just passing by you

Chapter 6 That Story Is Fictional (2)

She remembered that when she got the bright red marriage certificate, she felt like she was going to college, holding a beaming acceptance letter, and wanted to show off to everyone she knew.She said that she would write a blog on the Internet to share her happiness today.But he laughed at her like a chirping little sparrow, if she wasn't a celebrity, why would she make it public.When she was about to refute him, a couple of newcomers passed by.She remembered that when the photo was taken, she had vanity glanced at the photo of someone's marriage certificate and showed them off her perfect photo.The woman looked restrained and gentle, and she sincerely praised them for their beautiful photos. In return, she also flattered them against her will, saying that she was very temperamental.They came by motorcycle, and when the car passed by them, the girl yelled at them loudly: Congratulations on your marriage!He hugged her and replied loudly: Congratulations to you too.

She had a deep memory of his words.This was also the first time that she had seen him express this love sincerely in front of others.

But it seems that only this time.After marriage, their life was as peaceful as water, and she rarely saw him with such a straightforward expression.This taciturn but not indifferent man seemed born to be anxious for her. He knew that she liked such useless confessions, but he refused to say a word to her.Even if she was like a puddle of extremely sticky glue, which couldn't be scraped off or shaken off, she firmly fixed him.

Gradually, she felt tired of such a life of getting to the bottom of it.She couldn't understand why marriage would be so tiring, but looking at the sisters around her, they were all living happily, compared to hers, it was as smoky and dull.She found reasons to quarrel, saying that he didn't love her, but tricked her into the marriage, otherwise, according to her own worth, she would have found someone who was many times better than him.He never paid any attention to her complaints, he only treated her as a child, if she cried for a while, without persuasion, she would put away those tears and return to her place.

She really felt that she was bored, and after a quarrel, she decided to divorce him very decisively.At that time, it was only one year and three months since they got married, and the bed hadn't been warm yet, but people's hearts were already cooling down.He begged many times, but she ignored him with a cold face.But he still felt tired because of the stress of work and the pressure from her. In the spring when a strong wind was blowing through the whole city, he and her went to the marriage registration office again.

However, this time, after they entered the door, they needed to take a few more steps into the corridor and go to another room. Instead of taking pictures side by side, they took their single photos and pasted them on the dull divorce certificates.When I came out, I passed the marriage registration office, where there were many new couples waiting patiently and anxiously to go through the marriage formalities.She walked through the corridor, listening to those gentle whispers, she was in a trance for a moment, it seemed that she acted like a baby to him, and he gently stroked her broken hair, it was just yesterday.She turned her head to look at him, still with the kind of silence and taciturnity that made her sad, it seemed that this marriage, like changing a position in the company, did not cause much disturbance in his heart.

When they went out, a new couple passed by them.Like a scene replayed in a movie, the girl sitting in the back seat smiled sweetly at them and said, Hey, congratulations.At that moment, she was a little embarrassed and didn't know how to adjust her expression, but she heard him shout: Congratulations to you too.

Her heart suddenly oscillated like the surface of the turbulent water.From the trace of melancholy that flitted across his face, she understood all his silence and forbearance, and knew that during this journey, she had never been able to walk into his heart from the beginning to the end, and peep into this taciturn man. In fact, how did this man bury love and happiness deeply in the deepest part.It's just that she was so anxious to dig out the shining pearl, but she didn't know that in a hurry, she used the soil she just dug to cover up the road leading to true love between her and him.

Whose love cannot see the light.

She is an excellent woman in the company. She is not only outstanding in business, but also popular. Every weekend, colleagues from other places who are floating in Beijing come to her Beijing pass to go out for a walk.She is humorous by nature, and can always make a short trip, because of her witty words, it becomes like a small world in a kaleidoscope, colorful and swaying.

But she has been frustrated on the road of love.Her friends didn't say it clearly, but she knew in her heart that her rough appearance not only allowed her to win the sympathy of other women, but also prevented Cupid from shooting her bow and arrow.She only hides this kind of pain in her heart and never shows it to anyone, so when a new boy in the company, one day after work, he quietly left a message to her on Q, saying, can we have a meal together?In her heart, she panicked immediately.

She did see him as a big boy, seven years younger than her, who had just graduated from college and applied for a job in another department of the company.Because of a document, they met.She remembered being in his office, and her witty remarks made everyone in the room laugh, including him, who was sweating profusely distributing work meals.On his body, there is also a sense of cleanliness of a simple boy on campus, he looks like a sunny boy.When she saw him smiling at her, she kept feeling that it was nice to be young.

She always felt that she was getting old, seeing that her friends around her not only got married, bought houses, and even had children, but her place was still stagnant, and there was no sign of trouble.So when his invitation came out, she was in a panic, but she still had a glimmer of hope to grab the straw.

He quickly launched a love offensive, so fast and violent that she had nowhere to hide.He bought her flowers, accompanied her to take the bus after get off work, delivered a bunch of candied haws to her lips on the street like a magic trick, and sometimes delivered them to her office early, or went to her rented hut She cooks a dinner.

His love for her was as clear as a brook, and he was completely attached to her like a child.Sometimes she doesn't understand, she is so many years older than him, she has wrinkles, and she is not beautiful, what does he love about her?She pressed him, but he just smiled and didn't answer, or, at most, I don't know, maybe the old man Yuexia was in the marriage book, and he had already tied the rope.

Of course she doesn't believe in such an explanation, but she still insists on this knot, and refuses to be like what he persuaded, when love comes, just accept it, so why dodge and hesitate.So when she formally agreed to his courtship, she set a love commandment for him, and she couldn't disclose it to anyone for the time being. When she felt that the time was ripe, it would not be too late to announce it to the world.

Such a commandment is easy to promise, but difficult to implement.He always crossed the line very easily, such as leaning slightly on her side in front of her colleagues, or staring at her fiercely.For example, when a group of people were chatting and joking in a restaurant, he made some intimate jokes with her, making the people around him laugh and boo.Another example is that he has protected her and defended her in front of outsiders more than once.

The people around them have also tentatively asked her about their relationship, but every time she strongly denied it, and said, how can I like such a young little brother like him, besides, if he really chased me, Maybe it's because of my position or human resources.Outsiders probably share the same point of view with her. Seeing her so swearing, they sincerely warn that no matter what purpose this kid approaches you, you must be vigilant. Young people nowadays are shrewd in their hearts!Moreover, sibling love is not so fun, he has a lot of time, and you are already busy, so you can't afford to spend it with him.

This is of course someone’s truth when they didn’t know about it, but she still felt a little sad when she heard it, so she told him when she went back, and he coaxed her patiently at first, saying, “Then I’ll tell them, it’s just a terrible rumor, Still love is solid.Later he became a little anxious and said, you don't even give us a chance to see our love, so when can I convince you of this love?In your heart, is the age gap important, or my love for you is more important?
Of course she was in the wrong, but she still refused to admit defeat, annoyed him and said, are you really sure that you fall in love with me without any selfishness?How should I put it, I am also an older and better person than you in the company.

He finally stopped arguing with her, and only said that love does not need support, and he turned and left.

Not long after, he switched jobs to another bigger company, and his colleagues told her that they couldn't see that this kid still had a little bit of ability. At first, he thought he was a vine that lived by your side, but he didn't care about you. It is true that there is a lot of admiration, everyone can see this, if you don't leave, you are together, your personality is really harmonious.

It's a pity that these words are said a little late.His love for her stayed in a corner without sunlight for too long, and finally withered silently before she took the initiative to overthrow the surrounding walls.

(End of this chapter)