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Chapter 367 Marriage and love in the city, inseparable in this life 12: In the estrangement, it's you who don't want him
Chapter 430: Marriage and love in the city, inseparable in this life 12: In the estrangement, do you want him
Long Lifei looked at her, his thin lips pursed into a line, and he hesitated to speak, the corners of his eyes seemed to be warm, and all his emotions were stuck in his throat, like a choke in his throat.

Blame her, hate her?

It is undeniable that when he heard Chong Jian's words, he was shocked and angry. His Yan'er answered the phone call, and she had the opportunity to tell him that night.

If she doesn't want to accompany Feifei by herself, she can tell him directly that if he doesn't go, at least he can call Feifei back, or ask Chongjian to take care of her, but how can she hide herself
It's just that when he saw Yan'er, he realized that with Yan'er, he could never do the matter of complaining.

But sometimes, sometimes blame without blame is the cruelest punishment.As people often say, the best way to get revenge on someone is to ignore her existence!
To Long Ziqi, Long Lifei's non-blaming is different from indifference?

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Xu Chengdong hoped that Long Lifei could take a good rest for two days, so that his exhausted body could rest and recover.

But when Long Ziqi woke up the next day, Long Lifei was no longer in Mingzheng Residence.

Qingfeng said, Your Excellency left before dawn, as if to go to the Presidential Palace.

When Long Ziqi arrived at the presidential palace, Su said that Long Lifei left the presidential palace at eight o'clock, and it seemed that he would not come back today.

The rain was over and the sun was shining outside the window. Standing by the window, Long Ziqi felt that his whole body was surrounded by cold, so cold that he was about to suffocate.

Su looked at her worriedly. For the past two days, Long Ziqi was more silent than ever before, with sadness pervading between his brows, and the coldness on his body turned into an unapproachable desolation, trying to drown her.

She didn't know exactly what happened, and vaguely guessed that it was related to Long Lifei, so she called Chongjian, who was secretive and unwilling to say anything on the phone.

She doesn't know if Long Lifei loves Long Ziqi like this, but she does.Long Lifei was not in the presidential palace, and most matters were handled by Long Ziqi on his behalf, so he didn't even have time to drink water when he was busy.

As night fell and the lights came on, the presidential palace was brightly lit in the silence and coldness, but the lights in Long Ziqi's office were still on, the documents on the table were moved from one side to the other, and I don't know which cup of coffee bottomed out.

She asked Su to give herself another cup of coffee, and took a sip of it before realizing that it was fruit juice, and looked up at her.

"Today you've already drank five cups of coffee and some fruit juice. Go back after you're done." Su focused his attention, without the usual smile.

Long Ziqi regained his senses, glanced at the clock hanging on the wall, and murmured softly: "So it's already ten o'clock."

"You go back first, and I'll go back after I finish processing these documents."

"Your Mightiness……"

"Go back!" Su wanted to say something, but was interrupted by her two words.Su took a deep breath and looked at her helplessly, "Okay, then promise me to go back and rest early."

Long Ziqi nodded, watching Su Jiu's figure disappear at the door, the smile on his thin lips slowly faded away.

After dealing with the matter, Long Ziqi went downstairs, her bodyguard and driver were already waiting for her.

Floating light outside the window, silence inside the window, shallow breathing seems to be absent, curled eyelashes cover the vague and uncertain eyes, quietness is also a kind of exhaustion.

Occasionally looking back at the 23 years she has lived, it seems to be as long as 23 light years.During the days when Gu Mingxi and herself were forgotten, she was like a living dead, relying on cheating, abducting and stealing every day, and relying on a few mouthfuls of stinky and rotten food to maintain her breathing. She was more alive than any other living body in this world. More humiliating and humble.

After returning to Gu Mingxi's side, she didn't remember her parents or who she was. The first person who broke into her memory was Long Lifei, and it was Long Lifei who gave her warmth and safety.

Both love and hate are a kind of spiritual sustenance, but she is young and ignorant, she doesn't understand love and hate, her spiritual sustenance is only three words - Long Lifei.

When she thought of the warm and happy family life she had experienced, who she was and who her parents were, she realized that happiness always belonged only to that little girl named Su Yan, and Long Ziqi was destined to have nothing to do with happiness. of.

Even Long Lifei couldn't make her return to the innocent and carefree Su Yan at the beginning.

Reality is often so cruel.

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In Haoting Garden, Long Lifei finished his work at the Presidential Palace in the morning, and brought all the rest if he could bring it to Haoting Garden. As for the meeting that he had to attend, he asked Chong Jian to move back for a few days. What worries me is Fei Fei.

Lan Mufei was in the room from the beginning to the end, unwilling to take a step out of the room, the food was brought in, and then delivered out as it was, Long Lifei saw that, and his face became more and more ugly.

He wanted to smoke, but Chong Jian put away all the cigarettes.

About his fainting in Mingzheng Residence last night, how could it be possible to hide it from Chongjian.Seeing Long Lifei, if it wasn't because of his status as Your Excellency, I really wanted to give him a punch.

If you feel uncomfortable, just say it, vent it, hold it alone, don't say anything, it's nothing.

No one needs him to pretend to be great, not Feifei, nor Yan'er!
But Jiang Chongjian knew better, if he said it, he would not be Long Lifei.Fei Fei and Yan'er are like Long Lifei's left and right hands, they are both part of his body, they cannot be parted, let alone hurt.

Fei Fei is the girl he cherishes, and Yan'er is his relative, love and family affection are always in a dilemma, why is he still unwilling to see clearly after so many years?

Perhaps he was unwilling to give up like this!
Lan Mufei fell asleep in the room, Long Lifei tiptoedly looked at her for a while, pressed the quilt for her, and left the room silently.

Going downstairs, covering her lips, trying to suppress the sound of coughing, for fear of waking up Lan Mufei, who was rarely asleep.

Jiang Chongjian took a coat and put it on his shoulders personally, "Go back and rest, it's useless for you to stay here like she is now."

Long Lifei frowned, and asked in silence for a while: "How are those news handled?"

"All the news on the Internet is cleared, and the newspapers on the market are the most difficult to deal with! But I have blocked the Internet to spread the news, and will not let the French media spread the news!"

Fei Fei School should not be affected either. When she gets better, she can still return to France to continue her studies if she wants.

Long Lifei didn't speak, and walked towards the car that had been prepared outside the door.

Jiang Chongjian got into the car and told about Mingzheng Residence.

When the driver started the engine, three words came from behind him: "Presidential Palace!"

Jiang Chongjian was startled, looked at the driver, nodded slightly, and went to the presidential palace.

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For a week, Long Lifei was in the presidential palace in the morning and evening, and stayed in the mansion garden during the day.Even those urgent meetings were moved to the morning, which made those politicians miserable. They had to show up in the conference room of the presidential palace every day before dawn, and their minds were still not clear.

But obviously their president is always in good spirits, even if his brows are slightly tired, he can still point out the mistakes and deficiencies sharply.

Even started to get angry.

Long Lifei's anger was different from that of the old lord.Long Pei was angry, but there was a sneer on his thin lips, and his sharp eyes scanned everyone present, as if he wanted to see them until they felt ashamed and couldn't lift themselves up.

But when Long Lifei was angry, his face was expressionless, his eyes were as sharp as a knife, and his words were poisonous. Usually, a single sentence would be enough to humiliate them to pieces!
So they knew that their president was in a bad mood and deserved their bad luck, even if they didn't know where your bad mood came from.

During the day, Lan Mufei lay on the bed and slept. In fact, she couldn't sleep most of the time, and she was even afraid to close her eyes.

Once I close my eyes, that chaotic and wild night keeps reappearing in my mind, reminding myself every second of what a stupid mistake I made.

But in just one week, she lost a lot of weight, her hair was withered like dead grass, and her face was an unhealthy yellow.

Even if Long Lifei and Chong Jian tried their best to get her to eat, she would still vomit after eating obediently.In the beginning, I vomited it all up, and then it got better, but the state is still very bad.

The weather forecast said that it will be sunny this week. In autumn, the sky is clear and the autumn chrysanthemums are in full bloom.

In the afternoon, Long Lifei walked into the room, opened the curtains to let the golden sunlight pour into the dark room, and the dust rolled in mid-air, making noise.

He folded and walked to the bed, gently brushed her hair that covered her face with his fingers, and said softly, "The weather is fine today, can you go out for a walk with me?"

Lan Mufei slowly opened her eyes, and looked at him calmly with empty eyes. Now she doesn't even know what sadness is.

Seeing that she was silent, Long Lifei smiled slightly on his thin lips: "I'll get you clothes."

Get up and go to her closet.

Lan Mufei looked at the window slowly, got up, went to the window with bare feet, she hadn't faced the sun for too long, her consciously stimulated eyes couldn't be opened, but she didn't close her eyes and didn't block them with her hands, letting the strong The irritated eyes wanted to cry.
Suddenly there was a faint mint smell under the nose, and his cool fingers fell on her eyes to cover the glare, and his gentle voice sounded in her ears: "Don't hurt yourself!"

His fingertips were very cold, touching the skin, slowly penetrated into the skin deeply, and flowed into the bottom of his heart along with the blood.

She didn't reach out to take his hand away, but just turned around and raised her head to touch the bridge of his nose, so close that she could even feel his heartbeat, which was very different from that man that night.

It's obviously different, how could she admit her mistake?
how come.
If she hadn't been so sad, if she hadn't finished the bottle, wouldn't everything have happened?

What she thinks most these days is how good it would be to turn back time, how great it would be if she hadn't returned to China, and how great it would have been if she hadn't drank that bottle of wine?
It's just that the more "what ifs" she thinks about, the more pain she feels in her heart, so she understands that time will not turn back, and if she thinks too much, she will only make herself more painful and tormented.

"Brother Li Fei." For the first time in so many days, she took the initiative to speak to him, looking at his eyes with pain and emotion, but more empty, "If you received that call, would you come?" The hotel is looking for me, right?"

Long Lifei frowned, his thin lips were drawn into a line, and he remained silent.

Lan Mufei lowered her eyes, hooked her lips, and smiled self-deprecatingly: "I want to spend the coming-of-age ceremony with you at the age of 17. I secretly returned to China, fearing that they would find out, be unhappy and embarrass you, and dare not go back to the mansion. Garden, I didn’t dare to go to the private residence you gave me, so I could only hide in the hotel. 17 years old means growing up and becoming an adult. I prepared cake, red wine, and a confession that night.”

When the whispered voice said the last two words, his eyes changed suddenly, and the pain and astonishment were fleeting!The hands hanging beside him silently tightened
"Actually, even if I don't say it, you should be able to feel it after all these years. After all, you are so smart, and my elder brother Li Fei is the smartest man in the world! But I still want to tell you personally, I want to be with you I want to drink my first sip of wine with you, I want to dance my first dance with you, I want to experience many firsts in my life with you! But now... there is nothing. My life is completely over, I have nothing."

In the past five years in France, it's not that no one has pursued her, but in her heart, who can compare to her Li Fei brother?She doesn't participate in any school activities, doesn't make any friends of the opposite sex, except for eating, sleeping, reading and practicing the piano, she spends all her time thinking about her brother Li Fei.

Her only good friend would always ask her, is that brother Li Fei really so nice?Is it worth remembering so much?
She never answered because there was nothing to answer.

There is no one in this world, no brother Li Fei who can compare to her!

Friends laugh at her, but she doesn't fall in love in this romantic city, doesn't participate in any social activities, and has never seen a girl who can resist all kinds of temptations better than her.

She said: Because in my heart lives an alluring temptation that no one can match.

So what if France wasted any more?So what if those who pursue her are rich and handsome?Her heart has been small for so many years, and she only pretends to be the next person.After years of circulation, can't forget, can't let go.

Even if she knew there was no result, as long as she could stay by his side for one more second, she was willing to work hard and fight for it!
Just like her favorite poem: Don't ask for forever, I hope to have it once!

Fate was very hard on her, she lost it without even having it.

When the words reached the point where his lips rolled around on the tip of his tongue, he swallowed back, his tightly clenched hands couldn't even hug her.He didn't know whether it would be good for her or hurt her if it went on like this!

"Brother Li Fei, let's go. Can you give me some dignity?" Lan Mufei glanced at him, with a smile on her thin lips, but her eyes were extraordinarily empty and obscure, "I feel dirty, don't you?" Knowing how to face you, I can't bear the way you look at me every second, sympathy? Pity? Contempt...or shame..."

Before he finished speaking, he suddenly let go of his tightly clenched fists, wrapped his palms around the back of her head, and pressed her face against his chest.

"I don't allow you to talk about yourself like that! My Fei Fei is not dirty!"

She was a child raised by him alone, and in his eyes, she was always so clean and beautiful.

Lan Mufei didn't raise her arms to hug him, what kind of posture would she use to hug him now?No matter what the posture is, it hurts.

"Then what is Long Ziqi?" Lan Mufei pressed against his chest, clearly feeling his heartbeat, his words did not make her happy, on the contrary they were very bitter.

She is his Fei Fei, so what is Long Ziqi?
He has treated her well and protected her for so many years, but he has always stayed by Long Ziqi's side, so what is she like?
Long Lifei's body froze obviously, and he didn't speak.

"Actually, regardless of whether this happened or not, you will never choose me, right!" She said with certainty, but she was young, but she didn't mean that she didn't know anything.

The strength of Long Lifei's fingertips was gradually withdrawing, he let go of her, and hesitated to speak: "... Feifei!"

"My mother owed her, and I paid it back. She and I, we are both clean!" She seemed more calm, so calm that it was unimaginable.

Long Lifei's entire expression changed, and disbelief flashed in his dark eyes.

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What Yi Ruo did to Long Ziqi back then was not considered too confidential. Most of the people working in the presidential palace knew about it, but they all knew that what should not be said should never be said.

But after Gu Mingxi killed Yi Ruo with her own hands in front of Lan Mufei, Lan Mufei fell seriously ill, and she didn't remember anything.

What did she know, and how much did she know?
Long Lifei had no way of knowing.

After Lan Mufei said that, she walked barefoot to the backyard in cotton pajamas, standing on the green grass, under the sun, she was like a flower that withered before it bloomed, thin and weak, her soul wandered in the outside the shell.

As the president, he seems to have supreme power and status, but he can't protect his girl. It's ridiculous to think about it!
What is ridiculous is not others, but himself.

With the bright moon in the sky, the car stopped at the entrance of the office building, Long Lifei got out of the car and saw Long Ziqi sitting on the steps.

The moonlight was hazy, blurring the contours of her facial features and blurring her expression.

Long Lifei glanced at Chong Jian, and he shrugged innocently.

Long Ziqi got up from the stairs, picked up his steps and walked in front of him, his cold voice was very direct: "Are you hiding from me?"

"No." Long Lifei answered quickly, looking at her with deep eyes, sincere and frank.

Long Ziqi knew that he would not lie to himself, even if he was unwilling to explain, "You are not in good health, pay more attention to rest. I won't bother you anymore."

Long Lifei nodded, "Go back to rest early, Chong Jian, send Yan'er back."

She responded, and he had already walked past her and stepped up the high stairs, his back became more and more cold and lonely under the moonlight.

Chong Jian walked to her side, "I'll take you back."

Long Ziqi didn't respond until Long Lifei's back disappeared from sight, she said, "Chongjian, sit with me for a while."

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Two people under the moonlight, a cup of hot cocoa, the surroundings are lonely, and the moonlight within reach is so poignant.

Jiang Chongjian looked at her sideways and couldn't help asking, "Why didn't you explain?"

He didn't know why Long Ziqi answered the phone call but didn't tell Li Fei, and what reason Long Lifei didn't receive the call and text message afterwards, but he absolutely believed that Yan Er didn't mean to hurt Fei Fei .

Long Ziqi lowered her eyes, the heat from the hot cocoa blurred the coldness in her eyes, "Explanations can't change the facts!"

Jiang Chongjian's gaze sank: "Yan'er..."

Since she became the vice president, he has never called her by her nickname like this. This time he was really anxious.He was willing to believe her, but she was unwilling to explain.

"We have known each other for many years. Isn't my place in your heart enough for you to tell the truth?"

Long Ziqi looked at him very calmly, and pursed his lips: "What do you want me to tell the truth? Let me admit that I answered that phone call, knowing that the child was waiting for Li Fei to give her a coming-of-age ceremony, but Did I deliberately not say it out of jealousy and revenge? Or should I say that I was sick, I didn’t mean it, please forgive me? Chongjian, which kind of truth do you prefer?”

"...Yan'er!" Jiang Chongjian's face was serious, he never thought that Yan'er would say such a thing, let alone that she didn't tell Li Fei on purpose.

"How did you become like this?" He couldn't accept that time would change a person, including his heart.

Long Ziqi looked at him expressionlessly, and asked softly, "What kind of person should I be in your heart?"

Jiang Chongjian got up, looked down at her, and said disappointedly: "No matter how much you hate Lan Mufei, she is still just a child!"

Long Ziqi stared at him blankly, never expecting him to speak for Lan Mufei.

Jiang Chongjian didn't even think that such words would come out of his own mouth.He was angry, very angry, what was he in Long Ziqi's heart?Can't even be a friend who can tell the truth?
Why does her heart have to be closed so tightly that no one can get in except Long Lifei, no, maybe even Long Lifei has never walked into her heart.

Now, he didn't understand Long Ziqi more and more.

The current Long Ziqi and the Long Ziqi when he was in the United States are completely two people!

Long Ziqi put the cup in his hand on the stone steps, stood up and looked him at the same level, his voice was very soft, but extremely sharp.

"Chongjian, the balance in your heart has tilted!"

Jiang Chongjian was speechless, looked at her for a long time, and said in a deep voice, "I'm not complaining about Lan Mufei, and she's not mine, so it's not my turn to complain! But as a man, I look at Li Fei I feel uncomfortable being caught between you! Long Ziqi, do you want him or not? Wouldn’t it be nice to give him a quick word? Hold him like this, don’t want him, and don’t let him want someone else. Watching him feel uncomfortable, Are you really happy in your heart?" 
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