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Chapter 400 Marriage and love in the city, inseparable in this life 54: In the ashes, the thin water looks like a long flow
Chapter 470: Marriage and love in the city, inseparable in this life 54: In the ashes, the thin water looks long
"Huh?" Jin Cunxu raised his eyebrows.

Long Ziqi said: "When you are dazzled, you have to spin even more. Your own grief can be healed by the sorrow of others."

He asked, "Who said that?"

"Shakespeare." Long Ziqi replied solemnly.

Jin Cunxu's eyes were dark, and there was a faint smile on the corner of his mouth: "So?"

"All my sorrows have been healed because of you, and now I am going to redeem you!" Long Ziqi's red lips parted slightly, her outline was gentle, and she held his hand tightly.

He endured the tragic past, redeemed her with warmth, gave her a home, a warmth that no one can match, the humble and miserable past has died in his memory.

If she saw these news in the past, she would involuntarily feel cold all over her body, as if she was in an ice cellar.

Now that she has forgotten those unbearable pasts, let go of the grudges in her heart, the only thing she wants to do is to be by his side, for the rest of her life.

He smiled seductively, "You have been saving me all this time!"

She stood up, took her hands out of his palms, put her hands on his shoulders instead, and approached him, her voice rang in his ears: "I want us to have a complete family, and I want to give A Li a family after he gets married." How many children do you have, preferably three, so that the family will be very lively; I also thought, if I don't die, you can't die!"

Warm and sinking, charming and mellow, the extremely gentle "good" diffused between the lips and teeth.

If a woman can endure the pain of childbirth again and again, and continue your life in the midst of being torn apart, then why would you be reluctant to accept her?
If love is a Gu, it will never die.

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presidential palace.

Knowing that she likes to eat fruit, Fu Xiange specially ordered Aunt Ru to go to the kitchen to prepare a fruit plate, and personally served it to Jin Xishuo and Long Ziqi who were playing chess.

Jin Cunxu is still working and has not returned.

When the chess fell, Long Ziqi beat Jin Xishuo for the first time, even if he only won a chess piece!
Jin Xishuo was not unhappy because of losing chess, on the contrary, there was a smile on his thin lips, "You are also upset."

Every time she played chess in the past, even if she had a chance to win, Long Ziqi would give up without a trace and let him win; today she did everything she could to win his chess piece, it must be for Jin Cunxu!

Long Ziqi's face was calm, and his voice sounded calmly: "I used to hate my father! I hate why he treats me and my mother like this, why he didn't protect me well, suffered the ruthless plunder of fate, and gradually lost the desire to survive /see."

His words paused, his eyes flicked, and he said, "When I grow up, I will gradually understand that everyone living in this world has helplessness and involuntary control. I will no longer blame him for his powerlessness, because I know that he is already try best."

"I believe that you have also tried your best, but this does not mean that we can all let go easily. There are still many things that need time to slowly become indifferent. I don't know how long it will take!"

With her current status, she has no right to express her opinion on the matter between Jin Cunxu and them, but since they are a family and have decided to go on forever, it is better to say something.

Fu Xiange was not angry when she heard Long Ziqi's words, on the contrary, she was very happy.Long Ziqi's original intention is that she loves Jin Cunxu too much!

"Many years ago, fate abandoned him, relatives abandoned him, time was cold for him, time was harsh for him, it doesn't matter because I will be by his side from now on, I will not give up on him, let alone let anyone try to hurt him again! I will not surrender even if thousands of troops stand in my way!"

The intrigues in the political arena are dark and dirty, how many people are opposing her marriage with Jin Cunxu, and even want to put pressure on Jin Cunxu through Jin Xishuo, in an attempt to make Jin Cunxu give up this marriage.

The long silence was because they were his closest relatives. After learning the truth about the past, it was time for her to express her position and let everyone know that she, Long Ziqi, would never leave Jin Cunxu.

It also let Jin Xishuo and Fu Xiange know that what they abandoned back then is the most precious thing she has supported in this life.

Fu Xiange pursed her lips and smiled lightly, her eyes were moist, and her voice was gentle: "I am very happy to hear what you said! Yan'er, thank you!"

Thank you for being willing to help us find the original Jin Cunxu.

Jin Xishuo's eyes are also full of appreciation and relief. She is indeed Long Pei's daughter. With this courage and innate aura alone, even if she sings chords for a hundred years, I believe they will be able to make the fine water Look at the growth stream.

Jin Cunxu and Long Ziqi stayed at the Presidential Palace for dinner, but they didn't stay long. Jin Xishuo and Fu Xiange sent them to the door and boarded the car.

Long Ziqi reached out and hugged Fu Xiange to say goodbye, looked sideways at Jin Cunxu, and said softly, "Cunxu, don't you want to hug your mother to say goodbye?"

Under the dim light, Jin Cunxu's expression was stunned for a moment, and he quickly recovered, looking at Fu Xiange with deep eyes.

When Fu Xiange heard Long Ziqi's words, there was a light beam fluctuation in the bottom of his eyes for a second, and he looked at Jin Cunxuxin's long and strong figure.This piece of flesh that fell from her body, from the time he was born to the present, in 27 years, she has never hugged him properly once.

If she had had a little choice back then, she would not have left Jin Cunxu in the orphanage. If time could come back, even if she died, she would not leave him one step.

Although Long Ziqi can't understand what they did to Cunxu back then, but now the past has died in memory, and the gap between the two generations should not be deepened, but the distance between them should be drawn closer.

If you want to solve the problem, you must first find the root of the problem. If you want Jin Cunxu to recover completely, then the care of Jin Xishuo and Fu Xiange is indispensable in this process.

Jin Cunxu finally stood beside Fu Xiange, his slender arms were slightly stiff, and he hugged Fu Xiange like a machine, "Mom, good night."

The hug did not last more than two seconds, but Fu Xiange, who had never cried in front of others, had wet eyes and a choked voice: "Good night, Cunxu."

Jin Cunxu's expression was as usual, but when he reached out to hold Long Ziqi's hand, his palm was wet, which made Long Ziqi's eyes look at him with a gleam of light, and his thin lips showed a seemingly invisible curvature.

Get in the car, and it is Qu Yan who is driving, heading for the two of them's home.

Jin Cunxu looked down and saw that she was smiling slightly in the dim light, and felt wet spots on his palm, lowered his head, and curled the corners of his lips in a half-smile.

He knew that she was his only salvation in this life!
Fu Xiange stood where he was, watching the car disappear into the darkness, his pupils were filled with mist, his voice was hoarse but filled with joy, "Shuo, I think we can wait for his forgiveness in our lifetime!"

Jin Xishuo stood beside her, with a look of relief in his eyes, wrapped his long arms around her, and said in a deep voice, "We should thank Long Pei and his wife."

Fu Xiange looked up at him and smiled!
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Time is fleeting, and a year flies by in the blink of an eye. If you are a lonely person, you may panic about the ruthlessness of time, but if you open your eyes every morning, the first thing you see is your deep love Even if the next second is the end of the world, there will be no regrets.

The lives of Jin Cunxu and Long Ziqi this year were dull and without a single bright spot, day after day, month after month, but every day when Long Ziqi woke up, he would still be thankful that he was still alive and they were still in love!
During this year, she dreamed countless times that he was lying beside her, but without a heartbeat. Occasionally, she would wake up crying from the nightmare in fear.

He understands her sadness and anxiety, he can't help but sigh, hugs her tightly, kisses her as tenderly as possible, and tells her impatiently: "Qiqi, I will not die, don't be afraid ..."

In the past 26 years, Long Ziqi has never been afraid of anything, but now the only thing she fears is that one day Jin Cunxu will be gone. So how will she survive the rest of her lonely life?

It's not that Jin Cunxu didn't suffer from illness during this period, but most of them avoided Long Ziqi, especially he didn't dare to let himself get hurt, she was already afraid, and worried day and night like that, how could he bear to add to her burden.

Fortunately, in the second half of the year, his mood has been very stable. There are very few times when he is out of control, and even if he does, he can suppress his irritable and extreme thoughts by his own willpower.

It's like a demon living in your heart. He has been trying to make a deal with you and ruin everything, but you have built an iron cage in your heart, locked the demon in it, and swore to the death not to let him out. everyone.

He was not afraid before, but now he is afraid, afraid that he will hurt her when he is out of control.

If that day comes, he would rather die himself.

This year, the four elders frequently asked the two of them to have a child. After all, Jin Cunxu is already 28 years old, a very suitable age for being a father.

Jin Cunxu smiled every time and said, "Don't worry, I'm still too young, and Qiqi is young—"

26 is still young?

Long Ziqi smiled speechlessly. In fact, he knew that he didn't want to have a child before Ah Li got married, and he didn't want the elders to embarrass him, so he called her young.

If this is a 26-year-old woman in Asia, most of them should already be mothers.

In the beginning, she didn't want a child because she didn't want to have a child before A Li got married. She had to put a little pressure on A Li to prevent him from giving up on herself.After learning about Jin Cunxu, she decided not to have children before the age of 30, because once she had children, her attention would be distracted, and she would not be able to concentrate on taking care of Jin Cunxu.

Between the child and Cunxu, no matter how she chooses, she will choose Cunxu first.

Besides Jin Cunxu, there is another person she can't let go of, and that is her twin brother, Long Lifei.

Don't say I don't have a girlfriend, I don't even have a date, and I work every day except work.

One time when I returned to China, I thought that if I were Su, I would have no chance with Chongjian, maybe I could try with A Li.Before he could say anything, Su rolled his eyes and said that he already had a boyfriend, but he refused to say who his boyfriend was.

He had no choice but to give up this idea, seeing Long Lifei alone, feeling extremely disappointed.

There is still no news about Lan Mufei, as if she disappeared from this world for no reason.Long Lifei gave up searching, as if she also gave up her love and happiness; but she couldn't let go, it was always a thorn in her heart.

In order to reassure her, Jin Cunxu also sent people to France to search for her, but it was undoubtedly a needle in a haystack, and there was no news.

Perhaps, Long Lifei and Lan Mufei really answered that sentence——

There is a grave in my heart, where the widows are buried

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In fact, later on, Long Ziqi heard Fu Xiange mention it once in a while, about the reason why the gentle dean's mother's personality changed drastically.

The dean fell ill when she was young and was unable to have children. At that time, they were just married, and the husband didn't mind, on the contrary, he treated her better.

A few years later, her husband had a woman outside and gave birth to a child. When the dean found out, the child was already about the same age as Cun Xu at that time, and was just as beautiful as Cun Xu.

Her husband didn't want to pay her to support the orphanage, and he even wanted to divorce her and marry Xiaosan.
The blow of her husband's betrayal and divorce made the dean feel hatred in his heart, but he was helpless with his ex-husband and Xiaosan's family, and his distorted psychology forced this hatred on Cun Xu.

When Long Ziqi was listening, her expression was calm and calm, but the flower pot in her hand was about to be crushed by her, and the veins on her hand were faintly visible.

Perhaps this is the ridiculous human being who would not hesitate to hurt an innocent child in order to satisfy his twisted soul desires.

At that time, Cunxu was hurt far more than himself.

Because the one who hurt him was a stranger he didn't know, and the one who hurt Cunxu was the dean's mother who he trusted and relied on the most at that time...

Injuries from loved ones are always the deadliest.

Fortunately, her Cun Xu was still alive.

Fortunately, they are still in love.

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Qu Yan came home to pick up a document, Jin Cunxu called and said it was in a drawer in the study.

Long Ziqi opened the drawer, took out the document and was about to hand it to Qu Yan, he inadvertently swept the bamboo stick to the bottom, put the document on the table, picked up the bamboo stick instead, and murmured softly: "There are three things in life. Blood-stained relatives, half a lifetime of loneliness and no one to pity, life has the righteousness of Ziwei, how can Nirvana be reborn."

This is the lottery she asked for in Yinling Temple back then, and she always thought he didn't know, but it turned out that he knew everything
Qu Yan waited for a while and saw that she didn't go downstairs, so he went upstairs and knocked on the door, "Ma'am—" His eyes stayed on the bamboo stick in her hand.

Long Ziqi held the bamboo stick tightly in his palm, and the strong bamboo stick burned a red mark on his fair skin.

"Your Excellency is afraid that you will think wildly, so I told you that funny rumor. No one in Jincheng believed that rumor."

Long Ziqi lowered his eyes and murmured, "He has always been so kind to me."

"more than--"

Long Ziqi glanced at him.Qu Yan felt that he was talking too much again, and thought to himself for a long time, anyway, now that he is married, it shouldn't be a big deal to tell his wife some things.

"It rained on the day of your graduation thesis defense, and lunch was hamburgers and Coke with Jiang Chongjian."

"How would you know?"

Qu Yan smiled: "If I remember correctly, there should be something belonging to Madam in the drawer!"

Long Ziqi's watery eyes were puzzled, he lowered his head to search in the drawer, and sure enough——

When Qu Yan saw the things in her hands, he smiled cunningly, and he was fooled by him. Your Excellency Mensao really put all the things of his wife together.

Long Ziqi gently touched the surface with his fingers, pursed his thin lips and smiled lightly, and suddenly asked, "How are Lu Xiangbei and his girlfriend doing?"

"Eh?" Qu Yan was startled, not knowing how she shifted the topic to Lu Xiangbei, puzzled: "When did Lu Zhizhi have a girlfriend? Why didn't I know? It shouldn't be, if he had a girlfriend Friend, I should be the first to know!"

The mobile gossip book of the presidential palace is not in vain!

The smile on the corner of Long Ziqi's mouth deepened, this man is really a master of acting!
"Why do you keep calling Xiangbei Road Zhizhi?"

Qu Yan became even more excited when he mentioned this, and he explained eloquently: "This is all due to a girl who was crazy about Lu Zhizhi when she was studying in England, and her pursuit of Lu Zhizhi was a sensation in the whole school. Stand on the roof of the tallest building in the school with a loudspeaker to confess."

"But you also know Lu Zhizhi's smiling tiger. How can he catch an ordinary girl? He turns a blind eye to the girl's pursuit and doesn't hear it. Zhizhi doesn’t like women, but likes men. Rumors spread all over the school for a while, and those girls who like Lu Zhizhi feel balanced when they hear it. Originally, Lu Zhizhi enjoyed the peace without girls’ disturbance Life, but the good times don't last long, and girls don't bother him, because all the pursuits have become men! You also know that in England, homosexuals go everywhere, in and out of school, knowing that the road is straight and likes men, who doesn't want to Taste his freshness."

"Lu Zhizhi couldn't take it anymore. He said that he would find out the rumor maker and make her life worse than death! When the girl heard this, she was so frightened that she went through the formalities of suspension of school that afternoon and ran away! These years, Lu Zhizhi hated others the most Joking about his gender, we made fun of him calling Lu Zhizhi...for so many years!"

Long Ziqi listened to the ins and outs, with a smile in his eyes: "That girl is quite interesting."

Qu Yan nodded, "Ma'am, you think she's interesting, but Lu Zhizhi thinks she's stupid and cowardly, and he hates her from the bottom of his heart!"

Lu Xiangbei said that he would find out the rumour-monger, but it was just to warn those people not to spread rumours, and he had no intention of getting into trouble with a stupid woman who made rumors after she failed in courtship, and that idiot ran away in a panic like this.

Isn't that stupid?
"If you don't like it so much, you won't have the so-called love to hate." After all, Long Ziqi is a woman, with a delicate mind, and she can somewhat understand the girl's mind.

But what made her find it funny the most was Jin Cunxu, in order to prevent her from having any thoughts about Lu Xiangbei, he even dared to lie about Lu Xiangbei having a girlfriend.But I'm also stupid, to really believe him...

The bottom line is that she doesn't take Lu Xiangbei seriously, so she doesn't care whether he has a girlfriend or not; on the contrary, she takes Jin Cunxu seriously, so she believes everything he says!
Qu Yan shrugged his shoulders, smiling innocently.

Lu Xiangbei called to ask him if he had been in a car accident, but he still hadn't got the documents back in half an hour.

Qu Yan screamed in anger, who would curse a friend like this, took the document, nodded to say goodbye to Long Ziqi, and shouted at Lu Xiangbei on the phone: "Lu Zhizhi, I wish you all the best in your life! The old man—"

The word 'male' hasn't come out yet, only the beeping mang sound remains in the airwaves...

Long Ziqi was already used to the way Qu Yan and Lu Xiangbei talked, and it didn't hurt to say anything in private. Sitting on the chair in the study, she carefully stroked the surface of her student ID card with her fingers. Her immature silhouette and her pair of dark eyes are like cold stars.

When did she lose her student ID card? In fact, she couldn't remember it herself.

The hoarse and gentle voice flashed in my mind: "Miss—Miss—"

Perhaps, she already remembered when the student ID card was lost and how it got into his hands.

The thin lips are smiling like flowers.

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Rewind time to our last Christmas in America.

Jin Cunxu, who had finished his studies and was able to return to China, did not return directly to China. On the contrary, under the urging of Jin Xishuo and Fu Xiange, he procrastinated and refused to leave the United States.

On Christmas night, he originally just wanted to go to the restaurant to have something to eat, but unexpectedly they were so destined to meet again.

Through the window, he saw her lonely look, extremely lonely, the loss in her eyes was so obscure, and her brows were still stubborn.

As long as she waited in the restaurant, he watched her outside the restaurant for as long as he even forgot the dinner.

However, she was in the warm room, and he was in the cold winter night.

He thought of many ways to talk to her, but none of them were satisfactory.Until she answered a phone call and ran out of the restaurant with a strange expression, he was subconsciously worried, and stepped forward to bump into her deliberately——

Perhaps, this is an opportunity to get to know each other.

pity--

She eagerly said "I'm sorry" and left in a hurry, without even looking at his expectant and uneasy eyes.

There was a hint of disappointment in his eyes, and there was no recognition of success, but he picked up her student ID card.

Who would believe that he had been photographing her for a whole year, but he never knew her name or how old she was!

The student ID card said——Long Ziqi.

The three characters poured out like a clear spring, if other people were not familiar with these three characters, how could he not be familiar with them?

The daughter of President Long Pei of Country C and Gu Mingxi——Long Ziqi!

Long, what a noble and special surname.

He never thought of looking into her information, and he didn't even want to be discovered that she was the deepest and deepest secret in his heart, but fate blessed him with special luck, knowing her name, and knowing that this is a marriage that has long been destined by fate How could he be able to hide if he wanted to?

Knowing her name, knowing her identity, it is not difficult to find out about her...

During her graduation defense, he silently watched every move she made, including what she ate and said with Jiang Chongjian.

Her voice is lonely, and he is like drinking arsenic.

She looked sad, and his heart was like a chisel in ice.

In the restaurant, she was on the left and he was on the right, with only Jiang Chongjian in between.

Even as long as she pays a little attention, even with just one glance, she can see that the love God bestowed on her is always beside her, ready to bloom.

One flower one world, one leaf one pursuit,

Said for a song, live for a man.

Chi Chi:

I come from the ashes--

Just to find you.

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S: Long Ziqi VS Jin Cunxu is finished, tomorrow will be serialized A Li, I don't like to be cautious.If the play is not true, the story will always be just a story.

Still the same sentence: If there is a fate, see you in the world.

(End of this chapter)