sleepless tonight

Chapter 192 Apologize
"No." Chen Ke tilted her head and refused to kiss me.

I pushed my head over and kissed Chen Ke on the cheek.

"Itchy, itchy, Dad, you haven't shaved." Chen Ke giggled.

After tidying up the dishes and playing with his two daughters for a while, Tong Wangjun came back with a plastic bag in his hand, which contained swimsuit and swimming trunks.

"I bought one for you too, you can see for yourself whether it fits or not?" Tong Wangjun took out a pair of swimming trunks and handed it to me.

"There's nothing wrong with this, I can definitely wear it, let's put it away." I said, I don't like trying clothes very much.

I seldom buy clothes. If I do, it will be done very quickly. It can be done in more than ten minutes.

"It's okay to try it. If it's too small or it doesn't fit, I can go down and change it right away." Tong Wangjun insisted, "Hurry up and try it."

"This is close-fitting clothes. No matter how you try it, it must not be clean." I was too lazy to bother.

"It's all new, it doesn't matter if you try it." Tong Wangjun couldn't persuade me, "If you don't try it, I'll try it first."

"You go." Tong Wangjun's eagerness made me feel a little lucky. Fortunately, it was Xu Heng's horizontal bar that made Tong Wangjun go to Sanya. Otherwise, I might only take Chen Ke alone. Very disappointed.

It can be seen that she likes watching the sea very much.

I knocked on the bathroom door: "Have you changed it? Would you like me to take a look for you?"

The door of the bathroom opened, but it was only opened a crack. Tong Wangjun's swimsuit had already been changed: "Come in, and help me see if it fits. Is it too small? I feel a little tight."

The swimsuit Tong Wangjun chose was a bit conservative, it was one-piece, and there was a small skirt underneath, not much exposed. I looked very comfortable and felt relieved.

With Tong Wangjun's figure, wearing a swimsuit with a few pieces of cloth is definitely eye-catching, but I would rather she dress like this.

"Very good, very good, just this one, no need to change it." I commented.

"But I feel a little tight, and my chest hurts a little." Tong Wangjun pulled on his swimsuit, feeling a little uncomfortable.

"Your figure is so good, it's normal to be a little bit tight. Wear more clothes and it will loosen, and then it won't be so tight." I glanced at her chest, "You take out the clothes inside, it should be comfortable some."

"That way it will be exposed, there will be marks, and the swimsuit is very thin." Tong Wangjun said.

"Just put something in it." I said.

"Then this one?" Tong Wangjun asked for my opinion.

"Just this one, anyway, it's just for playing for a few days, so don't be so picky." I am very casual about clothes and have no special requirements. Tong Wangjun's swimsuit is very conservative, and I am very satisfied.

"It's hard to see the sea once, and I have to go to the sea to play in the water, so I must dress better." Tong Wangjun looked at the mirror again and again, still picking out the clothes, "I'm still a little dissatisfied."

"It's really good. A person with a good figure is beautiful no matter what he wears, and he can attract attention." I said, "What you should worry about is whether the quality of this dress is not good enough, and it will suddenly break."

"This dress costs more than 20 yuan. I didn't buy a cheaper one worth more than ten yuan. How could it be broken? The quality is not that bad." Tong Wangjun said.

"Is 20 yuan expensive? You should buy a better swimsuit." I was a little speechless to Tong Wangjun's words, "You paid the [-] tuition fee without blinking an eye, but you saved the money for buying clothes."

"It's very expensive, this one is the one." Tong Wangjun said, "Okay, you go out, I want to change clothes, have you tried your swimsuit?"

"I made a gesture, there is no problem, I can wear it in." I said.

"Clothes are meant to be tried on. If you don't try them on, your pair of swimming trunks costs 50 yuan. If you can't wear them, you won't be able to change them later. I also bought a swimsuit for A Ke. If you let A Ke come in, I will Give her a try to see if it fits you well." Tong Wangjun said in a rambling manner.

I went out and called Chen Ke to let her into the bathroom.

The mother and daughter stayed in the bathroom for a while before they came out, washed the swimsuits, and then continued to tidy up the clothes. I checked the time and it was almost 12 o'clock in the evening, so I urged Tong Wangjun to let her go to bed early.

Tong Wangjun helped Chen Ke and Chen Le take a bath, and put them to bed, then she peeled an apple and handed it to me.

"I'm not hungry." I shook my head, "The clock is already turning, go to sleep, you have to get up early in the morning."

Tong Wangjun put the apple on the coffee table, and sat on the sofa with me: "Will Tang Wan also go to your friend's wedding?"

"En." I nodded and glanced at Tong Wangjun, a little surprised why she suddenly asked this question.

"Then will she misunderstand me when she sees me with you?" Tong Wangjun asked me again.

"No, there is no misunderstanding." I shook my head, but I did have this level of worry in my heart, but I thought that Liu Chuang also attended Yu Lu's wedding, and it was very likely that he went there as Logan's boyfriend Yes, if you think about it this way, it doesn't matter if I take Tong Wangjun there, even if Logan sees it.

"Aren't you afraid?" Tong Wangjun looked at me.

"I have nothing to be afraid of." I laughed.

"In the past, when you drank, you would call Logan's name every time you got drunk, and you would even cry while talking in your sleep. At that time, I was even a little envious of Logan. There is such a person who loves her." Tong Wangjun stared at the tea table The apple on the table has gradually changed color, and said slowly.

I smiled silently, I don't know how to answer Tong Wangjun's words, I don't remember these things at all, but I know that what Tong Wangjun said is true, and I should indeed behave like this.

In high school, Logan was the goddess in my heart.

When I was thinking about another woman, I hurt the woman who was with me.

"Sometimes you forcibly possess me and keep cursing, I even wonder if you are possessing me while imagining Logan's appearance in your mind." Tong Wangjun told me.

"How could it be?" I denied with a smirk.

Tong Wangjun stared at me and said very seriously: "You can do this kind of thing. Every time I think of such a picture, I feel that I am a substitute, just a tool for you to vent. You are always sad, as if someone owes you money." Even if you have A Ke and Xiao Le later on with your money, you are still the same. Do you know that I have actually thought about living a good life with you. "

"Sorry." I said.

"You have already said it many times, so there is no need to say it again." Tong Wangjun shook his head, "Chen Jin, sometimes I really don't know what you think, I thought I divorced you, you would immediately go to Tang Wan Yes, but not. Do you really love her in your heart? Or did you drink and gamble, just to get rid of me, so you did that? "

I also asked myself in my heart, do I love Logan?
It must have happened, I am very sure, I really liked Logan very much in high school, even now I still like her, but I did not open my mouth to pursue Logan, because I was married and had a child, Or for other reasons?I'm not sure which one, maybe a little of each.

Time can change many things, including feelings.

I dare not make a decision immediately, because no matter what kind of decision I make, as long as I choose one side, the other may be gone, and I am still not sure what I think in my heart.

This made me panic.

Sometimes I even think, why not in ancient times, then maybe I don't have to be so entangled.

What the landlady said is correct. Sometimes I am too greedy, but I really don't want to make a choice right away, and I dare not.

"Why do you want to see the sea so much?" I changed the subject, I didn't want to talk about it with Tong Wangjun, as long as I thought about it deeply, I would feel very painful and uncomfortable.

"Looking at the sea can broaden people's minds," said Tong Wangjun.

"So you think you're narrow-minded?" I said with a smile.

"Well, my heart is not broad enough. A little thing will make me angry, and I am too harsh on people. I want to change this, but I can't change it every time, so I want to go and see the sea, take a look. The boundless sea can broaden my mind, make me less angry, and be less harsh on people." Tong Wangjun answered me seriously.

I glanced at her, is Tong Wangjun's words apologizing to me in disguise?
She felt that she was harsh on me in the past, and she actually thought it was wrong in her heart, so she wanted to change?
(End of this chapter)