The years I was a birdman

Chapter 167 The Meaning of a Good Person

The summer by the Songhua River is very cool. If you look around, you can still see the neon lights on Sun Island opposite.

But the hearts of the people were half cold, and Xiaojiu's words pierced Zhang Shifei's heart every word. He finally understood what the game in the egg demon's mouth meant. In fact, it didn't intend to let everyone follow it. Come to a head-on confrontation. The meaning of this game is actually only determined by itself, that is to say, it is the game that is played, and what everyone can play is just the role in the game.

The hallucination just now almost made Zhang Shifei's name go to hell, but this is not the scariest thing. Death is actually not scary. The scariest thing is the torment from the bottom of my heart. The negative emotions are very real in that environment. So much so that Zhang Shifei's heart collapsed in an instant, that kind of feeling is not something ordinary people can understand.

Zhang Shifei looked at Xiaojiu standing on the river, and the more he looked at it, the more he felt that this was the most disgusting egg monster he had ever met, even more hated than the fifteenth that Zhang Shifei hated so much.

At least the fifteenth killed people simply and neatly, and would not be as cruel as Xiao Jiu, which was simply unbearable cruelty. In fact, Zhang Shifei has never recovered, his legs are still trembling, his body has no strength, and his head Still in pain, seeing that Xiaojiu was so arrogant, he couldn't help but said fiercely: "You really disgust me, kill me if you want, why do you disgust me so much!?"

Xiaojiu smiled, put the 20 yuan into his pocket again, and said to Zhang Shifei with a smile: "Don't be kidding, haha, if not, where is the fun? I remember I I’ve already said it, please don’t use your human concepts to judge my behavior, this is my game, since you have chosen to play, you must abide by my rules, understand?”

Zhang Shifei really understood that this grandson was originally an extremely perverted and twisted thing, and he was so angry that he cursed: "You..."

Mr. Cui waved his hand at Zhang Shifei, motioning him to stop talking. Seeing Mr. Cui's movement, Zhang Shifei also stopped. He understood that it would be futile to say anything to this abnormal-minded monster. Seeing that Mr. Cui asked Na Xiaojiu in a cold voice: "This time, what game are you playing?"

Xiao Jiu smiled and said, "This time, of course, it's a survival game, betting on whether he can survive the phantom."

Mr. Cui said blankly: "That means we won this game, right?"

After he finished speaking, Xiao Jiu showed its perverted smile again, and it laughed loudly and said, "How do you know that he will survive?"

At the same time as he said these words, a ferocious look suddenly appeared in Xiao Jiu's eyes, and in an instant, a wave of evil spirit attacked the crowd along the river waves, but the evil spirit was not about three or four meters away from the crowd. Suddenly, it stopped, because a huge black snake-like aura appeared on the riverside.

This is exactly the power of Mr. Cui's black snake fairy bone. He lit the cigarette in his mouth, and his whole arm was wrapped in black air. The evil spirit intercepted it.

Mr. Cui sneered, and said, "Why don't I know?"

Xiao Jiu was silent for a while, as if it also understood that if it was really about strength, it was not the opponent of the man with the black snake demonic aura, and using force here would be too unfavorable to it, so it put on a smile again, Then he said: "Forget it, then let you win. Anyway, there is still one round, and I want to play for a while."

To be honest, Li Lanying really couldn't help seeing Xiao Jiu's despicable appearance. He pointed at Xiao Jiu on the river and cursed: "You can pull it down! Let us Win, do you have the ability to prevent us from winning? Tell me about you brat, you look like a hybrid rice, with small legs and a big head, and you smell like cornmeal when you talk? You are awesome! Come here, let me practice with you?"

"Try to say it again." Although Xiaojiu didn't understand all the trash talk in Li Lanying's mouth, she also understood that it was not a good thing, so she sneered and said lightly.

Li Lanying doesn't care about that. You must know that if they had come later, Zhang Shifei would have died by now. Seeing that Xiao Jiu seemed to be a little upset, Li Lanying immediately cursed: "You..."

As soon as he uttered two words, his mouth was covered by Yi Xinxing who was on the side. Just as he was about to struggle, Mr. Cui walked up to him, turned his back to him, and then did not turn his head Said: "Calm down, this is not something to be ashamed of, you have to learn to be patient."

Zhang Shifei and Li Lanying looked at Mr. Cui, and saw that he clenched his right fist, trembling slightly, drips of blood flowed from the clenched fingers, and only heard Mr. Cui say softly: "I am also endure."

Obviously, this Mr. Cui wanted to kill Xiaojiu more than the two of them at this time, but after all, Dong Shanshan was still in its hands, and now he could only endure it. This was the only way out.

When Xiaojiu saw this scene, he smiled, the murderous look in his eyes disappeared, and then said to Mr. Cui: "Okay, I don't have anything to do, now one win and one loss are tied, wait for the next game. Let's see each other, believe me, the fun is just beginning."

Mr. Cui sneered, seeing that Xiao Jiu was about to run away, he said to him calmly: "I have a few words to tell you."

Xiao Jiu turned her head, and then asked curiously: "What are you talking about? Do you want to stop playing now? That's fine. If you don't care about that woman's life, the game can be terminated at any time."

Mr. Cui shook his head, and then said, "I didn't mean to say that."

"Then what do you want to say?" Xiao Jiu asked.

I saw that Mr. Cui took a puff of cigarette, then shook his right hand, and withdrew the black energy of the fairy bone, and then he said to Xiaojiu: "What I want to say is that there can only be one heaven in this world, and there is only one way of heaven." Only one theatergoer is allowed to exist, and imitating things like you is doomed to not have good results."

"Thank you for your good words." The little nine obviously didn't take Mr. Cui's words seriously, and saw it also smiled coldly, then turned around and slowly sank into the river. After a while, the surface of the river recovered calm.

"Drown you bastard." Li Lanying cursed Xianjie angrily.

Yi Xinxing, who had been silent all this time, patted him on the shoulder, and then said to him, "Bastards can't drown, that's all right, come and help."

"What can I help you with?" Li Lanying didn't understand what Yi Xinxing meant, so Yi Xinxing pointed to Fu Xuehan who was still lying not far away.

Zhang Shifei felt a little relieved at this moment. Seeing that Xiaojiu had disappeared, and Mr. Cui was looking at the river, he seemed to be still thinking about something, so he stepped forward and said softly to him, "Part, thank you."

Mr. Cui turned his head to look at him, shrugged and said to him, "Come on, don't do this with me."

"No, thank you very much." Zhang Shifei said very sincerely at this time: "Without you, I would definitely die this time..."

Speaking of this, he suddenly felt a little helpless, and then said: "Just now, I really wanted to commit suicide..."

"Okay, you don't need to talk." Mr. Cui changed back to his usual expression, then put his left index finger into his nostril, and said while digging: "Actually, you did the right thing. You have kind thoughts in your heart, but you are afraid Walking without boundaries, this is something that everyone who does good deeds has experienced."

Zhang Shifei felt sour, and he thought of the ugly faces of those onlookers. Although they were all hallucinations, they were so real. For a while, his eyes became sour again. He understood that some Things do exist.

Seeing his appearance, Mr. Cui also patted Zhang Zhengfei on the shoulder like Yi Xinxing did, and then said to him earnestly: "Young man, don't be discouraged. You must know that this is what the society understands?"

Zhang Shifei shook his head and sighed, "I just don't understand why human nature can be so ugly. Are these people the ones we have been protecting all this time?"

After hearing what he said, Mr. Cui actually smiled, and then he looked at Yi Xinxing who was not far away, Yi Xinxing also smiled complacently, and Zhang Shifei asked again: "Why are you laughing, don't you Do you know the answer?"

Mr. Cui looked at the man in front of him who had just come back from the brink of collapse, and said loudly to him: "There are some questions that have no answers."

"Then why do we bother with such nosy business? What does the life and death of these people have to do with us?" Zhang Shifei finally said what was in his heart.

Mr. Cui put away his smile, and then said to Zhang Shifei: "Have you ever thought about why this society has become what it is now?"

Zhang Shifei was speechless, as if even the air became quiet for a while, and Mr. Cui said: "It's because everyone has your thoughts, yes, it has nothing to do with me, just like the one in your hallucination. Seeing the same thing, someone is in danger, but no one cares about it, just imagine, if you didn't care at the time, then what is the difference between you and the people you laugh at and hate?"

Zhang Shifei was stunned again, only to see that Mr. Cui continued: "This is how life is in this world. You can't change others, you can only change yourself. You can't make the world sober, but don't be as numb as they are." ,understand?"

"But..." Zhang Shifei said in great confusion: "But is it really meaningful for us to do these things and do good deeds?"

Zhang Shifei was indeed shaken. The hallucination just now made him lose his direction, and he once again had doubts about doing good deeds. Mr. Cui laughed, and then said to him: "Of course, I have already said it? The reason why it is not too beautiful is that there are many ugly things. You cannot change those ugly people, but you can choose not to be ugly people. Even if you accomplish nothing, what you do is still meaningful of."

After Mr. Cui said this, he paused for a moment, and then said to Zhang Shifei: "The meaning of you, the value of your existence, is to make this ugly world a little more beautiful. A little better."

If everyone can persevere, the world will really become more beautiful. Even if we can't change anything, we must keep our heart and don't make this society worse. Just to wake up a few people.

This should be what Mr. Cui meant. After Zhang Shifei heard these words, his mood immediately calmed down a lot. Yes, what he said is right. Although he still has some knots in his heart that have not been solved, it seems that it is not important. These are related to experience and have nothing to do with thinking. Things that I can't figure out now will be explained sooner or later.

When Mr. Cui said this, seeing that Zhang Shifei's legs were still trembling, he put his arm around Zhang Shifei's shoulders, and then helped him to go to Lao Yi and Fatty. He said: "Thank you, split up, I understand, it's really like what you said, Fatty and I are still too immature, we can't help and it will only add to the chaos."

Mr. Cui smiled, and then said to him: "Growth is a thing, there is a twin brother named setbacks, and only with setbacks can you grow. When blindly pursuing strength, don’t forget this sentence, sometimes, the heart is more important than strength, because if you have absolute power without a strong heart, you are destined to not survive.”

This sentence is correct. Think about the things that have been handed down from ancient times. None of them are just pure power, including Buddhism and Taoism. Zen and martial arts as taught by Taoists, and natural as taught by Taoists.

Thought is the most powerful weapon in this world. Without the power of thought, it will always be just some empty air. The road of cultivating the Tao also cultivates the heart. This is really good. Zhang Shifei smiled bitterly. It seems that his usual wild thoughts are also useful of.

The two walked to the side of Lao Yi and the fat man, and saw that the fat man had carried Fu Xuehan on his back, Zhang Shifei frowned, looking at Fu Xuehan's pale face, he couldn't help feeling a little guilty It's because of me that Fu Xuehan was actually implicated, alas.

So, he asked Mr. Cui: "She... what should we do?"

Mr. Cui said: "It's okay. Seeing her like this, she just fainted. She probably doesn't remember what happened. Let's take her to the hospital and hang two bottles of salt water. She should have her friends and classmates in her mobile phone." Call, she will say she has heatstroke after a call later."

Yi Xinxing said with a smile: "You are really an old routine. It has not changed for many years."

He was used to bickering with Mr. Cui, and when Mr. Cui heard Lao Yi sarcasm him, he said without thinking, "You know what, this is what Master Kong tastes like, you don't need to change it for delicious food, let's go."

So, everyone didn't say anything, and after walking for a while, they arrived at the street along the river. At this time, the car is easy to take, but Mr. Cui refuses to take the car. He has no choice but to continue walking. Fortunately, everyone I am from Harbin, and I am very familiar with the routes here, knowing that it will not take long to go to the nearest hospital.

Half an hour later, Fu Xuehan woke up in a hospital bed. Her first words were, where is this place? My head hurts.

Zhang Shifei smiled wryly, and according to the pre-designed script, he made up a seemingly inexplicable but reasonable incident of a Harbin girl's heatstroke by the river to Fu Xuehan.

This girl Fu Xuehan seemed to be quite easy to deceive. After Zhang Shifei finished speaking, she apologized and thanked repeatedly, saying that she had caused Zhang Shifei trouble, which made Zhang Shifei feel guilty for a while.

Sister, I should say sorry, Zhang Shifei smiled wryly.

After a while, Fu Xuehan's roommate from University came, two or three little girls, tall Shuiling, all wearing suspender shirts and tight hot pants, seeing that fat Li Lanying almost committed another crime color sickness.

Fortunately, he also understands that in the current situation, personal relationships between children are not allowed to exist, so he said goodbye to those beauties he didn't know first in his heart, and said nothing. After a few words of politeness, the two sisters walked out of the ward with Mr. Cui. As soon as he stepped out of the door, Fu Xuehan, who was lying on the bed, said to him shyly: "Thank you, Brother Zhang .”

Zhang Shifei squeezed out a slightly embarrassed smile, then turned around and said, "It's nothing, you should have a good rest."

Amidst the laughter of the little girls who came to visit the doctor in the room, Fu Xuehan's face blushed again, she nodded, and seemed to squeeze out a lot of courage and said: "Then... in two days God, can I call you again, will you still do volunteer work?"

Zhang Shifei thumped in his heart, thinking that he should not mention volunteer work. He had suffered a lot before doing it today. However, even so, Zhang Shifei had an answer in his heart. Just like what Mr. Cui said, keep the original The heart is the most important thing, so he smiled bitterly, and then said to the little girl: "Success, take care of your body first, then call me, and we will go together."

They walked out of the ward, behind them were the chirping laughter of the little girls, which made Zhang Shifei a little unnatural, he sighed in his heart, it seemed that he and these people really lived in two worlds, and sometimes he felt very uncomfortable. I envy these children, who live in happiness all day long and cannot see the cruelty behind happiness.

Ignorance is the greatest happiness. He smiled wryly again. The more truths he knows, the heavier the burden he bears. It depends on how you choose. The world is fair, and now it seems that it is indeed the case.

The four of them walked out of the hospital, and it was nearly midnight now, Li Lanying smoked a cigarette for his brothers at the gate of the hospital, then stretched his waist and asked, "Separate, we don't have to go on vacation this time, do we? "

Mr. Cui glanced at him, then laughed and scolded: "Since when did you love your job and work so much? Since you love going to work so much, come over to me at eight o'clock tomorrow. The land of Fuzetang has not been delayed for several days." .”

Li Lanying kept complaining, thinking why he was so unlucky, but there was a smile on his face. Obviously, unconsciously, this fat man fell in love with working in Fuzetang, at least every day. It was very fulfilling, so he grinned and said with a smile: "Then what shall we do now?"

Mr. Cui looked at Zhang Shifei, and then said, "Xiao Zhang, do you have any money in your pocket?"

Zhang Shifei nodded. He didn't understand why Mr. Cui asked him this, so he took out another stack of RMB from his pocket and said to Mr. Cui, "Yes, what do you want?"

Mr. Cui took out a piece of RMB from Zhang Shifei's hand, put it on his nose and smelled it, and then said with a sneer: "We can't always be passive, it's time for us to take the initiative to fight back."

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