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Chapter 75 The Resentment in My Heart ([-])

Is this flouting "authority"?Ouyang doesn't know, and doesn't want to think about it.He respects that every soul is independent and powerful, so he doesn't like to scold others, and of course he doesn't want others to scold himself.

"Everyone has the right to choose. Why is this inherent right always deprived? There are too many arrangements, too many arrangements that we don't like. Why should we have them? Why don't we let us choose? Arrange everything for us? Why are we not allowed to resist? A little bit of resistance is rebellion, and a little bit of unique ideas will be marked as 'whimsical'. Not giving us help, not giving us support, these are all It is understandable. Then why do you still obstruct us? Just because you are 'adults', you must know more than us? Just because of your relatives, is this for our own good? How can such a reason Is it convincing? Everyone has their own way, and since it is their own way, it will never be your old way! 'Adults', please let us go, please hold your hands high! We are The master of the next era is not the slave of the next era, absolutely not, and should not be!" Ouyang murmured, he thought too much.

"Why is there such an arrangement? Why don't we explain it or explain it to us? Is it because of our age? Is it wrong to be young? Is there such a reason in the world?" Ouyang said The heart is even more depressed.He thought of himself, and thought that his family didn't care about anything, as long as he came here to study wholeheartedly, but he didn't want this kind of life, but he had to accept this kind of life.

His heart became even more disgusted, disgusted with reading, disgusted with learning, and disgusted with school.

Then, he thought of those elementary school students who were forced by their parents to learn this and that, which made his heart sink even more.So, he sighed faintly: "Maybe we haven't understood your good intentions yet, maybe we will understand when we grow up. But, how much do you know us? When I grow up, you How much do you know about us? Do you understand? Hehe, have you ever understood?"

"Damn it! Why are you starting to think about it again?" Ouyang patted his head, with anger and bitterness on his face!

"Study hard, study hard, isn't it enough? Why think so much? Is it useful to think so much? You idiot, you are a complete and complete fool, and you are still the kind of hopeless!" Ouyang He scolded himself again, and blamed himself again.Those thoughts of resignation were too deep in his mind, and he fell into contradiction unconsciously.

"Disband!" The supervisor teacher on the stage shouted unwillingly.

"Disbanded?" Ouyang finally came to his senses.He searched to the right again, but he didn't see her figure again, which made him feel inexplicable melancholy again.

After hastily eating breakfast, Ouyang ran to the classroom, but he didn't have any desire to study.

"Another week has passed." He sighed, planning to study hard this semester.But weeks passed, and he felt that he was still immersed in the old melancholy.And in the last few days, the mood has been even worse.Actually drinking, actually going to the Internet!
He lay on the desk and didn't want to move, feeling so decadent.

(End of this chapter)