I forget you with my wedding

Chapter 41

I can't believe that these words came from Lin Rongshen's mouth, but these words really came from his mouth, so cold and heartless that people don't know how to respond.

I still maintained the smile on the corner of my mouth and said, "Rong Shen, don't be like this..."

Before I finished speaking, he had already stood up from the chair, picked up his coat and put it on, and said to me who hadn't finished drinking the water: "Let's go, it's getting late."

He was the first to go out, leaving me alone standing there at a loss.

On the deserted street, he no longer leads me forward like before, but just walks ahead on his own, without even looking back. Looking at his indifferent back, I feel like crying It got thicker and thicker, but as soon as the crying came to my mouth, I swallowed it again.

We have only been together for so long, and he is already tired of me. If I cry again, it will only make him more tired, but I like him so much, how can I save this relationship. .

I followed behind him, waiting for him to say, forget it, it’s too late, let’s go back, but at the end, this sentence still didn’t come, he rang the doorbell of Lin’s house, and handed me Send it to Lin Haixin, and then leave without hesitation.

I stood on the steps, watching his back completely covered by the pitch-black night, until I could no longer see him, Lin Haixin reminded me: "It's cold outside, go in."

I nodded and followed Lin Haixin into the room.

After arriving at the house, Lin Haixin asked the nanny to make a pot of hot tea, and then called me to the living room to sit down, as if she had something to say to me.

I was a little apprehensive sitting across from him.

After the servant brought up the hot tea, he went to his room to rest. There were only me and Lin Haixin in the hall. He was not as manic as my mother always was when she treated me. He was a very gentle man, so gentle. I still feel guilty about him to this day.

Lin Haixin looked at my dusty appearance and asked me: "Did you take a long-distance bus?"

I nodded awkwardly.

Lin Haixin said with a smile: "It's quite a long way, and it's very hard work."

I do not speak.

Lin Haixin lifted the teapot and poured himself a cup of tea. The sound of gurgling tea was amplified in the quiet and empty room. When the water was full, he put down the pot of tea and said, "Rong Shen...is a very smart person, but Time to be too smart."

I didn't expect him to mention Lin Rongshen to me, I was a little surprised and raised my face to look at him.

Lin Haixin said with a smile: "He never made me worry. Whether it is study or personal life, he has always been an independent child. I am proud to have a son like him."

Lin Haixin looked at me and said, "Actually, Uncle Lin is not a rigid person, and I won't object to you being together with Rong Shen, because I don't want to deprive you of your rights just because of my relationship with your mother." Feelings, this is undoubtedly a selfish approach, but your mother can't get over this hurdle, and always thinks it's a very shameful thing." He smiled and said: "What's there to be ashamed of, it's not about brothers and sisters, It just so happened that we formed a family, after all, without the relationship between me and your mother, wouldn't it be natural for you to be together?"

I didn't expect that Lin Haixin didn't object to me and Lin Rongshen. This was undoubtedly a big surprise to me. I thought he would object as fiercely as my mother.

Before I recovered from what he said, Lin Haixin took a sip of tea, sighed and called Lai Lai.

I raised my eyes to look at him, and responded in a low voice, "I'm here, Uncle Lin."

His slightly lost eyes looked at me, and he said, "Loving Rong Shen will be a very hard work, are you sure you can persist?"

I said, "How hard is it?"

Lin Haixin shook her head with a smile and said, "It's very hard work."

Lin Haixin saw that I didn't seem to understand very well, he smiled bitterly and said: "Maybe he can't let go of my marriage in his whole life, because it was my mistakes that caused his mother's death, it's normal for him to hate me and your mother The things that happened just hurt you and hurt you."

I said, "My mother is the third party?"

Lin Haixin didn't seem to expect that I would ask this question so nakedly. He was a little embarrassed, but after the embarrassment, he felt a little relieved, and he said: "It's...not really, because the fault lies with me. It's because I didn't handle these things well. It’s not your mother’s fault that caused things to become like this.”

At this moment, I suddenly despised the man in front of me. Although the third party was my mother, the relationship between the two of them caused the death of the other person. No wonder Lin Rongshen had such an attitude towards my mother and me.

I had only heard some gossip before, but I wasn't sure about it, but Lin Haixin's own confession made me understand Lin Rongshen's change of attitude.

I said honestly: "Uncle Lin, your marriage with my mother is really cruel."

Lin Haixin was not angry but smiled, he said: "Uncle thinks the same way, but I don't regret it." His smile deepened and he said: "Everyone should be responsible for their own choices, I feel guilty about Rong Shen's mother , but guilt is another matter. After all, she and I have been married for more than ten years, and have been bedridden for more than ten years. Lailai, I believe that love is a very sacred existence in your hearts. When one person gets married, no matter what kind of turmoil they will encounter in the future, both parties must hold each other's hand and go on with difficulty, but this kind of marriage only exists in a small number of people. Most people want to live in the real world. I am a For a normal man, I naturally need a normal woman, and for Rong Shen's mother, I have taken care of her for so many years, and I have done my best to her, but at that time I was too eager to marry your mother, so I mishandled it It made Rong Shen's mother's condition worse and hastened her death."

I said, "What disease does Auntie have?"

Lin Haixin said: "Uterine cancer."

I said, "So this is the original intention of Rong Shen to study medicine?"

Lin Haixin said with a smile: "Yes, actually I would prefer him to take over my business, but I feel guilty towards him in this regard, so he chose medicine, so I didn't interfere much."

I said, "Why can't you wait any longer? Maybe if you wait, things won't be like this?"

Lin Haixin said: "Who can wait for love? If you like it, you can't wait to marry the other party immediately, live together forever, and even ignore other people's feelings."

I said, "That's why Rong Shen hates me and my mother so much."

Lin Haixin said: "This is probably retribution."

I said, "Do you love my mother?"

Lin Haixin said without thinking: "I definitely love, there is no doubt about it."

I said, "She's just got lucky."

Lin Haixin said with a smile: "Although your mother is worldly, she can be cute sometimes. You must never say that about your mother. Uncle will be angry."

I said, "Maybe she's just doing it for your money?"

I asked this topic very sharply, Lin Haixin was silent for a while, and he said: "If she wants it, take it away."

The last sentence was the one that left the deepest impression on me from Lin Haixin, but when I heard his answer, I still sneered in my heart and thought, why is this man so stupid that he would fall in love with a mediocre woman like my mother? If you want to find a woman, you should find someone who is educated and reasonable, but my mother has not graduated from elementary school, and she is bluffing and narrow-minded when she talks.

Why did he die at her hands? What a blind cat met a dead mouse.

But I didn't expect that after many years, it became a prophecy that he really died in the hands of my mother, his property, and his life.

Up to now, when I think back to my conversation with Lin Haixin, I always think in my heart, if I ask him this question again now, will he still have the confidence to tell me that she will take it away as he was back then?
But there is no reason to talk about love, and there is no turning back for people. Just like Lin Haixin said, everyone should be responsible for their own choices, and his mistakes in marriage are bought with his own life. order.

He would rather abandon the woman his sick wife wanted to marry, just for his money, and he knew this fact better than anyone else, so he just didn't say it.

I still say that, when I met Lin Haixin, my mother was really lucky.

(End of this chapter)