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Chapter 380 Marriage and love in the city, inseparable in this life 25: The flower in his heart, his eyes are moist
Chapter 440 Seven: Marriage and love in the city, inseparable in this life 25: Flowers in the bottom of my heart, his eyes are moist
At three o'clock in the morning in the United States, there was a sudden startling sound in the lonely room. Under the cool and slanting moonlight, she sat up from the bed at once, panting heavily.

The temperature in the room was slightly cold, but the pajamas on his body were completely soaked, and they were close to the skin, exuding a coolness.

cold sweat.

She reached out to wipe the cold sweat off her forehead with a paper towel, picked up the water glass on the bedside table, and drank a big mouthful of cold water, slowly calming her beating heart and calming down her mind!

I don't know how many nightmares this is, anyway, it's not the first, and it won't be the last!
Her body was trembling instinctively, she took a deep breath, turned on the light, went to the bathroom to take a hot shower, and then changed into clean clothes.

This situation has been going on for a long time, and the nightmare is like a sequela left by a car accident, and there is no way to get rid of it.I often dream of those things that happened when I was a child, being kidnapped, beaten, thrown into the garbage dump, lingering like a piece of garbage, being picked up, and then——

She reached out and wiped the water on her face, but she couldn't tell whether it was water or tears. She turned off the shower, wrapped her bathrobe around her body, and walked out of the bathroom barefoot.

It cannot be denied that she left the capital to prevent them from discovering that she was haunted by nightmares, and woke up from nightmares every night. From the panic and fear at the beginning to the numbness now, only the body's instinctive trembling remained.

Undoubtedly, she is still sick, and the sickness is in her heart. Maybe she can go to a psychiatrist for help, but she can't; she can no longer make them worry about herself and worry all the time!

Many years ago, it was Long Lifei who stretched out his hand to pull himself out of the deep swamp. He had sacrificed too much for himself in these years. This time, she didn't want to rely on anyone anymore. She wanted to rely on her own strength and work hard. Crawled out of the nightmare!
Believe in yourself, you can!
No longer sleepy, she went to the study to find a few books to read.

During the week in the United States, she went to schools, restaurants, libraries, and walked where she and Long Lifei walked, and where they walked with Song Jingsu, and there was Su’s crazy laughter in her ears, but Farther and farther away, I reached out to grab it, but there was only cold air in my palm!

On the school's honor roll, photos of the school's honor students over the years are posted.Long Ziqi found Song Jing exactly. That year she was No.1, the four sisters in the dormitory. Except for her, the other three were photographed.

Su said, Song Jing's glory is their glory, and they must be included in the photo, so that they will be immortalized on the school's honor roll.

She avoided taking pictures that day because she didn't want to appear in front of everyone. In fact, her grades were the first in the department for three consecutive years, and Long Lifei was the first in the school for three consecutive years. It was just that the school deliberately concealed her truth. Achievements, leave the first to others.

One is that she does not need a scholarship, and the other is that neither she nor Long Lifei wants to show off. They came to the United States to study, grow into a better version of themselves, and enjoy a peaceful life!
So her and Long Lifei's names have never been left on the school's honor roll, and there is no picture of her and A Li even in the school's graduation photo!
Five years later, when I revisited the old place, I felt sour, sweet, and bitter.

In this place, they were all forgotten by time, but her memory always remembered that period of life that was so ordinary that there were no bright spots, and even Su's nympho appearance made her miss it very much!
A person is lonely and introspective.

Because of her heart, she slowly walked into many people, parents, brothers, friends, no matter how bad the nightmare was, there was still a little warmth in her heart, so she was fearless!

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six months later.

In a remote area in Africa, the sun is hot and the ground is full of dust. Due to the footsteps coming and going, the air is full of dust, but there are hearty and crisp laughter in the wind, which makes the hot temperature cool.

She was wearing a light-colored embroidered dress up to her ankles, her long hair was braided and put aside, holding an old umbrella and standing in the sun watching the children play football, with a smile on her lips!

After staying in the United States for two weeks, she came here to become a supporting teacher, accompanying these simple children to study and play, and occasionally some children stayed overnight to rest with her.

She only contacted Long Lifei after she came here. When she learned that she was going to Africa, she would inevitably scold her on the phone for misbehaving and being willful. Long Ziqi listened quietly and heard his concern and worries on the airwaves , After he finished speaking, she opened her mouth lightly, telling him everything here, and telling him not to worry about herself.

Although the environment here is not as convenient as a big city, but with these simple people and innocent children, she doesn't find it very difficult. On the contrary, she immediately likes it here.

This stay lasted for six months. Until now, when I wake up every day, the sun shines on my eyes through the window, and it feels like a flower blooms in my heart, with white petals and green leaves, full of vitality.

Looking at his watch, it was already time to go home. She softly called the name of the oldest child, and when he realized it, he immediately ran towards her with a dozen children.

Everyone had smiles and sweat on their faces, surrounding her, calling her Sister Yan.

Long Ziqi took out a towel and wiped the sweat off their faces one by one, and told them in a warm voice to stop playing and go home obediently, there is morning class tomorrow!
The three youngest children were only four or five years old. She personally sent them home one by one, declined the parents' invitation to have dinner together, and walked back alone after saying goodbye!

The setting sun was going down quickly, the umbrella was put away and held in hand, and the dim shadow moved slowly on the ground, carelessly, as if it were a walk.

Suddenly the oldest child ran towards her, panting.

"Kalu, what's the matter?" Long Ziqi asked suspiciously.

Kalu grabbed her hand, said nothing, and ran in the direction of home in a hurry.

Long Ziqi thought that something serious had happened, so she didn't ask, and ran along with him, and the sunset slowly slid down the hill behind her.

Before reaching the door of the house, Kalu suddenly stopped, pointed to the person standing under the lonely basketball hoop in the empty and desolate place, and panted, "I'm looking for you!"

Long Ziqi's running breath was unsteady, and when he followed his hand to look over, he was startled.

He was tall and slender, and he threw the worn-out basketball into the rusty basket in a relaxed and handsome manner, and looked back at her with a warm and dazzling face, with a smile on the corner of his mouth.

Long Ziqi let go of Kalu's hand and told him to go home first. Kalu nodded, looked at the handsome man, then at Long Ziqi, and ran home smiling.

She walked up to him and said softly, "Jin Cunxu, long time no see."

After leaving the National University for half a year, Gu Mingxi and the others asked to see her many times, but they were all rejected. I didn't expect that the first person to come to see her would be the Crown Prince of Country A, His Highness Jin Cunxu!
"I'm here to collect debts." He looked down at her, and the first thing he said was to ask for debts.

Long Ziqi was taken aback, his clear eyes were filled with confusion and incomprehension, he couldn't think of what he owed him!
Jin Cunxu reached out and tapped her forehead, and said seriously, "Clothes."

clothing?Long Ziqi touched the place on his forehead where he had knocked, and frowned. He didn't like such an intimate gesture, so he subconsciously stepped back half a step, distanced himself from each other, and explained: "Half a year ago, I was sent off by someone. I'm going to give it to you."

"Not received."

"Impossible!" Long Ziqi blurted out.

Jin Cunxu raised his eyebrows and asked, "Do you think I'm lying?"

"No, the people I sent said that the things were handed over to Qu Yan." Long Ziqi patiently explained that Qu Yan was his bodyguard, so why didn't he give the things to him!

"I don't know about that." Jin Cunxu looked serious, and stared at her directly, without any sign of lying, "In short, I didn't receive the clothes."

Long Ziqi frowned, thinking it was impossible!After a short silence, he said, "Call Qu Yan, and I will ask him personally!"

"Qu Yan was sent by my father to carry out a mission, so he didn't come with me." Jin Cunxu replied in a deep voice, paused, and added: "He can't contact the outside world when he's on a mission, and he won't be back in two months."

Long Ziqi: "..."

Seeing that she was silent, Jin Cunxu spoke again: "So, you lost my clothes."

"No..." Long Ziqi wanted to explain, but didn't know how to explain.Could it be that the person who sent the clothes lied to him?Did he not give the clothes to Qu Yan at all, or did Qu Yan not give the clothes to Jin Cunxu?
Not knowing what was going on, she closed her eyes, pursed her lips, and remained silent.

Jin Cunxu raised his chin slightly and saw that the sky was getting dark, and said warmly: "It's getting dark, let's go back."

"Eh?" Long Ziqi didn't realize the meaning of his words for a while.

Until Jin Cunxu and her walked into the small room where she lived, it was clean, but undoubtedly very simple. There was a wooden washstand near the door, and there was a magnetized washbasin, with clean towels hanging on it.

Long Ziqi turned on the light, and the room was so small that she could see everything at a glance. She could barely live with a child, but when Jin Cunxu walked in, it seemed crowded, and it seemed inconvenient to even turn around.

The visitor was a guest, so Long Ziqi still politely poured him a cup of warm water from the spare cup he brought, "There is no tea here, just drink it."

Jin Cunxu took the water glass unceremoniously, and finished drinking the glass of water in a short while.

"More?" she asked.

Jin Cunxu handed her the cup and shook his head.Looking around, he knew that her living conditions in Africa might be more difficult, but he didn't expect it to be so difficult.

The people of the Long family are willing to let her stay here to suffer.

"You, want to stay here?" Long Ziqi stood in front of the table, put down the cup, hesitated and asked.

Jin Cunxu went to the stool and sat down familiarly, and asked, "You want everyone to know that I'm here to collect debts?"

Long Ziqi: "..."

What he meant was that in order not to let others know that he owed him something, he came here alone and had no place to rest.

Juanxiu frowned slightly, worried.

Her unobstructed residence is borrowed from Kalu's house. There is only one bed, and there is really no room for him to live in!Don't say that this single bed can't squeeze two people, even if it can fit two people, it's impossible for her to share the same bed with him who has only met him a few times!
Seeing that she was silent, Jin Cunxu stood up and said sincerely: "It's okay, I'll go outside and see if there is a place where I can barely sit for a night!"

The corners of Long Ziqi's brows twitched slightly, and asked him, the crown prince of country A, to sit in the field all night. How could this be possible?

Jin Cunxu has already walked out.

"—Jin Cunxu!" His thin lips parted slightly, and there was a hint of helplessness in his voice.

Carrying her back, he stopped and looked back at her.

"If you don't mind, can the floor bunk last for one night?" She wasn't sure if his delicate body could lie on this humble ground, but if she said that she slept on the floor bunk, this proud man would probably not agree.

"Yes!" Jin Cunxu nodded.

"Sit down for a while, I'll borrow two quilts for you!" Everything here is for her alone, there is nothing extra.

Jin Cunxu politely said thank you, and said, "Do you need my help?"

"No!" Long Ziqi had already left when he answered. The nearest place to here is Kalu's house. The three of them are just big enough to live in. There is no extra room to borrow. I hope they will have extra quilts to borrow. for myself.

After she left, under the dim light, his handsome facial features fainted with a faint smile, and his eyes flickered wantonly. He turned around and walked to the table to sit down. The things on the table were very miscellaneous, but extremely neat.

There are toiletries, simple skin care products, combs, mobile phones, and two books, a kettle and cups, as well as textbooks and some homework books.There are two books on the bedside, the quilt is neatly folded, although the sparrow is small, it has all internal organs.

Who would have thought that the princess of country C, the vice president who used to be neat and tidy, could now commit herself to being a free teacher for a group of children in this humble little house.

A piece of glass in the window was cracked in half, and it was fixed with newspaper glue, but when it was windy and rainy, there must be rain all over the floor.

The heroic brows were slightly frowned, and somewhere in the left chest was cracking silently, and the heartache spread...

What exactly did they do?
She was forced to stay in this place for as long as half a year, suffering and unwilling to go home.

——Qi Qi.

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Long Ziqi borrowed a quilt and came back, Jin Cunxu sat by the bed, holding a book in his hand, on the cover of the book was written - cloud.

It is a book about life written by a French writer. It is a bit boring and lengthy. She has read it for a long time and has not read half of it.

Jin Cunxu didn't expect her to read such a book, and looked up at her, "Do you mind if I read your book?!"

"I don't mind!" Long Ziqi put the quilt on the bed, looked sideways at his gentle outline, and asked in silence for a few seconds, "Did you not have dinner?"

Jin Cunxu closed the book and nodded facing her.

"Wait for me!" Long Ziqi said and walked out of the room.

Jin Cunxu didn't speak, but followed her silently. The kitchen was a temporary tent-like place with simple induction cooker and kitchen utensils.

Long Ziqi skillfully took out small red tomatoes from the bag, washed them, and chopped them. The pot over there was boiled with clear water.

Half a year ago, she was still a delicate and delicate Princess Long Ziqi, who opened her mouth when she wanted to eat, and stretched out her hands when she wanted to wear clothes. Every day, all the trivial things in life were arranged for her; Meals, laundry, and taking care of myself in an orderly manner.

Seeing that she is very proficient in doing it now, she still suffered a lot at the beginning.I don't know how to use anything, and I don't know that clothes of different colors should be washed separately. I don't know that besides white sugar, there is another kind of white particles called salt.

I don't know how many times I ate burnt or salty food that I couldn't swallow, and I finally got this methodical proficiency now.

Every time I learn one more thing, I feel extremely happy and excited in my heart. These seemingly ordinary and trivial things can turn out to be so happy and proud to do.

After living for 24 years, she finally felt that she was living like a normal person!

Without the blessing of his father, without the protection of his elder brother, he walks alone, walks alone, and learns to face and be independent.

If you ask her, are you wronged?

It would be a lie to say that there is nothing at all, every time she fails in her studies and gets messed up by her, she sits down by the bed in a depressed mood, wanting to call Ah Li to pick her up because of grievances.

But if you really go back, what is the meaning of this trip?

Take the grievance as an encouragement, throw away the food you can't eat, and just do it again, and wash the clothes that are not clean, then wash them twice more.

Even being the vice president can't trouble her. Could this little setback be able to bring her down?
Absolutely not!

……

Two bowls of simple egg and tomato noodles were steaming, and she brought them in front of him, "This is the only thing I can eat at night."

During the day she doesn't have time to walk an hour to buy vegetables.

Jin Cunxu looked at the bowl of noodles she made with her own hands, and his heart was full of emotions, probably because of the hot air, and the corners of his eyes were hot and humid.

He lowered his eyes, but she who was sitting beside him didn't notice.

"This is the best noodle I've ever eaten in my life."

Long Ziqi handed him the freshly cleaned chopsticks: "You haven't eaten yet."

Jin Cunxu took the chopsticks and did not speak. He suppressed the moisture in his eyes, looked up at her, and smiled gently on his thin lips: "I know."

Long Ziqi was stunned for a moment, but he didn't speak after all, just ate with his head down.

One is His Royal Highness the crown prince of country A, and the other is the princess of country C. Two noble people huddled in this humble house and ate noodles. If people knew, they would definitely not believe it. I must be rolling with laughter, I won't believe it.

However, they really ate the most simple and ordinary food in such a simple environment.

Because the person I miss is by my side, even if I drink plain water, my heart will still taste sweet.

The sentient beings are full of water, the ancients will not deceive me.

After eating, Long Ziqi wanted to clean up and wash the dishes, but Jin Cunxu stretched out his hand to take the bowl, and his fingertips inadvertently pressed against her hand, feeling slightly warm to the touch, both of them were stunned.

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Master: I wish my lovely Fanfan, Ben 40 years old, happy birthday!Don't worry, even if you run fifty, I won't dislike you, I'm just so kind ^_^
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