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Chapter 366 Marriage and love in the city, inseparable in this life 11: Embarrass her, humble begging
Chapter 430 Three: Marriage and love in the city, inseparable in this life 11
The autumn wind is light and rainy, Long Ziqi doesn't like such a cool weather, on the contrary, he even hates it, because it always brings back the darkest and dirty part of her memory.

There are two forces in the body fighting hard, trying to occupy her calmness and control her reason.

One side is warmth and tolerance, and the other side is hatred and revenge!
Because the cold has not been cured yet, there is a cough, sometimes light cough, sometimes intense cough, as if to cough up all the internal organs.

Hearing her coughing, Su trembled with fear, "Your Excellency, go back and rest."

Seeing her pale and haggard face, Su felt distressed.

Long Ziqi held the pen in one hand, and covered his lips with the other hand, trying to suppress the sound of his coughing.After listening to Su Jiu's words, he looked sideways at the rainy weather outside the window, and said hoarsely, "Your Excellency the President is back?"

Su shook his head, "According to Chongjian's assistant, no."

This is the first time since His Excellency the President took office three years ago that he has not appeared at the Presidential Palace until evening, which is truly unprecedented.

His clear eyes were stained with a thin layer of gray, and he stared out of the window for a long time, "Su Jiu, haven't we seen Song Jing for a long time!"

Su's face was startled, he didn't expect that she would suddenly mention Song Jing, he focused his attention, his sadness was not concealed after all when he lowered his eyes.
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Zhonglieyuan is the final destination of those who sacrificed their lives for the country, or who have selflessly dedicated their lives to the president.To be buried here after death is the highest honor for everyone who has worked in the presidential palace, and it is also an honor for the families of the deceased.

The latest person to be buried here is Song Jing who died three years ago. She was only 25 years old and had no love, marriage, or children.

The cause of death was that Long Ziqi blocked three shots, one in the chest and one in the arm, and the last shot was between the eyebrows, which was also a fatal shot.

Rather than killing with guns, it is more appropriate to use "slaughter". Bullets fly, blood spreads, everyone's eyes are red, and the air is full of death.

Song Jing has been with Long Ziqi for two years, and she is not qualified to be buried in Zhonglie Garden in terms of seniority and dedication. It is Long Ziqi who overcomes all difficulties and insists on burying Song Jing here. Only Song Jing's body lies here , her parents will be called the family members of the martyrs, and have the preferential treatment of the family members of the martyrs.

Some people may think that when people are dead, what is the point of striving for these things?But Long Ziqi wanted to fight, because Song Jing deserved it.

A black and white photo of Song Jing was pasted on the cold tombstone, her thin lips were smiling, her eyes were like spring rain, without too many vicissitudes and complications, she was sincere and calm.

What kind of person is Song Jing?

He is not the oldest, but he is the calmest. He doesn't talk much, but he is willing to listen to Su's nonsense every day; he is the last one to sleep every night, because he has to check whether the three of them have covered the quilt well, and they will not. catch a cold.

Song Jing is very filial. She earns her living and studying in the United States by working part-time. She calls her parents regularly every week to reassure her.

She is also a very good student. She never misses a class. Even if she is sick and has a high fever of 39°, she is willing to go to the doctor after listening to the class. She treats her classmates harmoniously and never hesitates to let others read her neat notes.

It is such a good woman, her youth has not yet fully bloomed but has withered in an instant, becoming a handful of ashes in time.

For a long time, Long Ziqi didn't want to think of Song Jing, not because he didn't want her, but because he couldn't recall the massacre that day.Song Jing protected her under her body, her blood first slid down drop by drop, and then gradually turned into a river, staining her clothes, sticky and cold.

Su was wearing a black professional suit, standing beside Long Ziqi with an umbrella, his eyes were red.

When she learned of Song Jing's death, it happened that Su Jiu was defending her doctoral dissertation. She left her defense and the crazy professors behind, ran out of the school, hailed a car to go to the airport, and called friends to book a plane ticket. Passport delivered.

Song Jing is dead?

She couldn't accept this news.

Because they were still talking on the phone the night before her doctoral dissertation defense, Song Jing said that when she passed her doctoral dissertation defense successfully, she would come to the United States to celebrate her and give her a graduation gift.

Song Jing had already bought her a graduation present, which was a custom-made brooch, Sujiu's favorite cherry blossom pattern.

Seeing Song Jing's corpse, she never liked to shed tears. Even Su, who was cheated by her boyfriend, cried and broke down completely. Holding Song Jing's body, she refused to be cremated.

In the end, Long Ziqi, who had been silent all this time, came over, pulled Su Jiu away, let Song Jing's body be cremated, and let her be buried in Zhonglie Garden.

Su cried until dawn that night, as if she was about to shed all her tears. Before falling asleep with Long Ziqi on her back, she only said, "I'm not going back to America."

Song Jing was worried about Long Ziqi, and followed her back to China, embarking on the road of politics.In order to protect Long Ziqi, she would sacrifice her life at all costs.Song Jing is gone, and her doctoral dissertation defense is also in vain, it doesn't matter, she is willing to replace Song Jing and stay by Long Ziqi's side.

He Zui returned to country A to take over the family business. Hearing the news of Song Jing's death, he was choked up on the phone and could not make a sound. He wanted to come to the capital and planned to stay with Long Ziqi.

Long Ziqi refused. He Zui is an only child, and his parents are in business. It is destined to take over the family business from birth. Song Jing has already lost her life for her. How could she let He Zui abandon her parents again? Adventure to her side.

She didn't want Su to stay, but Su insisted on staying. At that time, she supported the Long family and everything alone, and had no one else to trust except Chong Jian. In the end, she let Su stay and replace Song. Quiet location so far.

Long Ziqi wanted to stay alone with Song Jing for a while, and let Su go back to the car first, but Su didn't want to, it was still raining!

Looking at Su Jiu with clear eyes, he said lightly, "5 minutes."

Give her 5 minutes!
Su caught a trace of intense grief in her eyes, and his heart suddenly picked up. After hesitating for a while, he agreed to let her stay for 5 minutes.

The umbrella was left to Long Ziqi, and she asked the bodyguards to take her back to the car. The remaining four bodyguards stood in four different directions, keeping a certain distance, and protecting her!
Long Ziqi stepped forward and touched the cold tombstone covered in rain, his voice seemed to sink to the bottom of the sea, "If you knew that I would become what I am today, would you regret that you sacrificed your life to save me that day!"

For her life, too many people's lives and happiness were sacrificed, but what did she do?
She ruined the life of an innocent child.

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and the torrential rain splashed her trousers, and her vision was blurred by the mist.She stood in front of the tombstone, like a flower ravaged by wind and rain, crumbling.

Nowhere to go, no one to speak, but to repent in front of the dead, her sins!
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Lan Mufei locked herself in the room for a day and a night, neither eating nor drinking nor sleeping.Long Lifei just guarded her in the Haoting Garden for a day and a night. His clothes were wrinkled, and he had slippers from Mingzheng Residence under his feet. He didn't even touch any food or water except for cigarettes.

Jiang Chongjian couldn't stay in Haoting Garden all the time, he had a lot of things to deal with.For example, the matter of the presidential palace, or the man who left a check for Lan Mufei.

At ten o'clock in the morning on the day when the incident happened, he rushed to the airport to intercept Louis Yingduo.

Louis Yingdo has the purest and most noble blood of the French nobility. His facial features are much more elegant than those of the nobility in European and American movies. His expressionless expression is a bit contemptuous when he meets Chongjian.

The bodyguard behind him wanted to step forward to attack Chong Jian, but because of his raised hand, he retreated to the sides.

Jiang Chongjian handed the check to Louis Yinghuo, and said calmly: "Mr. Louis, not everything in this world can be bought with money."

Louis Yingdo frowned coldly, and glanced at the check in his hand, which was the one he had written to the girl before leaving the hotel.

"It's not a purchase, it's compensation." Her thin lips were pursed lightly, and her hoarse voice was pure British pronunciation.

Jiang Chongjian pursed her lips: "That's even more unnecessary!"

There were waves in Louis Yingduo's eyes, "You can speak French."

Jiang Chongjian not only speaks French, but also speaks it more purely than many French people.Unlike other countries, France loves English very much. On the contrary, they are proud of their mother tongue. People who do not speak French in France will be looked down upon more or less.

"French women are warm and romantic, they are every man's dream." Jiang Chongjian implied that he learned French only to meet French blonde girls.

Louis Yingdou pursed his lips, smiled calmly, and reached out to take the check he insisted on handing over, "Your master is very lucky."

Jiang Chongjian glanced at the bodyguards on both sides of him, and said with a half smile, "Your bodyguard is very unfortunate."

After a pause, he continued: "My master asked me to tell Mr. Louis that he very much welcomes Miss Grace as a guest in the capital!"

Louis Yingduo glanced at him meaningfully, his thin lips curled into a charming arc, but he didn't speak, and walked past him to the boarding gate.

Jiang Chongjian put his hands in his pockets, and when he turned around, he saw Louis Yingdou throwing the check into the trash can, and his brows raised involuntarily. He was really a duplicity, arrogant and stinky French nobleman.

I didn't expect Fei Fei to provoke such a troublesome person!

The bodyguard who had followed Louis Ying for the longest time spoke behind him, "... Earl."

Knowing the earl for so long, he has never seen the earl tolerate others' disrespect like this. Whoever accepted the check issued by the earl happily accepted it. Not only did they send it back, but they even dared to warn the earl. How courageous it is!
Louis Yingdo paused, and asked meaningfully: "Who do you think can find out my identity in such a short time and intercept me?"

The bodyguard was startled, and then he heard a faint sentence: "This is not France."

A strong dragon can't overwhelm a local snake!

Louis Yingdo boarded the plane to end this journey of chasing his fiancée, but the scene of last night flashed in his mind, and his thin lips raised a sneer.

He didn't expect that he would meet an amazing woman!
Turning the water glass with his fingers, a gleam flashed in his eyes. He was looking forward to who the first lady of country C would get in the future!
As for Grace!

Secretly sigh!
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In the afternoon of the second day, Long Lifei stood at the door of Lan Mufei's room with the food in person, and knocked slightly on the door with his index finger, "Fei Fei, open the door!"

There was silence in the room, no one answered, he knocked three more times, still no one opened the door.

"If you don't open the door, I'll let someone break it down forcibly."

She hasn't eaten for two days, how can her body bear it?Even if it was forced feeding, he would let her eat!
After waiting for a while, there was still no response, Long Lifei turned around and was about to leave, when the door suddenly opened.

Lan Mufei stood barefoot on the clean and cold floor, her long hair was scattered on the back of her neck, her body was still dressed in yesterday's clothes, crumpled, her complexion was very bad, and she looked at him with complicated eyes.

She was finally willing to open the door, and Long Lifei's tense nerves slowly relaxed, God knows how afraid he was that she would miss it!

"I made it myself, eat some." He said, and he had already entered her room.

The tray had just been placed on the table when a hoarse and exhausted voice came from the door: "Brother Li Fei, go back! I want to be alone."

Long Lifei's spine stiffened, and he turned to look at her: "I'll go back after you finish eating."

Lan Mufei's dim pupils looked at him for a few seconds, she walked to the table and sat down without saying a word, and began to eat slowly.

In the past, if Long Lifei cooked for her personally, she would be so happy that she would go crazy, and then eat up all the dishes he cooked, but now, she doesn't know how to eat, and every skin hurts like being burned.

Lowering her head, she forced herself to chew a few times casually, and swallowed hastily, the food scratched her throat sorely. In order not to let him see the abnormality, she tried her best to cover up and suppress her emotions.

Long Lifei sat across from her, not saying a word, looking at her with deep eyes, still unable to say a word.

After eating half of it, she still couldn't eat anymore. She put down the tableware and looked up at her: "I really can't eat anymore."

"Then don't eat it." Long Lifei narrowed his eyes, those heartaches were well collected, and his voice was gentle: "Rest early, I will come to see you tomorrow morning."

"No need!" Lan Mufei replied reflexively, both of them were stunned for a moment, she avoided his sharp gaze, her voice was full of exhaustion, "I mean there are many things waiting for you to deal with in the presidential palace, don't you Let others gossip! I'm fine by myself."

"I am the president, who dares to gossip about me." He spoke in a gentle voice, unprecedentedly gentle and pampering: "Rest early, I will go back first."

Lan Mufei nodded, but still didn't look at him.

Long Lifei got up, picked up the tray, looked at her deeply for a while, and finally turned and left.

Until his back completely walked out of the room and the moment the door closed, Lan Mufei covered her mouth, quickly ran to the bathroom, squatted in front of the toilet and vomited.

What I just ate, I vomited out whole and in full.
Tears flowed down the corners of his eyes, and there seemed to be a hand stirring in his stomach, which made him feel sick.

So dirty!

Long Lifei was holding the dinner plate, and Xin Chang's body was standing at the door. He faintly heard the voice from the room, his eyes darkened, and his heart was pierced like a knife.Standing still, not moving.

Chong Jian came over from the presidential palace and saw him standing still at the door, "What's wrong?"

Long Lifei came back to his senses, and put the tray on his outstretched hand, "Take care of her."

"it is good."

"24 hours." Long Lifei reminded again worriedly.Her reaction made him very uneasy!
"I will definitely." Chongjian solemnly promised.

Long Lifei didn't show up at the Presidential Palace for two days, and didn't return to Mingzheng Residence overnight. He had to go back!Here, he can only hand it over to Chong Jian, the only one he trusts!

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Jiang Chongjian knocked on the door, but no one responded, so he pushed the door open and walked in. The room was empty, and there was the sound of water flowing from the bathroom.
Sword eyebrows frowned, and strode towards the bathroom with meteoric strides.

The shower was on, Lan Mufei curled up under the shower, her clothes were all wet, her face was pale and haggard, she bowed her head on her fingertips, sobbing softly.

Jiang Chongjian quickly turned off the shower, wrapped the towel around her body, and he knew something was wrong when he came in. She turned on cold water, and there was no hot air in the bathroom.

"Why do you torture yourself like this!"

Lan Mufei slowly raised her head to look at him, her curled eyelashes were stained with water drops, her misty eyes were shattered, and she answered the irrelevant question: "He left?"

Jiang Chongjian nodded.

Lan Mufei bit her bitten lip again, her whole body was trembling because of the cold, tears were streaming down her face, her heart was pierced by a knife, and she was in extreme pain.

Jiang Chongjian's eyes were dark, and his heartache was fleeting, and he said apologetically, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't make things difficult for you."

Lan Mufei closed her eyes to hide the pain in her eyes, and kept shaking her head.

In the afternoon, when Long Lifei was not paying attention, Jiang Chongjian stood at the door of Lan Mufei's room and spoke to her.

He said, "You are not tormenting yourself, but Long Lifei! How long have you not rested or eaten, and he will accompany you without resting or eating. You must know that his lungs are not good. He has smoked five packs of cigarettes in two days. If this continues, he will die earlier than you! Fei Fei, do you have the heart to watch him self-mutilate like this?"

She couldn't bear it, so she opened the door, even if she couldn't eat anymore, she would force herself to eat in front of him.

She was already in such unbearable pain, if she made him suffer again, how would she live?
It's not that she didn't think about death these two days, she had no choice, not because she was afraid of death, but because she couldn't bear it. She couldn't bear to see him again!
But what face does she have when she is alive, facing him?

She was really in pain and didn't know what to do.

Jiang Chongjian held her gently in his arms, patted her back lightly with his big palm, and murmured softly: "Cry, maybe crying hard will make you feel better."

Lan Mufei clutched his clothes tightly with both hands, and broke down and cried loudly, as if all the pain and grievances in her heart were cut off in an instant, and completely vented out!

In the bathroom, her crying, the devastated heart was broken.

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Long Lifei returned to Mingzheng Residence, standing at the entrance Qingfeng was changing his shoes, Long Ziqi just came down from the second floor, stopped walking, and looked at him expressionlessly.

"You're back." She said softly.

"Yeah." Long Lifei nodded, changed into a new pair of slippers, and went to the stairs to go back to the room to rest.

Qingfeng asked from behind if he wanted to prepare his dinner, and he responded silently that he didn't need it.

Passing Long Ziqi's side, she smelled the strong smell of tobacco, her delicate brows furrowed, and she turned to look at his tall back, "Are you smoking?"

Long Lifei paused, did not look back at her, and still gave an indifferent "hmm".

Long Ziqi walked up to him, saw his pale face, and said in a harsh tone, "You forgot that Aunt Chu said you can't smoke!"

Not only did he smoke, but he smoked a lot.

Long Lifei looked at her, pulled his thin lips together, with a hint of a smile, but his eyes were very dim, "It's just a little bit, I'm fine, don't worry!"

The big palm landed on her head, rubbed it as usual, then dropped his arm, and walked upstairs past her.

Long Ziqi stood where he was, feeling something hit his heart so hard that every bone in his body was shattered.The lowered eyes did not look at him, and the voice seemed to escape from his throat: "Don't you have anything to say to me?"

Long Lifei's footsteps lingered on the stairs, looking back at her, his eyes were gentle, and he said in a light voice: "No. I'm a little tired, what's the matter when I wake up!"

Long Ziqi didn't speak, glanced at Xin's tall and straight back under the streamer light, exuding the desolation and depression of standing in the world, her clean and beautiful fingers landed on the handrail, and walked step by step to the second floor.

Just when he reached the turning, the figure suddenly fell to the ground, and fell to the ground with a "bang".

Long Ziqi watched his back disappear from his pupils, his whole face changed drastically, and he exclaimed in a daze, "...Li Fei!"

Qingfeng was also startled, "...Your Excellency!"

"Li Fei...Li Fei..." Long Ziqi was the first to run to his side, hugged him to her body, kept patting his cheek, lost her usual composure and indifference, flustered and feared , coming overwhelmingly.

"Xu Chengdong... quickly call Xu Chengdong!"

The fall of Long Lifei was like the collapse of her spiritual world building, with broken tiles and chaos. It has come to the end of the world, leaving only ruins and mess all over the place.

The fears and fears that crazily devoured her bones and all her rationality three years ago, once again, made a comeback!
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Jiang Chongjian wanted a servant to change her clothes, but Lan Mufei didn't want anyone to touch her, so she changed her clothes by herself.

Jiang Chongjian knocked on the door with ginger soup. She drenched in cold water for a long time. He was worried that she would catch a cold and have a fever. Drinking some ginger soup can keep the cold away.

Lan Mufei took the bowl but didn't drink it, the hot bowl was in her icy palm, almost cooling down.The steaming heat hurt her eyes, but she really couldn't cry anymore after crying for too long.

Jiang Chongjian didn't force her, and sat quietly by the bed.

"Brother Li Fei didn't answer the call." She looked up at him, and asked in a descriptive tone: "The one who answered the phone was Long Ziqi, right?"

Jiang Chongjian was startled, remained silent for more than ten seconds, and replied, "I was not in Mingzheng Residence that night, so I don't know exactly what happened."

Lan Mufei looked at him, her thin lips curled up into a smile, but there was no smile in her eyes, "I'm so stupid, why would I think that Brother Lifei doesn't want me anymore."

It's because some people don't want Brother Li Fei to come to see him, that's all.

Jiang Chongjian frowned: "Fei Fei, the matter has not been clarified yet." Even though Yan'er answered the phone call, Long Lifei did not receive so many calls and text messages after that, so it is impossible for Yan'er to do all of them.

There must be some reason.

Lan Mufei looked at him, silently shed a sparkling teardrop, and asked him in a choked voice: "In your eyes, do you think Long Ziqi is right in everything and everything I do is wrong? I Is it wrong to just want to spend my 17th birthday with him?"

"You're not wrong." Jiang Chongjian said softly, his eyes were heavy.

In country C, the coming-of-age ceremony is a very important thing. The coming-of-age ceremony represents adulthood, growing up, being able to take responsibility and plan for one's own life, and having the right to freely enter into marriage.However, country C has an unchanging rule over the years. Only the descendants of the president's family that have been passed down from generation to generation are eligible to hold the coming-of-age ceremony at the age of 18, while ordinary people, even the children of the richest and richest officials, cannot hold the coming-of-age ceremony at the age of 18. For one thing, except for the president's daughter, all other children's adult ceremonies are at the age of 17.

17 years old is the age of adulthood!

Lan Mufei just wanted to spend the most important coming-of-age ceremony birthday with Long Lifei in her life, what's wrong with that?

It's just that Chong Jian didn't think that Yan'er was wrong in his heart, he believed that today's situation would not be what Yan'er wanted to see.

Lan Mufei didn't speak any more, the pain in his eyes was boundless.

At the age of 17, the day she became an adult ended her innocence and beauty, and even made her whole life bear a stain that could not be erased.

She and Long Lifei, if it was just the difference between heaven and earth before, now it is the difference between the scorching sun and the mud!
The long silence, the silence of death, seemed to sink everything into the deep sea.Neither of them spoke until Jiang Chongjian helped her down and asked her to take a good rest.

Lan Mufei looked at him with wide and empty eyes, and asked him very seriously: "Why do some people have the right to live but first have the right to be abandoned?"

Jiang Chongjian was silent, her words pierced his heart like a sharp sword.

This question is too sharp and heavy.

On those days when I dare not look up at the bright sunshine, I shrink humblely in the low dust. Why do some people have the right to live but have to bear the right to be abandoned first?
After experiencing abandonment and humiliation, in the end they never really had the right to be loved.

It is said that every child will have an angel to love her and protect her, but why, she has never found her angel to truly love her and protect her?

Is it really a good thing that she was born?

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Long Ziqi sat quietly on the side of the bed, folded his hands reverently, and Long Lifei's hand was extremely cold in her palm.

He was lying on the bed very quietly, even if he was asleep, his brows were tightly frowned, the lingering haze and pain were looming, his pale face was almost bloodless, and his breathing was extremely weak.

"Your Excellency broke three ribs, punctured his lungs, squeezed his stomach, and suffered huge trauma to his heart. It is a miracle that he survived. Dr. Chu said that he would never touch tobacco, alcohol and other irritating things in his life. Things. He hasn’t eaten for about two days, and it is estimated that he has smoked no less than four packs of cigarettes. He is committing suicide.”

Xu Chengdong's words still ring in his ears.

Every word hit her soul extremely heavily - he was simply committing suicide.

She could almost imagine how he spent the tormented two days, without eating or drinking, and never leaving the cigarette butt in his hands. Until now, she could still smell the tobacco at his fingertips.

He wholeheartedly guarded her safety, and all he wanted was to wait for her to reach out and grab her own happiness, but what about her?
What did she do to him?
The waywardness almost caused him to lose his life, and a single mistake ruined the love in his heart, leaving him caught in this dilemma, in a dilemma!
She made him miserable again.

Long Ziqi slowly bent over and lay on the side of the bed, the tears from the corners of his eyes slowly flowed out, falling on the back of his hands one by one.

Because he couldn't blame himself, he took all the faults on himself, suppressed all the pain in his heart, and didn't even reprimand him a word.

Long Lifei, you are really crazy
The thin shoulders trembled slightly, as if the whole soul was trembling.

Suddenly, a cool big palm landed on the top of her head, and it seemed to move like nothing, containing infinite pampering and tolerance.She raised her head slowly, tears flickering, "...Li Fei."

"Don't cry." He raised his eyes and looked at her, without complaining or blaming, he managed to squeeze out a few words in a tired and hoarse voice: "I'm fine, don't cry."

In Long Lifei's impression, Long Ziqi didn't cry much.Back then when she returned to Gu Mingxi's side, when she was beaten like that at school to protect the hat she gave her, she never shed a single tear.

The only time in so many years that she saw her crying was three years ago, when the weather was good that morning, the sun came in from the window, she saw him wake up, sitting on the edge of the bed, without saying a word, just crying ferociously.

It's a pity that he was in a coma for too long at that time, and his vocal cords couldn't make a sound for a short time. He could only watch her cry, but he couldn't do anything.

Today was the second time he saw Yan'er shed tears, did he feel distressed?

Of course it hurts, all he did was to make Ming Xi and Yan'er happy and live a carefree life, but he didn't do it, on the contrary, he made Yan'er cry again and again.

He is not a good brother.

"Li Fei, you can blame me, even hate me, I just beg you not to torture yourself!"

Long Ziqi choked up, she was afraid that he would not wake up, and there would be no such person in her life anymore.

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