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Chapter 30 Please give me a simple wedding (2)

I was 28 years old at the time, and I was eager to marry myself, so I learned to be tolerant in everything; and I changed from the old style of a young lady, doing laundry, cooking, serving tea and water, and doing it almost as courteously. Do.In fact, I just want to catch the tail of love and find a warmer destination for myself when my youth is about to die.With such a mentality, of course, I don’t want to let the happiness that is about to come fly away, so I am careful and pay attention everywhere; when I walk, I have changed from the old laziness, and there is always a little bit of panic and tension.The bracelet on the wrist is also a fast-paced jingle, jingle, and I don't have to say the last leisurely "Dang", but I was twisted to the next syllable by my impatience.

And my boyfriend, knowing that my mother couldn't see, silenced his violent temper and showed it to me.He didn't want to eat the orange I gently handed over. He didn't say "don't bother me" like before, but he pushed it hard with his arm and ignored me.But I didn't blame him, I thought it was all because of my mother, and made him angry with the long-winded words that bothered me.Finally one day, when my boyfriend stretched his face again for me to see, I lied to my mother, saying that the company was busy and the leave should not be too long, otherwise the leader would have an opinion.Mother remained silent again, reached out and took off one of my bracelets, and put it on my right wrist.I didn't understand what she meant, so I stood up and went to pack my things, planning to go to my boyfriend's house by car in the afternoon.

Without the sound of "Ding Ding Dong", my heart suddenly calmed down, thinking of the silent "screaming" and dissatisfaction of my boyfriend in the past few days.I thought of my mother who suddenly became talkative.Thinking of seven or eight years of coming here calmly, how come when the age of 30 is approaching, so hopelessly trying to catch a man who is actually not satisfied?I remembered that even if the two of them are silver bracelets of good texture, if they cannot collide with beautiful and harmonious notes, it is better to walk separately...

I finally know the reason why my mother is so abnormally "boring".Opening the bedroom door, I heard my mother calmly say to my bad-tempered boyfriend: My Xiaoan has never been in such a hurry for someone, so you don't have to be in such a hurry to marry her home.

I saw the man slam the door and go after him habitually, but finally stopped with effort, silently, letting tears soak the silver bracelet.

I thought my mother couldn't see anything, but I didn't expect that she had a clear and clear heart from beginning to end.

Flowers flourish at the lowest point.

When she met him, the flower of youth had just budded, and the faint fragrance was hidden in the thin lace, waiting for the spring breeze to blow, and when she bent over, the soft and white inside appeared .

When they were teenagers with red lips and white teeth, no one interfered with their love.Outsiders only think they are children, she loves him only because of his handsomeness and talent, and he loves her because of his beautiful face.They should be like one of many romantic couples. The flourishing and blooming of love comes from the sparks of the moment; so the withering and withering must also come in time without any reason.Therefore, when they first fell in love, no one paid attention to them. They spread their branches and leaves freely on the sunny hillside, and quickly dyed the sights of passers-by.

It was her parents who suddenly realized that their daughter, who was as pure and noble as a lotus flower, had spent four years with a boy who was nothing but a bright and charming smile!They still can't understand, what exactly does she love about him?He came from a humble background and a poor family. After graduating from university, he might not even be able to find a job in this complicated city.And without a job with a good salary, how can you support your daughter who has lived a good life since she was a child?That being the case, then what qualifications does he have to continue to stay by her side?They pampered him for four years, which was enough for a boy from the countryside.

Her parents quickly found him and asked him to withdraw from this too disparate love.I thought he would retreat amidst their ridicule, but he never thought, but he smiled lightly and said, I love her so much, why did I retreat?Could it be that love can only be weighed on a material balance?Her parents, unable to use secular standards to make him withdraw, turned to persuade her to give up.And she also smiled faintly, then bent down and took off her shoes and socks, showing her toes, and said, is there any boy who is willing to cut my toenails for me every two days like him, and will never get tired of it, then, I myself I will follow your arrangement and marry him.

Her toenails, unlike ordinary people's, can be easily cut off when they grow.They have stubbornly grown towards the flesh since she was born. Her parents took her to see many hospitals, but none of them had good results.Later, a doctor said that there is actually no serious problem, as long as you cut frequently, there is no need for medical treatment at all.But she is not a diligent woman, her parents are also busy with official duties, too lazy to remember these little things, so every time I remember, the toenails have already grown into the flesh, and the piercing pain when trimming, even if I just think about it, I can't remember it. Feel the pain.

But when she met him, everything was different from before.Every other day, he would urge her to take off her shoes and socks, then hold her feet and carefully cut her toenails.Occasionally, when a classmate came over, she would remind him in a low voice to pause, but he never minded, and carefully trimmed for her as usual, just like what was trimmed was not her feet, but a plant that needed his care. Prepared flowers and plants.Unsuspecting outsiders would often ridicule him. He never explained, just smiled. There was no grievance or embarrassment in that smile, but it was all pity and love for her.

Her parents did not accept him because of this, but opposed it as usual.And she did not succumb to the pressure of her family. After graduating from university and before his job was settled, she resolutely moved out of the house and lived with him.The rented house was, of course, rudimentary, without the air conditioner she was used to, nor the heating she could not do without in winter.On the first day they moved in, because they were in a hurry, they forgot to buy a towel to wipe their feet; when she was hesitating whether to dry it, he laughed and put her feet on his sweater.She yelled that no, it would stain the sweater; but he gave her a gentle smile and said, in my heart, your feet are as beautiful as your hands, and I need to warm them for a lifetime.

Just when she was planning to marry him secretly despite her parents' coercion, a car accident stopped her from loving him.She lost her feet forever in that car accident, and the best part of her life, just like that, was trapped in a wheelchair.After learning the news, her first thought was to let him leave her and never come back.Of course he didn't listen, and as usual, amidst her scolding, he bought food for her, beat her shoulders, bought the best wheelchair, and pushed her to the yard to bask in the spring sun.She gradually quieted down and stopped making noise, but she didn't talk to him either.She hoped that he could understand that she is no longer the princess who can run and jump freely in the past, so this love will continue and bring him nothing but pain and burden.

This time, his parents also came to persuade him, saying, is it worth spending your whole life for such a girl who has been in a wheelchair all her life?Anyway, if you are not married, it is better to stop here and separate.No one is optimistic about his love with her, including her parents.They said, before, you were not worthy of our daughter, but now, it is our daughter who is inferior to you; unbalanced love has always had no good results, so please, please, like Let it go, as my daughter wishes.

He doesn't listen to anyone's words, but loves her wholeheartedly; like, she is still the most enchanting flower under the sun.On the day the doctor put on her prosthesis, he went to the specialty store and bought her a pair of boots that she had loved so much.Even though those off-white boots were worn on fake feet, when he half-kneeled on the ground and put them on for her meticulously, a warm current spread from bottom to top and quickly spread to every inch of her. skin.At that moment, she finally knew that this love, no matter what method she used, she couldn't escape it.

Amid his parents' indifference, she married him without hesitation.He didn't need to cut her toenails anymore, but he cared for her feet as before. On sunny and warm afternoons, he pushed her to visit shoe stores from house to house and bought the boots she liked.As for her, she learned how to massage, and "spoofed" to him again and again, using his feet as a model for experiments.A car accident took away her feet, but her love with him is still moving forward steadily.

And when this love flourished from the lowest foot, she knew that there was no power to pull it out.

(End of this chapter)