I forget you with my wedding

Chapter 42
It was about my mother and Lin Haixin's matter, which caused me to feel an inexplicable guilt towards Lin Rongshen. After all, my mother was also a part of his mother's death, so no matter how he tortured him with his indifference and disgust Me, I have always stalked him shamelessly.

With Lin Haixin's connivance on my liking Lin Rongshen, although my mother objected, the force of opposition was much weaker than before.

In order to avoid my stalking, Lin Rongshen went through the transfer procedures by himself without discussing with anyone in the family, and transferred from the top Chongzhou University to a famous medical university in the far north.

On the day I found out that he had transferred to another school, I ran to have a big fight with him and asked him why he was so unfeeling and didn't even give me a chance to see him, but Lin Rongshen was crying and making a fuss about me, There was only a simple sentence, he said: "Chalaile, the more you suffer, the happier I am. Torturing you is the greatest joy in my life."

Such vicious words came out of his mouth, and I was not angry with such vicious words. Instead, I thought in my heart, if you can feel better in your heart, then you can torture me, I am willing.

After Lin Rongshen left the city, I became like a walking dead. At that time, it happened to be the stage of the college entrance examination, and I was admitted to an ordinary university in this city with very dangerous scores.

But on the day of filling out the application, I only filled in the school that Lin Rongshen was in, but my score was not admitted.

I cried all night at home. After crying, I sat on the bed with my mobile phone and called Lin Rongshen repeatedly. I remember that when we were still in a good relationship, he was worried that my grades would not be enough for the college entrance examination, so He has been grabbing me to give me the key points of my make-up lessons, but now that the results of the college entrance examination are out, why does he become indifferent instead.

Lin Rongshen, I am really sad that I cannot come to the city where you are, do you know that.

But no matter how I called, no one answered the phone. In the end, the phone died automatically after being called. I was tired from crying and fell on the bed with a dazed expression.

But I didn't give up, the next day I used the excuse of going on a trip with Zhang Xiaoya, I packed my luggage and boarded the train to the north alone, and rushed to the city where Lin Rongshen was.

For more than 20 hours, I lay on the train and vomited until I didn't know who I was. A flight attendant on the train fed me a sip of water, and I woke up.

After getting off the train, I was floating. In the crowded train station, I was staggered and dragged in the row with one hand, while the other hand kept sending text messages to Lin Rongshen, telling him that I Come to him.

But after only sending a few text messages, my head suddenly spun, and I fell to the ground directly, and there was a sound of exclamation in my ears.

I thought, it's good to be in your city, despite the physical pain.

When I woke up, I was already lying in the hospital, and Lin Rongshen was sitting next to me. When I suddenly saw someone I hadn't seen for a long time but wanted to see very much, don't mention how excited I was at that time, and I didn't even have time to worry about the fact that I was still stuck in my hand. I rushed up and hugged Lin Rongshen who was beside the hospital bed. I was crying and laughing at the same time, and finally wept and said, "Rongshen, what should I do if I didn't get into your university? What should I do? What should I do?" manage."

Maybe it was because I was too weak at that time, maybe my crying was so earth-shattering at that time, maybe it was because we hadn't seen each other for so long, Lin Rongshen didn't push me away, but let me hold him, his hands were the same as before General stroked his head and let me cry to the point of collapse.

I don't know how long I cried until the door came in a girl with a good figure and a pretty face. She stood at the door and said, "Rong Shen, is this your sister?"

I heard the voice and raised my face with teary eyes to follow the source of the sound, and asked the smiling girl on our side, "Who are you?"

Holding a fruit basket in her hand, she smiled generously and said, "I am Rong Shen's girlfriend."

Her words shocked me who was lying on Lin Rongshen's shoulder, I retreated from his embrace, I looked at Lin Rongshen's face in disbelief, trying to find a trace of negation in his expression.

But in the next second, he took the initiative to give me the answer and punched me in the heart again. He let go of me and introduced me: "Song Li, my girlfriend."

The girl named Song Li took the initiative to walk to my hospital bed, looked at me with a smile and said, "Rong Shen, your sister seems to be very attached to you."

Lin Rong smiled deeply and said, "Little boy, are you jealous too?"

She naturally sat beside Lin Rongshen, and said with a coquettish look: "Who is jealous, I am too lazy to be jealous."

Lin Rong smiled deeply and said nothing.

I haven't seen him for such a long time, he is more mature than before, his eyes no longer have disgust for me, but strangers, full of strangers, I suddenly can't find the shadow of his past in his eyes.

He has changed a lot in just one year.

Later on, his girlfriend greeted me warmly, trying to get Lin Rongshen's past from me from time to time, but I refused to reveal a single word to her, his past was mine, how could I give it to you, it's impossible.

Lin Rongshen's girlfriend, Song Li, seemed to know that I didn't like her, and she didn't want to make fun of her anymore. She greeted Lin Rongshen and left the hospital.

After the two of us were finally left in the room, Lin Rongshen asked me when I planned to go back.

I had just arrived, and he asked me when I would be back, he couldn't wait for me to leave.

I didn't speak, the ecstasy dissipated completely from my heart, I just turned my back to him, covered my lower abdomen with my hands, and curled up, I whispered: "I'm uncomfortable, don't talk to me yet. "

As soon as these words were uttered, the tears burst like a bank and could not be stopped at all.

Lin Rongshen sat at the side and watched me silently for a long time, he heard my sobbing, he stretched out his hand and patted my back lightly for a long time, he asked: "Are you okay?"

I did not speak.

Lin Rongshen stared at the tears that flowed down my cheeks to the pit of my neck, and said, "We've all grown up, and we still have to forget a lot of things that should be forgotten, Lai Lai, you should try to mature."

I tried my best to restrain myself from crying and asked, "How is she?"

Lin Rongshen said, "Well, it's pretty good."

I said, "Will you marry her?"

Lin Rongshen said, "Well, almost."

I said, "Oh, congratulations, I've pretty much forgotten about you."

Lin Rongshen didn't respond to me, and I couldn't see his expression even when I was lying sideways to him.

I lay in the hospital for a long time, and Lin Rongshen took me to his residence. The house was neither big nor small, and the inside was still clean. Only the desk was messy, full of various medical books. It was snowing heavily in the north at that time. The houses next to it are heated, so it is unbearably warm when you walk in.

Lin Rongshen put all my luggage away for me. Seeing my dirty clothes, he gave me a set of his pajamas and asked me to go to the bathroom. After I came out of the bathroom, he had already prepared dinner on the table .

I didn't expect him to be so calm, I thought he would hate me as much as before, which I didn't expect.

His calmness left me speechless.

The two of us just sat like that, this year seems to have made both of us a little strange, Lin Rongshen saw that I was sitting opposite and remained still, so he said: "It is not suitable for your body to eat too greasy things right now. , so I only prepared vegetables and white porridge, let’s eat.”

I nodded and picked up the chopsticks and picked up the bowl.

During the meal, the two of them still didn't say anything, Lin Rongshen let me rest when he saw that I was tired, but his room had only one bed, not even a sofa, I fell asleep, what about him?

But I didn't ask, I just went to bed and lay down according to his words. Lin Rongshen also went to the bathroom to take a shower, and after coming out, he sat in front of the computer and wrote a case analysis report.

I lay on my side on the bed and stared at his earnest back, looking at the dim light on his desk, and suddenly thought in my heart, he will definitely become a great doctor in the future, he will save many people and suffer many female nurses. I like it, it's so charming that people can't take their eyes away.

But what about me, what kind of person will I become?
(End of this chapter)