CHIEF agent, the goddess is coming

Chapter 129 Emotional entanglement
The next day, the silky light light scattered like starlight in every corner of the room.There is a faint warm taste in the air, but the feeling is cold in my heart
Since they came back from the underground palace together, Bing Yuxi handed over the chip to the organization.But the memories gradually piece together and emerge like broken glass, which makes the heart more fragile.

Bing Tuanxi loves her parents very much, really.But the life that was originally more beautiful than a dream was completely shattered in an instant.Parents never told her about their past, it turned out that they had to go through countless risks together.They were originally living on the brink of hell and death, but they were the only ones who concealed something from her. The purpose was not to let her experience this bloody and cruel war, but to give her a beautiful and dreamy childhood.

Her parents have treated her with good intentions for many years, and she finally understands it only now.

I opened my eyes in despair, why did I have to experience so much cruel emotional torture, why?Xu's departure had already caused her great harm, and now her memory came back and she remembered that her parents had already died.Besides, now that she has been poisoned, she hasn't told Feng Yilie, including her real identity.
Finally shed tears helplessly, she always blamed herself for not living up to expectations.For so many years, she has not shed a single tear except for Xu's departure.But now, since accepting the task of the underground palace, the tears seem to flow more and more unstoppably, the heart is crying, and the tears contain more pain that I don't want to think about.

Outside the door, Yi Jieli, Fan Yin and others were waiting.Seeing Bing Tuanxi suffering, they also suffered.

Yan Li lowered his head, and he, who was always cheerful, suddenly became extraordinarily silent, "Xiao Guanxi lost her memory before she was seven years old, and I also found out later when she blocked the knife for me. She never told any of us People mentioned that all this time she was hurting alone in the dark"

Yi Jieli sighed silently: "If I know how cruel and indignant Xiaoxi's memory was before she was seven years old, I wish she would not think about it again. Now I have to let her be alone and don't disturb her. her!"

Fan Yin was still very silent, he hid all the words he wanted to express in his heart.Xi'er, why do you always have to torture yourself like this, so you can't treat yourself better.Every time you smile brightly, but it always hurts deeper in my eyes.However, the wind is bitter.
Yi Jieli saw the entanglement in Fan Yin's heart, so she continued, "Although Feng Yilie is the person Xiaoxi likes at first, Xu and Feng Yilie are completely different! Maybe in Xiaoxi's heart, From Xu's body, I found the shadow of being cared by Feng Yilie. However, the so-called love between them is different. In Feng Yilie's mind, all he thinks about is revenge and his mother, and he does not put his mind on Xiaoxi wholeheartedly. He just wants to become stronger, and he is constantly undergoing Bingjie's training. Maybe, until the end, he really understands that he has loved Xiaoxi deeply, and then he will do his best to protect Xiaoxi.
But Xu is different.Xiao Xi lost her memories of before she was seven years old, but in her heart there was always a shadow of caring for her, and finally regarded Xu as the one who cared for her.However, Xiaoxi didn't regard Xu as Feng Yilie's stand-in.Xu, gave Xiaoxi warmth when she was most vulnerable and needed care the most.Xu Zai devoted himself wholeheartedly to Xiaoxi and thought of her.But Feng Yanlie didn't seem to have done anything earth-shattering for Xiaoxi, and it was Xiaoxi who silently guarded him behind his back.

Therefore, the person who has been silently caring behind Xiaoxi is Xu.Over the years, Xu is the person who knows Xiao Xi best.He handed over all the things he knew to Xiao Xi, and the two of them could always fight side by side with a very high tacit understanding without words, and no one could surpass them.Xu can really protect Xiaoxi and give her his whole heart without any impurities.

Although Xu is dead, I'm sure Xu must still be in Bing Yuxi's heart.Which side has the deepest feelings, maybe only Xiao Xi knows in his heart.The relationship between him and Xiaoxi who fought side by side for nine years cannot be surpassed by Feng Yilie in less than a month, even if they had been together for two years when they were young.How can childhood be compared with youth? "

Yan Li glanced at Yi Jieli, "Why do you always speak up for Xu, now the person Xiao Yuxi likes is Feng Yilie, aren't you ruining his image! You mean that Xu is Xiao Yuxi Someone I really like? I'm so confused, it's such a complicated emotional dispute!"

Yi Jieli sighed and continued to elaborate, "No, that's not what I mean. I just want to say that Xiaoxi didn't regard Xu as a substitute for Feng Yilie, she just got stimulated and needed care too much! In my opinion Xu's feelings are truly great and selfless. But he has already gone to heaven."

Fan Yin, who had been silent all this time, finally said, "I understand your analysis, but everything must respect Xi'er's decision!" Same as Li.If it comes to who loves Xi'er more, who can compare with Feng Yilie and Xu?
At this time, Bing Yuxi had already opened the door and appeared in front of everyone.Her face was haggard, like a glass doll that had lost its brilliance, her eyes were extremely sad, and only constant sadness appeared in her mind.

"Xiao Xi." Yi Jieli spoke first.

After a while, Bing Yuxi finally said something lightly, with a voice as soft as a falling feather: "I heard what you just said! That's right, although I found someone in Xu who was cared for by Feng Lie Shadow, but I didn’t regard Xu as a stand-in, but a new love. However, this is not a question of who loves me more deeply. There is no decision about love, only the answer that you most want to determine in your heart.

To me, Xu is sad and regrettable.After all, in this world, the only bosom friend is Xu.If Xu was there, he would definitely feel my pain and helplessness at the first time, and give solutions and comfort. Perhaps Xu is the one who can tell his true inner thoughts without reservation.

However, he has already left this world.What's the point of entanglement again?The things that have been lost can only be kept and missed, no matter how painful and deep the memory is.
As for Feng Lie, I also hope that you will understand with your heart.Feng Yilie is not selfish, few people can see through his heart, I just want to say that Yi Jieli's analysis of Feng Yilie is wrong!The reasons for this are complex and I don't want to go into details.I don't expect him to go deep into me and understand me like Xu did.His feelings are different from Xu's, I believe you will really understand in the future! "

All the people began to fall into silence, not wanting to get entangled in these emotional disputes anymore.

When all the agents went out to do errands, only Bing Yuxi was at home alone.She pondered for a long time and thought through a lot.Regarding the matter of parents, if sad things cannot solve the problem, I will definitely find time to solve the mystery and find out the truth.Regarding the matter of the wind, can the future path of this relationship go smoothly?

Bing Yuxi raised her head and looked out the window, looking at the blue and lonely sky, she remembered that handsome young man who was as warm as sunshine.She said sadly: "Xu, what do you think I should do?"

She continued to lower her head and whispered silently, "If you were here, maybe all the problems could be solved smoothly. When I am with you, I will not be sad, nor will I have any troubles and sorrows. You will always be with me Look after me, solve my problems, but why do you sacrifice so much for me so selflessly, but I still can't do anything for you, some are just burdens, causing you to die because of me in the end"

I am used to relying on you, now I am separated from you and I only have one person to persevere firmly.With your shadow, lonely with your shadow, fighting alone.

At this time, the phone rang, breaking the silence and sadness.Bing Yuxi picked up the phone, and what was displayed on the screen was - Yun Che?Bing Yuxi opened her eyes wide, what was that fellow Yun Che doing on the phone, she doesn't seem to be very familiar with him, right?
He answered the phone suspiciously, "Hello—"

Yun Che's voice began to sound: "Xi'er, no, Yuxi—" If that fellow Feng Yilie knew that he was calling Bing Tuanxi so intimately, he would definitely be beaten to death.

"What do you want to say?" Bing Yuxi's voice was exceptionally quiet, so quiet that one's heart felt inexplicably aching.

Yun Che was stunned for a while, and then began to say: "Uh, it's like this! Tomorrow is Feng Yilie's birthday, so I'll tell you a secret first, so hurry up and get ready!"

As soon as Bing Yuxi heard that it was Feng Lilie's birthday, his eyes suddenly recovered their brilliance, and finally he smiled softly and said: "I understand, I will, thank you!" After finishing speaking, just when she was about to hang up the phone , but was stopped by Yun Che, "Hello—wait a minute, Lu Xin—"

"What's the matter, Yun Che?"

Yun Che reluctantly opened his mouth, "That Yu Xi, I just want to ask, how is Yi Jieli doing now? Yan Li didn't do anything to her, did she?"

Bing Yuxi smiled lightly, "You misunderstood, Yan Li and Yi Jieli are good friends beyond life and death, not the kind of friendship between a man and a woman, don't worry!"

Yun Che finally breathed a sigh of relief, "Then, Guanxi, what should I do to catch up with Yijieli? I found out that I really like her, me."

Hearing this, Bing Tuanxi suggested patiently: "Li, she has a strong appearance, but she is actually a girl who is easily moved. You have to impress her with sincerity, and everything will be resolved smoothly!" She It could be seen that Yi Jieli had already let go of Fan Yin, and she had gradually begun to care about Yun Che, but she didn't know it.

"I understand, thank you, Yuxi! I'm going to prepare now, and I must impress her to let her be my real woman, haha!" Yun Che happily hung up the phone, but the smile on the corner of Bing Yuxi's mouth gradually faded. faded.

(End of this chapter)