Summer is not late, good day is good

Chapter 147

he is stupid...

She is also stupid...

In the darkness, there is a palpitating silence...

In the silence, she became more and more inferior, and wanted to back down more and more, and finally said with tears, "I'm sorry, I should have told you about this earlier, but I procrastinated until I got married, but it's okay, we can get a divorce... ..."

Before she could finish her sentence, she was yelled at by him, "What are you talking about?! You hid such an important matter from me and wanted to kick me away after you finished speaking?! What do you think I am? !"

She just shed tears, of course she knew that he would not give up on her, and it was precisely because of this that she gritted her teeth even more. If she and him were separated in the end, then she would never tell this secret, and would take this secret with her. Secretly left silently, but never thought that he would get married in such an unbelievable way. Now that he is married, it would be unfair for him not to tell him. He likes children so much...

She also knew that he was bound to get angry, his temper had always been bad, and his posture had been lowered to the lowest level in front of her. She was ready to accept more violent storms, and what he said while hugging her before falling asleep echoed in her ears, " I want to be a dad..."

However, he can no longer be a father... Thinking of this, her heart ached, and she couldn't breathe even more from crying.

In the darkness, she could clearly see her thin outline, and under the cover of night, she became thinner and thinner. Her thin shoulders trembled slightly with the rhythm of crying, and her whole body was like a helpless falling leaf in the dark night...

Tears gradually welled up in his eyes, and he was in pain. Then, he pulled her into his arms violently, and slapped her buttocks three times with his palms. With tears in his eyes, he angrily reprimanded, "You idiot! These three slaps are punishment for you. You are punished for concealing important information! You are punished for saying divorce several times in one day! If you do it again, you will not be forgiven lightly!"

These three slaps were really hard, it made her butt tingle, but it really didn't matter, if one slap could change this result, it would be enough to slap her skin to pieces!
She lay in his arms, her tears were like water breaking a bank, and she couldn't hold it back no matter what.

He sighed inwardly, he could no longer have children... How could this not hurt him?Of course, he was more distressed by her.She thought that after five years of separation, she just lived a difficult life, but she never thought that this is the pain of pain, and this is the reason why she has been avoiding him...

He regretted so much, why did he say stupid things about wanting to be a father in front of her, wouldn't that stab her hard in the heart?
He can't replace what she endured. When she was in the most pain, he was not by her side. In the end, he was the one who should really be beaten...

It's just that after the beating and the pain, what still needs to be done is to love his treasure...

"Actually...it's not bad..." He racked his brains for words of comfort.

She looked suspicious when she heard this, looked up, stared into his shining eyes, and asked sobbingly, "What... is there anything wrong?"

"Well..." He said slowly, "This way...you don't need contraception...you know I don't like to use..."

Ga?She froze for a moment, and then became even angrier. How could he say that? !Not being a mother is the greatest pain in a woman's life, how could he downplay it so lightly, and then think about it?
"Zuo Chen'an! You bastard!" She punched him on the shoulder, filled with grief and anger. After the punch, she immediately understood that he was relieving her and making her laugh, but how could she laugh? ?So I cried again immediately, "Chen'an, I'm sorry...what should I do? You want to be a father so much..."

"You're stupid! I'm the one who should say I'm sorry. I didn't take good care of you, little pig. Let's talk about it?" He felt that it was necessary to sort out her knot. Families without children are destined to be accompanied by shadows. , he didn't want him and her to live in the shadows from now on.

Helping her to sit on the bed, turning on the light, suddenly exposed to the light, she seemed a little scared, instinctively shrank her body, when he saw him, he resisted the urge to hug her, trying to make himself look calmer, "Little pig, first of all I want to ask you, when you fell in love with me five years ago, I was blind, did you ever dislike me?"

She shook her head, love is love, why have you ever thought about this?

"Okay, what would you do if I obviously loved you but didn't accept your love and kept running away?" He stared at her and asked.

"I..." She hesitated.

"Speak from the bottom of my heart, little pig, since we are married now, we are a whole body that shares weal and woe. If we are not honest with each other, we will not be able to solve any problems. Therefore, we will speak from our hearts tonight! Tell me, What would you do?"

"I...I will definitely not let you go..." She lowered her head, unable to speak.But in fact, it was true. She was the one who forced him to swear an oath in front of the church, it was she who was the bride who kissed the reluctant groom forcibly, and she even climbed into his bed...

Back then, she was young and brave, now...

She buried her head lower...

He chuckled, and fondled the hair on her face with his fingers, "Why? Why didn't you let me go?"

"Because...because I like you...I feel happy when I'm with you...I feel...happy..." After she finished speaking hesitantly, her expression became anxious, and she immediately added, "But that was in the past, now..."

His finger slid onto her lips, and gently blocked what she wanted to say, "I know that was in the past...fool, the me in the past was just like you now, with a dark heart, self-ashamed, and I don't want to be a burden to your happiness , I empathize with your feelings, but, like me, it doesn’t affect your love for me, doesn’t it? Now you and I are the same, no matter what you look like, in your words, I like you, love you, and you I feel happy when I am with you, and I am happy when I am with you, but you are depriving me of happiness if you blindly avoid it. Love me, don't take my happiness away, don't think about leaving me to fulfill me, that is the most stupid thing in the world, it will only make me fall into permanent misfortune, understand?"

Watching her sobs get quieter, he knew she was listening to him, and continued, "This is first, second, let's talk about children. Yes, I admit it, I like children, we are today I'm talking openly and honestly, so I don't want to lie to you, but, without children, I can still happily walk through every day with you hand in hand, and without you, my life is meaningless. So, A life without children is just one more regret, no big deal, but a life without you is not alive, but a walking dead. Little pig, no matter what happens, I will never give up on you, do you feel it?"

How come you don't feel it?If she didn't feel it, she wouldn't have struggled so hard before...

She nodded, very lightly...

However, it was enough, until now, he hugged her into his arms and told her in the gentlest voice, "I know, maybe you will feel guilty because you can't give me a baby, that's completely unnecessary, you are by my side It is the greatest gift God gave me. You are the child and baby I want to love the most, and am I not your baby? Maybe, our love is more fulfilling, not only each other's lover and relative, but also each other's child , the most precious treasure. Therefore, with our deep love, you must understand that I am happy when you are happy, and I am also in pain when you are in pain. If you love me, please stay by my side and be happy with me. Don't be affected by other factors, don't be sad about the past, let me see your smile every day, it is the best love you can give me, and it is also the best way for you to repay my love for you!"

She just kept silent, lying on his chest, listening to his heartbeat, different things from the darkness when she woke up from a dream, with him by her side, she was really not so frightened, not so confused...

"Are you listening?" He squeezed her chin, hurting her intentionally.

She nodded, rubbing her chin against his chest.

"Speak!" Continue to pinch.

"It hurts..." She groaned softly.

He smiled, "Okay, if you hear it, you have to promise me a few things. First, never talk about divorce or leave these nonsense!"

She listened and said nothing.

He squeezed again, "If you hear it, answer it!"

"Hmm..." She agreed coyly, divorce?leave?She also needs to be able to get away...Where is Zuo San Shao's opponent...

Although the answer was only one word, and it was still spinning in his throat, he was satisfied, and smiled slightly, "Second, don't cry anymore! Your tears are destroying my heart, so every tear you shed will hurt my heart." You want to pay me 10 yuan!"

She raised her head to look at him in surprise, what kind of overlord's treaty is this?Is he the one she tormented with tears?Want her to lose money?A tear is one hundred thousand, her tears are too valuable, right?

(End of this chapter)