she wouldn't pay too much attention to these superficial things.

But how could she not care about those?In her eyes, Ouyang didn't review at all, he just read novels there all the time. "Maybe I lied to myself even taking the college entrance examination." She couldn't help guessing in her heart, feeling chills.

Ouyang tried his best to control himself not to care about these, as long as his mind calmed down, he could seriously review.At that time, she doesn't have to explain anything, and she will feel at ease.But how could his state of mind be so easy to calm down if he wanted to? Instead, it was self-defeating and made his heart gradually uneasy and dull.

She finally couldn't bear to take away his mobile phone, thinking that he could calm down and review in this way.But she was disappointed, Ouyang obediently handed her the phone, but there was still no sign of learning!

How can you watch him go on like this?She asked him angrily, "what do you want to do?"

"I just want to calm down." Ouyang controlled his voice to make it appear calmer.

"Meditate, meditate, it's been so many days! Don't tell me your heart hasn't come to meditation yet?" She asked him angrily again. In her opinion, such an answer was obviously an excuse, and it was still very naive!

Ouyang stood there silently and didn't want to say anything.He knew that all of this was caused by her ignorance at all, and he just didn't want to explain anything.

I thought that this period of time could be passed peacefully, and there would never be so many storms as before.But I was expecting too much, how could a life like the sea really be peaceful?

Faintly, he seemed to see the storm ahead again.

"College entrance examination." He read a sentence inexplicably, and his heart couldn't help trembling.

(End of this chapter)